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I HAVE A YOUTUBE CHANNEL NOW!

My Youtube channel includes my songs, voice acting scenes and book reading with voice acting in it! I hope you enjoy!  https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCW1VPhVaj-XHbsHSJwN_8Vg

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I need you help! SPREAD THE WORD

My friend,Arken’s girlfriend, Soph, has overdosed on headache medicine twice now and Arken has no way of helping her. if you cant donate please spread the word it would save Soph’s life. https://www.gofundme.com/f/saving-soph?utm_medium=copy_link&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_lico+share-sheet

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THIS SECRET ART

I gotta say this art that I saw today was amazing and I mean like AMAZING

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In a situation like this, the best thing is to stay calm and tell them you love them

Maebee

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Life

Life is a rollercoaster and i’m scared.

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Your life will always be a struggle and you'll always have problems

Superliminal - Video Game

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Life is somewhat

Life is somewhat... lonely when we dont have friends.

Life is somewhat.... boring when we dont have friends..

Life is somewhat..... sad when we dont have friends..

Friends are everything..

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I need your help!!! UPVOTE THIS

REDDIT USERS I CALL UPON YOU TO UPVOTE THIS POST!!!!!! ITS TUPER IMPORTANT AND WILL MAKE SOMEONES DAY https://www.reddit.com/r/UnusAnnus/comments/jtt9eo/epic_repost_please_take_a_look_please_0/

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When something you love ends something else starts

Maebee

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Unus Annus Ends in a week

What a journey.

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🥺🌼💕 get to know your mutuals!! when you get this, it means someone wants to know more about you, so list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know. they can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing. when you’re done, send this to 10 people you want to get to know better!! 🥺🌼💕

Well My deepest fear is dying without giving someone a real kiss like a real one like actually loving someone and giving them a good kiss. That’s one, another fear is nobody every liking me. Third’s one is dying while I have a girlfriend. ummm thats all I have. I guess, another one is nobody liking my book and hating me for it.

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Sometimes you must wait for what you hope for and the hardest times in life always get less hard.

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The 50/50 Fates Chapter 7

The Melody Party

Stacy

April 7

“Life is better lived as who you are, then who you are not” Stacy, 2016. I made my own quote! I think it sounds very intelligent! Like I'm some old rich girl in a tower writing poetry.

I've been thinking about wearing makeup and a dress to the party, but Sandra doesn't seem to think that's a good idea.

I met her at my locker and told her my idea and she told me:

"I'm not sure that's a good idea." Sandra states "Transgender people have been hurt a lot for being themselves."

To that I said.

"But why?"

And she shrugged.

It's makes me think. “Why do people act that way?”

I need to focus. I'm in class.

Is it weird that I only know one person in my own school? It seems like everyone else is just a blur. Background noise just there. Anyway, it’s lunch and I'm sitting in the janitor’s closet, with Sandra.

“I won’t be able to go to the party.”

“Why,” I asked,

“My parents want me to go on a trip with them.” Sandra replied “For some family ‘bonding’”

I’m starting to think maybe I shouldn't wear a dress to the party. But I really want too.

"I think you shouldn't do it." Sandra says

"Huh..."

"I think you shouldn't wear the dress." Sandra repeats "You'll endanger yourself."

But…  

I really want too...

Chris

April 7

The package is coming today. I'm feeling a little better and I think I'm going to the Melody Party today. Maybe I'll meet one of those other trans kids at the party. But I doubt it.

I didn't feel like going to school today, but Mom made me go anyway. I groan and slam my locker shut and go to the cafeteria.

I walk over to Macy and... Ella is not at the table.

"Hey Macy." I wave.

"Hi Penelope."

Macy is a cliché, she's basically a mean girl just without the ice-cold meanness. She's on the cheerleading squad and is head of the student committee. The real mean girl is Linda. Now she is ice cold. Macy is like Linda's nicer twin sister even though they're not twins... Or sisters… Linda is the kind of mean girl who finds someone who is not normal—like me— and makes their life horrible. Tries to take the love of their life from them. Horrible stuff. Sometimes I wonder who could be the trans kids in this school. I know I'm one and that's it. I don't think Macy is trans. Or Ella. I don't know anyone else. It's like everyone else in this school is just background noise. Nothing at all that you notice but it's still there. I need to meet new people. Maybe if I tell someone they could help me with finding everyone.  

