lostmyself-whenilostyou
lostmyself-whenilostyou
Terrence๐Ÿค
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Dreaming away my life
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๐๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐‹๐ž๐ญ ๐Œ๐ž ๐†๐จ ๐ฉ๐ญ ๐Ÿ
"๐ผ ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐“‹๐‘’๐“‡, "๐ป๐‘’๐“๐“๐‘œ, ๐’ธ๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘’?
๐’ž๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘’? ๐’ž๐’ถ๐“ƒ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’ท๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘’?" "
Pairing: Kang Dae Ho/388 x F! Reader
Warnings: Swearing, blood, death
Word count:1,100
You sat in your bed still, fidgeting with your hands as you heard some people talk a couple of beds away from you, discussingย  what the next game could be with the man that apparently was a previous winner of this game. You looked over to their side as soon as you heard a familiar voice. As you turned to see you saw Dae Ho standing there with the small crowd of people, asking what the next game would be. From what you could overhear they said to pick the triangle shape, you didn't know what for but you'd be sure to keep that in mind just in case. You were snapped out of your thoughts as you saw Dae Ho looking back at you, you didn't even realize you were staring at him, too caught up in your thoughts to notice until you felt his gaze on you. You looked away as quickly as you could while blushing. You stayed with your head down, playing with your own hands nervously as you heard a voice beside you. You looked up, slowly opening your eyes hoping it wouldn't be Dae ho. You let out a defeated and annoyed sigh as you saw it was him, his nervous smile quickly dropping as he saw your annoyed expression. โ€œListen, I'm sorry. I-... The money wasn't enough for me yetโ€ฆโ€ He explained as he looked down, unable to look at you for some reason. You sighed again. โ€œIt's fine, we just met so thereโ€™s no reason why I should have trusted you anyway.โ€ You said while looking down at your hands. โ€œYou can trust me.โ€ He said sheepishly and you looked up at him from where you sat. โ€œAnd how am I supposed to know if youโ€™re telling the truth?โ€ You asked with interrogation in your tone. โ€œWell I did save your lifeโ€ฆโ€ He said with a slight smile. That was true. He had saved your life, but he risked it now by voting to play one more game. โ€œLook, just stick with me? We can protect each other for one more game and then leave. Besides, I've already made friends with the previous winner, so I'm quite the catch huh?โ€ He chuckled, trying to lighten the mood. You rolled your eyes but inside you knew he was right, you still didn't trust him but it would benefit you to stick with him, and even if your mind was telling you not to trust him, you couldn't shake off that the way he chuckled, the way he looked at you, and the way he smiled slightly gave you a unknownย  warm feeling that scared you slightly. But you pushed that away for now as you nodded, knowing it would benefit you to stick with him and the apparent team he made. โ€œFine. Iโ€™ll trust you for now.โ€ You said hesitantly, your voice almost a whisper. โ€œGreat. Come on, Iโ€™ll introduce you to Mr.456.โ€ He stuck out his hand for you to take. You stood up off your bed and walked past him, ignoring how the small gesture made your heart flutter. He sighed and put his hand back at his side as he walked with you, stopping in front of his now ยดteamยด.ย  You looked at them nervously and smiled as Dae Ho spoke up. โ€œThis isโ€ฆโ€ He trailed off as he turned to look at you. โ€œSorry, earlier you never got to give me your name.โ€ He smiled at you. You looked back at him with a neutral expression, still skeptical about him. โ€œIt's y/n.โ€ You told him. โ€œAh.โ€ He looked back at 456 and the other two men, 001 and 390. โ€œThis is miss y/n.โ€ He told them with a smile as he placed a hand on your shoulder. You tensed slightly, but your heart skipped a beat at the small touch.ย 
