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ofoutcasts​:

it was quite unusual, the bundle of nerves that twisted in his stomach after those words left his mouth.  the hesitance she had to answer merely made it worse and he wasn’t quite sure how to go about it.  it’s unfamiliar to him.  perhaps it was the guilt that came with seemingly handing her back without a thought.  

and he tries not to show the disappointment when she first answers.  the god who was skilled in deceit struggled.  and for the moment between her words, he was silent - another unusual thing, however he wanted to let her finish. 

if he had any success of hiding his disappointment before, there was no hiding the guilt now.       ❝  i … perhaps i had been, in a way.  not you.  the position? absolutely.  but not you.  that connection was genuine.  ❞      and he was being truthful.  with his ability to sell a lie also comes the ability to force those to whom he spoke to see the truth when he spoke it.   and he needed her to know that he did speak the truth.  

❝  i hadn’t meant to hurt you, levi…  ❞   

                    𝑠ℎ𝑒  𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑠  𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒  𝑎  𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑙  .  3,000 years  on  this  planet  ,  &  still  she  fell  for  the  bullshit  that  the  GOD OF LIES  spewed  .  somewhere  along  the  way  ,  she  had  managed  to  convince  herself  that  maybe  he  really  had  changed  ,  or  maybe  she  was  SPECIAL  &  he  wouldn’t  lie  to  her  /  but  she  knows  now  that  she  had  deluded  herself  ,  more  than  he  ever  could  .  she’s  not  sure  which  hurts  worse  :  the  betrayal  or  knowing  that  he  never  gave  a  damn  about  her  .                      if  she  was  younger  ,  more  callow  she  would  have  thought  he  almost  looks  sad  ,  guilty  .  brows  furrow  ,  eyes  squeezing  shut  &  she  can  only  hope  that’s  enough  to  stop  the  tears  from  overflowing  ——  hopes  that  he  doesn’t  notice  ,  &  finally  she  turns  away  from  him  .  she  wants  to  find  comfort  in  his  words  /  wants  to  believe  him  ,  but  she’d  already  fallen  for  that  before  &  where  had  that  gotten  them  ?  she’d  be  an  IDIOT  to  trust  him  again  .  she  was  plenty  of  things  [  weak  ,  gullible  ,  argumentative  ,  FICKLE  ] but  she  was  far  from  STUPID  .                      &  yet  ,  she  can’t  help  but  to  think  that  his  words  held  at  least  a  partial  truth  .  somewhere  ,  deep  down  ,  she  knows  that  it’s  not  her  making  that  decision  ,  but  what  could  she  do  to  combat  it  ?  a  hand  moves  to  rub  at  her  face  ,  trying  much  too  desperately  to  rid  her  cheeks  of  the  tears  that  stained  them  now  :  she  was  an  idiot  ,  but  she  couldn’t  help  it  .  she’d  been  raised  to  see  the  good  in  people  /  or  GODS  in  this  case  .  ❛  𝐛𝐮𝐭  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐝𝐢𝐝  .  ❜  in  the  end  ,  the  intentions  don’t  matter  ——  only  the  actions  &  ramifications  ,  &  she  can’t  FORGIVE  him  ,  not  that  easily  .  ❛  𝐢  𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃  𝐲𝐨𝐮  ,  𝐢  ——  ❜  she  had  given  him  the  loyalty  meant  only  for  one  person  [  she  had  loved  him  ]  .  she  tries  &  fails  to  hide  her�� sniffle  ,  the  way  her  strength  gives  out  .  ❛  𝐢  𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞  𝐲𝐨𝐮  &  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭  𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞  .  ❜

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rcscue​:

“you know, i have a bullshit detector installed,” pepper says, expression deadpan. she opens the first aid kit, pulling out gauze, antiseptic wipes, medical tape. “the newest and latest stark tech,” she says dryly, circling around the counter to where levi is seated, towel still pressed to her arm.

pepper carefully lifts the towel to see the slice has mostly stopped bleeding, a slow O O Z E of red. “you might need STITCHES but i’ll butterfly it as best as i can and we’ll check on it in the morning.” and yes, her voice leaves NO room for levi to argue – there’s a guest bedroom upstairs that so far she’s been unable to convince levi to take advantage of, but with an injury pepper isn’t taking any chances.