"Hey Macy?"

"Yeah?" Macy looks over.

“Should I tell her?”

"I.."

No don't tell someone else. Macy won't get it.

"Never mind."

Stacy

April 7

I'm feeling weird… like sad and happy at the same time. Do you think that's possible? I don't know, it doesn't sound possible. To feel opposites at the same time.

I'm watching Sandra get in her parents’ car. As her Mom hits the gas Sandra rolls down the windows.

"Stacy! Believe in yourself. Find someone else to talk to. Someone you trust. I’ll be back the day before the Melody Speech!" Sandra does a peace sign —"Good luck!"— and drives away. It's about 4:30 so I head home. I must find the perfect outfit.

It's 5:30 and I finally found it. Not too boyish but a little more girly. A t-shirt that says, “I look good, don't I?” and some dirty jeans. I walk back. The walk there is about ten minutes long so I get there at 5:40. I can hear the bass of the music from the front of the school. I head around to the outdoor area to find that the grass is light yellow. Huh, it really complements the pink streamers that have been placed around on poles. The big bowl of punch is in the center and there's food near the edges of the stands. There’re so many people. Just like one big organism—word of the day— dancing together. I walk to the punch, grab a cup and get some punch. I take a sip. It burns the back of my throat. I guess Sandra was right about the punch having alcohol in it.  

There's this girl being pulled off the punch table. She's screaming “no!!!” while two girls are pulling her away. She must've drunk a lot of the punch already.

I'm looking at this happening and one of the girls lock eyes with me.

Chris

April 7

I'm going to the party. The package says it was delayed. I'm feeling annoyed. Maybe I should drink a little extra punch this time.

I got to the party early to set up, but when I got there it was already set up and guess what. The punch was in these big bottles and I tried some. It had alcohol in it! So, it’s either packaged that way or someone is pouring alcohol into the bottles somehow. I suspect the first one. I waited until people started coming in. The music started blasting, and everyone was dancing.  

It's around 5:44 and Ella's hugging the punch table. I walk over to Macy who's getting some food.  

"Can you help me get Ella away from the punch?" I say

"Sure." Macy walks over with me.

Ella seems already really drunk.

"Ella." Macy grabs Ella's hand "You've had enough punch."

"No, I haven't." Ella slurs—nu uh I haveeeent—.

"Come on," Macy pulls on Ella " Penelope help me."

I grab Ella's other hand and start pulling.

"Ella come on." Macy pulls harder, slowly moving her away.

"Noo" Ella whines.

I look around. Is everyone watching this happen?

No nobody. Oh wait. Some tall guy is staring at us.

Weird. I let go of Ella's hand and get some punch.

I start sipping it.  

Macy's basically dragging Ella away. I walk over to the guy. I feel like I’m... I don't know. It's like I feel like I should go talk to him.

"Hello." I say, sipping punch.

Stacy

April 7

The girl is walking over.  

"Hello."

"Hi," I say in a high-pitched voice.  

The girl looks at me weird. I must be really drunk. I drank two cups already.

"So… how are you." My voice cracks. Movies are different than real life. In that movie I watched with Sandra the person says 'how are you' in a confident voice. I don't know how to do that.

"Good. Good." The girl gets more punch since we're right next to the table. I get some too.

I feel lighter… weird right? I've drank like six cups of the punch. I can't really think straight. I can't see straight either.

I've sat down with the girl and we're talking about the school.

"Isn't it weird that we get Melody Nagamine. Not some war hero?" She slurs in between sips.  

"Yeah, where's the girl who fought for equality?" I spit

"We don't have one in this school." She mumbles "it's weird that most of our school is just normal except the two percent who are trans.."

"What do you mean?" I garble. What. Do you mean.

"Two percent of students in high school are transgender."  

"And I'm the two percent."

