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“ memory is punishment, on peter parker & gwen stacy.

in the wake of peter's death, gwen spends half of her late nights as an insomniac, rigidly pacing. seeing other versions of peter when jumping to different dimensions walks the narrow line of being a blessing in disguise or some sort of nauseating joke. the wound is still raw, heavy and bleeding and her biggest failure. it serves as a gap, and an excuse to threaten her from growing closer to other people- knowing that they may be used as collateral damage in her life, like peter. her presence serves as an omen in every universe: with peter, with her father, even with herself.

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“It was really nice to get a lot of footage of her really making the room fresh and clean. It’s almost like she cares now. Before it didn’t seem like she cared, but she’s leaving something for her mom, who she hasn’t spoken to much for the summer. It’s not just change, it’s a clean slate. It means she’s going to go on to something new. And in the next few scenes, you see she starts using her real name. She starts using Christine instead of Lady Bird after she does that change for herself.” x

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Ocean Vuong, from “Reasons for Staying.” [ID in alt text]

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WE LIVE, AS WE DREAM — - ALONE. WHILE THE DREAM DISAPPEARS, THE LIFE CONTINUES PAINFULLY.

MAEVE WILEY OF NETFLIX'S SEX EDUCATION. POST-SERIES VERSE HEAVY. BY ZAWN, 21+

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ABBEY LEE as Sarah THE NEON DEMON dir. Nicolas Winding Refn, 2016

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even after everything, death still loves gwen stacy. honestly: i cannot seeing her live past thirty, or settling down, she’s not supposed to live. her story will always end early.

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when gwen decided to take the mantle of a vigilante, the idea was to embody the idea of a ghost. my gwen’s suit design is heavily influenced by fran s. cano’s art, the palette leans on an exclusively white suit, a choice that can set her apart from conventional vigilante attire, not as an aesthetic preference, the pearlescent hue serves a purpose: to blend seamlessly with the night, to be able catch glimpses of her to create a sense of fear as she moves for her opponents, is she a figment of imagination or possible threat? technology embedded in the suit allows her to control her opacity, granting her the permission to toy with visibility and near invisibility at will. she’s well aware of the fine line she walks—she wants her presence known, but not easily comprehensible. the mask, ( with a hood as it’s companion ) covers half of her face. again, playing around with anonymity and recognition: eyes that can speak for themselves, before she decides to. embroidery mimicking a lace spider’s webs with synthetic thread adds personalization to her design, & upon further inspection appears to be in a very faint ballet pink shade.

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with some consideration to the depiction of dual personas: i think it makes the most sense for gwen to be a gemini. gemini babies are also associated with adaptability, and intelligence--and deal with grief with disassociation and detachment. does she believe in astrology: absolutely not! but you are more than willing to annoy her about it on her birthday, may twenty-third.

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blood, blood, gallons of the stuff ! a collection of icky, bloody prompts for those who like to choose violence. actions are reversible. general warning for blood, violence, murder, death.

𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 :

" that's a lot of blood. "

" it isn't mine. "

" what did you do ? "

[ sigh ] " what did you do ? "

" come on. have a taste. "

" holy shit, are you okay ? "

" it looks worse than it feels. "

" you should see the other guy. "

" it's a good look on you. you should get covered in blood more often. "

" lean on me. "

" oh my god. oh my god, oh my god, what the fuck ? is that what i fucking think it is ? "

" . . . gross. "

[ standing over a body ] " oops. "

" is that a fucking body ? "

" look, i'm sorry, okay ? "

" what the hell happened ? "

" before you say anything, it wasn't me. "

" at least it wasn't me this time. "

" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you pretend it isn't. "

" look at me. this is who i am, no matter how much you wish it wasn't. "

" i'm not scared of you. "

" you don't scare me. "

" shut up and let me help you. "

" i got your shirt all bloody. "

" let's get you cleaned up. "

" that looks like it hurts. "

" i'm fine, just. . . give me a minute. "

" we are so fucked. "

" what the fuck is wrong with you ? "

" are you gonna help me clean it up or not ? "

" the fucker deserved it. "

" red looks good on you. "

" what the hell did you do ; tap - dance all over the body with ice - skates ? "

" what, did you run over the body with your car a couple times after ? "

" i. . . i didn't mean to. . . "

" sorry. fuck, i'm sorry. "

" this isn't what it looks like. "

" it was an accident. "

" motherfucker ran right into my knife, i swear. "

" people need to look both ways before crossing. . . bullets. "

" would you believe me if i said wrong place, wrong time ? "

" hey, look at me. i don't care. are you okay ? "

" they deserved it, right ? please tell me they deserved it. "

" you're bleeding. "

" what the fuck happened to you ? "

" you're getting blood on the carpet. "

