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Wow... Hello! Thank you for still watching. Definetely thank you for the likes, these months have passed like a rollercoaster ride. Hopefully some light will shed at the end of the tunnel soon. For now there's Leo, there's always Leo. He'll always be watching over you...

Censored his fur... ahem hair...(. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

https://twitter.com/Rinnie58435471?s=09

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Happy Birthday Dazai!

He always looks so sad even though he’s smiling.  Pixiv: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/82345740

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Thank you for tagging @littlemissyina waifuu!

I think we all caught the Touran bug from @shrimpalompa and now we're all swooning over swordboys.

My lockscreen is Mustunokami's symbol, nice and discreet so I don't get questioned with 'oo who's that at work'

Everytime I reach the home screen, I melt a little. He says 'bang' and my heart's on fire.

As to what's playing, was from my car this morning, randomised playlist landed on a Touran musical song.

Let's tag @humi-and-co @mersari89 @datenoriko @mikotomizuki and anyone that would like to do this!( ◜‿◝ )♡

got tagged by @incorrect-ikevamp-quotes (tysm for the tag!! ♥) to do the Lock Screen - Home Screen - Last Played Song thing so,,, here are mine!! i try to keep my otome obsession on the down low irl and i like more easier on the eye/darker backgrounds on my phone + i’m kind of a hoe for the night sky aesthetic, so that pretty much explains my choices jhfgjhkj. and i’ve been in love with Hyukoh (and especially this particular song, it’s v soft and good for when The Sads hit) ever since @maanawa recommended it to me (THANKS JANE) ´ v ` i’m gonna tag @maanawa @akirafanarts @mikotomizuki @paopufruittt @kazesuke @op-peccatori @crimson-snowfluff @pastel-hideout + anyone else reading this, only if you guys want to do it! no pressure 💖

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Happy Birthday Arthur!

Give him a hug!

Just a roughie, haven’t been very motivated to do a whole lot lately. 

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Do more please!

Chests…. who do they belong to? Shall I do more?

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Dear waifu's old account got eaten by Tumblr

for some naughty or nice reads please follow her new account @otome-smut-queen

Good for old or new followers like chicken soup for your smutty soul. (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

This wasn't the answer I was hoping for. But it shows the true weaknesses of 2fa. Basically you need to stay logged in on a device *just in case your app rebels*. I've removed it now, but I've gone from 1250 followers to 25. And my ego is bruised. Massively.

You shouldn't worry about the numbers. The likes, reblogs and followers. They don't reflect your quality. But they did give me an audience to promote to. Now I feel like I'm shouting to no one and I'm struggling to get anything written because of the state of my head.

So I'm having a whine. Not that it makes me feel better. This really sucks to me to lose everything I had worked so hard on. There's no way for me to broadcast to my old followers where I am because of this. I can only hope that people start finding me again. But I'm not expecting the same levels of success. Mostly because I'm not writing at the same speed.

The blog to follow for the stories is @otome-smut-queen for those interested. This will be filled with my master's degree progress come October.

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Happy Birthday Theo!

Early Birthday wishes for Theo. Very safe version for Tumblr :)

Also please do have a look at my pixiv: here

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Happy Birthday Leonardo!

Censored for tumblr 😬

Please view also bloody on my pixiv: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/80709632

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Happy Birthday Vincent!

The gentle angel that is always smiling. 

Pixiv link: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/80431739

Its alright to scream or cry sometimes too...

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Tonight's sketch - Leo and Lumiere

'I was taking the long road back from home one day and found him sitting staring Infront of his owner's headstone when he'd just been buried. Waited till the end of the funeral procession and no one noticed or claimed him.'

- or so Leonardo said something like that...

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Oreo, in loving memory

My Dearest Oreo

24/2/2005 - 11/3/2020

I haven’t been talking or drawing much lately, there’d been too many personal stresses occurring around me and this is had been a major part of it. Below is just a recount/spiel of the memories I’ve had with my dear cat Oreo. If you get easily upset or offended with angsts, please don’t read. 

I still remember the day we met. You were a tiny little black fluff-ball, just the size of both my hands clasps together the mischievous look, them marble like eyes and big pointy ears.(left most bottom image) I was lonely, in a new country,  I wanted a friend someone that would never leave me, something that needed me. I remembered hiding you in my room for days before my brother found out, he wanted to force me to be rid of you. It took much convincing and sacrifice in order to allow you to stay. 

