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｡⋆୨୧˚ Ellie Williams  

01. Liquid Smooth // With a new girlfriend, Ellie no longer has time for you 🫧

02. Mr. Ranger // Fake Dating Ellie 🫧

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Liquid smooth ꒱ ࣪𓂂 ׅ   

꒰ synthesis - With a new girlfriend, Ellie no longer has time for you ꒰ Warnings - Angst , Just r! being sad, ( after this im done with bsf angst bro trustt 😔 ) ꒰ Word count - 0.6k ꒰ Now playing - Liquid Smooth - Mitski ‼️ WAYS TO HELP PALESTINE ‼️

How I feel this river rushing through my veins With nowhere else to go, it circles 'round

You huffed as you sat in the couch. Picking up your phone , you checked to see if Ellie had texted you yet. Nothing. You felt yourself slump lower in your seat. This had been the 5th time this week that she had cancelled. At first you didnt mind as much , she had a girlfriend and she needed time for her. And you understood that. But when it happened multiple timed to the point you and Ellie hadnt talked for a week. You were heartbroken 

Not to mention the heartbreak that came with loving Ellie , your best friend. But the heartbreak of knowing she couldn’t hang out with you for the exact reason — she had a girlfriend.

Your phone suddenly buzzed as you got a text from none other than Ellie. “ Hey sorry I cant come again I have to help cat with something , we can hang out tomorrow though!” You felt anger rush through your vains and you read the text. You texted her a quick , “okay” before getting the popcorn you had prepared from the microwave.

Meanwhile Ellie was having the best time and honestley , her life couldn’t be better. But at the same time , she felt the need to see you again. She missed holding you in her arms. But at the same time , she had her girlfriend. And it was that exact reason that she felt the need not to hang out with you anymore. But it was the fact that throughout this whole ordeal,Ellie didn’t know how you felt. And you knew you couldn’t  tell her.

The next morning , you woke up to the sound of

Someone knocking on your door. Rubbing your eyes , you turned to the door and walked over. Unlocking it , you opened it seeing — Ellie. She looked up meeting your eyes. She tried to talk , but no words came out. You felt your heart stop for a second before you spoke. 

“ Ellie what are you doing here?,” you sounded cold , almost nervous. But in reality, you were trying to hide the nervousness you felt. Ellie’s breath hitched as she opened her mouth to speak once again. And luckily words came out of her mouth. “ Can I come in, I wanted to talk to you,” her voice was shaking. Why was she nervous?  Opening the door you stepped back  giving her space to come in.

“So what did you need to talk about?” You asked leading her to the couch. 

“ I um — wanted to apologize for ditching you yesterday,” Ellie spoke.“ It wasn’t right of me to ditch you.. I hope we can-“ but before she could finish her sentence, her phone buzzed from inside of her pocket. Upon opening her phone she realized it was a call from Cat. Her face morphed into a look of guilt. “ why did cat have to be calling at this time out of anytime “ Ellie thought to herself.

“It seems important you should answer-“ but before you could continue your sentence, Ellie was already mumbling another apology and leaving through the door. As soon as the door shut , you felt the quietness that was within the room. 

Getting into your bed , you slipped your headphone’s over your head , and pressed play on your playlist. You were peacefully laying down The song “ I was all over her “ Started playing. Your phone had buzzed with a text from Ellie , but by the time you opened your phone to checked it , you were already asleep.

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Mr. Ranger

⬭ 𓈒  ݁Synthesis - Fake dating Ellie ⬭ 𓈒  ݁ Warnings - Angst , Making out ( Not with You tho :( ) , reader Crying , Im a beginner writter so trust the process 😭 ⬭ 𓈒  ݁ Now playing - Mr Ranger - Kid Cudi NOT PROOFREAD ‼️ WAYS TO HELP PALESTINE,LINK 2 ‼️

Knocked down, round for round

You're feeling like you're shot down on the ground

When will the fantasy end?

When will the heaven begin? Yeah

Seeing Ellie in such a fragile state made you feel broken. And it was about time that you broke too. You wanted to help Ellie. She knows that right? The amount of love you held for your best friend, made your heart ache. Most times You felt like the fake dating trope had gone too far for you two to be just friends. At least in your case. But many times couldn’t help but cry at the thought of her doing this to make another girl jealous. And that girl isn’t you. 

But  that day you didn’t have a single thought in your head when Ellie asked you for a fake relationship. When you opened the door , you saw her shivering in the rain. And as soon as you two made it into your bedroom , she had practically begged you to help with her heartbreak. She had broken down into your arms and you felt all the jealousy and anger leave your mind. So you made the chose of helping her with her plan. Despite the pain in your heart.

But you hadn’t thought Ellie could be so heartless. You had caught her making out with another girl despite the fact that you two were supposedly “dating”. But it seemed that Ellie had made up her mind about loving you. You ran out of the house as Ellie hoped into her car.  You stayed at the party trying to leave the past feelings behind. It was 11:28pm when  you finally decided to get onto your bike and leave the party. And before you knew it the  tears were flooding your eyes, and making their way down your cheeks.

As soon as you saw the car parked into your driveway you knew this was the place you wanted to be least. Walking up to the door , you found Ellie standing in the living room with a cold expression. It looked as if she had something in your hand. Walking up to her you felt your heart beat faster in your chest as you looked closer. She was — shaking?

She looked down at you as a tear fell onto her cheek. Wiping the tear you walked her over to her bedroom. You could tell she was distraught. But why? Your thoughts were interrupted when she spoke.

“She doesn’t like me like that y/n—“ she sniffed and wiped a tear from her cheek “ She told me after we-um,” she tried speaking again but when opening her mouth again ,nothing came out but broken sobs. You felt empathy for her , but at the same time if she couldn’t tell you about the kiss, you knew the trust between you two wouldn’t be fixed. You knew no matter what happened between you two things couldn’t change. You knew telling her your feelings would make things worse for not only her ,but you in the end. 

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imagine your family being killed in such brutal ways and you can only rely on people spreading awareness and demanding a literal genocide to stop and people don’t want to help because it ruins their aesthetic

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this blog stands with palestine and if you don’t you can get the fuck out. what israel is doing is genocide and i will not tolerate anyone who supports it.