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Favorite Quotes from "Bunny" by Mona Awad

Bunny by Mona Awad

My Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐ 4.5 stars

“I listen to overwritten descriptions of staring deeply into a bonfire on a Costa Rican shore. Of getting pretend-lost in a labyrinthine garden with oh so many nooks and twists. Of being existential in LA, New York, but really, obviously, being rich. And content. And unalone.”

(SPOILERS AHEAD!!!)

“Their cheeks are plump and pink and shining like they’ve been eating too much sugar, but actually it’s Gossip Glow, the flushed look that comes from throwing another woman under the bus”

“How empty and emptied I felt walking away with all my words still on his floor. Wanting so badly to pick them back up. Take it all back. Wipe away the night, my dumb tears, my endless tumbling out of words. I never meant to give this to you. How alone now. Truly alone I was, making my shuffling way through the dark, the ground seeming to give beneath my feet, the dark of the street and the dark of the sky, one big dark. So lost I somehow wound up at the pond instead of home."

“She turns to me. Her smile is like light on my face. Light shivering on green leaves. ‘I think maybe we have.’ Something in her voice. A certain music in it. Very specific. Instantly familiar. Do you know the music I mean? Like it’s not just a sound but a place. A place I think I’ve been before. Where I could live forever. There is air and light in it. There are windows and doors. It is inside and it is outside. It’s a hand. Soft. Firm. Open. Have I held it before?”

“Except I didn’t. Eventually, I went back to the house. Her house. Our house. My house. Gathered my half-filled notebooks off the attic floor. Went up on the roof where we danced. Finished the story. Looking up every now and then at the tree he must have planted in the corner of the garden. Where I buried her.”

and my favorite...

“Of course not, they murmur politely. Voices reduced to whispers, limply holding up flutes of champagne with their bandaged hands. ‘Congratulations,’ they actually say to me, quietly, very quietly. Like they didn’t murder my soul mate. Like I didn’t summon a demonic animal man to destroy their souls.”

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“me & bae” “me & my bf” “me & my gf”

me & my unquenchable need to be loved, even though i’ve failed in finding a man that loves me

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so u wanna be an “it girl”?

do u wanna be a miumiu esoteric lana del rey lily rose depp angelcore my year of rest and relaxation rococo painting coquette 60s french girl dior east coast chanel sylvia plath it girl? the lifestyle may seem exclusive, allusive, unreachable even (i mean, that’s kinda a major facet of the aesthetic/lifestyle) yet there is hope! regardless of your age, race, gender, health status, socioeconomic status, size, you too can be the it girl of your dreams!!

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clothing:

the simplistic vintage vibes of the style are actually rather easy to thrift! simple sweaters, skirts, etc. tend to go for super cheap (especially in colder/temperate climate regions)

i’ve gotten some of my best pieces via hand-me-downs. my tiffany and co bracelet that i wear daily was a hand-me-down :)

estate sales are another great avenue for true vintage pieces that are unlike any other

tights of all sorts are great accessories. most pharmacies and general stores in the us and mexico sell women’s tights for super cheap and in a variety of styles. i’ve also found many unopened pairs at thrift stores!

knee socks are a great alternative, altough some may find them too youthful for their personal style. definitely don’t knock ‘em til you try em tho!! this is perfect option for people w/ conditions that require compression socks

beauty products:

the makeup is super simplistic and often a little messy. u don’t need much more than some pharmacy mascara, lip gloss, and brow gel. personal fav for the brows is nyx brow glue!

you don’t need fancy chanel or guerlain perfume to smell like a doll. dollar stores & wholesale stores tend to actually have excellent body sprays/perfumes. a favorite of mine is cancan burlesque by paris hilton, found at 5below.

some perfumes offer body spray versions with the same scent, just a cheaper price. my favorite perfume (pink sugar by aquolina) retails for $18 at walmart, yet you can find the near identical body spray version for just $7!

media:

podcasts on spotify are free & have no ads! one i love is nymphet alumni

many books that are cult classics (ie. the bell jar, lolita, my year of rest and relaxation) can be found in free pdf form online

soundcloud, youtube, spotify, and bandcamp all offer free music (although they have ads)

you can find old dvds or even vhs tapes of older films at the thrift store and newer ones are often available on youtube. there’s always sketchy sites like soap2day but i don’t want anyone to get crazy malware!!

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The *disadvantages* of being a wallflower

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MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!

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Unmet soul

He looked at me with the kindest eyes, the shyest smile and made me wonder if he thought about me with a flustered heart.

He got closer, our skin touched and his stare lingered on my lips. Does he also dream about me?

I see him everyday, it's innevitable: To not fall in love with someone so bright.

I've been down this path before: Two souls so interconnected no man on earth could've made the match.

This goes deeper than the ocean and higher than the sky. Wider than the Universe and stronger than the tides.

But maybe that's all in my mind and not yours, since it seems your heart is far away.

It makes sense it's not reciprocated: how could a man so fun love a soul so distraught? so angry? so cold? A body so stiff? so broad? so unyielding?

The body i've recieved could only be cared for by a loving mother, so I understand if I am an underdog in a fight I cannot win.

Yet my thoughts grow wide and my sadness shines, and the only thing I can ask is: is your heart big enough to love mine?

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Sorry my posts haven't been as frequent or funny as usual. It's because I'm eating well, sleeping regularly, and exercising

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2024 is the year we stop “consuming” and go back to “reading/watching/listening to/playing” things

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i need him biblically

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hands learn to hold other hands | @subwayhands on instagram 

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I love the 2000s renaissance

SALTBURN (2023) dir. Emerald Fennell