lonelydemiurgo

[lonelydemiurgo]

"Buy a box of Ulquiorra Cifer and receive the latest hit game, Devil My Cry 2.''

Note: Taxes and fees are not included in the original price."

[lonelydemiurgo]

m not ashamed to admit that all my ships, whether in Bleach or any other series, are purely based on my personal taste hahaha… and Ulquiorra x Orihime is one of them.

As I’ve said before, I like Ulquiorra to the point of identifying with him… The idea of a heartless monster being "healed" by a girl who loves him is just too captivating for me… (Yes, I love Disney’s Beauty and the Beast).

In short: I like Orihime x Ulquiorra because I, too, wish someone would fall in love with my “monstrous” side? (This is so cringe.)

[lonelydemiurgo]

I'm not a "proshipper" or anything like that… In fact, I think Orihime and Ichigo make a good couple. However, deep down, there's a childish wish in me that Rukia and Ichigo would end up together…

I think it's because Rukia is my type of girl, so it's only natural that I want Ichigo to have what I wish I had… (This is so stupid haha, I guess I'm getting too old to take ships seriously.)

[lonelydemiurgo]

as vezes eu queria que a rukia tivesse ficado com o ichigo, só porque eu gosto dela.

[lonelydemiurgo]

I identify with Doctor Doom (Victor Von Doom)… but only in the negative aspects. After all, I’m not a super-scientist/sorcerer ruling an empire.

However, I relate to his childishness and inflated ego.

Like Doom, I also see myself as the center of negative attention. I’m resentful, childish, and believe that everyone views me as a horrible and despicable person.

I desperately want to isolate myself in a castle in my own country and spend all day complaining and whining about how unfair life is… Well, I kind of already do that, just without the luxury of being a comic book villain.

If I had Doom’s powers, I’d probably be even pettier and more self-centered than he is… Maybe that just proves how pathetic I am.

[lonelydemiurgo]

I’ve always been ashamed of liking edgy characters, especially during my teenage years. The truth is, I always wanted to identify with one of them, but I never could. I always saw myself as an idiot, and over time, I realized I was right—I was an idiot.

Ulquiorra is a character I would have hated years ago, but now I see a lot of myself in him. Unlike him, I’m not an apathetic bat-demon, but I’m also searching for the meaning of a heart.

I’m afraid that, like Ulquiorra, I’ll only learn what a heart is at the moment of my death.