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To me it’s we’re great

We’re fine

I love you

You’re mine

I want your name as a tat

But to your friends we ain’t even like that

Thought we had a special bond

For you I always go up and beyond

So why when you respond

To ya circle

It’s not the same shit you write in your

journal?

This pain you cause isn’t all internal

You cheated

But I’m hated?

Not gone lie that’s pretty hurtful

Why with me you’re never verbal?

We’re here cause of the shit you created what we had was supposed to be sacred Shit you should be telling me had to be translated

Tell you how you look like a portrait an artist painted

But I don’t give you reassurance?

Where was your reassurance when I degraded myself?

Hated myself?

Let you play me so many times I guess I played myself

You’re toxic for my mental health

Should have trusted my intuition

My brain and stomach told me you didn’t change

I should have listened

I’m always bitching cause you never listen

I don’t ask for anything but for you to respect my three wishes

Loyalty, respect, and transparency

That easy

Mentally abusive

Your actions are intrusive

Manipulate me with your excuses

You know what I’ll never understand?

How you cheated and cheated

And cheated again

Then have the audacity to compare that to Me not telling you

That I fucked around with My friend

That happened years before you and I connected

That shit been dead

Why is it being resurrected?

You literally still speak to people you cheated on me with and your exs

But if I do that shit it’s offensive

If I did you dirty like how you hurt me

You’d up and leave

I’d give people a real reason to hate me

But I could never do you like that

What I feel for you goes deeper than you believe

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Body

It’s a shame that a well mind can go to waste

stuck in this place of depression that has not lessened since yesterday

or the day before that, or the day before that, or even the day before, that.

Imprisoned by your own mind you think what could be worse?

As your heart has this unquenchable thirst

dehydrated from all the crying that your whole body literally hurts

as your mouth cottons from unquestionable spurts

of rudeness

the attitude makes people question as to “what did I just do?”

they don’t deserve this even though them not having a clue just aggravates and irritates you.

Sometimes you blame yourself as if you had control over the skin you have been placed in,

like the chemical imbalance of your brain is due to you not balancing all your responsibilities in an “appropriate” way which caused you to change.

Your hands have touched so many familiar outer shells

yet you don’t recognize when you’re touching yourself

the outer shell you wish could crack

wishing something beautiful all this time was just stuck inside of that stranger you’ve grown to hate

thoughts flood your mind when it’s late keeping you home awake

drowning with every mistake you’ve made

trying to contain the pain

that has made you its home again

words on an open page

“there’s no escape, there’s no escape, there’s no fucking escape!”

You suffocate yourself with a pillow to keep control over the volume of your voice

but in your head is an even louder noise

it destroys your good thoughts

only pointing out your wrongs, flaws, and loss

and they wonder why you’re always so pissed off.

-LyRic

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