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Yow it's been a long time Again 🤣 and it's also been a long time since I've entertained someone in my life romantically. The last time was I think last March 2020?! There are guys who would actually try to get in but I was avoiding them. Im just not ready to have someone in my life yet and get myself anxious ALL THE FUCKING TIME! I just came to a realization that I should focus on myself and just chill without any worries about someone. Also, I feel like every guys are just the same like they all gonna leave me after me putting all my guards down. Im waiting for someone who's gonna make me realize that not all guys are the same. Who's gonna be willing to listen to all my stories even if its nonsense. Someone who I can be myself, where i don't need to pretend that Im okay when Im not, who I can cry to whenever i feel to. Who's gonna be caring and thoughtful as ever. Who has dreams with me in the future, would make an effort just to make me feel im special even just a simple one. Who's gonna love me more than I love myself. Who will never let me question my own worth. Who accepts me for who I am and I don't have to prove myself to him because for him, Im enough. Who encourages me to be a better version of myself. And most of all, who puts God in the center of everything. Maybe my standards are too high for some but I want that kind of someone, I pray for that someone. But as of now, there is none and it's totally fine with me. Im not in a rush and I know Im still young and I still want to enjoy my single life as much as possible but if ever the time will come that I'll be in a relationship, I wish and pray that it would be that someone above. Good night.

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Happy 31st birthday to my one and only reina 🎂💖 It's been a while since I opened again my tumblr account. I decided to just post a long greeting message for you here because I wanted you to see this. I wanted you to notice this hehe 😊 today's my mom's birthday too hihi. It's like we're celebrating your birthday here in the Philippines every year. You and my mom are the 2 queens of my life. You both inspire me to be a better woman. You're music always hurts me but also heals me at the same time. You're albums are such a masterpiece. Continue to inspire other young girls like me and to make good music that can always touch our hearts 🥺💖 i've been a fan since i was 12 yrs. Old and now im 19, i still never and will never get tired of you. I love you! Enjoy your day, hope you and your family always stay safe and hope you can come back here in the Philippines when everything comes back to normal. We are so many here waiting for you! Have a blast and i love youuuuu! Long liveee mi reina 🎂💗💗💗 @taylorswift @taylornation

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Bout to show up at your party ACM Awards 😺

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How to sleep early??? How to sleep properly??? Help!!!

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How nice it is to be alone in your room and just listen to folklore album by @taylorswift until you fall asleep...

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Do you ever feel so sad to the point that you just do anything just to not think about the things that makes you sad but still, at the end of the day you will cry it all out

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It's really saddening whenever there's someone who has to leave but it is more saddening and heartbreaking whenever there's someone who just leave without even saying goodbye. Like, they came into our lives without a notice and made us happy but will also leave without a notice. This makes me realized that it's really hard to trust somebody because you wouldn't even know when will they leave or if they'll going to come back?

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For me, happiness is getting scary nowadays bcos now you feel happy, the next day sadness will eat you emotionally. And that sucks!

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And now I feel like avoiding people enter my life bcos what's the point when they're all going to leave anyways?!

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Tim Mcgraw was the song that started it all and that was your debut album (self titled). 'You belong with me' was the song that made me into a swiftie. That was your fearless era and since then, I continue to love you and your music. Then, your speak now era started and I literally memorized all the lyrics of your tracks there (lol) and you had your concert here in the philippines 😭 And so the RED era started, every track hits me though Im not broken (lol) and you had your concert here in the Philippines... again 😪 I was too far from you bcos I was in Bohol but it's totally fine for me seeing you in tv. And then 1989 era started, I still remember the first song I've heard from that album was blank space. This is the 3rd physical album I got hihi. And you've been out of the sight for a while. And came back with the Reputation era, I so love this era 🖤 you came back bolder and stronger than before. This is the first physical album I got hehe. Finally Lover era started, from a dark reputation era to a very colorful lover era. I wake up early whenever you release something or you're having live in IG. I spent my lunch time listening to the tracks as soon as you released them. And this is the 2nd physical album I got hehe. 3/7, four albums to go yey! You've been through a lot mi reina and Im always proud of you in everything you do bcos you never fail to slay. I keep on admiring you more for being so brave for using your platform to fight for others. I will never regret stanning a queen like you! You are and always and inspiration to me. This pictures shows the best glo up u deserved. 14 years in the music industry and in that 14 years you made a history. Continue to fly high mi reina, Im always here for you 😍 HAPPY 14TH ANNIVERSARY @taylorswift 🎉💖 Ctto of the pictures 🙏💛 https://www.instagram.com/p/CBpOj6VgBmsE3Z1KyJeIdhckYvpVsRgerePlH00/?igshid=9rgietd8680a

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I dunno why I kept on downloading sad songs like am i that depressed and broken? Lol.

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I was actually not in a mood to talk to the point that when someone talks to me I won't respond. I just want to isolate myself in my room and just you know, scroll in my phone or just listen to my playlist 🙃

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I got used to your presence and it hurts when your presence doesn't bother me anymore 🙃💔