                    ❛  𝐎𝐇  ,  𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭  ——  ❜  though  levi  knows  that’s  more  MOTHERLY  INSTINCT  than  stark  tech  ,  she  doesn’t  argue  :  just  a  small  nod  ,  a  quiet  hum  .  ❛  [  .  .  .  ]  𝐢  𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥  𝐨𝐟𝐟  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐲  𝐥𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐫  𝐚𝐭  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐬𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐦  .  ❜  she  was  too  short  to  reach  the  top  shelf  ,  &  sure  she  could  have  used  magic  to  get  the  book  down  ,  but  she  liked  to  feel  HUMAN  sometimes  .                      she  should  fight  the  proposal  :  she’s  supposed  to  remain  at  the  sanctum  ,  make  sure  it  remains  SAFE  [  .  .  .  ]  but  wong  can  handle  it  ,  can’t  he  ?  HESITATES  before  she  nods  ,  not  having  the  energy  to  refuse  the  offer  anymore  .  ❛  𝐚𝐫𝐞  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞  𝐢𝐭'𝐬  𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲  ?  ❜  she  doesn’t  wanna  be  more  of  a  burden  than  she  already  is  .

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random sentence starters: the third

change around as you see fit!

“ i want to be like you. “

“ that is … literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. “

“ what’s the plan here ? “

“ please just … come home. “

“ all i’m saying is that jurassic park could happen ! “

“ jeez , who pissed in your cornflakes this morning ? “

“ i’m a simple person. i see a cool rock , i pick it up. “

“ you’re so cute and i literally can not handle it right now , so i have to go— “

“ hey , uh , what do you got there ? “

“ we’re not friends. “

“ so , do you come here often or … ? “

“ slow down , i just want to get to know you … “

“ i’m angry at you ! i’m upset ! and you … you don’t even care ! “

“ will you promise to marry me in the future ? “

“ what are your thoughts on having kids ? “

“ oh , come on ! they were literally holding hands and becoming self aware of their own mortality ! it was a sad moment— stop laughing at me ! toy story 3 didn’t have to do us like that ! “

“ you’re my best friend. i’ll always have your back. “

“ … do you want to do something stupid with me ? “

“ you don’t have to be jealous , you know~ “

“ sing me a song. “

“ did you do this ? “

“ for once can you please be honest with me ? “

“ lets run away together. anywhere. i’m tired of this life. “

“ are you binge watching that show on netflix again ? “

“ how much britney spears i’ve listened to in the last 72 hours is none of your business ! “

“ god … i can’t look away , it’s like my eyes are drawn to it. “

“ why are you leaving ? “

“ admit it … i drive you wild. “

“ you’re so infuriating. “

“ i hate this town. “

“ i’m one call away , okay ? just one call. “

“ you want me so bad , don’t you ? “

“ i’ll just live in the forest as a goblin. “

“ you don’t know what i’m capable of. “

“ you want a tattoo of what now ? “

“ i can’t believe i’m confessing this but … i really really like you. “

“ look me in the eye when you’re breaking my heart ! you don’t get to look away , dammit ! “

“ i can’t believe we’ve just sat here for four hours and have done nothing. “

“ hey , hey , hey … guess what ? “

“ you are my platonic soulmate. “

“ someone thought we were a couple so like , we totally just hit best friend goals. “

“ the bigger the boobs , the stronger they are. that’s anime logic , at least. “

“ i can’t believe i fell in love … like an idiot. “

“ i’ve never fallen in love before … what’s it like ? “

“ hello ? 911 ? i’d like to report a murder of my remaining brain cells …. “

“ wow , look who remembered my existence. “

“ you want to hear a story ? oh uh … well … uh … l — let me tell you all about how this boy’s life got flipped turned upside down— “

“ … not many people really talk to me … “

“ tell me all about you. anything. everything. “

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murkyhazed​:

