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So the situation with my housing has gone from bad to worse.

I’ve realized fully the people I’m living with are not only ableist and transphobic but one of them is also verbally abusive and emotionally manipulative. She has repeatedly forced me into agreeing to things I’m not fully comfortable with regarding my feelings of saftey at the expense of my mental (and physical) health and when I tried to set a boundary I’ve been fully turned on. I can’t move out at this time as it would mean dropping out of school, but I can be proactive and make sure I have my rent money in case they make a move to kick me out which I don’t think is unlikely. I’m working now, but I likely won’t see my first check for some time and it’s causing me to feel even more anxious about the whole thing.

I’m basically as desperate as it gets to feel at least a little safe in my situation and feeling like I have just a little bit of a card to play.

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"Take me to the lakes where all the poets went to die

I don't belong, and my beloved, neither do you"

-The Lakes, Taylor Swift

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It was____

With the____

In the ____!

....Or was it?

Clue (Or Cluedo) is the second short story that I will be releasing in October. The second week! Stay Tuned!

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Emergency commissions:

I do really generally dislike doing this, but I have no way of making my $575 rent before the first, and I don’t put it past my housemates to see this as an opportunity to get rid of me entirely or to at the very least give me a hard time. I have repeatedly endured ableist comments when I so much as express concerns over little things like becoming overstimulated or gently correcting transphobia directed at myself. I also have very little in the house in the way of food at the moment so while I work towards my first paycheck I really have to have some other means of getting funding.

Even a little bit would go a long way at least towards gas and food until October, and would be greatly appreciated.

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"The debt I owe, gotta sell my soul

'Cause I can't say no, no, I can't say no" -Billie Eilish

A short story that has been-

long awaited. (3 years to be exsact, and only about 3 people have suffered through the inside joke that is Impact SO @sylvermidnight and @calla-lillie ) Here are some of the posters of our main characters!

A playlist for the vibes:

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I decided to paint them!!

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Some sketches I did in class today

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Happiest of Birthdays to @sylvermidnight who gave my vers of Kiku a whole new reason to exsist and it's so exciting and fun everytime I get to play with this duo beacuse I literally think about them constantly.

(Ft. Arthur the Technical real Step-Dad, but let's be real. We love our Dad who STEPPED UP)

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“Barbie has a great day every day. But Ken only has a great day if Barbie looks at him.”

-The Barbie Movie, 2023

They are so oddly Ken and Barbie? For some reason It just makes sense?

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Know what I’m salty about?

In all my art classes, I was never taught HOW to use the various tools of art.

Like yes, form, and shape and space and color theory and figure drawing is important, but so is KNOWING what different tools do.

I’m 29 and I JUST learned this past month that India Ink is fucking waterproof when it dries. Why is this important? Because I can line something in India Ink and then go over it with watercolors. And that has CHANGED the ENTIRE way I art and the ease I can create with.

tldr: Art Teachers: teach your students what different tools do. PLEASE.

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"Let's roll thе dice! Change the game inside out!"

-NMIXX, Dice

Had to do the Big 5 since I did the Trio!

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I caved lmao

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"Whenever there is a meeting, a parting is sure to follow. However, that parting need not last forever... Whether a parting be forever or merely for a short time... That is up to you."

—Happy Mask Salesman

I rewatched Paint it White and-

Huh? What do you mean this isn't exactly how this scene looked in the movie?

This is how it felt?

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"My thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again. These are the words I held back, as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you."

-Taylor Swift, Enchanted

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"Do I love you? My God, if your love were a grain of sand, mine would be a universe of beaches.”

— Westley, The Princess Bride

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"Fascinating race, the Weeping Angels. The only psychopaths in the universe to kill you nicely."

-The 10th Doctor, Blink

So this is not done. I'm gonna make a little comic but here's the cover!!

I guess we can leave this with a

"The Kiss of an Angel" Coming Soon!

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“In 900 years of time and space, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important”

-The Eleventh Doctor, A CHRISTMAS CAROL

It took me two weeks to figure a companion out.

@sylvermidnight and I were talking about Alfred’s canon ability to access all types of technology from anytime no matter what time period he is in. This led to us joking about him being the Doctor.

So I present to you. The Doctor.

There will be more to this. I already have a few things written.