lisilizblog
The day that they took u,I wish it was me instead
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30y / I post and reblog what I like / interests: Music, Art, Games, Twitch, Harry, Louis, 1D, Panic!, only follow if over 18
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lisilizblog · 2 years ago
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Anyways
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They don't know
Nobody knows how bad things really are for me. How my walls are getting higher and thicker. How I am getting quieter. How I don't even try to get help anymore somehow. No matter in which form. But when people ask me about it, I just say everything is ok. I am OK.
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i demand to see this every saturday from now on
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Harry in the rain.
Love On Tour 2022: São Paulo, Night 1. (6 December 2022)
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I've seen this story several times and it's still funny every single time
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i demand to see this every saturday from now on
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I’m just gonna say that we were robbed and we needed this scene to show that Tom and Marion never had a real marriage.
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🎶🕺Hey, babe, it's written all over your face. Say it🕺🎶
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The moment you realise you accidentally followed a het Harrie blog. 😑 But we are good now.
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hi this is nyfbm anon! I was looking for fics centered around mental health issues, dont care about ship/au/etc :)
Ah, ok, awesome. Thanks for being more specific. Ok, here we go. Just a reminder to read the tags in all of these because there are bound to be some heavy topics that aren’t for everyone. 
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Beautiful War by Itsmotivatingcara (M, 103K) it’s always great to find a fic that goes well beyond the love story and delivers something meaty and original. Read the tags on this one because there’s plenty of gore and violence that might be triggering, but it’s well written, fast paced, and will keep you on edge while also delivering a satisfying love story. (PTSD, anxiety, panic attacks)
Deux Fantômes by ohpleaselarry (E, 16K) So, let me start by saying I cried through ¾ of this. I promise it’s a happy ending, but it’s heavy and very moving. Please read the tags as there are some triggering things, but it’s also so sweet and gentle and really well written. 
and I’m weeping warm honey and milk (that you stay surrounding me) by FangirlFlailings/ @wooltobravetheseasons (M, 78K) This fic digs deep into therapy and recovery from PTSD and anxiety. It included everything from great Ot5 friendship, great side Ziam, coming out, commitment phobic Harry, and of course, vulnerable Louis. I really enjoyed this one.
Lollipop by Speechless / @johnnymignotta (E, 29K I loved the first chapter, and had resigned myself to the fact that it would forever remain a WIP. But the author came back and made it so much deeper and more moving than I could have hoped. They did a beautiful job of exploring Louis’ pain, confusion, and desperation. Harry was patient and kind, but never felt like a push over. Most of all I could really feel how much Louis loved and needed Harry, and how much that scared him. The writing is really sparse, in the best kind of way. (depression, ED)
sat with the echoes by BeforeEternity / @starlitlou​ (T, 3K) Read the tags on this one, but if frank conversations about ED recovery don’t bother you, then please read this. I thought it was so moving and realistic and just beautifully written.
The Dead of July by whimsicule (M, 117K) Even if you know nothing about MCU, this fic is a must read. Lots of angst, great writing, and what feels like very well-handled depiction of PTSD and everything else that comes along with kidnapping, torture, and amnesia. Good times. But there’s a happy ending and a 110K second part (with more angst and mental health struggles) that I haven’t read yet, but I’ve heard good reviews of!
Run Like the Devil by Benzos (E, 138K) I tend to think of this fic almost more of a Louis character study, and although it’s pretty OOC, it’s still such good writing and such a compelling story. Trauma, PTSD, Bad parenting and more. Harry and Louis somehow take care of each other and there’s a 19K second part that continues the story. 
hush. by wankerville (T, 41K) This author just writes beautifully and this is one of those high school AUs that has lingered with me long after I read it. They capture the longing and want and self-hatred and confusion of being that age and being queer, so so well. BTW, there’s smut in this fic. I’m not sure why it was rated T.
wishing you were them by momentofclarity / @gaycousinlarry (T, 20K) This author always has such a lovely way with words. This fic, in particular, does a great job depicting deep depression. Although, the depression here is compounded by the specifics of Harry and Louis’ relationship, which makes it all the more moving. 
gathered on wings by Brooklyn_Babylon / @twopoppies (E, 33K) This one is mine. Here’s the summary. Harry has undiagnosed PTSD and anxiety which affects his behavior, but isn’t written in a very explicit way.
What Harry Styles wanted was to be taken seriously as an artist.
