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Shifting Rant 101

Fuck what everyone thinks

Piece of advice actually, fuck what everyone thinks. Who cares what they say, actually? "Your DR is not a fictional world, you will have problems, it won't always be sunshine and rainbows!" Who says not? You can shift to a DR where its always gonna be sunshine and rainbows. Saying its fictional to think about a DR which is always sunshine and rainbows and then saying shit like "don't think about your DR as a fictional world" is so hypocritic, every DR exists now at this moment, they're real, they're realistic, they are what you want them to be. What pisses me off is people thinking that DRs that are always sunshine & rainbows are fictional, like??? What is reality anyway? Who are they to define what is real and what is not to you? Reality is what you make it out to be, i guess you can guess which ppl think like this and they highly piss me off, I don't think they can grasp and embrace the actual shifting. shiftok (again) ppl on shiftok rlly like contradicting themselves. They say shifting is limitless, blah blah blah, and say shit like "you can't script that it doesn't hurt when you get stabbed cause its unrealistic!". I genuinely went "huh?" cause honestly who fucking cares, thats their dr, whats realistic for them will be realistic to them like again, thats their dr, leave them alone ffs. To add to my rant, someone rlly said "its unrealistic, its not a customizable world, you're just describing the reality u wanna shift to" like.... what the fuck does that even mean?? like..... how does someone state something and contradict it in just one sentence. And saying that ppl cant script trauma cause it'll traumatize them LIKW?!??! AS IF U CANT GET TRAUMATIZED IN THE REALITY UR ON RN PLS DDAMNIT can we just leave ppl alone

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Sharing my negative side when it comes to shifting

Of course, when it comes to things we like, there are positive sides and we also have, unfortunately, the down sides. Hiii, its Mari-anne, its been quite a while since I wrote something as I have been busy in university and attempting to go back to shifting again.

So we know the common stuff down sides of shifting, exhaustion, frustration, losing motivation, declining mental health, could also lead to trauma and desperation. But I'm kinda here to share the "Embarrassment". Now, now! I'm not saying that you should me embarrassed of shifting, rather I wanna share my anxious paranoia when I'm shifting/scripting. So I have a Fame DR, you already knew that upon reading a few blogs from me, but everytime I see the celebrities I'm friends with/dating on tiktok, I suddenly get embarrassed. At first, I just brushed it off. When I say embarrassed, I don't mean the usual kind, I kind of mean the paranoid kind of embarrassed. Cause' I feel like I'm forcing myself into their world, cause I never belonged in their world in the first place. When I'm scripting that DR, I suddenly feel embarrassed, like someone is watching me do this and laughing at me for shifting, for believing in shifting. Now, a reminder, when you shift, you have already existed in that reality for so long so you're not forcing anything like scenarios or s/o's. But that was just how I feel, it could be also because of my shitty ass anxiety, mostly social anxiety. I always feel like someone's judging me for shifting to another reality where I already exist, crazy shit I'm going through, am I right? Or maybe I'm the crazy one???? IDK IDK IDK

I'm still trying to work on that anxiety thingy and also working on me shifting to my Genshin DR or WR. Happy shifting people!!!1

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Shifting log #5

I think we're still overcomplicating shifting so now ill be here to help you not to overcomplicate it.

You know why others can shift so easily by just thinking about which reality to go to and then just go shazam and they're in that desired reality? Because they would assume that's what would happen and obviously, they persisted in the fact that all they had to do is think about which DR they'll be conciously aware of, that was how I almost shifted too, like literally just go bam and suddenly I feel like I'm being pulled to somewhere and hearing voices (i did this while drowsy as fuck, it works the best imo). The only thing that has gotten me consistently close to shifting is literally go "I wanna shift to my ___ DR" and be drowsy AF. Cause y'all, there are stories of ppl who literally shifted just by.... just doing it. Literally they just did it. Trust your subconscious mind cause she/he/it/they/whatever its' pronouns is knows what it wants!!!Shifting isn't as tricky as we think, but the human brain complicates it, leading us to assume it's far more difficult. That is how it becomes. Simply let go, stop worrying, chasing, and overthinking. Allow for it to happen, and it will. It is completely fine to have doubts, I already told you, just don't let it get the best of you and JUST DO IT, YOU CAN SHIFT, YOU LITERALLY SHIFT EVERYDAY, YOU CAN DO IT!!!

