lokalblueberry

[lokalblueberry]

i always see how hard it is for you, but i’m trying my best, trust me

[lokalblueberry]

im so sorry for being a failure

[lokalblueberry]

[lokalblueberry]

v

[lokalblueberry]

i don’t know why but i’m so afraid to meet you again, you scare the hell out of me..

[lokalblueberry]

i cant keep doing this. its so exhausting to not know whats happening. youre silence is so painful for me. so i try. and i basically beg for you to talk to me. and then you move on like nothing happened. but its hard for me. its confusing. it hurts.

[lokalblueberry]

please don’t leave me, i really need you;

[lokalblueberry]

i wish i could give you the half of the love you give me

[lokalblueberry]

im sorry if someone made you think it’s hard to love you

[lokalblueberry]

happy anniversary <3

[lokalblueberry]

i stand between „do it“ and „don’t do it“ but i know that it does not matter how i decide, i break tiny pieces

[lokalblueberry]

the way you sleep is so much prettier than i expect, i love you gorgeous

[lokalblueberry]

there is nothing that i love more then waking up beside you, beside my love

[lokalblueberry]

i don’t wanna make you scream my name or moan like hell, i want to hold your hand and surprise you with some beautiful flowers.

[lokalblueberry]

i’m afraid of the feelings & the energy you’ll give me when times change..

[lokalblueberry]

but what if i am the one who’s right?

what if my thoughts are right and everything will change?

[lokalblueberry]

days go by so fast and i still can’t describe my feelings for you

you make my heart beat really fast <3