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describing angels as the "this could've been an email" of interactions between the divine and humanity made something click into place for me actually

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forgive me father for sometimes i just say things

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i hate even thinking of my lovers being harmed without me there to protect them. of blood being spilled without me there to kiss their bleeding wounds, of them having pain without ecstasy. of any other getting to see them weak.

i am the only one allowed to hurt them.

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oh, to be held by a beautiful strong angel who I can trust to protect me, even if I do not require protection…

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im going to make a masterpost for all of my works relating to my series “In God’s Hands”

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biblically accurate kandi

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trope i really like is self-loathing characters desperate for the catharsis of punishment for frankly rather selfish reasons who r also obsessed with repeatedly pressing others into hating them and hurting them as essentially a method of self harm. yes baby continue making it worse for urself and everybody around u instead of doing an actually productive and effective journey of improvement and redemption

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As a God living in this world , amongst those I am supposed to be " above " .

I couldn't feel much less like them ..

As a God , Diety , Divine , Angel , whichever word may fit .

I am trapped in this measly body . Scratching at my back for wings . Blinding my eyes for faux sensations of halos .

Feeling so terribly without myself . Without the true me . I grasp for the ounces of comfort and glee of being me .

I am just a God in a body . A body not made for me .

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Thinking about my archangels… Michael, Uriel, Lucifer, Raguel, Camael, Azrael, Barachiel, Daniel, Jophiel, Zadkiel, Raphael, and Gabriel were my first company in a previously empty universe and I miss them all. Any of you, and any other angels out there, know that you have my love, even if I was terrible at showing it.

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reblog to preen and care for prev’s wings

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"can i questions your authority?" i asks god

"fuck you" said god, who was actually the fuck you guy

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REBLOG IF ITS OKAY TO TALK TO YOU.

Please.

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Being psychotic and nonhuman does not make you any less valid.

You are so loved.

I have Bipolar I with Psychotic features. I experience psychosis alongside being nonhuman. And sometimes my thought patterns are irrational, the way I act can be strange.

BUT. That does not mean that I am any less nonhuman because I deal with a condition I cannot control necessarily. My brain processes things differently than other people.

I know I am not human. I never will be. My mental illness does not stop me from being nonhuman.

Those with psychotic features, psychosis or are clinically insane who are nonhuman. Those with Bipolar disorder of any kind, including cyclothymia who are nonhuman. Those who experience a different reality. Those who deal with delusions or hallucinations who are nonhuman.

I see you. I feel you.

You are just as therian, just as otherkin or just as nonhuman as the rest of the community. Your identity is valid.

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