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Why I simultaneously believe & not believe in fatalism

Ehh this one is a little complicated for me but first, what even is fatalism???? Fatalism is the idea that nothing humans can do can affect the course of events, which are fixed by fate or destiny. Fatalists, people who believe in fatalism, hold that nothing can be changed since everything has already been predetermined by a greater force. Idk, it sounds like a fancier version of saying that "Everything happens for a reason", I kind of believe it because all of decisions I made, it led me to this, like finding out about shifting and also it led to me almost shifting but then again, I also do not believe in it due to the butterfly & parallel universe theory, but mostly shifting. The world divides in two everytime a choice is made, then your seemingly unsuspecting small choice leads to something big & if you spend your days wondering if you picked the other choice, what would've been the outcome? Just like the Schrödinger's cat, the cat is both 50/50 alive & dead until you open the box (curiousity kills the cat). And through shifting & manifesting, you are bound to change your fate, manifesting all these desires, travelling through the universe and becoming aware of your reality. A more thorough deep dive into fatalism and my simultaneous belief & non-belief in its' concept

I have mentioned that Fatalism is the belief that everything is already predetermined by a "greater force" and no one can change it, idk but I used my own interpretation of "greater force". In the world of manifestation, we were taught that we are the "God" of our reality, that we are the "Universe" and only ourselves are the thing we only need to get our desires. Again, take note I simultaneously believe & not believe it, why???? I believe in it cause if "greater force" meant Us, then our fates are also predetermined by us and by "no one can change it" means no one can take our desires from us cause this is our reality. I also do not believe in it cause we're changing our fates cause we manifest & manifest is also changing something or events in our life, whatever it may be, our fates were never sealed or predetermined, a reminder that you are not stuck in this sticky puddle that you are in. This concept got me in knots cause there are 2 sides of the coin, I kept going off the rails with this one too but I finally got my thoughts out

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I need more shifting stories cause where the hell are they???

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Hi, so I have this dumb question and I wanna know what everyone thinks. So like if i die in my OR/CR, can I still come back to that reality? I actually scripted that life goes on in my WR & DR if I do die in my CR but I just wanted to ask cause I feel like I'm gonna die in my CR soon

Edit: hi y'all, ppl have responded and I just wanna say thank u for ur answers, helped alot!!! I just wanna say no, not considering suicide, im way past that. But the situation im in rn is kind of inevitable or seems like it but I hope it doesn't happen cause I still pretty much wanna live

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Shifting log #4

Bro, I almost shifted just a while back and I didn't even intend to. So I was so tired, haggard and shit so I wanted to fall asleep when I suddenly felt being pulled to sleep, I felt something touch my shoulder and I heard voices. I was so tired I tried to pull myself awake but I was so fatigued, my body felt so heavy and I did finally awake. I don't know which DR that was and the voices were inaudible, they were like whispers and it creeped me the hell out, if I wasn't afraid, I would've probably shifted to my waiting room :'( So this is also me realizing that it is that easy to shift, even when you don' t intend to lmao, that was fun

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"You can't shift with doubts!"

If you can find me a person without doubts, I can show you an idiot!

Of course, you can shift with doubts. Its just like subliminals, you don't have to believe in them just for it to work. My advice is just don't let it overpower you, persist, persist! Trust issues & overthinking can't be avoided, oh please! I have been there, that's why I had encounter some difficulties in my manifesting journey. It was hard for me since my mental health is ass and not in a good way too, I just had to persist and persist, took a lot of inconveniences to be this calm, my once clouded mind is now starting to clear up. You can shift, you are already there!

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Y'all I need subliminal ideas ASAP!!!

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So see a psychiatrist weirdos

Y'all, if you don't believe in something (esp shifting), then mind your own business, no one's forcing you to believe, going out of your way to be a bitch isn't worth anyone's time, especially yours <3

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Going back to making subs, let's see if my phone holds up

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I'm really, really not gonna lie, I wanna get over my TUA phase but I literally cannot, kept convincing myself I wasn't interested in it anymore but literally why oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?!?! On tiktok, netflix, tumblr, wattpad & pinterest, idk what is up with me trying to avoid but its haunts me sooooooo bad, my heart literally skips a beat everytime i see it, maybe its a sign I should go back to that TUA script and probably try to shift if I wasn't so much of a lazy ass and a pussy

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I wanna shift but I'm too lazy

A little rant lolol

So yes, I'm done w my script to my waiting room, all is done, now the only one left to do is actually get my ass up and shift but I seem to be stuck in a state of only liking the idea of shifting but not actually doing it, I'm also stuck in my MDD phase, only fantasizing about shifting, reading shifting blogs and stuff. How to get rid of laziness, I'm such a procrastinator at heart, keep saying "Tomorrow, I'll shift" or "I swear I'll shift later 2night" headass

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Everyone I've ever loved is here within these walls

I'm sorry, secret siren but I'm blocking out your calls

I've had my adventure, I don't need something new

I'm afraid of what I'm risking if I follow you

Into the unknown

Into the unknown

Into the unknown

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Shifting Log #4

"Shifting is just lucid dreaming" "Wake up, shifting is just lucid dreaming!" ehh, okay then!

