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My foremothers because I’m focusing on myself instead of raising kids or getting married:

me: i’m just working at a gas station :( im not doing anything w my life :(

my foremothers bc i’m not working in a field or pregnant:

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My TIF step-sister has repeated multiple times in graphic language that I deserved incestual abuse, has made my hand non-functional for a month on purpose (I am a musician!) by deliberately trying to break my finger because I put my arm between her and my mother after she hit my mother in the face, has spit on me, called me every sexist slur under the sun, called me a failure every day for a year first thing in the morning. All this, in full knowledge that I was at different stages of suicidal ideation (one of which was directly triggered by her).

Then, she turned around to LGBT associations and psychiatrists crying that I am abusive because I just don’t believe she’s a man because she claims she’s one. I even use her new name and pronouns when she’s around. I just do not believe she’s a man and she knows. That’s it. I just refuse to believe her claims of being a man. I’m not physically nor verbally abusive, I do not try to impede her from getting treatment. I do nothing other than not believing she’s a man. Because I see a girl. I feel wholeheartedly stupid and die a little bit inside every time I have to act like she’s a boy but here we are. I go on with my life and stay out of the house specifically to avoid her. But that’s not enough. I refuse to believe the cult’s ideology so I deserve abuse, apparently. I am committing an unforgivable toughtcrime. I must be punished.

And everyone believes her. Some people even justified her actions to my face.

This is the kind of person that thrives in “queer” spaces. Abusive violent pieces of shit who use their hands because they can’t put together enough critical thinking to recognise a tautology or basic scientific knowledge.

Also you look like a freak, on top of it. 99% percent of y’all queer somethings & trans identified people look like absolute dirty pieces of garbage even on your best days. You look grotesque. It was important to me that you knew.

Thank you for coming to my tedtalk.

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When I was young my dad offhandedly told me he thought people treated fish with so much casual cruelty because fish can’t scream.

The words branded themselves across my soul.

As an adult I think he may have been joking. He payed no especial attention to any indignities fish suffered in our household but I could never forget. I saw fish in a different light after that.

Fish kept in tiny bowls, breathing their own poisons, dying by inches. Fish kept in cold tanks, casually disposed of. Fish touted as being short lived when they could outlive the better loved family dog if only they could breathe. Fish casually won and discarded in cheap plastic bags, thrown away a week later.

How they would scream, if they could.

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I'm once again here to tell you that eugenics is the study of how to arrange reproduction within a human population to increase the occurrence of heritable characteristics regarded as desirable. It is not women getting abortions because their child will be permanently disabled and or in chronic physical pain if they are born. It is not women deciding they cannot care for a down syndrome child who will need permanent care. It is not individual women making choices that effect their lives and bodies and families.

Women are not vessels for people to be birthed and cared for, women are people who deserve to DECIDE how to spend their short lives

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My childhood sucked and my adolescence was even worse so now I’m going to wear ribbons and little flowers in my hear, glittery makeup and pink princess dresses, this way I’ll hear my inner little girl laugh inside of me in the morning. I will play video games and sing pop songs at top of my lungs and seventeen years old me will sing along, and I’ll pick the major she dreamed of even if it means I won’t be rich, and she’ll be healed.

Their survival was brave and beautiful. I was brave and beautiful while I survived. I’ll spend the rest of my life celebrating it.

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“Girlcock” you are like a terrorist to me

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My cat is an enabler because whenever I get the afternoon sleepies and I get into bed she’s like OMG NO WAY ME TOO and curls up next to me ready for a scrumptious nap

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Sorry I’m tearing up I suddenly thought about my beloved golden retriever who died at the vet clinic after a neighbour poisoned her right when I was waiting outside the door to see her because she was waiting for me before leaving this world and when she heard my voice she knew I had come for her and it was enough so she left in peace

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Listen how come advertisers hoard my data but they can’t for the life of them give me ads on stuff I’d be interested in

I’ve gotten ads in French for baby diapers. I’m not French. I don’t live in France. I don’t have a baby.

I hate Shein. I hate polyester. I hate fast fashion. I buy selected pieces of clothing once in a while. And what ads do I get?? Fucking Shein!!!

I already use Preply and Duolingo and Asos. Why am I getting ads about apps I already consistently use???

AI is a stupid tool that can’t even do the one thing it has been created for smh

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I want to like. Forget I was a victim of incest. Be delulu about it and pretend it never happened. Never talk about it ever again and live like it never happened. Can you do that? Are you allowed? Like. Just drop the weight of it. Normal girl with no trauma from now on. Hope this new approach works

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“stop traumadumping to your friends tell this to your therapist” my god they paywalled human connection

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A lot of Social Justice ideas aren't even that bad lol, they've just been adopted by people who don't understand anything. Take cultural appropriation, for example. People were very very reasonably like "it's kind of uncomfortable and weird when people use important cultural/religious symbols of cultures/religions they don't belong to for fashion or other frivolous things" and somehow tons of people just heard "white people buying pocky at the Vietnamese grocery is an act of violent racism."

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Y’all don’t give therapy time to work.

You get a month worth of sessions and say “this isn’t helpful at all” and just leave.

The two years mark for therapy is for people who are there for like. Mild anxiety. You and I bestie? The girlies with severe debilitating trauma? With personality disorders? You gotta sit your ass on that couch in your therapist’s office for at least a couple years before you see any results. Two years is what it took me to understand how bad my issues were. Four years to get to the worst trauma. Seven years to feel like I can manage my symptoms on my own and I have a chance at life.

You cannot heal trauma of sexual assault, parent neglect, several years of childhood abuse, several years of relationship abuse, an entire personality disorder and all that shit in a few months. Therapy takes time.

Unless your therapist is being grossly unprofessional you have to grind through at least six months before you make a decision.

DBT and talk therapy DO work, but you have to be consistent, patient and hardworking. It’s never going to work if you always quit because you’re not seeing immediate results.

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Yeah but girls who identified as mermaids didn’t get prescribed life altering medications and getting entire body parts amputated.

Y’all are dense as fuck.

"ohh what if my kid starts identifying as a CAT because of the trans agenda we have to prote—" well they've always done that. do you remember the psychological effects of h2o on young girls. of warrior cats on autistic children. i believed i was a demigod because of percy jackson. twilight came out and kids were telling their friends they were secretly vampires. this is just a thing kids do. worry less

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I love it when animals have tiny hands. Like. Raccoons grabbing cereal? Hamsters holding sunflower seeds? Amazing. Makes my day every time I see an animal with small hands. Nature’s best work so far

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I saw a TikTok a few days ago where a woman said “some of you are confusing wanting a husband with wanting universal income” and I’ve been thinking about that for a while now