@loyaloutwear​   /   ❝ you know the last time i checked, it was your master which had the power to do that, not you. ❞  he wasn’t threatened by either of them really.  there was only one which he was quite wary of, and thankfully right now he was in scientist form.  ❝ i don’t think it would do either of you any good to toss me in another loop.  after all, my level of threat to earth is incredibly low. ❞

                    ℎ𝑒'𝑠  𝑛𝑜𝑡  𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑦  𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔  [  .  .  .  ]  𝑏𝑢𝑡  𝑖𝑠  𝑠ℎ𝑒  𝑔𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔  𝑡𝑜  𝑎𝑑𝑚𝑖𝑡  𝑡𝑜  𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡  ?  𝑛𝑜  .  she  has  regrets  ,  as  far  as  it  goes  about  the  decisions  that  led  to  her  getting  locked  up  . ❛  𝐡𝐨𝐰  𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰  𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐢  𝐜𝐚𝐧  &  𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭  𝐝𝐨  ?  ❜  a  childish  huff  .  ❛  𝐢𝐬  𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝  𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭  𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭  𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐬  𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞  𝐭𝐨  𝐭𝐫𝐲  𝐭𝐨  𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐲  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐭  ?  ❜

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𝑤𝑒 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑠𝑜? / @ofoutcasts​

                    𝑡ℎ𝑒  𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛  𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠  ℎ𝑒𝑟  𝑜𝑓𝑓  𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑑  .  maybe  because  she  didn’t  expect  such  words  from  LOKI  ,  maybe  because  she  was  afraid  of  the  answer  [  .  .  .  ]  she  prided  herself  on  her  loyalty  to  STEPHEN  ,  but  he’d  left  her  for  dead  ,  hadn’t  he  ?  could  she  be  blamed  for  the  way  she  walked  straight  into  loki’s  arms  ?  no  ,  but  stephen  came  back  &  she  made  her  decision  .  stephen  was  the  sorcerer  she’d  chosen  from  the  start  ,  &  now  the  god  is  supposed  to  mean  NOTHING  to  her  [  but  then  why  does  she  miss  him  ?  ]  ——  everything  in  her  tells  her  to  walk  away  ,  to  refuse  entertaining  this  idea  .                     𝑏𝑢𝑡  ℎ𝑒𝑟  𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑡  𝑤𝑜𝑛’𝑡  𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒  .  arms  are  crossed  over  her  chest  ,  nails  digging  into  bare  skin  as  she  avoids  his  eyes  :  she  knows  he  sees  right  through  her  ,  but  she  pretends  he  can’t  .  ❛  𝐧𝐨  ,  𝐢  𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭  .  ❜  she  should  be  MAD  at  stephen  ,  but  she’s  angrier  at  loki  ,  the  way  he’d  handed  her  off  without  arguing  for  her  ,  fighting  for  her  [  .  .  .  ]  if  she’d  really  meant  anything  to  him  ,  he  wouldn’t  have  handed  her  back  to  stephen  the  first  chance  he  got  ,  would  he  ?  [  but  if  she  meant  nothing  to  him  ,  why  would  he  have  saved  her  life  ?  ]  /  𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎  𝚜𝚑𝚎’𝚜  𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝  𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎  𝚗𝚎𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛  𝚖𝚊𝚗  𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚍  𝚝𝚘  𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎  𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝  𝚑𝚎𝚛  .  ❛  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞  𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭  𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐦𝐞  ,  𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧'𝐭  𝐲𝐨𝐮  ?  ❜  she  hates  the  way  her  voice  breaks  ,  the  way  she’s  so  desperate  for  him  to  tell  her  otherwise  .  

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The Cloak of Levitation: I didn't understand why the other relics care so much about their dumb humans till I got a dumb human myself.

The Cloak of Levitation: I've only had Stephen for five minutes, but if anything happened to him, I would kill everyone in this room and then myself.