Many shifters started off as anti shifters until they shifted themselves, to me, shifting is something you have to experience yourself to know for sure. There are similarities between shifting & lucid dreaming is that you can control both, the differences are shifting is where you transfer your conciousness and becoming aware of another reality, lucid dreaming is just an act of becoming aware in your dream. The words "reality" & "dream" are two different things, "Reality" means the quality state of being real, while the word "Dream" means a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person's mind during sleep.

Now, you may ask me why I believe in reality shifting. Why? I have stated this before, our reality is ours, it is created in our minds, using the process of perception, going back to Parallel Universes, 2 people can be in the same situation but make different realities. Your subconscious is like a baby, a sponge, absorbing everything (words by Kristeau) and when you feed it affirmations like "I am in (desired reality)", it will absorb it and make you aware of that reality, amazing shit honestly.

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Shifting log #3

Hello again!!! Welcome to my endless yapping about theories & shifting, I got Quantum Jumping and Astral Projecting today

Storytime:

My friend and I back in 2021 (?), we were so obsessed with Tokyo Revengers and I sent a tiktok video about shifting or specifically, Quantum Jumping, if you wanna know, Quantum jumping is also Quantum leaping, suggests that multiple versions of one exist at any given time, but cannot be simultaneously in two states. This concept originates from quantum physics, where atoms can be in one state or another but cannot be in two states simultaneously. In the same way, we can jump between different states or versions of ourselves.

After I sent the video to her, she messaged me lowkey freaked out so I introduced her to scripts and whatnots and I sent her a video of theta waves for quantum jumping

I did ask her a few times how was it and if she did shift, she came close but after that, we kinda lost touch so idk if she did shift to Tokyo Revengers lmao, I hope she does

Next is Astral Projection, now I don't think I'll ever do Astral Projection cause I'm a pussy (icl) but it is interesting to me since it is an out-of-body experience

We got Kristeau on the house again, so what Astral Projection is, is that it is, again, an out-of-body or ND (near death) experience, also a process of detaching your consciousness from your body and going into the unknown, jk, just going into a non-physical reality, that reality being called The Astral Plane, can also be called Astral Realm or Astral world, believed to be inhabited by beings such as souls & angels and I really, really think its beautiful. Shifting is a beautiful thing and I'm glad to be part of the community

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My Maladaptive Daydreaming Experience

Hello, lovely people, today I'll be sharing my years of Maladaptive Daydreaming. My daydreaming days started when I was still a little girl and didn't know stuff about MDD.

By the way MDD is a mental health issue where individuals excessively daydream, often for hours, to cope with or adapt to problems, often leading to vivid, detailed, and compulsive thoughts, making it difficult to control.

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It started when I watched Twilight (?) and I suddenly found myself talking to air, walking in circles and barely can even stop. You know, as kids, we all had those moments where we play and make toys talk or even talking to them. After watching Twilight, had the biggest fattest crush on Edward (still do) and I was self-inserting myself to the show & talking to myself. This also happened when I watched Harry Potter and got the massive crush on Harry James Potter himself, again, self inserting myself to the shows and books. I was all by myself all the time and had no one to talk to so I found out it was my coping mechanism. I did stop for a certain period of time then I picked up on it again as a teen when I watched a few series (forgot the specifics) but the one I catched myself going into too much was TUA when, again, me having a massive crush on Five and after finding out about shifting, I tried to shift(already mentioned this). Reading fanfics did not help with my MDD but now I can shift to any reality that I want so its all good

These days, I find myself circling around the house non-stop, playing in my mind(only stopping occasionally to go to the restroom), it started to stray me away from tasks, its distracting and I could not stop. Doesn't help that I have ADHD which is a prevalent mental disorder affecting children, characterized by inattention, hyperactivity, and impulsivity, affecting their ability to focus and act spontaneously.

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So I'mma just say it did seem fun for me but honestly, it is starting to affect my daily life and its not just a joke