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I’ve been watching Andor and idk if the Star Wars fandom is dead atm but I miss writing with y’all

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I’ve been struggling a lot with my mental health recently. More specifically, social anxiety.

Despite my excitement to come back to roleplaying after months of hiatus due to my studies, work and injury, interacting on tumblr has become a hugely anxiety inducing experience for me.

I have always enjoyed roleplaying. I have fond memories of the people I have met whilst doing so. However, I also have some bad memories. Bad experiences with people I became associated with, bad experiences in other fandoms. I mean, we all have them.

After an encounter with another roleplayer who manipulated and bullied me for months over discord, I have a really hard time interacting with my rp partners. I am keeping the name and URL of this person anonymous as I don’t feel like dredging my experiences over your dashboards. Though, I want it to be known that this person is not associated with the Star Wars fandom.

This incident has put my anxiety through the roof. I considered myself a good writer but now I doubt every little thing I do. It’s making it hard to even write a one-liner starter without thinking ‘hey, this is a piece of garbage and the person you’re writing it for will hate it’. I also can’t reply to messages without having a full-blown freak-out. Sometimes, I acknowledge an IM that has been sent to me, fuss about it for days or even weeks and then realise that it’s probably too late to reply. I get it in my head that they no longer want to interact with me because I’m lazy or not committed enough. I know these thoughts are irrational but I genuinely can’t help it.

Anyway, I think it’s time for me to finally acknowledge that roleplaying on tumblr is no longer a fun experience for me. I’ve been procrastinating by fussing around with my graphics and information pages for far too long. I need to leave roleplaying behind me for my mental healths sake.

I’m sorry if you’ve been expecting starters, replies and answered asks from me. But I think this is what I need now.  If anyone is interested, I plan on keeping a personal blog for my artwork and fanfics. I also plan on keeping this blog for the time being, I’ll probably refer back to a few headcanons and things when I write fics.

I am going to miss all the fantastic and creative writers I have met in this fandom specifically, you are all amazing. 

From the bottom of my heart, 

Thank you,

Lucy x

[lunamortem]

I’ve been struggling a lot with my mental health recently. More specifically, social anxiety.

Despite my excitement to come back to roleplaying after months of hiatus due to my studies, work and injury, interacting on tumblr has become a hugely anxiety inducing experience for me.

I have always enjoyed roleplaying. I have fond memories of the people I have met whilst doing so. However, I also have some bad memories. Bad experiences with people I became associated with, bad experiences in other fandoms. I mean, we all have them.

After an encounter with another roleplayer who manipulated and bullied me for months over discord, I have a really hard time interacting with my rp partners. I am keeping the name and URL of this person anonymous as I don’t feel like dredging my experiences over your dashboards. Though, I want it to be known that this person is not associated with the Star Wars fandom.

This incident has put my anxiety through the roof. I considered myself a good writer but now I doubt every little thing I do. It’s making it hard to even write a one-liner starter without thinking ‘hey, this is a piece of garbage and the person you’re writing it for will hate it’. I also can’t reply to messages without having a full-blown freak-out. Sometimes, I acknowledge an IM that has been sent to me, fuss about it for days or even weeks and then realise that it’s probably too late to reply. I get it in my head that they no longer want to interact with me because I’m lazy or not committed enough. I know these thoughts are irrational but I genuinely can't help it.

Anyway, I think it’s time for me to finally acknowledge that roleplaying on tumblr is no longer a fun experience for me. I’ve been procrastinating by fussing around with my graphics and information pages for far too long. I need to leave roleplaying behind me for my mental healths sake.

I’m sorry if you’ve been expecting starters, replies and answered asks from me. But I think this is what I need now.  If anyone is interested, I plan on keeping a personal blog for my artwork and fanfics. I also plan on keeping this blog for the time being, I’ll probably refer back to a few headcanons and things when I write fics.

I am going to miss all the fantastic and creative writers I have met in this fandom specifically, you are all amazing. 

From the bottom of my heart, 

Thank you,

Lucy x

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❰   Never attempt to win by force what can be won by 𝙳𝙴𝙲𝙴𝙿𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽.   ❱

# DEBELLTIO :  novel  & headcanon-based.  independent roleplay blog for Director Krennic.    multiverses.   strictly 18+.  dark themes present.

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Tywin was big even when he was little. Who will protect us now?

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Dramatic Cape Effect™ :   *intensifies*

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but you have just one scar. that’s not enough

remember that one time Grand Buff Tarkin stabbed a guy to death for being incompetent?

mutuals may reblog.

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❝𝐄𝐯𝐚𝐜𝐮𝐚𝐭𝐞?  In  our  moment  of  triumph?  I  think  you  overestimate  their  chances.❞   ©

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nasty plot

Sassy Pink Edition™

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the coat over his shoulders is giving me life

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多花好几倍的时间勾完线发现还不如不勾 生无可恋

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reminder that Tarkin designed the imperial uniform so you’re welcome

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someone do a thread with rebel tarkin please 👉🏻👈🏻

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Helmets🪖

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Commission of petty imperials playing DnD

Commission info

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Game of Thrones meme - nine characters - [6/9] - Tywin Lannister

“A man such as Tywin Lannister comes but once in a thousand years.”