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I’ve found myself a new obsession of muscle growth so I feel like a poser bc now I wanna actually shred healthily #fakeana

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Where are my Mia baddies

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Lordy lord I pvrged in my dentists restroom today xD

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I think all the pvrging I’ve been doing like, bloated my stomach a lot or something? I’m probably just fat but idk im so ashamed ): I need to stop doing that and just starve.

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Anorexic August. Lock tf in.

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Currently in a horrendous pvrging era xD

Need to get good

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How I feel after eating a bunch of Mac and cheese and pvrging it immediately after at 12:18AM

(Huge L)

(Trying to cope)

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Tw Mia vent

What’s up live2starvz gang it’s me back at it with just straight pvrging streaks!!!!!-!! If I’m not fasting trust I am projectile vomiting everywhere ! Why can’t I be normal

Lord help us all

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Now why on earth did I type this, add tags, n go “yeah this looks right” and post it

I’m so drunk bro typing this so I can update l8r

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I’m so drunk bro typing this so I can update l8r

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Ngl gang I haven’t posted my diary entries bc I’ve been on a purging streak >__> Will get good. And be back to our regularly scheduled Zero program starting tmrw lolz

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7/20/24 TW alc

- Egg sandwhich

- half a chocolate coin thing lolz

- lots of alcohol

Lil diary rant thing

Yesterday was somewhat successful! Only ate one thing in the afternoon. Then in the evening I partied and ate half a chocolate coin :P Most of my calories were from alcohol and I consider that a W tbh

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7/18 Food log + usual rant TW Mia

Todays eats;

Iced coffee

Jack n box Fast food -__-

Rant time!

My mom picked me up from the sleepover the night prior pretty late, maybe 12? Anyways I hadn’t eaten breakfast so she took me through a drive thru to get breakfast so I ordered random number from menu with iced coffee. I drank the iced coffee comfortably but wasn’t too keen on the food :C I managed avoided eating it all day by taking a nap and just relaxing and keeping the bag near. Eventually I had horrendous migraines and just body functions so maybe 9pm after pretty much fasting the whole day I ate half of the breakfast sandwhich and took a pain killer . I felt pretty guilty about the fast food so even though a lot of time passed after eating it I ended up pvrging it ): fell asleep sometime after dat

Pretty unsuccessful but it could’ve been worse.

Edit; messed up the date again whoopsies

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7/17 food log!! + info diary thing

Day of my friends lake + bday party :D

Todays eats;

Vegan hot dog

Gushers

I would take a chip or two when someone offered so,, a variety of some chips

Slice of cheese pizza

Soda

Rant time -w-

I ate a bit more than usual today, but don’t mind it too much because it was her bday and I probs needed a Metab day? At the lake they grilled up some cheese burgers but I said I was pescatarian bc idk came to my head bc I didn’t wanna eat a burger and so I ate a vegan hot dog instead! No diet soda so just drank water. There were A LOT of snacks and everyone kept offering me so I took a chip of whatever they offered and ate some gushers. Later in the night around 10 maybe 9pm? They brought little ceasars pizza and I stalled eating by going with my friend to go to his car so when we came back all the pizza was almost gone and everyone already ate but i was still offered so I ate a cheese pizza. Then we smoked lots of za and it made me intensely crave soda??? So I drank half a cup of coke :P

Definetly a lot more than I should have. But I try not to tweak; so in the end life moves on I suppose

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I woke up super early today and my throat still hurt so I made myself some honey green tea w monk fruit 0 cal sugar sweetener, and another serving of regular green tea but with sugar free vanilla syrup .—. I plan on eating some instant rice porridge in a bit.

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7/16 Food log

- 1 whole pineapple

- chicken noodle soup

- lots and lots of hot water to keep myself feeling full and soothe my sore throat

I woke up feeling pretty sick so I ate a bit more and unfortunately indulged in a A WHOLE PINEAPPLE and an oily ass chicken noodle soup my family made T^T

I deadass cut up a whole ass pineapple, ate half of it at like 2pm. And the other half at like 5. Then ate the soup at 7pm and took medicine and basically passed out. I was pretty iffy of the soup and didn’t rlly know the calories so I ate half of it but I feel like in total my calories were like ~800 just because I think a whole pineapple is 450 and who knows how much was in the soup. Better safe than sorry!!

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Food rant//

I usually try to never eat breakfast but I felt myself getting sick so I immediately started gargling salt water and ate some pineapple T^T my intake will probs be somewhat high today bc I plan on having some soup later. I CANNOT GET SICK tmrw is my friends lake party ]: