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I’m never gonna stop pushing the Travis was Mari’s chambelán agenda

Mari def had the classic charro style XV with the red and white dress (100% her moms choice but she ended up liking it) and her like four/five chambelanes, including Travis, were dressed in mariachi outfits

Her surprise song included something by Selena (since she would’ve been popping by then)

She had invited the team and they all showed up, some of them didn’t fully understand why 15 was such a big deal and Mari was lowkey too lazy to explain the tradition.

Since Travis was a chambelán Coach Martínez was there which the girls were definitely nervous about (especially cause some of them were trying to get fucked up) but they all lowkey came to a silent agreement to not bring it up and enjoy the party

Javi was a too young to be a chambelán but he really wanted to, he showed up to all the practices and learned all the choreography just by watching them.

None of the girls knew how to dance to any of the music, except for Akilah who had also joined to watch their practices, so Mari made sure to request some American music every once in a while. They would have caught on to el payaso de rodeo pretty quick tho had it been released by then. They’d do a dance circle similar to the scene from s1

After the dances Travis would try to hide at a table but someone (sometimes Mari or a random tia or one time Akilah) would invite him to dance and no matter how hard he tried to resist he would still end up on the dance floor. He sucked at dancing but he had a good time, he’d never admit it tho.

After the crash Mari’s parents would rewatch the footage from her XV cause it was the happiest they’d seen her, surrounded by her friends and people that loved her. They’d try to focus on her voice but the noise in the background and the overall buggy tech back then made it challenging. They do manage to clearly listen to the speech she gave, she talked about how happy she was to be surrounded by friends and family, how grateful she was to have that privilege, how much she loved her parents for making it happen, she takes a dig a Travis for his bad dancing but he and everyone else laughs about it.

When her parents receive what’s left of Mari’s body they choose to believe that she died when the plane went down, cause that’s what the survivors told them, but deep down they would know it wasn’t the truth.

On what would’ve been Mari’s 25th birthday Travis and Natalie appear on the Ibarra’s doorstep, ridden with guilt about what happened, and they see the ofrenda they keep up all year round with Mari’s picture. They watch the XV footage together, which makes them feel worse. After that Mari’s parents invite them to stay for café y pan dulce and they just talk about Mari. Her parents don’t ask outright what happened out there but they do ask if she went quick and without pain, Natalie lies and says yes because Travis felt so much guilt he couldn’t open his mouth.

Her parents don’t know Mari sacrificed herself so that they others could get help, they don’t know she’s the reason they got home.

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!!!

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COURTNEY AND SOPHIE PRODUCING ‘GIRL IN PIECES’ I THINK I MIGHT IMPLODE

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HER ARMS OMFG COURTNEY PLEASE PLEASE ONE CHANCE PLEASE 🙏

Biggest mistake by the show runners was not having more scenes with her biceps fr

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Yall tmw im just now remembering the other night when i took an edi and started reciting the Natalie death scene🧍🏻‍♀️

The person I was with was deadass horrified watching me talking bout some “we’ve been here for years”

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Really ashamed to admit I didn’t make the connection between Mari drinking hot chocolate and her last name Ibarra also being a brand of Mexican hot chocolate

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CHAT I WAS RIGHT‼️‼️‼️

MARIANA IBARRA MY INSTICTS ARE UNMATCHED

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Alexa hitting the penjamin for Mari dw

Rip Mari Ibarra you would've loved vaping in public bathrooms

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So distraught about last night I might have to put Mari on my ofrenda this year fr

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Not the step dad but the dad fell down the stairs yk

the way i laughed when lottie called callie "our child" and wilderness baby "our baby". lottie matthews laying claim to shauna's children right down to the last second. icon.

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I haven’t been able to stop crying since last night

MARI SHOULD HAVE LIVED ONFG

fall into a pit once shame on coach ben. fall into it twice... well. mari, u will forever be famous for being just a teenage girl. the realest one of them all.

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I get so upset thinking about how all the Latino characters in yj are dead now.

And for them to not give us their death dreams or any real background

I understand it only the main girls that get the death dreams but Mari became so important that she deserved one

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I’m just so upset that I knew

I literally did not cry this hard for any other death this season or past seasons. Like this actually left me mad devastated

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Spoilers for 3x10

I actually can’t look at Shauna or Lottie the same anymore

I’m just so heartbroken they rly did that shit to my prima

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Just finished 3x10

No

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i just know mari is a chismosa but i feel like travis could be a no sabo kid. imagine mari coming up to him trying to give him the chisme and he just pretends he gets it so another crazy ass cannibal girl doesn’t try to murder him

Omg you’re so right actually😭

Or maybe Travis is the kind of no sabo where he understands but just can’t speak yk

I think he would try his best though cause he’s been wanting to talk shit w someone so every once in a while he’ll through in a “pero like” or “enserió”

But Mari lowkey so oblivious she wouldn’t even catch that he doesn’t know how to speak Spanish so she’d continue doing it thinking that he’s just quiet.