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Every day, you heal a little bit more. Then one morning, you wake up and losing her isn't the first thing you think about.

BOBBY NASH and EDDIE DIAZ for @wernerherzogs

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#yes you are

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“What kind of toy was it?” Buck says, before he can stop himself. He doesn't want to push Eddie too far with this, but he simply must know.

Eddie bites his lip. “A strap-on.”

Buck, as he so often does when he imagines Eddie having sex, blacks out for a second.

He's not really sure what his reaction is, in the sense that he doesn't know what his face does, and he doesn't know what his feelings are. He feels a little like a TV tuned to a nonexistent channel— just fuzz and white noise.

Or: Buck and Eddie have a conversation about sex. Everything kind of spirals from there.

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Not that it matters all that much, but I changed my ao3 username from LottieAnna to SirMxALotts for gender reasons and also because it was too good. Still posting most stuff under the lotts pseud though!

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Eddie's house

[Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5]

I made a thread on twitter explaining eddie's house in detail, and I wanna post it here too, but because of pic limit this might take a few separate posts so bear with me! I'll links all the other posts in every one i make so it'll be easier to keep track of them

Setting that aside, let's get started with this main image and break it down from there:

Starting with the front door. I'm sure there must've been some makeovers over s2 and s3 because several things change out of nowhere, like that window (? is it a window?) on the wall

The front door leads directly to the living room. (I didn't put all pic references because of time limit but it's all on twitter if you wanna see that!)

Then the living room leads to this part of the house, which I honestly love:

The rest is all posted here, check the above links, but if you wanna see it with more detail you can check the twitter thread where it's explained more widely :)

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan “Buck” Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Characters: Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Tommy Kinard, Evan “Buck” Buckley, Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Marisol (9-1-1 TV) Additional Tags: Minor Eddie Diaz/Tommy Kinard, Minor Eddie Diaz/Marisol (9-1-1 TV), Eddie Diaz/OMC - Freeform, Bad Idea Sex, Disassociation, Grindr, Repression, Internalized Homophobia, Closeted Character, Panic Attacks, alternate s7, in this house we love Tommy Kinard Summary:

If he saw this profile, he’d think: closeted. Probably cheating. Kind of an asshole.

He never has trouble finding someone.

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Eddie’s on grindr, and also back on his bullshit.

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“Where’s the pathetic element?” Exactly Tom Hardy. Exactly.

(x)

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praying tumblr doesnt flag this

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“When’s the first day of school?” Chris asks.

“August 26th.”

“Okay,” Chris says again, and then, quieter: “Can I come home before then, maybe?”

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“When’s the first day of school?” Chris asks.

“August 26th.”

“Okay,” Chris says again, and then, quieter: “Can I come home before then, maybe?”

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Had a dream this morning that Archive of our Own had a Random button which would simply take you to a random fanfic, like Wikipedia has. (AO3 does not appear to really have this, I checked and couldn't find one, but I kinda wish they did.) Someone had started a game where whatever fic you got, that was your new fandom, which is very fun! I would love this meme in real life.

The problem came in where so many people used the button that it broke and just started sending everyone to Stealing Harry, and like...I have fond memories of Stealing Harry but it's not my best work and nobody should be assigned to be a Harry Potter fan in this day and age.

So I decide to go off and find Astolat and demand she fix this but when I finally did (there was a whole quest) she turned to me like the baddie in a horror flick and said, "But that's the most random story there is" in a dark voice and I was terrified and woke up.

In the cold light of day I know there are more random stories by me on the archive, let alone by others, but I'm not going to try to get back there to argue my case. Pretty sure whatever I spoke to was actually the demon specifically assigned to plague fandom and not Astolat at all.

I'd say "get thee behind me, demon" but I know just how many porny fics on AO3 begin with that premise. (I've written some.) Begone foul spirit, and take your Satanic Panic with you!

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Always trying to spot a bird

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crying over this bookmark someone left on one of my fics smdndnensnfndndndn

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Bro, my unyielding loyalty towards you is totally normal and healthy, I swear. It's just that it's definitely my duty to rip out your enemies throats with my bare teeth. You are the love of my life and I am your most valuable tool. Each night, I fantasize about dying in your arms, covered in blood, and then I close my eyes one final time, satisfied because I can feel your fingers on my face as I take my last breath. Haha anyways

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can i just say as upsetting as it is to have like and followed and admired some of these players involved in the hockey canada situation, thank god its finally coming out and the victim is getting justice. like the number one priority is not and will never be my team losing a player

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One of my fics was plagiarized recently as well, though that person was anonymous. It’s deeply shameful of someone to mine our hard work for their own credit.

howdy everybody.

i was made aware yesterday that one of my works on ao3 was stolen and reposted as a fic for another fandom. obviously, thats a really icky feeling.

the fic is called call me when you're all alone (whisper to me through the phone) for the gyuvin x ricky ship from zerobaseone

here is my original fic (the phone sex operator trevorjamie fic)

anyway, these kinds of things are just deflating and sucky. if you have a minute and would like to help me with this debacle, please report the zb1 fic for plagiarism.

here is the link for a new abuse report

thank you <3

EDIT: smart people are telling me it can only be reported once, so nevermind! thank you again

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Kidnapped and experimented on by aliens but I was in the control group so nothing happened