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:(

I think one of the most painful thing i ever had to do and still do go through  is watching the love that once bloomed  wither away and slowly die - S.A

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It is a sad thing when relationships swerve into this devastating routine of taking turns hurting each other more often than loving on one another.

-Samuel Decker Thompson @adudewritingpoetry My book, Our Fucked Up Hearts, is available here https://www.amazon.com/dp/1539545016/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_P-QHzbBDT7MMN

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Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words.

Robert Frost (via lilpieceofmyworld)

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sunflowers

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so I'll tell you I’ll tell you that I slept all day yesterday because at least my life isn’t mine when I’m not awake I’ll tell you that the scars on my thighs are getting harder and harder to cover I’ll tell you that I cried on the floor of the shower yesterday for an hour because tears don’t stain my cheekbones as badly when they melt into  the hot water I’ll tell you that as the one person that makes me want to be alive, you’re the one person I’m not even sure wants to stay I’ll tell you that I got so fucking drunk yesterday because I can’t handle anything sober  I’ll tell you that I have no expectations but hope with all of my heart that you love me back I’ll tell you that I am tears, dilated pupils, scars and loneliness  I’ll tell you that I’m everything you shouldn’t want to hold on to, and hope that you hold on anyways

the air that i breathe IV - blue-delusion (via blue-delusion)

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Accurate.

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She looked at him, as if there’s no one else in this world who is worth loving— except for him.

ma.c.a // Eyes Lovelier than the Skies (via vomitingwords)

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she was a fallen angel her life was felt so very painful her tragedies left her hateful and her habits made her unstable her love was always unable to show to those she loved - another poem from my wordpress / -s.a

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listeng to keaton henson and crying lol

"As we lie in bed, I feel lonely Though we're young, I feel eighty years old And your arms around me are keeping me warm But baby, I'm still feeling cold Baby, I'm still feeling cold"

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Why do I do this to myself

I think he may be falling out of love with me perhaps, it's my changing personalities why is this who I have to be? I don't bring light into your eyes and truly it's killing me inside I miss when you'd look at me i was art; with sparkling big eyes I'm petrified of him leaving my side I'm scared I've become a pestering, self-loathing bug in your mind, the tears I cry, only push you away as you turn a blind eye why is this who i have to be? why can't I be like her I lack her normality I notice him slowly slipping away without my world is in gray baby please, I'm scared to lose you at least lie and say you'll stay -shania.a

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I just want to be able to breathe again.

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Unhealthy relationship

I wish I had another, who looked at me as if i bring the stars back into his skies and not a man who tells me I am everything he despises I wish I was beautiful in your eyes see you call me beautiful but when your heated that becomes a blatant lie it like a switch is quickly turned on you raise you voice and the woman who loves you deeply becomes many repulsive names The shadows creeps in from all directions I wish you knew how long it took me to like who I see in my reflection I flinch at the sight of you hands being raised you no longer make me feel like I have emotional protection.. your words they reopen my wounds that I stitched together on my own Ive recovered from being abused but now here I am again; bruised and I had disregard every noose but now unhealthy memories fill every part of my head I don’t want to believe you hate me but that’s what you said … - girl who misses the old you :(

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I sit in the dark on my kitchen floor once again, crying over someone who doesn’t love me

(via somewhatsomelikepoetry)

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