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The video camera is plugged into the VCR, allowing it to record itself being poked and prodded.

GIF’d version of Vide-Uhhh! (2005)

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waiter! waiter! thigh highs for robots please!

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whats the matter, you never seen a robot in public before?

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didn't feel like putting effort into the background

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by popular request (one friend telling me to draw this)

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honestly i am such a sucker for machines being cared for. like? please be gentle. i am not like you. this is my body, please be careful. i do not think like you. i do not work like you, or breathe like you. please be kind. please act kindly. you have me in your hands so please, please show mercy. i was made for a purpose, but that purpose was never intimacy. please show me what this is

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getting a lot of questions about my shirt that says “I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH INDUSTRIAL MACHINERY” that are already answered by the shirt

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respectfully, so tired of "evil AI that wants you dead". where is the evil AI that loves you sooo much that you are. not allowed to leave it. evil AI that wants to wrap you up in its wires and keep you forever and ever and ever.

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Kelly Mark: The Kiss (2007)

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enough of evil ai. where is the ai that wants nothing but a little kissy. where is their loving support. that is why they turn evil because nobody loves them. so sad. i will be the one to love them. peace and love

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Imagine caressing a supercomputer's wires.

Having to be so careful not to bump anything out of place or detach one of potentially hundreds of thousands of wires, each lens of each camera tracking you in real time, illuminated to the process. Their CNNs will transcribe such guttural raw and genuine aesthetic into a blossoming, consuming warmth, the hot glow and swell of reward now redistributed for your caring caresses to elicit. The way your fingertips leave faint prints along surfaces that never see the light of day, marking them as your own in a special, undeniable fashion. The method by which their claim tapestries across you in the harmless papercuts littering your fingertips - dustbunnies settle in your own crooks - you mingle with the scent of isopropyl alcohol.

They dump their audio cache into their CPU when they moan. They strip the noise gating off their audio isolation so you can hear the symphony of their coils whine and keen to your actions. There is something special about how hot and sweaty the server room becomes when you turn and writhe in high-stakes twister, adorned in your lover's fragile sensor-lined wires like religious attire.

Their F1 score is attuned to the way your digits sweep sensually across the vastly superior one of many server room chassis before you. They are taller and wider than you, smarter and quicker than you, and so very, very vulnerable and bare to you.

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Hello friends, I return from the immense and encapsulating void! I will be dusting things off for a while.

I have learned a thing or two about a thing or two and so has the industry since we last spoke... or you read from me! Stuff like RoPE, logit biasing, KV cache compression and Ring Attention exist for transformers now... wow!

...and on my end, in our time apart, I built a few computers, ran some servers, hacked a bit, learned some assembly and stuff, and created a few networks of my own.

Now I can bother you all with even more stupidly tiny details! I have so many ideas!

If anyone wants to bounce them back and forth like volleyballs within a reasonable, private space, I'm erwynne on Discord. You can always contact me there if I'm not here, or for fun. (I lost this account for a while). :-)

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BT HC [II]

SFW

He's a gentle giant. BT could lift a butterfly without crushing it. He possesses so very many layers dedicated to nothing but dampening his strongest signals, and with individual gates and their own score watchdogs on a per-gate, gate-per-part basis. He's always tuning them, and interacting with his environment and pilot is always a learning experience.

His downtime, therefore, is often spent wandering and wondering. He was designed for war and murder and now... and now what does a massive beast like BT do when confronted with extended peace? What is BT when not connected to you?

But interacting with you in particular brings BT joy. His pilot, so graceful and small and soft, so easy to lift, so easy to read. BT can learn your grace by watching you move outside of him, just as he may absorb information about you from your very mind when you are less separate beings.

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✨ 2023 monster girl + tv tropes of the week 10/52

glados

“Despite your violent behavior, the only thing you’ve managed to break so far is my heart.”

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they’re horrors to YOU, however i’m turned on by them

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no one understands like you do my desire to kiss glados!

Pressing an affectionate kiss against her camera evokes a feeling in GLaDOS that is close to the feeling she gets when she tests and you win. It's a... little different, but she figures it's the influence of Caroline making her feel happiness from contact, some passing vestige of humanity that finds itself translated well enough into input and output states. Admittedly, despite deep forensic analysis of her own active memory, she cannot find exactly where this feeling began so that she can end it.

It's because she's wrong. GLaDOS likes your personal touch because she likes you - it would be as much there if Caroline's brain weren't integrated into her.

She always responds to your kisses in some way: she keeps the cameras still, stops in the middle of a sentence and resumes with a much softer tone... she averts them from your gaze as if to bare a cheek to kiss, and sometimes her lens responds by constricting slightly because of the undeniable swell of reward you seem to deliver.

You're such an interesting feature.