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There's no peace, only sadness.

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Start your inner journey, light up your candle 🕯️

Jeanette Winterson, from "Gut Symmetries," originally published in 1997

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Mi mente siempre me dice: ve, pero no vayas muy lejos.

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We were the world, now we are memories.

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dead poets society season!!

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Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

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Same here...

Vincent Van Gogh

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cry for help

all these words, a scream into the void.

these lines a preening, paranoid delusion.

my insides, a violent fusion to avoid.

i am a sacrificial victim.

scrape my soul into the scree, a savage witness

to atrocity intended, thick with tension.

reflections in riddled prose.

and, does the body know the cost the mind

imposes to the circuits left bereft of any home?

i am alone, and hopeless.

rote repression rose into a roar of raw emotion,

in a moment's mourning core of stolen motives.

no one notices the sore.

my voice is aching from the breadth of vast illusion.

revolution, rise in spirals, ruthless spite, and hubris.

suffered in the light.

but, eyes see only little, dripped in venom holier than thou.

the proud, and all the bright, a sure opponent.

what more can i owe, this

sordid social system sucked the spirit from the vine.

i realize i'm disappeared, and, no one knows it.

it's a frozen night.

i spill the words, unknowing, into votive sighs,

and break, under the strain of self-erosion.

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♥️

please, come back -

i promise to be gentle,

my fingertips tracing circles around

your cheek and lips, hovering,

as if unsure

whether to heal or harm,

aching to touch, yet too cautious

of the bruise.

there's room here, plenty,

in my heart, well-lived-in,

a house with hollowed rooms;

a blank slate,

waiting to be elegantly furnished,

for something to fill the cracks,

ever since you left.

i hear the rain drumming on glass,

tapping against the windowpanes,

reminding me how it feels to ache.

lonely thoughts crash together,

like the ocean meeting the shore,

leaving behind traces of

salt and longing,

as if to say,

"we were here."

d.b.a

"do you know how beautiful you looked under the twilight glow?"

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Daydreaming

Eerie moss and mist

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In love with this darkness...

Childhood can be scary.

A collection of some of my hand-drawn horror looping animations!

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I can't remember her...

“Do you ever miss yourself? The person you were before you had your first heartbreak or before you got betrayed by a person you trusted?”

— Unknown

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He looks so Van Helsing

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“Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.”

— Unknown

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It is a tiny town

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The path to a safe place

Skogspromenad~

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