"Really! Me too." I knock over my drink.

"Oh, that’s cool." She —"he?”— says “do you think we should tell anyone?"

I. have. a. idea.

"I have an idea." I mumble.

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@can-i-just-stay-in-the-corner called me? Ok here we go. @pinkdiamond-starlight​  @sapphic-girlfriends​  @fluff-to-kitten  @closetwlw  @clocks-with-socks-united  @midnight-queery @artofkace .... Sorry i dont know many people...

saoirse-1887:

thegirlwiththepuffhat:

inkwell1013:

lowkeyjustvibing:

letitbefiction:

surviving-an-ocean-of-fandoms:

tinacroat:

anyarps:

i never talk about these things but i can’t remain silent.

i know tumblr doesn’t give a SHIT when things happen in countries outside the “most popular ones” (such as the usa & england). it’s true, don’t lie to me. y’all don’t give A FUCK. not every issue and problem in said countries gets the appropriate exposure but in general shit shows up on the news WORLD FREAKING  WIDE. you set up donations, you help out, your spread the word, you say “pray for x”……

southern europe is burning. 

my country is burning.

people are dying - at home, on the road, trying to run away, in their cars.

yesterday my country had 300 active fires.

people are losing EVERYTHING they own.

i have a friend that is on a train right now passing through places that have been burnt to the ground and she says the smoke is so intense it’s getting inside the train and she can barely breathe.

and yet, even though several people (myself included) have been trying to bring awareness to what has been happening in southern europe… what we get from most of you, those not part of the countries suffering, is silence. we don’t ask for money, we don’t ask for shit other than a reblog to spread awareness… something you can delete in 24/48hrs if you wish. 

i don’t know what to tell you. i’m angry. i’m frustrated. i’m disappointed. i feel like i’m screaming into the void. “a reblog does nothing” - you know that’s a damn lie, you know exposure always helps, you know people start paying attention when posts on social media become popular. my country in particular is a small one, we get ZERO exposure. y’all are only starting to figure out we even fucking exist bc of the shit we’ve been winning lately. 

but hell, if the EU doesn’t give a shit, why should some user on tumblr dot com?

again, i don’t know what to tell you so i’ll let the images speak for themselves: 

An image captured by a Nasa satellite shows a thick plume of smoke blowing southward from the Greek island of Chios over the island of Crete

Torneros de Jamuz, Spain

Duca, Croatia

A helicopter from Italy’s civil protection service drops water on a fire near the railway between Venice and Trieste

Residents take refuge on the beach as a wildfire burns on the mountain next to the village of Lithi, on the Greek island of Chios

Men gather cattle during a forest fire in Vieira de Leiria, Marinha Grande, Portugal.

Charred trees are seen on the hills above the Cloister of Thivaidas on Mount Athos, a World Heritage Site in Greece

Portugal

This is fucking important. I am glad someone fucking spoke about this and said what they had to say. The damage is terrible, and all the evergreen, stone, even the ground is black. I was fucking terrified when Croatia was burning. The fire was near a village where I like and I thought it will burn down. I thought the church will burn down. I thought the cemetery where my grandpa is buried will burn. I still remember the smell of smoke, and when I went to check how bad is fire, my clothes and hair and skin all stunk of smoke. It didn’t go away for weeks.

This is NASA’s picture of Croatia and Montenegro burning. My fucking country was burning. Fucking reblog this. I don’t care that it isn’t UK or US, or that it doesn’t go with your blog, fucking. Reblog. It.

Not my blog type, I dont care.

Reblog for awareness. Do it.

@thegrinningkitten @trialoftheguilty-comic @the-bad-sanses @thewastedwaffle @thewastedwaffle @theundertalehuman @idonthavefronds @kit-kit-kat @the-star-sansess @lights-camera-stagefright @smol-lightning-bug @undertaleau-headcanons @enosstart @incorrect-ibvs-quotes @smol-spook-owo @starlypenguins @laurarose1701 @bellkim27 @definitely-a-living-human @smol-spook-owo @joyfultimetravelbanana @joyfultimetravelbanana2222 @aurellia404 @onebizarrekai @ds-and-ibvs-nerdo @horrordustislife @outcode-crossing @undertalethingems @dryemiddi @skumhuu @bung0us @ask-dreamswap @beruu14 @jmv-au @biggest-gaudiest-patronuses @pukicho 

Boost this or so help me

I don’t care if this “Doesn’t fit your blog theme” or “You don’t think people will notice if you reblog it”

I

Don’t

Care

If you don’t reblog this, that’s a conscious decision to ignore that people are suffering.