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i love watching loki scramble to make up a reason to why he tricked stephen strange to hand him the mantle of sorcerer supreme

even tho that first reason which strange didn’t believe was the real reason why

DO NOT REBLOG UNLESS MUTUALS WITH ME

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art by loki || accepting

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murkyhazed​:

❝ bind me again and i’ll put a tear in you. ❞

                    ❛  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭  𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐄  .  ❜  maybe  she  shouldn’t  test  him  .  ❛  𝐢  𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝  𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭  𝐩𝐮𝐭  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤  𝐢𝐧  𝐚𝐧  𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬  𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐩  [  .  .  .  ]  ❜ 

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crowsung​:

becky’s blogroll: 

@crowsung —— sons of anarchy / mayans mc multimuse

@pastrepentance —— juice ortiz

@gavelcorrupted —— jax teller

@pinksbrilliance —— sons of anarchy / mayans mc original character

@fightchosen —— multifandom multimuse

@wintersghst —— bucky barnes

@brooklynkid —— steve rogers

@loyaloutwear —— cloak of levitation 

@deafbirb —— clint barton

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𝑇𝐴𝑌𝐿𝑂𝑅 𝑆𝑊𝐼𝐹𝑇 -  ’ 𝑓𝑜𝑙𝑘𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒 ‘ 

Below is a collection of lyric starters taken from Taylor Swift’s eighth album ‘folklore’.

The album holds references to: sex, alcohol, blood, depression, warfare, toxic relationships, medical failure, death as well as lines that could be taken as suicidal thoughts and parental abuse — so please be mindful if you are sensitive to these subjects. All lyrics are posted as written on the album, but feel free to change pronouns or words to fit your purposes.

i’m doing good, i’m on some new shit.

i thought I saw you at the bus stop

the greatest films of all time were never made

if you wanted me, you really should’ve showed

we were something, don’t you think so?

if my wishes came true, it would’ve been you

in my defense, i have none for never leaving well enough alone

it would’ve been fun if you would’ve been the one

you know the greatest loves of all time are over now 

if one thing had been different would everything be different today? 

when you are young, they assume you know nothing 

i felt like I was an old cardigan 

a friend to all is a friend to none 

to kiss in cars and downtown bars was all we needed 

you drew stars around my scars but now I’m bleedin' 

i knew you’d haunt all of my what-ifs 

cause i knew everything when I was young

i knew i’d curse you for the longest time 

i knew you’d miss me once the thrill expired and you’d be standin’ in my front porch light 

i knew you’d come back to me 

the wedding was charming, if a little gauche

there goes the maddest woman this town has ever seen 

who knows, if she never showed up, what could’ve been 

she had a marvelous time ruining everything 

there goes the most shameless woman this town has ever seen 

i had a marvelous time ruining everything 

i can see you standing, honey, with his arms around your body 

it took you five whole minutes to pack us up and leave me with it

you were my town, now I’m in exile 

i can see you starin’, honey, like he’s just your understudy 

I’m not your problem anymore, so who am i offending now? 

there is no amount of crying i can do for you 

you didn’t even hear me out

you didn’t even see the signs 

cause you never gave a warning sign 

i gave so many signs

if I’m on fire, you'll be made of ashes, too 

even on my worst day, did i deserve, babe, all the hell you gave me? 

cause i loved you, i swear i loved you til my dying day 

i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace 

if I’m dead to you, why are you at the wake? 

you wear the same jewels that i gave you as you bury me 

you know i didn’t want to have to haunt you 

when i’d fight, you used to tell me i was brave 

and i can go anywhere i want just not home 

you can aim for my heart, go for blood but you would still miss me in your bones 

you had to kill me, but it killed you just the same 

i’ll show you every version of yourself tonight 

i want you to know i’m a mirrorball, i can change everything about me to fit in 

i’m still a believer, but i don’t know why 

are there still beautiful things? 

and though i can’t recall your face i still got love for you 

love you to the moon and to saturn 

i think your house is haunted. your dad is always mad and that must be why 

i think you should come live with me 

never have i ever before

will you call when you’re back at school?

