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This is so me: 🎀💖✨

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the realest post i've ever seen

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"you're such a good listener"

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me after sexualizing myself because that's the only thing that makes me feel wanted

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glad that i'm lonely cuz i don't need to care about other people's problems while hitting the rock bottom

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my toxic trait is thinking that having a boyfriend will solve my problems

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"who's your biggest enemy?" BRO ME, MYSELF AND I. WHY DO I MAKE SUCH STUPID DECISIONS???? WHY AM I SABOTAGING MYSELF???????????? WHY DOES MY OWN MIND MAKE ME CRAZY???????????

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tbh i never believed that it might get worse, but it clearly did so...! 😔

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i don't want to wake up tomorrow

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whatever is up there, just take me away pls

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sitting in the middle of the night, crying with blade in your hand, wondering if you should do that or not.

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bed rotting, cause suicide's wrong

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that feeling of emptiness when you just lay down, looking at the ceiling, thinking about what went wrong and how you deserved that, and you feel tears running down your cheeks and then ears. it's the worst one i've ever had and i don't even wish my enemies to feel like i do. fucking terrifying.