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Unspoken Affections: Part-V

please don’t be in love with someone else

your heart is no one’s but mine

but who am i to tell you this?

when you’re not really mine

 

i wish on every shining star for you to come

i wish for a day when you will see for who i am

i already saw you, you have pain stuck under your skin

so i will help you bury it in my mine

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Unspoken Affections: Part-IV

your gentle eyes cried a little times

your lips so sweet but red in pain

your face so blue but hides the color gray

the sadness no one knows about you

i'll tell you something holding your hand

you have a admirer who cares about you

the cannons that are aimed at your fort

will submerge in the sea before they hit you

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Unspoken Affections: Part-III

i can’t tell you i’m fine or not when you’re around

this feeling will eventually kill me someday

you cured my boredom and depression for one fine day

the night we had small but full of memories

inspire me to write whole damn poetry about it

but i’m happy you will still survive without me

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my 2023 spotify wrapped

hello so this post is about my spotify wrapped for 2023 and i'm sharing it before the wrap for 2024 drops. my top artist for the year 2023 was Taylor Swift. actually i thought The Weeknd would be at the top but when taylor dropped 1989 tv, i listened it non stop. the vault tracks really shifted the sound of the whole album. I also listened folklore the whole summer when i was depressed but was unaware of that.

from The weeknd, i listened his album Dawn FM and the music from The Idol show. To be honest, it was quite fun to wait for new songs to drop with new episodes.

From Beyoncé, i listened her previous album Renaissance and it was probably because i love songs like CUFF IT, HEATED, Honey and had such a blast. it was the first time i tried listening her music, other wise i only had respect for her as an artist.

From Lana Del Rey, i mostly listened "Did you know that there's a tunnel.under ocean blvd?" album and some of my other favorite songs.

From SZA, i listened to her most of the singles but was shocked when i first listened her music because her voice is so euphonious. from her, i listened her album SOS [life saving drug]. I had such a great year in terms of music but my whole life was and still is crappy!!

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Unspoken Affections: Part-II

lying on a pillow you used the other night

the night we spent under the moonlight

only few stars in the sky but you looked so bright

my demons and ghost got so fright

 

a solace in that moment but pain is what i feel now

your memories tells me to smile but

there’s a big side to the eyes i can’t see now

now begins another race to survive

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Unspoken Affections: Part-I

i hope to see you shine, i don’t want to say goodbye

now that you’re close to my heart, i see you for who you are

i watched you sleep with your lips close to mine

the innocence on your face hides a painful past behind that beaming smile

will keep these feeling buried till i’m alive and for you i’ll die 2 years in advance

so my love can last forever and my memories will decay in grave with time

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Man Dressed as Clown

lurking in the shadow

to hunt her down

to put all the blame on her

there's a man dressed as clown

was it that "her clothes too short"?

was it that "she was too easy"?

reasons circled around

there's a man dressed as clown

clown is unapologetic

clown is a predator

clown is a hypocrite

there's a man dressed as clown

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talking to the moon

in my periphery, a messenger arrived

carrying the sadness and the news of goodbye

“the roses you sent died out on their way before they could bloom

the dreams you planted were set on fire by the demons you fought”

now walking alone on the empty streets at night

staring at the moon wondering if you’re looking at it too?

i would talk to moon thinking you’re hearing on the other side

beyond the seas, you were still close to me

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the moment i lost you

the moment i saw the text cloud appear and disappear

i knew that was when i lost you in the argument

the moment of silence that followed was not just any peace

but a calm before the surging storm

a storm that wreck havoc in its path

and tore me to my bones and soul

now in my tomb of silence, carving your name on the stone

i lost the one i cherished, now i lost the one i loved the most

weeds and fog has covered the grounds in november's cold

my thoughts are burning my skin, i want to drown

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I don't deserve you

you're so majestic, i don't deserve you

you're so grand, i don't deserve you

your heart is nothing but pure

and i fear my gray one will infect yours too

my love can cross border's but yours can cross universes

i hope the sun smiles at the brightest for you

you're kind, i don't deserve you

you're the muse i don't want to hurt, i don't deserve you

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Before it could Bloom

winter knocked at my door

before it could bloom

staring into an abyss

i long for the days old good

deserted like embers from burning firewood

love took a huge rebound

still waiting for it to return

return in the best shade of blue

i saw the gray entering my periphery

the fog covered my sense of insecurity

thought- the lost is for someone who are "us"

but my story didn't even began

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Pinterest Board Poetry

Hello folks here's the link to all my poems on a pinterest board. Make sure you check it out and give me credit if you wanna use any of it!!

Link 👇

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Tortured Feeling Called Moving On

loving someone new was never so torturous

moving on but my face is still gray

reeling at night, smiling in daytime

desertion from you still haunts my midnight's

thought that love would make it grand return

but the lingering sadness over-weigh my fervor wishes

the fleeting feeling of love

but it failed to turn gray into a blue world

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That Fleeting Feeling of Longing

why would you stare into my eyes?

it'll keep a hold on me

while you'll leave me behind

unrequited this story will be

just like in past i couldn't be-

"someone's muse but they were mine"

my face will turn gray again

and this feeling will die in a million times

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Fire crackers and her smile

sound of burning fire crackers reminds me of a day

light from burning fire crackers reminds me of a day

when you were here, joining the group with joy

i watched you from the sideline when your face light up pink

the smile that never faded till you were here

but the feeling engraved within me tells me to cry

i meet you in my dreams and always try to tell you

i love you mother, you were always blue

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Plea in Our Eyes

in your eyes, there's a plea

as if they're in search of something warm and sweet

the look that you gave me sparked something

something very dangerous that needs to be handled with care and free

free of insecurities for it to bloom

bloom in the best shade of blue

my plea is to hold you dearly and close

never letting go of your hand and let it freeze

in november's cold when it's snowing outside the window

i'll build something with snow and let you laugh at me

my plea is to forever hold you close

and peace will never leave our door

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Ghost in a Glittery Room

there's a ghost in my glitter filled room

that reminds me of you

and says, "you are my only muse"

night is the hour of peace

but once the clock strikes at midnight

the ghost comes out to take me to hell

loving you was never a crime

but when i'm trying to move on

your memories still lingering around this time