luvlena

[luvlena]

you were you and I was I

my nuts were as blue as the sky

in your rok we danced and sung

...and then my sister rung

it took me 4 years to watch with you

i dont regret it...it was worth the wait,

there is nothing else I would rather do.

even though the songs were on mute

our carpool kareoke was the best

we did not had a range rover.. we had a ute

take me back to the happiest ive felt in years

im sick of the arguements and tears.

you were you and I was I.

I would do anything for you Selena, I think about you with the smallest things. I miss the small things you do, I miss having brusied sides from your little proding fingers. The way you tell me to fuck up but cant say it without smiling, Your txtn when im there because you wanna see me squirm when i open my fone. SNAP i miss snapping with you, even when we sre trying not too it keeps happening. when you laugh so hard you go quiet, thats when i smile the most i love hearing you that happy..... I miss all of that because you have put up this insane fortress towards me and it just attacks me if i get withn 50 yards of it because it knows your walls cant hold me out. This isnt a pitty email Im just letting you know that i do appreciate everything that makes you you... I love you for you. That is why im being so aggresive towards this situation because I know I make you happy and you know you make me happy. Please dont txt me or reply to this email its too soon. I want to hear from you when the fortress has come down and you want me to wrap my arms around you.... it may never happen, but i cant keep getting shot at. If you get scared... or sad as fuck... then call me asap i fucken mean that. I hope your heart can smash your brains fortress.

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Favourite memories with you 

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