As you now had a little group of five, the man who you later learned was named Gi-hun told the group you should take turns to sleep and keep watch in case something goes wrong in the night. Now it was your turn to watch while the others slept. You were nodding off as you suddenly felt a hand on your shoulder. You flinched, startled as you turned around and calmed down once you saw it was Dae Ho. โ€œShit, you scared me.โ€ You sighed out in relief with a hand on your chest. โ€œSorry.โ€ He smiled sheepishly at you as he sat down next to you. โ€œCant sleep?โ€ You asked. โ€œNope, can't keep my eyes shut.โ€ He sighed. โ€œWell then.โ€ You cleared your throat. โ€œYour turn to watch.โ€ You said as you stood up, but you felt his hand grab yours. Your breath hitched in your throat. โ€œStay? I don't like to be alone.โ€ He mumbled out the last part as you saw a flick of vulnerability on his face, even in the dark room. You rolled your eyes slightly, not liking how his hand on yours made you feel, but sat back down next to him without saying a word. โ€œSo, Y/N, how did you end up here?โ€ย  He asked silently. โ€œUh, wellโ€ฆ Same reason as everyone I guess, Iโ€™ve got debts to pay.โ€ You shrugged. โ€œYeah, but there's gotta be more to you than just that.โ€ He chuckled, โ€œI don't really think there is.โ€ You scoffed lightly.๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ โ€œBummerโ€ฆ The pretty ones are always boring..โ€ You scoffed, โ€œI am not boring.โ€ You looked at him โ€œWell then prove it.โ€ His face moved closer to yours. โ€œUhhโ€ฆ How exactly?โ€ You stuttered. โ€œWellโ€ฆ Boring girls donโ€™t kiss guys so maybeโ€ฆโ€ He trailed off as he leaned his face closer to yours. Your heart sped up at the closeness and you found yourself blushing and subconsciously leaning in until your lips touched his and everything else around you disappeared. The kiss was slow and passionate as one of his hands came up to cup your cheek, you let out a noise of surprise and he chuckled against your lips. You suddenly heard someone clear their throat behind you both. You gasped and instantly pulled away from Dae Hoโ€™s lips, blushing furiously as you saw Gi Hun standing there, looking rather amused. โ€œJust thought Iโ€™d come see if you guys were tired.โ€ He smirked lightly โ€œ Uh.. Well yeah I think I'm gonna go to sleep.. Uh yeahโ€ฆโ€ You stuttered over your words as you couldn't even look at either of them in the eyes. Even though you felt Dae Ho staring at you as you leftย  to go to bed, you did not look back, too embarrassed.
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Hey guys so I got logged out but I had this already written sorry it took me so fucking long but I could not remember the password to this acc for the life of me anyway here u go another shitty Dae Ho fic๐Ÿค
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lostmyself-whenilostyou ยท 22 hours ago
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Bruh I got logged out of this account I just logged back in
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I watched Squid Game yesterday
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Good lord I need him
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๐๐ž๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐‹๐ž๐ญ ๐Œ๐ž ๐†๐จ
โ€œ๐ผ ๐“‡๐‘’๐“‚๐‘’๐’ท๐‘’๐“‡ ๐“Œ๐’ฝ๐‘’๐“ƒ ๐ผ ๐“ˆ๐’ถ๐“Œ ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐’ป๐‘œ๐“‡ ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘’ ๐’ป๐’พ๐“‡๐“ˆ๐“‰ ๐“‰๐’พ๐“‚๐‘’, ๐“Ž๐‘œ๐“Š ๐“Œ๐‘’๐“‡๐‘’ ๐“๐’ถ๐“Š๐‘”๐’ฝ๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘”,ย ๐“ˆ๐“…๐’ถ๐“‡๐“€๐“๐’พ๐“ƒ๐‘” ๐“๐’พ๐“€๐‘’ ๐’ถ ๐“ƒ๐‘’๐“Œ ๐’น๐’พ๐“‚๐‘’โ€
AN: This is so long guys sorry I'm thinking of making it a series?
