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Coach Rhemann: I don’t know how to get Jean to trust me. I mean, even after he broke down in my arms and I took him to my home to sleep after decking a guy to defend him, I don’t think he trusts me.

Jean, internally: Father?? nods to himself Father

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‘Your Highness,’ Jord said, like clearing his throat. They looked up simultaneously.

-Green but for a Season

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this piece killed my entire family I started it like two years ago and it still looks like this lol I ain't finishing that

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Coach Rhemann 💕

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Nicky Hemmick, who wilts under his parents gaze. Nicky Hemmick who goes quiet around them. Nicky Hemmick who becomes a shell of a person in their presence, had to be bodily moved away from them because he was yelling at them so much for what they did to Andrew and Aaron

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cant really participate in "how do you pronounce (...)" polls because As A Spanish Speaker there's like. a single way to pronounce things. like prev is pronounced prev as simple as that.

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Neil Josten has the same constant stress level as that fuck ass squirrel from Ice Age

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This is SO real. I can't even count how many times I received an email telling me that a fanfic I follow on ao3 got an update and it made my day. It gives you energy to go through a bad day and it has even saved me when having terrible days at work, just knowing that when I get home I'll have a new chapter of a fanfic that feels like home❤️🫶🏻

Fanfic writers are life savers, for real, you create community and make people feel less alone. You make people have things to go back to when things get rough in real life.

fanfic writers are so fucking awesome man. they write novel length fics that are sometimes even better than some published bestselling books written by professional writers. like fanfic writers are professional writers to me and they gift us their masterpieces for free. they give us something we can look forward to after a long day. something from which we can seek comfort when life is hard. something that can be our own little getaway. in a world of capitalism, despite everything, they give us all of these for free. like holy fuck. shout out to every fanfic writer. I wish all fanfic writers a very ‘I love you with all my heart and soul. I thank you from the bottom of my heart’

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The Minyard twins but it's teen Aaron after Andrew locked him in the bathroom to get clean. Teen Aaron starting off with confused upset pleads to be let out. Teen Aaron getting angry and aggressive, banging and kicking on the bathroom door demanding to be let out. Teen Aaron feeling sick and desperate, sobbing and begging, tasting salty tears and vomit in his mouth. Teen Andrew who's sitting right outside, back to the door the entire time.

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Pamela Anderson choosing to wear no makeup (not “natural” makeup, not a “no-makeup makeup” look, but actually no makeup on her skin) to events and letting her wrinkles and age spots be clearly visible is actually groundbreaking and anyone who paints it as not a big deal, or worse, as somehow an attack on some other group, is a moron

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Why do you think Mathilda is hiding Jeremy's papers 🤔

Short answer: because Jeremy is the only one of her kids who will piss on her if she were on fire, and she knows it.

Long answer: because Mathilda consistently, across every family story, makes shit decisions that feed into her own wants in the short and mid term, even as they make everyone else miserable.

Trent Knox told her from the outset of their relationship that he would not make any concessions in his career for their family, and she still chose to have 5 kids by him before she left.

We don't know much about the transitory period when Knox became Wilshire, but we can only assume that the sudden political connection is when the now-Wilshires became image-obsessed to the point of using their entire neighborhood as a spy network, not to mention Warren's brazen leveraging of his family's influence in law enforcement.

Bryson is selling Jeremy prescription drugs and then cocaine, but it's a higher priority to pay off his boyfriend to go away. Noah's mental state turns bad, then worse, but Mathilda won't bother with the subject past blaming Jeremy for setting a poor example.

Then it blows up. Because of fucking course it's going to blow up. But Mathilda is a rich woman with a rich husband, and they've got one answer for everything: throw money at it until it goes away. They bury Dexter, they bury the drugs, they bury the police reports, they bury Jeremy's addiction.

But there is no amount of money that makes Joshua, her youngest living son, be willing to stay in the same house as the rest of them, and has to be sent to live with his grandfather in DC. And I think that's what makes her panic and tighten her hold so much on the rest of them.

Annalise is "allowed" to live alone in her mid-twenties, and Bryson gets to go to college across the country, but Jeremy has described them as emotionally checked out since he was in high school. Two books in, we have yet to hear either of them say something kind. They are here because complying is marginally easier than fighting.

Jeremy is the last one still truly in the house, the last one Mathilda can exercise complete control over, and the last one willing to tell her how much it hurts him.

She knows what she's doing. She knows that if Jeremy had any choice in the matter he would get as far away from her as he possibly could and never, ever come back. But he is also the last of her children who hasn't yet given up on seeing her as a loving mother.

This is why she hides every document he needs to get away from her. Why she tightens her grip even when she can see his face turning blue. Mathilda can't accept that her children hate her, and will justify any abuse to keep hold of the last one willing to look her in the eye and say he loves her, even if it breaks him.

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pre-tfc , extra content :

the raven king, chapter eight :

the king's men, chapter ten :

the king's men, chapter seventeen :

kandrew [ w/ neil ] + the 2 year quest

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Kevjean but they're lesbians:)))))

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has anyone drawn this yet

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Sooo I had the absolute honor to be allowed to draw this, I was completely inspired by a fem!fengqing ballet au that I read recently on ao3.

“i can see you (make me want you even more)" by: the_fennel 🩰

Thanks to @mingguangsword to allow me to draw this, and also helping me with the references because I truly didn't know much about the nutcracker, hehe. 🙂‍↕️🫰🏻 Go and follow her, she's such an amazing writer. 🤍

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"Fireworks", Jeremy said.

"Fireworks", Jean echoed. 🎆