And one last thing

TAG EVERY SINGLE BLOG YOU KNOW

I don’t care if you don’t think you’re big enough for them to notice you or you’re worried about bothering them, you do it regardless! I nearly had a panic attack tagging some of the bigger blogs I know of because I’m practically invisible in term of popularity but I still tagged them because it’s worth me being anxious if it means someone gets help.

So unless you don’t care about people dying and suffering, then reblog this and be a decent human being.

I know my blog isn’t for this but this effects everyone to some extent. I have tagged literally everyone I follow. Please reblog and spread the word.

@oz-universe @maybeishouldwritesomething @schpog-art @commodorecliche @racketghost @princip1914 @mochacoffee @enraged-chihuahua @assiraphales @dear-ao3 @yet-another-autistic-blog @wow-lookit-all-the-fandoms @notegender @noahhasnousername @feministism @kit-kat57 @sheralazarus @neferneferuaten-nefertiti1342 @crowleytweets @localautisticgirl-blog @amethystpagan @incorrect-ineffable @axtistix @adult-female-with-aspergers @proudautisticgirl @timaeusmechanized @soaptears @elvmoe @crimson-chains @wordtotherose @cccrystalclear @auti-things @aluxray97 @autistic-noodle @eamikkir @gemennair @themoonmothwrites @professorflowers @book-limerence @thegirlwiththepuffhat @lagriffedemaho @autist-tips @turnipot @lettheseabirdscry @doodlesoffandomsandtrash @ademonwithinternet @scriptautistic @imaveryspookygirl @pink-imagines @moonstonemoonlight @demi-chen @bennyssewingblog @carlydraws @kinda-ok-ish @autie-biographical @drawingpkmneveryday @adhd-alien @finley-myself @birendrabhatta @amoxtlaltli @enelica @writingwithcolor @tweedfeather @wahoo-shem @innerdestinypuppy @servantserah @this-familiar-song

@official-spookifers-child @x-pan-nicked-pansexual-x @pluto-is-real @genderkwerfirebird @ademonwithinternet @a-bastard-to-be-worth-knowing @magnetothemagnificent @eating-sunshine @enbies-and-felonies @depressedstressedlemonzest @dedmemehehe @smolanxiouscatvoid @moldyapplecore @ineffablyferal @ineffably-soft @ineffable-yikes @queenomens @saoirse-1887 @sky-full-of-fantasy @whispsofwind @cuips-not-cute @thorneedsahug @therealbeesechurger @miyameowmura hhhh Guys I can’t remember more names at the moment but BOOST THIS AND HELP OUT IF YOU CAN

BOOOST!!!

@tvdluxury @therealbeesechurger @thehugwizard @bisexual-confusion @bisexual-genderfluid-fan @ineffable-writer @ineffablyferal @wsherlockscottholmesblog @keeperofthedetective @johannadc @smolanxiouscatvoid @genderkwerfirebird @consultingravenclaw221b @sherlookoverthere221b @ everyone who sees this

IF YOU CAN HELP, PLEASE, HELP!!

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Butler and Manor P4

Manor: Butler... Where's my parents?

Butler: They told me they were getting you a surprise.

Manor mumbles: I think its for you.

Butler: What? Did you say something?

Manor: No... Butler could you get my evening clothes out?

Butler: Sure.

Butler walks out of the room and everything goes quiet.

Manor then hears screams and Butler comes back into the room.

Butler: I fell for it.

Manor and his parents who walked into the room say: Yes you did

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Just so you know.

If you click the tag in this post you can read the first chapters of my book.

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Im bored

Is anyone else bored?