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Naked and unmasked

Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter mind. – dr. Seuss

 When I was young, I never really understand this phrase and in this phase I have learned to read but I never learned what I have read. Clearly, I have waste those years trying to figure how did dr. Seuss come up with such stories, probably I have lost sight and I never had the chance to be on the right place lucky for that boy, the boy in the “oh, the places you’ll Go” he had found that day who he was is truer than true. And I believe I have crumble down to the shadows and never tried to show up the truest me.

 “And when you’re alone there’s a very good chance you’ll meet things that scare you right of your pants, there are some down the road between the hither and yon that can scare you so much that can scare you so much you won’t want to go”

 For years I have felt I am different and better left alone and never understood. People judge what they cannot understood. People judge what they can’t understand and bestow unto what is lie for the truth they can’t feel. A boy like me dwelt with the most grievous, ugliest and unpredictable moments in life and yet I stood alone cold and better be gone through the shadows where those kids won’t notice the pain, they let me eat. Now, this time I realized that man don’t mixed their ideology with what is reality, they are simply prisoners of their true belief that led only to their false actions.

 Man is fond of perfection merely correction is excluded, and from judgement there’s no exception only conclusion. Every venture outside feels dark, do we still need to ask for validation? Hence, I have felt shivers down to my spine, out of courage and burden down by fear.

 “It is opener out there, in the wide-open Air”

A glimpse of light brought me Hope, the truth is the agony shall pass and a flower shall bloom again. I was confused for the longest time and waited for validation that never showed-up and endured the unavoidable chaotic burdens. The Fear have come to a road end, someone has finally accepted me without hesitance and regrets. I’ve waited for this day to hear what will you say.

There is nothing to be ashamed, who you are is you are. Never let the world define who you are

-family

Man is cruel they believe to be more superior; the understanding of sexual orientation is merely an example of what needs to be accepted in this world. I have fully accepted who am I what am I, we never need any validation in this world rather acceptance and understanding. Sometimes a story needs to be awful first, it gives us the chance to understand and savor each pain and story shall start again. The greatest lessons will never receive it result when we insist to understand and accept. But in the end no matter what race you belong, what shape you are into, what sexual preference you dwell with, what person you are in this world and no matter what struggles you have face remind ourselves that you are exceptionally beautiful and extraordinary and the place you’ll go awaits for you.

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Depression

Death death death I hear

The demon is whispering to my ear

Come! Come! Follow my word

Elevate your head up the wall

Drink your blood

Cut your body and flesh

Give your soul an endless rest

And serve it to the god of death

Death, death, death I made

My shadow is starting to fade

Words I cut from my tounge

What a suicidal act I have done

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