luody

[luody]

i wanna change my hair color again cuz idk i just feel like dying

[luody]

The white male style of debate is to antagonize you until you snap. Then they win by default, because they make up their own rules in which being upset automatically invalidates your argument. The key is also to argue about things that they have no stake and experience in, so they dont snap first. Of course in the event that they do snap first, its of course passion, not anger…

White people are like little kids who make up new rules and obnoxious powers to keep themselves from losing….

At the end of it all, they are happy that you are so civil and can debate things rationally and clearly without getting upset. Everyone shakes hands and thanks everyone for being able to discuss “conflicting” viewpoints. Because after all everyone needs to hear the opposing side to truly be sophisticated. Even if you’ve heard that side all your life and it completely devalues you as a human being.

What i hear is that the mark of civilization to white people is being dehumanized and taking it like a champ. 

They also have little to no concept of power dynamics in these ‘sophisticated” discussions.

[luody]

Dr James Barry, the first doctor to perform a successful C section wherein both mother and child survived, was a huge champion of handwashing at a time when most doctors didn’t wash their hands. For this reason, many of the chilldbirths he delivered resulted in healthier babies and mothers. He was also a gay trans man, who specifically wrote that upon his death he wished for his body to be taken in its nightshirt, wrapped in his sheets as a shroud, and placed into the coffin so that nobody would see his body. His wishes were not respected, and as a result he was outed at his death.

[luody]

seeing pictures of men w blood on their face is like. oh man i wanna be you so bad. i wanna make out with you in a storage closet. i want to gently cradle your face and wipe the blood off with a washcloth. you are the ideal man. you are my pretty pretty princess

[luody]

my friend's grandma just died of breast cancer omg

it hasn't even been a dayy

i think i jinxed it lord i feel so bad

omg but like

if i look at my badonkadonks like,

like man they're kinda pretty, and big and like they look good oof

like i feel kinda guilty bc... you know why!!

...... titty cancer where u at-

[luody]

one of my symptoms I hate most is that I “want” to hurt. I “want” to be in the worst situations possible. I “want” to sabotage myself. That means it’s in my impulsive plans, when I’m actually in the situation it’s not something I want at all. but I desire it as if it’s something good. and I don’t get why I have that.

[luody]

"you know what, idc anymore. i'm just going to drop out."

he did not in fact drop out.

he pulled an all nighter to finish the assignment.

he cried the whole time.

[luody]

4 yrs old me: mom i can't sleep

mom: just close your eyes and try

me now, staying up til 4am almost every night: hmm yes, very helpful-

[luody]

me: i'm soo touch starved :(((

my dad: do you... want a hug-

me: if you fucking touch me i will fucking end you-

[luody]

omg but like

if i look at my badonkadonks like,

like man they're kinda pretty, and big and like they look good oof

like i feel kinda guilty bc... you know why!!

...... titty cancer where u at-

[luody]

i am not allowed to talk about two things around my brother

periods and gays

[luody]

IMPORTANT

it's 05:05 :0

[luody]

like it was when they say "girls run 3 laps and boys run 5" and my transness just disappears ✨🌿

[luody]

everyone's feelings are valid :)

... except for mine

[luody]

did u know that when u say "a pizza" you're saying "little water" in romanian

[luody]

kesha wouldn't want to date me 😔

[luody]

i'm tired of being sexy i just wanna understand exponents