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In Ten Years - A poem

In ten years, I’ll meet you in a bookstore. Buying a couple of books, children’s and parenting books. I’ll avoid you, you look wonderful. Glowing, with an engagement ring on your finger, silver jewelry around your neck. Items I would have never been able to give you. I caught a glimpse of your lockscreen. A man smiling with long hair, he stands next to you in a forest. He’s kneeling and you’re smiling at him. You come up to me, the words die in your throat, I pretend not to hear. You check out before me. You leave the store, and I’m sure I’ll never see you again.

In twenty five years, I’ll see you in a grocery store. I won’t recognize you at first. Until I see your daughter, the same age that we were when we first met. She has your smile, her eyes crinkle the same way yours do. You’re picking out fruit, oranges specifically. A man comes up behind you, hugging and kissing you, in a way I would have never been able to do. He loves you. And you love him, more than you ever loved me. Your daughter walks away, bumping into me, she apologizes in the same tone you said goodbye for the last time. I tear up, I end up buying the instant ramen that we always had together.

I’ll meet you for the last time in 90 years. When I’ve long been laid to rest. Your bones lay near mine. Next to your husbands, of course, it had been your last wish. Your children mourn your loss, the loving mother you were. They visit often, recounting your stories. They speak of your husband, of him being your love, the stories of you meeting. My daughter visits, she runs into your children one day. She speaks of me, her adopted mother. Saying my name freely, and in turn your children speak of you. They remember their mothers, who are now buried next to each other, forced together for eternity, to make up for the life they never led together. Maybe one day our daughters will be able to love in a way we never could.

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Girl Scout Cookies<3

It was around this time last year I bought those sucky Girl Scout cookies. They were off brand, and I should’ve known they would have been awful.

But, I still bought them, alongside a bag of chips and some chocolates. Now, it’s this time of year again. They’ve long since knocked down the small store we used to buy our snacks at.

I’ve been going to a new place, the gas station five minutes from my house. I only get chips when I go.

I wish they would still accompany me to buy those knock off Girl Scout cookies.

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INTRO<3333

Hi!! I’m Ink<3 I’m 21!!! I write all sorts of things, like poems or drabbles! I’m in all sorts of fandoms, so if you want anything just ask!! My ao3 user is 1nkzheartzisurz!!! My requests are wide open so feel free to ask about anything :>

The fandoms I’ll write for: Danganronpa, Lego Monkie Kid, Genshin Impact, Twisted Wonderland, Undertale, Obey Me, TMNT, and many more!! Just ask to see!!

What I won’t write: Any form of smut, anything illegal, and any form of a proship

Please respect the boundaries I have put in place<3