i remember thinkin’ i had you 

for me, it was enough to live for the hope of it all 

so much for summer love

you weren’t mine to lose

i can see us twisted in bed sheets 

i’ve been having a hard time adjusting 

i didn't know if you’d care if i came back 

i just wanted you to know that this is me trying 

pulled the car off the road to the lookout, could’ve followed my fears all the way down 

they told me all of my cages were mental, so i got wasted like all my potential 

my words shoot to kill when i’m mad, i have a lot of regrets about that 

it’s hard to be at a party when i feel like an open wound 

that’s the thing about illicit affairs and clandestine meetings and longing stares, it’s born from just one single glance but it dies a million little times

you showed me colors you know i can’t see with anyone else 

don’t call me “kid,”

don’t call me “baby”

you taught me a secret language i can’t speak with anyone else 

you know damn well, for you, i would ruin myself a million little times 

were there clues i didn’t see? 

isn’t it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string, tying you to me?

time cutting me open, then healing me fine 

what did you think i’d say to that? 

fuck you forever

every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy 

when you say i seem angry, i get more angry 

it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together 

i’m taking my time cause you took everything from me 

sir, i think he’s bleeding out

you dream of some epiphany, just one single glimpse of relief to make some sense of what you’ve seen 

doc, i think she’s crashing out

some things you just can’t speak about 

i won’t make assumptions about why you switched your homeroom but i think it’s 'cause of me 

the worst thing that i ever did was what i did to you 

would you trust me if i told you it was just a summer thing? 

i don’t know anything but i know i miss you 

if i just showed up at your party, would you have me? 

our coming-of-age has come and gone 

i never had the courage of my convictions 

i could never give you peace 

i’m a fire and i'll keep your brittle heart warm if your cascade, ocean wave blues come 

all these people think love’s for show but i would die for you in secret 

would it be enough if i could never give you peace? 

your integrity makes me seem small 

i’d give you my sunshine, give you my best but the rain is always gonna come if you’re standin’ with me 

you know i left a part of me back in new york 

you knew the hero died so what’s the movie for? 

darling, this was just as hard as when they pulled me apart 

don’t want no other shade of blue but you. no other sadness in the world would do

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reason #1492 why stephen will never take her to the zoo again

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rcscue​:

“DAMNIT, levi,” is pepper’s hushed reply as she sees the blood pooling between levi’s fingers. but there’s no ANGER in her voice, merely concerned frustration. it’s the same tone she takes with TONY and with MORGAN. thankfully morgan is tucked into bed upstairs, and not underfoot as pepper takes levi’s good arm and directs her into the kitchen.

“what happened this time?” she asks, grabbing a dishtowel and wrapping it tightly around the wound temporarily. “keep pressure on it; i’ll get the first aid kit.” she kneels down in front of the kitchen sink and pulls out the well-stocked first aid kit, lifting it up onto the counter.

                    𝑙𝑒𝑣𝑖  𝑎𝑙𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦  𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑠  𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡  𝑡𝑜  𝑑𝑜  𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒  𝑝𝑒𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑟  𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑠  ℎ𝑒𝑟  .  stephen  had  taught  her  as  much  as  he  could  [  as  much  as  his  hands  would  allow  ]  &  although  she  may  never  put  that  knowledge  to  use  ,  it  still  comes  in  handy  in  situations  like  this  .  she  sits  at  the  kitchen  counter  without  a  word  ,  weighing  her  options  carefully  :  tell  the  truth  &  reveal  that  she  is  ,  in  fact  ,  a  giant  idiot  without  her  master  around  ,  or  make  up  a  lie  &  pretend  she’s  not  a  total  failure  .  she  chooses  the  latter  .                     ❛  𝐨𝐡  ,  𝐲'𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰  [  .  .  .  ]  𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐬  𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡  𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥  𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬  &  𝐚𝐥𝐥  𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭  .  ❜  she  forgets  that  she’s  not  as  good  a  liar  as  she  thinks  .  lifting  the  dishtowel  to  take  a  glance  at  the  wound  on  her  arm  &  almost  laughing  ——  it  hurts  like  hell  ,  but  she’s  always  thought  it’s  better  to  laugh  than  cry  .  ❛  [  .  .  .  ]  𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐠  𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐧'𝐭  𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝  𝐭𝐨  𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩  .  ❜

