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#fun fact about me#when i first heard round tables square tables i broke down practically screamlaughing at Marvins “hElp ME”#and it just kept going after “WHY”#it had an uptick at “and Trina” “and TRINA”#and by the time i got to “homo baroque” laughing felt like i was squeezing a deflated rubber duck to death#...so safe to say i like that song#then i showed it to my mom and she stared at me mildly confused as i almost fell over#its my exact humor. what that says about me is up to you
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not a single nonchalant bone in my body 💔
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I'm going to kill my- [remembers suicide jokes aren't funny] ...marriage.
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I fully believe Jason didn't exactly stop believing in G-d, but instead just chose to try and ignore any thoughts of him for a long time until he was finally able to heal. This means after Whizzer, maybe some time after Marvin.
As for the others, they absolutely held on to religion closer.
Marvin probably found comfort in prayers, Trina found comfort in the structure.
Though much longer after the others, Mendel likely found comfort in the spirituality he was so skeptical of now that he realized not everything can be fixed. I like to imagine for him the issue was "if spirituality cannot make miracles happen or fix things, why follow it when you can fix those things in real life instead?" and once he realized some things in life are unfixable too, he let go of that black-and-white thinking.
As for Charlotte and Cordelia, I imagine Cordelia began to show interest in conversion. It would be sweet if she was moved by the Bar Mitzvah and wanted to be apart of something like that more integrally.
A common theme I see in a lot of media with religious characters are these people losing faith after terrible events, and while this is completely valid and does represent how some people deal with trauma, I like to go the other way more.
This is specifically about Falsettos because of course it is, it’s me. The characters of this show are Jewish, but are shown to be less than orthodox about it. Mendel says “religion’s just a trap” at one point in the show, and the rest seem to agree with him, so it can be a simple conclusion to make that they aren’t fully traditional or connected the to faith.
Now, my main point here is about Jason. Jason doesn’t pray, as he says in the reprise of ‘Miracle of Judaism’ he’s never really spoken to G-d. Some people might say that after the events of the show, after Whizzer isn’t saved, Jason might stop believing at all in his religion, but I disagree.
This may be me projecting too much onto these characters, but religion can bring comfort to those in hard times. I like to think Jason becomes more connected to his faith after Whizzer dies and Marvin gets sick (and eventually dies as well), comforted by the structure in the face of such uncertain times. His life is defined by chaos, by people leaving him and not understanding him. The idea of his faith bringing him some level comfort and safety is important to me.
This isn’t as well fleshed out as it could be, and isn’t a response to anyone in particular. Just some thoughts I’m having lately.
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Falsettober/Whumptober 2024 (Day 7)
@lycheelsea
#falsettober2024#falsettos#fic#whumptober2024#falsettos fic#marzer#marzer.#october challenge#only for emergencies#TW#Ptsd#past death#panic attacks#children crying#adults crying#crying#breakdowns#victim blaming#sort of?#accidentally#guilt#grief#mourning#no.7
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Falsettober/Whumptober 2024 (Day 6)
@lycheelsea
#falsettober2024#falsettos#whumptober2024#fic#not realizing they're injured#no.6#TW#self harm#sort of?#blood#mourning#unhealthy coping mechanisms#alcohol#injury#broken glass#accidental injury#death#impending death#fear of death#lost love#unhealthy relationship#emotional manipulation#selfishness#controlling person#this is dark yall. anyway#october challenge#marzer.#marzer#falsettos fic#also TW
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Falsettober/Whumptober 2024 (Day 5)
@lycheelsea
#falsettober2024#whumptober2024#fic#falsettos#altpromptno.5#altprompt5#secrets revealed#TW#knives#metaphors for violence#cheating#manipulation#unhealthy relationship#aggression#heartbreak#no.5#marzer#marzer.#october challenge
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Falsettober/Whumptober 2024 (Day 4)
@lycheelsea
#falsettober2024#whumptober2024#survivor's guilt#falsettos fic#falsettos#fic#no.4#altprompt#altpromptno.4#altprompt4#TW#aids crisis#medical details#death#trauma#dissociation#unhealthy coping mechanisms#feeling helpless#bigotry#inplied/referenced major character death#october challenge#marzer.#marzer#inability to eat#mentioned
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Falsettober/Whumptober 2024 (Day 3)
@lycheelsea
#falsettober2024#whumptober2024#no.3#set up for failure#fandom#falsettos fic#falsettos#fic#TW#emotional abuse#non-explicit and not shown in scene#mentioned#unhealthy family dynamics#bad father#narcissistic thoughts#this isn't to stigmatize NPD#the thoughts actually are likely to trigger people with NPD#unhealthy relationships#marzer.#marzer#october challenge
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Falsettober/Whumptober 2024 (Day 2)
@lycheelsea
#falsettober2024#whumptober2024#fic#fandom#falsettos#falsettos fic#no.2#trust issues#TW#cheating#emotional manipulation#reactive abuse#selfishness#marzer#october challenge#victim blaming
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Falsettober/Whumptober 2024 (Day 1)
I am late by 4 days so I will be posting all 4 prompts today! then it'll be in order
@lycheelsea
#whumptober2024#falsettober2024#no.1#race against the clock#fandom#falsettos#fic#tw#psychological abuse#ptsd#controlling person#coercion#(mentioned in one line as one word that is canon to the fandom)#marzer#marzer.#falsettos fic#october challenge
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