Pairing: Kang Dae Ho/388 x F! Reader
Warnings: Really none, swearing maybe, oh and blood, death, no smut for this part (sorryyy)
Word count: 1,454
You woke up in a bed surrounded by hundreds of other people, you didn't know where you were, but all you could remember is getting in a van after a man at a subway station said you could make money to pay your debts in some โ€œgamesโ€ like the one he had played with you, and next thing you knew, you woke up here. You looked around as all the other people around you woke up at the music that was playing over some speakers. You walked to the center, confused but following everyone else as a door opened in the front of the room and some masked people in red uniforms stepped out. He welcomed all of you as he said over the next six days youโ€™d be playing some games and would receive a cash prize if you won. Some people started complaining about how you all got basically kidnapped into these games, but they all shut up once the people who seemed like โ€œguardsโ€ started showing videos of all the people there playing the same game you did at the subway station, and saying how much each person owed. Now you were even more confused, did everybody come here for the same reason as you? You were embarrassed as they played the clip of you getting slapped in the face. But that was quickly replaced with shock once they announced how much the cash prize would be.45,600 billion Won. Your jaw dropped at the amount announced as they lowered a golden piggy bank from the ceiling.
After all that was done, you were brought into the first game, you almost laughed as they announced the game, โ€œRed light, green lightโ€? The children's game? Now you really didnt know what the fuck was going on. A voice started saying the instructions for the game, you didn't bother paying attention, too wrapped up in your thoughts of what was going on. Until a voice snapped you out of it. โ€œThis is not just a game! If you lose the game, you die!!โ€ A voice shouted out, you thought the guy was insane, and so did everyone apparently, since they started laughing at him, thinking he was saying that to win the prize money himself. The man pleaded with everyone to believe him. But as the doll turned around nobody did. That is until the game started. You moved as fast as you could, stopping as soon as the giant doll turned around. You didn't believe you were gonna die, but you sure as hell were not losing a 45,600 billion Won prize. The man continued on his paranoid talk as he shoutedย  โ€œFREEZEโ€ every time the doll turned around. This continued for a few more turns until you heard a girl yell and move. You were shocked at seeing she got shot in the head after moving. And now with even more fear, you did not move. As you heard another gunshot you almost flinched but tried to remain still as people on both sides of you started trying to run for the doors. You couldn't move if you wanted to, paralyzed with fear for the next couple of turns. Your eyes moved to the timer on the wall. 1 minute left and you were only a little more than half way across. You didn't wanna die but you were stuck in place, having forgotten how to move. That is until you feel a hand grab yours and drag you along with them. You were still in shock as you turned to see a tall man with jet black hair next to you as you now ran with him, stopping when the doll turned around. You couldn't speak as you still feared you would die with 50 seconds left on the timer, the guy kept on running with you till the finish line with only 5 seconds left on the timer, you immediately broke down sobbing as you crossed the finish line with this mysterious guy. You immediately started thanking him for saving you. โ€œThank you so much.โ€ You said through tears, mostly tears of happiness and relief now as he smiled at you, and for some odd reason, your heart fluttered at his small smile as he panted, tired like you. As you both slumped against the wall behind you, he spoke up. โ€œYou're welcome. I couldn't let a girl as pretty as you die.โ€ He mumbled the last part but you sure heard it as he blushed slightly, you couldn't tell if it was because of his words or he was simply tired from running, so you just ignored that and the fact it made you feel quite warm inside.
Later, after you were taken out of the game, you sat in your bed next to the man who had saved your life, he told you to stick with him now, and youโ€™d be crazy to deny some sort of โ€˜protectionโ€™ in these games. You were both scared, even if he didnt say it you could see it on his face as you spoke up in a slightly trembling voice. โ€œSo, what's your name?โ€ You asked as he lifted up his head at your question โ€œDae-ho. Kang Dae Ho.โ€ He answered back with a scared smile. โ€œIm-โ€ Before you could finish your sentence the doors opened and the masked guards stepped out again. You looked around as you froze in place, seeing people hide under the beds or back up into the corners. Some people even started begging for their lives, kneeling down on the floor as one of the guards spoke up, saying they were not there to harm you. Suddenly, you heard a familiar voice speak up, the same man shouting during the first game, player 456. โ€œClause 3 of the consent form. The games may be terminated upon a majority vote. Correct?โ€ He shouted out at the guards. They agreed, saying you could take a vote. But before that they lowered the giant piggy bank again, showing the amount of money accumulated from the first game. 9.1 billion won. Everyone, including you and Dae Ho looked up in awe at the money as the stacks of Won dropped down into the piggy bank. The guards explained you could all divide the money now equally, or play more games and win more money. As appealing as that sounded to you, you were scared and weren't about to risk your life again. You looked over at Dae Ho as they explained the voting process. โ€œYouโ€™ll vote to go, right?โ€ You asked, the fear creeping back into your voice. He nodded hesitantly. โ€œYeah, yeah.โ€ His tone didn't convince you, and you just met him, so you couldn't trust his words as you both walked into the lines being formedย  at the center of the room for voting. After some people voted and O was winning, player 456 spoke up again, saying he had played these games before and all the people with him died. You were even more scared now and just wanted to go home.