Ironically it wasn’t long that long before he learned to know you too. Infact, your name “Oreo” was given by him. Did you remember you use to fall asleep on my lap? Every time I’d stay still to study, draw or watch tv, I’d find you fast asleep all rolled up on my lap. Those were the days that made you into my cuddly boy.  You never grown out of it, right up till the end, always seeking to roll up and sleep on us, or crawling into my blanket late at night to snuggle when it’s cold. Although just once, you had a nightmare. I remembered waking up 4am in the morning that day. Dizzied, not feeling the pain, although feeling a stream of wetness down my arm, only to realise my blood running all across the sheets and your jaw stuck into it. You looked scared that morning too. It must have been a bad nightmare wasn’t it? Though 14 years passed since then, the scars of your bite still remained. You were my wall, my ‘‘shoulder to cry on”, during those hard times where’d I’d not get along with family, your dependence and silly face with the grumpy look, always kept me going. I was torn to not be able to keep you when I had to travel you were 7, you went to live with my parents for two years. Did you remember Dad used to hate cats?? You proved him wrong really!! Not only were you his loyal gardening companion, the amount of times when I visited to find the both of you falling asleep together, side by side was more than enough to shown how much you’ve touched his heart. And Mom, she spoiled you didn’t she? Every time there was roast chicken, she always made sure you got a treat even though I tell her not to. Her love for you gave you gingivitis, roast chicken thought tastes good, is bad for a cat really! But you just couldn’t help yourself could you? Your first surgery at 9, came home drowsy and probably felt betrayed/angry at me for taking you there, that’s when you learnt to really start disliking going to the Vets. Thankfully you didn’t stay angry at me very long, and we finally got to spend the rest of our time together. 

The following few years were joyful, at home with just us together once again. You loved the new house we got together, always running up, down and about and lazing in the garden on hot sunny days. Again, you’ve touched another’s heart, although always choosing to sit on the hubby over me (I bet it was just the heat). The both of you, my loves, together so adorably. These peaceful days felt like they’d last forever, you, hubby and me, always optimistic you’d live till at least 20.  2019 wasn’t a good year for both you and I. I had thought, because I had you, I was content, happy. Even though, I’ve found out we likely won’t be able to have kids early that year. It felt alright, even if I was scared of my own illness, I never thought I’d be troubled with another so soon. 4/8/19, 4 days before our anniversary. We came down to find you shaking, unable to pickup your head that morning. We rushed you to the animal hospital immediately. It was difficult to even express how horrible we’d felt, we thought we’d loose you that very day. Adrenal cancer, terminal for cats, we didn’t want you to have to undergo another surgery, especially not after how you reacted to your previous. Thankfully the amazing vets at ARH were able to give you some borrowed time with medication, we brought you home on our 4th wedding anniversary our precious present to be able to spend more time together.  The months after, even though you were home, you were different than before. No longer a glutton, you only had small appetite. We could see you growing weaker day by day, although still playful and still so affectionate. We felt bad to have to pill you day and night, but we made sure to buy you all the cans of your favourite foods and fresh chicken. Let you play in the garden and roll in the sun that you enjoyed oh so much! Always worrying, to make sure we come home early, wake up early to ensure you’ve had your medication day and night. We knew there was a deadline to this happiness and wanted to preserve all that we could for you. The past week, we saw your appetite dwindle and playtime lessened, you were distant and staring off more, I knew you weren’t going to be around for much longer although we held on with some hope.

Holding you for the last time in my arms last evening, I was in tears and I was pretty sure you were too. I wasn’t quite sure if you were suffering in pain, but no more. It was enough, you’ve fought bravely right till the end.

The spot you sit in front of my computer, tv, now seems empty. Phantom mews and the weight on my lap will remain for a yet a while. We will continue to reminisce through fond memories of you with the photos and videos you’ve left us.

Thank you, Oreo. Thank you for being our dear friend, my wall and my baby for all these years. You were a wonderful companion, the memories of you are etched in all our hearts. Till we meet again some day dear friend, Lots of love to you always.

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Collaborative piece with @shrimpalompa of our OCs. Was great drawing together, such a joy to work with ╰(⸝⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝⸝)╯

Her works are amazing! Do checkem out.

https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/80063452

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Happy birthday Faust!!

Could I have not tried drawing something for Faust? No...

Happy Found day to him, because he didn't want to celebrate his birth. (maybe, he's just being tsun about it all)

Please keep the amazing Art and Fics of him rolling!!

R18 version again on my pixiv, dry and wet( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) for the thirstys: https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/79789774

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Happy birthday Charles!

Better late than never right?

Yes.. very happy birthday February babies!

I got lazy and ran out of time...so flat colors.

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Happy Valentine's Day Everyone!

Haven't been that active lately, but here's my current poison, ikesen OC Kikuya and @shrimpalompa 's Katsuie for some fluff ( ◜‿◝ )♡

Wishing everyone a beautiful day with their dearly beloved!

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Happy Birthday Mozart

Give Mozart a birthday present?  NSFW ver - https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/79086043

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Tonight’s sketch - Happy Birthday January

Happy birthday to all the January babies!!

Just a little self indulgent sketch of all the January bday because January is special. To everyone that have had their birthdays this month/is having their birthday soon, wishing you a very Happy Birthday! I was initially going to colour it, but stuffed it up and really didn’t want to scrap it without showing at all for my own sanity. So ill just leave it as is... hope you’d all still be able enjoy it.