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Pretty

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Prettier than i am

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Grinning crime clown

.... this is Harley a Quinncidence ... to me ...

I mean I enjoy putting people through hell because there is no way that I cannot win and that is what is funny to me ... 

Do you hold up your moral code 

Or do you shoot me ?...

Ive kidnapped a hospitals worth of infants while they were sleeping you see ...

You found me with a gun in your hand in this hide and seek game of mine, only you are the only one playing and I've just been waiting for you to catch up and find me...

Now riddle me this ... what do you do when I throw a baby at you ? 

Haha hehe 

Look if I have to explain a joke

There is no joke 

And my jokes are elegant in their simplicity ...

You see them 

You get them 

You laugh...end of joke 

Now in this situation you must feel like you are the punchline to a colossal joke .

See going against me is like Eminem kamikaze album ... plane suicide.

So many fake people wearing masks like it's phantom of the opera 

I cut my own face off like John Travolta and wear it as a mask ... now who is more dramatic ? 

Now you can imagine if i am such a terminal illness to myself 

How much worse can I do to those I simply don't like ? Hahaha talking about turning a frown upside down when I turn my face mask(double on Tantra) upside down. 

Hahaha

I am like a flock of Ravens

The Unkindness

I do not plan 

I tend to laugh at those who think they've got it in the can

I'm like a dog chasing tires 

Honestly I wouldn't know what to do if I ever caught one 

Hehe 

I do bizarre things for no reason 

And you wanna play voice of reason ?

How do you reason with a man beyond reason ... Lol 

                            Pssst!! In my mind reason                                                  doesn't even exist .

Think about it ... look at all this so called sane people...

Who use to go about their day shaking hands which were used for private sessions 

You plant corona in the mix 

Now the whole world is suddenly hygienic 

People are pathetic  really this world is like the reality version of the movie A MILLION WAYS TO DIE IN THE WEST

Madness is like gravity 

All it needs is a little push .

And guess what ... 

Life is the biggest joke of it all

You just happen to get the punchline sooner 

         Because you know nothing about Pain

                You really know nothing about Pain

                        You know nothing 

                             About Pain

                               Untill you 

See your own baby drown in a tube 

...

...

AND YOU DEFINATELY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WASHING A 

BABY

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Bent out of shape

I'm an aborted baby with rabies

Can you save me ?

Can't touch me like a poison dart frog with leprosy

Truth is I have spent years trying to outrun my sadness, sipping sunlight until my vision blurs and looking up only to realize I’ve been going in circles

" don't give up "

Can't you see, the harder I try , the worse I get? I just wanna bow out like a fake depp

No matter how much I smile , try to laugh there's just something inside me that hurts all the freaking time!!!

How do you continue living when the hardest part is if you know you really don't want to

I just can't keep fighting to stay alive... I'm exhausted

I just want to stop thinking!!!

Wishing to know what it feels like to wake up in the morning and not feel sad !

Cause every morning I wake wish I didn't... contemplating my next plot , maybe cut a little deeper and feel myself slip away like a weak grasp of finger tips ... 

I just wanna get lost in myself ...a mental entrapment a self isolation , a conscious comma a punctuation , marked forever in my mind watching myself expire like I'm over myself cause I was told to "get over myself ".... so maybe my spirit should leave my body in shambles 

Insomniac 

How am I suppose to sleep when all I can think about is never waking up ...

I should keep all this thoughts to myself cause it's hard to find people who understand...

"Things will change "

I'm 26 now .... I've been waiting for years for it to change !!! Since I was eight.... quit lying to me with all this positive thoughts it's all empty words to me ...

I know this barely rhymes,  or has any structure , it's a rant .... wild talk ... I walk through pain like fish do through water ...

It's not a cry for help, 

Sorry If it's a trigger warning ...

I guess you can tell it's not heart felt cause I refused to out my emotion into this piece of trash of a rant ... cause I just feel like it as well ...

Burn me alive so I can feel what it felt to be alive ....

Who knows ... I might even enjoy it ..