As you walked up to the two buttons in front of you, with a shaky hand you pressed X and placed the X on your chest. Going onto the X side of the room. A few more people passed and then it was Dae Hoโ€™s turn. You hoped you were wrong and he would vote X, but as his face lit up blue and the numbers in O went up, you couldn't help but feel betrayed for some reason, even if you two had just met. You looked over as he went to the O side with a shocked and hurt expression. You knew you couldn't trust him, so why did this shock you? He met your gaze with a quite guilty expression as you looked away, angry and sad that you wouldn't be able to go home yet, but you decided to internally forgive him as the voting passed since even with him voting opposite, the majority wanted to stay. After the voting was over and you sadly were not gonna go home yet, you went back to your bed as the guards handed out food to the people in line for it. You simply couldn't eat, not after seeing all those people die, slightly covered in blood yourself, not after being betrayed like that. You felt disgusted and betrayed yet you didn't even know why, you had just met Dae Ho but there was something about him, a feeling he gave you that you just couldn't shake off. It was a feeling that made you think being stuck here for one more day wouldn't be that bad if you had him.
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Okay this will defintely have another part. Anyway this was my first ever fic and I just felt like I had to write the WHOLE plot idk why, so I hope I did good๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ. I hope you enjoyed it and if you have any requests dont be shyyy gimme cuz Idk what to write on a blog like this lmaooo
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lostmyself-whenilostyou ยท 1 month ago
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Dae Ho fic coming soon I've been busy sorry๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”
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kang dae-ho you did nothing wrong
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lostmyself-whenilostyou ยท 1 month ago
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Making one rn๐Ÿ˜›๐Ÿ˜›
Patiently waiting for more Dae-ho fanfics.
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โ™ก Im Terrence heyy!!
-- I made this blog cuz im lowk bored but lmao--
โœง.* Fandoms/ characters I'll write for
Iยดll edit this post when I actually have a masterlist/post something lmao so thats all for now
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ใƒปโฅใƒป ๐“•๐“ช๐“ท๐“ญ๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ผ ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“ฌ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ป๐“ช๐“ฌ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ผ ๐“˜'๐“ต๐“ต ๐”€๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ฎ ๐“ฏ๐“ธ๐“ปใƒปโฅใƒป
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โ†ณ โ [] ยก! โž๐’ฎ๐“†๐“Š๐’พ๐’น ๐’ข๐’ถ๐“‚๐‘’ ๐Ÿฃ&๐Ÿค
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โ†ณ โ [] ยก! โž ๐“ง-๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ท
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โ†ณ โ [] ยก! โž ๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“—๐“พ๐“ท๐“ฐ๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐“–๐“ช๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ผ
เณ„เพ€เฟ หŠหŽ- Finnick Odair, Peeta Mellark, Katniss Everdeen, Coriolanus Snow, Sejanus Plinthเณ„เพ€เฟ หŠหŽ-
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เณ„เพ€เฟ หŠหŽ-Tate Langdon, James Patrick March, Kai Anderson, Jimmy Darling, Kit Walker, Kyle Spencer, Violet Harmon, Michael Langdonเณ„เพ€เฟ หŠหŽ-
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I can write for other characters/fandoms too tho! Requests are open!<3
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