" sit down before you fall down. "

" that looks like a you problem. "

𝚄𝙽𝚂𝙿𝙾𝙺𝙴𝙽 :

sender spits out a mouthful of blood at receiver's feet

sender spits out a mouthful of blood on receiver

receiver finds sender covered in blood

sender tries desperately to stop receiver's bleeding

sender helps receiver clean up after a kill

sender wipes blood from receiver's face with a washcloth

sender wipes blood from receiver's face with their thumb

sender licks receiver's blood off a knife

sender licks receiver's blood off their thumb

sender lights up a cigarette a foot away from someone they killed before offering one to receiver

receiver finds sender stood over a body

sender stitches up receiver's wound [ optional wound placement ]

sender digs their finger into receiver's wound [ optional wound placement ]

sender frantically checks receiver for injuries under all the blood

sender guides receiver's bloody hands under a faucet / water source and begins washing them clean

sender bites receiver hard enough to draw blood

sender tilts receiver's head back to staunch a nosebleed

sender draws a smiley face out of the blood they spilled :)

receiver finds sender cleaning up a kill in a daze

sender looks receiver in the eye as they shoot / stab / kill someone

sender ruffles receiver's hair, getting blood all over their hand

sender gets some of receiver's blood on them and makes a face

sender flicks blood at receiver to annoy them

sender stomps in a pool of blood to splash it on receiver

sender slips in their victim's blood but receiver steadies them before they can fall

sender steadies receiver when they slip in the blood sender spilled

receiver comes home to sender covered in blood and waiting for them with all the lights off

sender spits out a tooth and it hits receiver

sender tries to wipe blood off receiver but the blood on their hands just makes it worse

sender takes an injury meant for receiver

sender shows up on receiver's doorstep covered in blood

sender sits down quietly next to receiver after receiver kills someone

sender punches receiver in the mouth

receiver watches sender lick the blood off their fingers like its cheeto dust

sender helps receiver bury a body

sender hugs receiver just to get their victim's blood all over them <3

sender hugs receiver just to get their blood all over them <3

sender leans on receiver for support

sender kills someone to protect receiver

receiver finds sender in a frenzy maiming a body after they've already killed it

sender kills someone and the blood spatters on receiver

receiver finds sender desperately trying to wash the blood off of themself

sender kisses receiver to taste the blood on their busted lip

sender shoots / stabs receiver non - fatally as a warning

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the sight.

dialogue prompts from the sight by melanie golding.

wake up. this is where the dream ends.

something is very wrong.

you can only fight gravity for so long.

you'll never know what it's like.

people are going to stare. they always stare.

be in the moment and nowhere else.

do you have anyone at home?

what happened out there?

i have no one but myself to blame.

i'm not surprised. i'm just angry.

the answers won't be what you want to hear.

you can always manage a smile.

nothing is too small to bother me with.

i don't like to get complacent.

you look as bad as i feel.

i'm your friend no matter what.

you can't keep your eyes on everything all the time.

we're like a pair of sad clowns.

i'm not worried. i'm stressed.

you'll say goodbye in your own way.

what's wrong with me?

why can't you look at me?

do you know how special you are?

i wish it were easier to lie to you.

words have power, especially whispered ones.

business is business. everyone knows that.

we had fun, didn't we?

i don't regret anything. not a single second of my life.

you make people brave. you made me brave.

i need to be here tonight.

i still miss you, you know.

i can't ever say the right thing.

everything in my life reminds me of [name].

it's hard for you, socially, isn't it?

i couldn't be angry all day long. i'd be exhausted.

no one wants to come anywhere near me at the moment.

you need to be careful what you promise.

they don't hear me when i speak.

you forgive me, right?

what is truth, if it's not what everyone thinks?

you're not on your own. you have me.

i'm right here, okay?

if you could go back, would you change that decision?

i thought nothing could be worse, and then something was.

face your fears. we can only cheat death if we try.

you're on all the news channels.

does it still hurt?

the show will go on. you can count on that.

am i not what you were expecting?

time can be imprecise.

you don't look like there's anything wrong with you.

i guess you don't remember that part.

if you hide, you look guilty.

i believe they call it 'trending'.

i'm better off without you, really.

there's something wrong with you.

we need to say a proper goodbye.

if you want me to be grateful, you'll be waiting a long time.

what if saying it makes it come true?

i don't know you. i don't think i ever did.

i like the idea that everything happens for a reason.

it wasn't your fault or mine.

you don't have to worry about me anymore.

i'm always here, whether you can see me or not.

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maskfell.ㅤ a low activity, private + selective gwen stacy / the ghost spider torn from marvel comics. caught by lena.

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LAST NIGHT IN SOHO (2021) dir. Edgar Wright