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“ 𝑖 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑦 𝑖 𝑝𝑢𝑠ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠. 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡, 𝑦𝑜𝑢’𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡. “ / @queencfwolves​ 

                    𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑠  𝑛𝑜𝑡  𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑  𝑡𝑜  𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠  𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚  𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒  𝑏𝑢𝑡  𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑝ℎ𝑒𝑛  &  ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑦  .  it  was  sad  ,  but  30  years  in  a  glass  case  left  her  devoid  of  human  interaction  :  it’s  pathetic  ,  the  way  erica’s  words  bring  a  smile  to  her  lips  before  she’s  even  done  speaking  .  gold  eyes  shine  as  the  stare  at  the  ground  ,  &  a  hand  gently  shoves  at  the  blonde’s  shoulder  .  ❛  𝐨𝐡  ,  𝐬𝐡𝐮𝐭  𝐮𝐩  .  ❜  she’d  given  up  on  herself  years  ago  ,  long  before  erica’s  great  -  grandparents  were  even  born  .  ❛  𝐢'𝐦  𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲  𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞  𝐭𝐨  𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩  𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐧  .  ❜  &  that  was  the  truth  ,  one  she  wasn’t  upset  about  :  it’s  why  she  was  born  ,  after  all  .

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i seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever.                     ——— rabindranath tagore  @osbcrned

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FIVE TIMES KISSED

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ONE.                     they weren’t dating, not yet. some irrelevant movie played on the screen while harry sobered up and levi’s hand had found a spot to rest on his thigh ———- there was no avoiding it when she finally decided to lean over and kiss him for the first time. to this day, it was the best decision she ever made.TWO.                  they stood outside the restaurant of their first date. levi, in a stunning floor length red dress and harry in a suit that didn’t quite fit properly. her hands gently adjust his lapels and even in heels, she has to stretch up just slightly to place a chaste kiss on his chapped lips. it’s better than the first and means so much more now that she can call him her boyfriend. THREE.                     she’s transported to his home with her slingring, hands on his shoulders as his body rages. she knows it’s dangerous to be so close when he’s like this, but she forces him into a hug anyways. her forehead buried into his neck as she grips him as tightly as she possible can, and even as he fights (she can feel ribs cracking and just breathing begins to hurt), it was better he hurt her than killing any innocent people. it’s not until the struggling stops that her head raises, forehead pressing to his. a desperate, FORGIVING kiss to his lips as she winces from the pain building in her abdomen. FOUR.                      stephen walks her down the aisle, in the most beautiful dress she’d ever worn. the piano in the background plays some sappy tune and he takes her bouquet as he hands her off to harry and she’s so happy she could cry. the cool metal of the ring on her finger is the best feeling in the world and levi osborne kisses her husband like this is their last day together. so much love and happiness in one kiss, and nothing else in the world matters. FIVE.                    tears stream down her cheeks as she sits in the bed, harry’s head in her lap as she gently rubs a damp towel along his forehead, so careful not to hurt him. he was in so much pain, she knew that. he wouldn’t have asked her if he wasn’t. her heart is SHATTERED, and she knows she’ll never recover from this, no matter how many more thousands of years she might live. how stupid it was of her, to think she’d be okay falling in love with a human, and one with a terminal illness at that. it was pathetic, and she was cursing herself to the moon and back. but she’d never regret it, not for a second.                         she’d put it off much too long and she carefully brushes his hair out of his eyes, fingertips barely touching him. a spark of magic out of her hand and he’s gone, just like that. sobs wrack her body. screams burn her throat as she clings to him, desperately wishing there was more she could’ve done ——— but there was no saving him, no changing reality. it feels like hours before stephen appears, forcing her to let him go. one last kiss to his LIFELESS lips before she steps through the slingring and leaves stephen in charge of the burial. she couldn’t bury the person she loved more than life for a second time.