marchy-emmet

[marchy-emmet]

went ahead and did it. Everything will be tagged.

wahahahahaha hi... this is my hiatus blog. I'm not gonna post in any fandom tags or really tag any art I post unless it's intended to be seen

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[marchy-emmet]

What do you guys think of me making a political/mental health/etc. account?

I don't have anything to lose and I want to do something good with my time. It's a really weird deviation from posting silly Submas pics and may reveal a lot more about me but it's a whatever. I don't care anymore about my "reputation" -- there are a lot more important things going on than silly fandom numbers.

Would y'all follow?

[marchy-emmet]

Ok there's not really a graceful way to say this but

The hiatus... I'm gonna make it as long as possible. I want to spend at least 1-2 years on self-improvement and using Medicaid to my advantage before possibly losing it. I live in the US so shit is rough + AI age verification garbage is coming out very soon. Coming back to the fandom might be daunting bc there's gonna be completely different people most likely sdfghjgf (........ and possibly more limits on what you can post which is just fantastic, considering LGBTQ+ content is next on the chopping block. They don't care about the incest, they care about the gay)

I might post on Pixiv, but there will be large time gaps between posts. My content on Pixiv also is not suitable for all audiences, so PLEASE check the ratings I put on each art dump!!

Anyway uh... :') See y'all on the flip side. DM if you want my Discord or an invite to the server. We're welcoming to anyone of any race, gender identity, sexuality, mental disorder, etc. etc. and pretty much all of us are mentally ill in some way so you are guaranteed support there. Feel free to drop in! (Also, preferably be 18+. I'm getting less and less comfortable with minors every year.)

also jumpscaring you with this because I need to leave with a bang

((and...... I'm sorry for the ginormous public freakout prior to the hiatus. That very thing is exactly why I'm leaving. If I can't manage my emotions or hold back the darkest displays of self-hatred, I shouldn't be here to begin with.))

Official hiatus; bye bye!

Realized I never made a post about deleting everything 😅

I decided to bomb the account after realizing that social media is destroying my mental health, and in turn is making it more difficult to deal with my physical health. There's no specific diagnosis on my gastrointestinal condition yet, but panic attacks, stress and trauma could be contributing to worsening it.

I'm struggling with my asexuality, I'm struggling with my physical health, I'm struggling to eat, struggling to sleep and struggling to move on from my past mistakes. My self identity has been spiraling as well. Social media has played a huge role in all of this, and it encourages and enables my OCD obsessions.

Until I'm able to get back on my feet and get confident with my coping mechanisms and self image, I'm on hiatus, and none of my art will be available on Tumblr. That hiatus might be a very, very, very, very long time. I can't even guarantee the fandom will still be thriving by the time I get back.

Stay safe, take care, and don't let self disgust take over your mind -- because it will fill your room with water and eventually drown you.

[marchy-emmet]

Official hiatus; bye bye!

Realized I never made a post about deleting everything 😅

I decided to bomb the account after realizing that social media is destroying my mental health, and in turn is making it more difficult to deal with my physical health. There's no specific diagnosis on my gastrointestinal condition yet, but panic attacks, stress and trauma could be contributing to worsening it.

I'm struggling with my asexuality, I'm struggling with my physical health, I'm struggling to eat, struggling to sleep and struggling to move on from my past mistakes. My self identity has been spiraling as well. Social media has played a huge role in all of this, and it encourages and enables my OCD obsessions.

Until I'm able to get back on my feet and get confident with my coping mechanisms and self image, I'm on hiatus, and none of my art will be available on Tumblr. That hiatus might be a very, very, very, very long time. I can't even guarantee the fandom will still be thriving by the time I get back.

Stay safe, take care, and don't let self disgust take over your mind -- because it will fill your room with water and eventually drown you.