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whateva whateva

i'm tryna love better love better

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i’m imploring you bro!! dude i fucking beseech thee!!!

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btw you will miss this in 5 or 10 years. memory will smooth these circumstances down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a shade of light or a moment of this particular innocence. you don't know about what happens next, and one day that will be the most alluring thing of all. don't leave it all for nostalgia. have a nice night now, whatever night it happens to be.

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Your boyfriend starts mumbling in Latin in his sleep and it scares the hell out of you but upon translation he’s introducing himself, inquiring on the price of grain, attempting to sell dormice, brainstorming silly Saturnalia gift ideas. In his sleep he somehow becomes a 1st century BC plebeian, of modest means but with a pleasant outlook on mundane life.

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These posts are cousins to me.

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Pigeon

Very important.

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Give a man a horse he’ll eat for a day teach a man to horse and make him drinks water

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Is it easy for me to disrespect my personal boundaries for you?

Or do I really like you?

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is it love?

is it lust?

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we don't have to rush when you're alone with me

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hate when people are like "trust your gut! listen to your intuition!" like okay well my gut is telling me every person i lay eyes on is hunting me for sport and my intuition is saying i should find a secluded cave and live there forever so what do you suggest i do with that information

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When will I touch a face and not see yours?

When will a kiss not feel like ours?

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Someone stole the single gumdrop I ordered on DoorDash off my porch

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bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

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you've liked 27 of my posts when does the kissing begin

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“Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.”

— Josephine Hart, Damage

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i always wanted to be as warm as a freshly printed sheet of paper