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You guys ever think about how reckless and lacking in self-preservation March is throughout the movie?

How he sat himself in a full tub with his head just out of water to sleep in? Gets blackout drunk and still gets behind a wheel despite knowing better? Throwing himself off balconies and being so careless with his gun? I know it's so easy to say March doesn't give a shit about his life and believes he's bottom of the barrel and doesn't deserve to live, but actually seeing how badly it affects him and how he couldn't care less about killing himself is so devastating.

Grief does terrible things to a person, and guilt added onto that hurt is a recipe for losing yourself. March is such a tragic guy, every rewatch makes me sadder and sadder for him and how severe his self sabotage is. It's gutting, that man's clearly struggling with destructive ideations and just doesn't commit because he believes he can't die, that he's gotta face his faults and live with knowing he's a fucking loser, that he ruins everything and he's destined to fuck it all up.

It's a miracle he stuck around for as long as he did. Thank god for Holly and Healy.

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'Cause you think the brains in your head are worth breathing this smoke and itchy throats and being happy. And I could be your man all day.

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Not sure I'll have the energy to finish this, but maybe I will. I miss Marchly, you guys.

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The thrill of my loneliness charms. I seem to be the only tree to wash my branches in the sea. I hope I don't disappear; I've never felt free.

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A private investigator and a bruiser walk into a bar.

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I love you, Bloodhound Apex Legends, you should ditch Fuse and get with me instead.

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He deserved that win on E-district i think he should win even MORE games actually

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Please ignore the godawful Tiktok watermark, I couldn't save it without it for some reason.

Miragehound, you will always be famous.

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When you give your significant other a good luck kiss before jumping off the dropship together for your duos match

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"Steam"

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Commission for Wagyu_beefs on twitter.

Commissions are open on ko-fi

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HI i keep forgetting i have a tumblr honestly

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i like them :’)

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my submission for an apex zine that you can view and download for free!! link in the comments and like check it out its so good holly shit

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Run, rabbit.

This is very simple, but I had a vision and needed to execute it. Driver, I wanted the very best for you and I'm gutted that you couldn't have that.

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like we'll never have sex

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Little hard to act like you're tough shit when you're in the arms of another man.