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“i didn’t think i was going to fall in love this time. i really didn’t

but you swept me off my feet- literally. and i’m here smiling and even though i’ve been off my meds for three days i’m in a euphoric state and i honestly cant believe how fast this all happened. between lemon berry ice and sweaters and soft rap it’s like the grounds opened up beneath my feet into an endless void filled only with thoughts of you. it’s so odd to have a heart for only one person, but having you curled up on my lap with your lips pressed to my neck- what more could i possibly want? clearly nothing but for those hours to be stretched to infinity. to spend an eternity tracing my fingertips against your back, feeling the curve of your spine and the pathways that your muscles create.

somehow, in some crazy impossible way, you were the one who stole my heart.”

-to something i never thought would happen, to something i didn’t know i needed

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I always thought that you had to know someone for a long time to be able to fall in love. But one thing I learned is that love doesn’t work like that. Love can happen anytime anywhere with anyone and while one least expects it. It happened like a heartbeat. The minute I saw him, and the second he looked at me with that smirk on his face, I knew I was screwed. It didn’t take me long enough to realise what just had happened. My heart suddenly started beating like I had just ran a marathon. My mind started wandering through thoughts I never thought I had. My eyes started looking anywhere else but in his direction. Slowly but surely I was becoming a mess. I still remember the first time that we touched. And I still remember this magic electricity shooting through my entire body making me numb for few seconds. I still remember the first words he said to me filling my ears with his wonderful sound. I still remember the first intimate little moment we shared when he asked me if everything was okay. I nodded. I still remember the last time he hugged goodbye, making it the only thing I’m holding on to this day. The way he touched my hair and kissed my head, holding me close enough to hear the patterns of his heartbeat. I still recall every moment we shared be it a glance a smile a touch or a word. It’s saved in my deepest memory and I don’t think those moments will ever leave their place. Then I left. And he left too. And I thought we’d keep in touch. But it never happened. We never happened. I think it all was in my head. I think I was excergeaating everything. I think I just fell too hard too fast. I think I was the one loving the most and getting hurt the most. I think I am the one missing and thinking too much, while waiting for him to miss and think of me too. It wasn’t an almost relationship, but it was an almost something.

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It’s that time of year again and all I can do is think back to when you and I were us.

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"Life is your hidden creativity that makes your world full of shimmering colors" https://www.instagram.com/p/Bto-lw5jjtYWm5euOw3015cfTYltV1U5SqMwqo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1stq886pr2nyh

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'' One day when you wake up, you will find that you have become a forest. You have grown roots and found strength in them that no one thought you had. You have become stronger and more beautiful, full of life giving qualities. You have learned to take all the negativity around you and turn it into oxygen for easy breathing. A host of wild creatures live inside you and you call them stories. A variety of beautiful birds rest inside your mind and you call them memories. You have become an incredible self sustaining thing of epic proportions. And you should be so proud of yourself, of how far you have come from the seeds of who you used to be '' https://www.instagram.com/p/BtnleQFDjM0CbX99LMwzbp7VjEybp1u5sQ9NCw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=i7jye9zlsw3v

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'' One day when you wake up, you will find that you have become a forest. You have grown roots and found strength in them that no one thought you had. You have become stronger and more beautiful, full of life giving qualities. You have learned to take all the negativity around you and turn it into oxygen for easy breathing. A host of wild creatures live inside you and you call them stories. A variety of beautiful birds rest inside your mind and you call them memories. You have become an incredible self sustaining thing of epic proportions. And you should be so proud of yourself, of how far you have come from the seeds of who you used to be '' https://www.instagram.com/p/BtnleQFDjM0CbX99LMwzbp7VjEybp1u5sQ9NCw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lzk5r8g3s752

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''if only our eyes saw souls instead of bodies, how very different our ideals of beauty would be'' https://www.instagram.com/p/BtmP6CDDOrOIKLPAiZlqGjuxMhqcbBrZzlnIgQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rkvte2zlczdu

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I never get tired of the blue sky https://www.instagram.com/p/BtdSfF9DFAgBVsLZKTAwzx5GXtj49_gT2XHT1c0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12moueuh57l5i

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Snow falling soundlessly in the middle of the night will always fill my heart with sweet clarity ❄️♥️..! #Setif #snow #photography #thebesttime (à Sétif Province) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtEgsUohfd0Oiv0dZUHWe4QgsI-VETg8KwUUak0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1a8tmdtipbz7l

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Snow falling soundlessly in the middle of the night will always fill my heart with sweet clarity ❄️♥️..! #Setif #snow #photography #thebesttime (à Sétif Province) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtEgsUohfd0Oiv0dZUHWe4QgsI-VETg8KwUUak0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mjoa9a2v6rle

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Regarder profondément dans la nature et alors vous comprendrez tout beaucoup mieux ❄️❣️ ! (à Tikedjda Djurdjura) https://www.instagram.com/p/BslvkUQjG0v1KxZWqzvUa0yW93atDPjJHEIl2A0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vy48hsufku5s

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Nos parents : mon enfant ! Je peux pas te donner tout ce que te veux mais je peux te donner tout ce que j'ai ! Et c'est ça l'amour éternelle l'amour sans conditions ❣️👨‍👩‍👧❣️ 💕 💕 Mes parents Merci pour votre amour pour votre soutien et pour l'éducation que vous m'avais donné ❤️ je vous aimes 😘 (à La Kasbah, Alger, Algeria) https://www.instagram.com/p/BssurJZjE31QbOH1RiFyxxRSPRZQ6e7Bbx7CmA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15zm6jiu43sqk

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Love ur self & Make ur self a priority once in a while..! 😘 It's not selfish it's necessary..! ❣️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BqEXCzPjFEzPyJdinILtbFJzepApANQddPRjqc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=17funm9epelcj

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Trick or Treat..🎃 ! Smell my feet..😂 ! Give me something good to eat..🍬🍭 ! #happyhalloween 👻🎈☠️🎉 https://www.instagram.com/p/BpiZbjmDLvvBTxaCZIzJWbeyUTQc-KczfpIimo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jzcafuwx4f0t

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Aidkoum Moubarak !💕 Que cette fête soit synonyme de bonne santé et de bonheur en compagnie de vos proches❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BmvAKlLFTH8bhazLne2xU5-UZ4gsxvlVjLwYOo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1aoa0ctf79pkq