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Vindhyachal, which has the waters of Narmada, is the place where history of knowledge, science and art has been written. Where there is fertile land, dense forests, gems and wealth, Madhya Pradesh is adorned with Swar-Saurabh-Sushma. The story of sacrifice, the art of storytelling in Khajuraho, of Ram in Chitrakoot resonates with the echoes of Chambal. Bhimbaithka, the consecration of Adikala on stone, Amrit Kund in Amarkantak, Amrit Ghat in Kshipra, Krishna got knowledge here, we got a boon to apply Tilak here to Mahakaal, poetry, justice, bravery, singing, everything is special here, this is the heart of country, Madhya Pradesh.

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I'm hugging your picture close to my chest, can u feel the Heartbeat..... Heartache?

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I'm waiting for your call. Yes I won't recieve but atleast I can fake console myself it was not all fake!

Call na!!!!!!!

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You remember, when your roommate was sick and you were down like anything, how I was comforting you. You said like an elder sis and I was like "Hello Mr. I'm 6 years younger than you!"

I remember how warm the moment was, your smile!

Do you remember?

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Was off for quite a long time but anyways back!

So much happened mean while. I don't remember when I wrote last time umm lemme check, quite embarrassed to not find it, anyways I guess it was two years backs, n today I have completed my school life and preparing for some college entrance exam. Well, i mentioned school life quite intentionally, yes something going up abt it still. Well it's like, i had my best phase in my last year, like best of best, was in highlight for the whole year, had great memories everything was just prefect. Something extra special was also there. Yess a new friend, yess a boy well not relationship kind of thing tho. He was different. Different in the sense was neither my classmate or batchmate or junior nor senior. I can't tell tht let it be a secret. So yes one reason for my last year being extra special was him. I remember i didn't go school one day just coz he was to be absent. Every morning i used to wake up with the excitement of having fun, not with him but atleast around him. He too was quite into me. We would try our best to show up to each other. That was so very fun. Thn he took the initiative and we started to talk, obviously online. Like any other guy he tried impressing me. N yes I got impressed. Well lemme tell you a secret i urged him to take the initiative some way or other he still doesn't know it. Hehe. Okie so after we started talking we got superrrr close in so less time. So means so very less time. Less than a month i guess. I got habitual of him, seeing him as soon as I wake up till i fall asleep. I loved him. To be very clear as a friend. Yes i know not many believe in this type of love, i too never did, but it is there, I'm experiencing it and I'm sure it's not tht opposite gender attraction coz i have the same dedication for one of my female friend too. Well tht female best friend too knows abt him. Not many do, only her n his roommate. We four were a grp at a time. Now only we two left tht also not sure till when. Yes now we r also drifting apart, he changed dunno why. N I'm hurt abt it!

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Destiny!!

A big thing, tho always believed in it, never experienced it before, what a executer it is!!!! Wooooohhh!!!! It went like; couldn't sleep for whole night, next day absent in school, thn the day next to next went school thinking can't be absent for two consecutive days, at last I'm to wait half an hour waiting for bus usually tht time I spend in library and tht day the librarian was absent so library closed. Sat with others in waiting room at last bench, went two desks ahead to play a trick wid one, who rarely was there, got seated behind him wid a girl, friend, was drinking water and she pushed my bottle tho in fun n I got wet, obvio I did the same she again trying to make me wetter threw her bottle that hit my specs and its glass came out and gave a deep cut between eyebrows and finally got stitches over there.

1. Couldn't sleep n was absent for a day

2. Went school nxt day tho unwillingly

3. Closed library

4. The rare one

5. Water fight

6. Stitches

Its said everything; good or bad happens for a reason, now waiting to know the reason behind this long plan of destiny and the stitches I got!!!!!

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Until and unless, I'm in peace I don't regret anything!!!!!!!!

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Do keep a bit of work pending, as a reason to wake up early the next morning!!!

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Remined of an incident;

It was my maths class, and I wasn't in a serious mood of studying so, was just mentally wondering around, my sharpener fell off n I bent to pick it up and thought to stay under table for a min or two, that was stupid of me, whn got up our teacher had already minded my absence, and asked me few Qs, she was teaching a shorter method of something, I couldn't remember, she asked me wht the topic was, dunno how but I just knew it, then she asked, "we already have a method, thn why do u we need this", the answer was so obvious and I answered easily that was because the other method was time consuming, mam smiled at me and asked me to pay attention. Without any argument I accepted and took my place. Throughout the class mam kept smiling and only I knew why?!!!!!

Memorable one!

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Never defeated anyone and thus always won someway or other.

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A beautiful answer.

A kid asked me what my favorite color was. Without thinking much I said it is black. And then he asked a very innocent question, "Why?", For a moment I was blank, couldn't think of a reason. This was a question for me as well. After few minutes don't know how but my brain responded beautifully, it may not be a new reason but for me to answer with my mind was the best part and the reason was,

"All colors are my favs, and whn we mix up all the colors we get black that is why black is my most fav."

Beautiful no?

Smile on my and kid's face too was so admiring, can't express!!!!

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Tho I know,

Past has passed,

But memories are apart,

Can't be vanished,

Can't be cherished.

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Before start working set a award worth it.

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When tried working ,think of award and get boosted up.

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And get the work done.

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Simple NO!!!!