What he needed was a new sugar daddy to pave the way.
Louis Tomlinson is an artist who isn’t what Harry is looking for.
Somehow he still manages to turn Harry's world upside down.
your best fake smile by YesIsAWorld / @louandhazaf (GA, 6K) This is a wonderfully written character study that does such a great job of really capturing both the feeling of deep depression and the soul of the location in which the fic takes place. It’s tightly written in the best possible ways – not one superfluous word.
Lightening Strikes Twice by @dinosaursmate (E, 105K) It’s not often that I read a 100+K fic multiple times, but this one is worth it. It’s one of my favorites from this author, and a favorite all around. This one is an epic love story spanning decades and massive life changes. It’s sexy and well-written, and so touching, and so fulfilling in many ways. 
we should open up (before it's all too much) by @disgruntledkittenface (M, 43K) This was just a really unique and beautiful story about loss, grief, depression, and learning how to open up to someone.
Never Never Never Stop for Anyone (Sheylinsonverse) by aimmyarrowshigh, spibsy (lucy_and_ramona) (E, 439K, 10-part series) Yes, here I am again, putting this series on a list. Probably 10 people in this fandom like it as much as I do, but I don’t care. I have read all 440K words more than once, and will likely do it a few more times. Yes, it needs editing, but even so…really well written, super sexy (if you like reading BDSM and can handle Larry + someone else), and such interesting character development. One of my favorite things about this fic is how the authors differentiate between the ways the different characters inhabit their Dom and Sub personalities. I also think the authors did a great job handling the anxiety, eating disorder, panic attacks, and the emotional components that come with a polyamory relationship. 
We’re What’s Right In This World by BriaMaria / @briannamarguerite (E, 49K) This is one of my favorite authors – they do such a good job wuth pacing a story and writing compelling characters. Here we have soldier Harry and blind Louis during WWII and everything that comes along with that time period and their circumstances. It’s heartbreaking, redemptive, beautifully written, and made me cry. 
Take My Breath Away by @realitybetterthanfiction (154K) This is one of those rare fics written in Harry’s POV where you get such a wonderful, intimate characterization of him – you really get to see so many sides of Harry (including how he deals with his PTSD) and this author writes them all so well. It’s action packed, funny, deeply moving, and has such a satisfying ending. 
My Lights Stay Up, But Your City Sleeps by PearlyDewdrops (E, 108K)  Featuring lots of pining, really well done internal monologue from Louis, and excellent smut. It also has some really lovely writing that I felt captured the pain of mental illness/anxiety very well.
Make Your Words A Weapon by @helloamhere (E, 36K) I love everything this author writes. This one just really hit me hard for whatever reason. Maybe it’s the way they explore Louis’ anxiety and coping mechanisms and pain and the way he pushes people away and protects himself, but also wants someone to push back just a bit and love him despite all of that. And the way Harry is the perfect foil for all of it, while also feeling like a fully developed character himself. Yeah, it’s probably all of that. Plus soul marks!
Saving Symphony Hall by @helloamhere (E, 125K) This was the first fic I read from this author and man, what an introduction! The writing is so good, the OT5 friendship is brilliant, the storyline is unique, the chemistry between H/L is perfect, and the way they write ABO is different from what I’d read before. Additionally, this author really knows how to work mental health struggles int their fics in a way that they add a layer to a character’s behaviors and don’t just feel tacked on. It’s not necessary to read the first part of this series, but you really should because it’s hella hot and I love Harry and Louis’ dynamic Night Out (E, 10K). 
Emperor’s New Clothes by sunsetmog (E, 92K) I read this one years ago and while I always enjoy this author’s writing, I don’t recall a ton of details except that the deterioration of Louis’ mental state really made me cry. But don’t worry, there’s a happy ending!
Domestic Monsters by g_uttertrash (9-part series, WIP, 234K, mixed ratings) While mental health struggles aren’t a main aspect of this fic, it’s something that most of the characters deal with. Additionally, the fics are just full of magic and banter and great writing and complex characterizations. 
Young & Beautiful by velvetoscar (M, 227K) Again, mental illness isn’t a main aspect of the fic, but both Harry and Louis (and their extended families) deal with various aspects of it and, again, it informs their behaviors. This fic is beautifully wordy and descriptive (which isn’t for everyone) and the characters are probably pretty OOC, but I just love it. 
Little Technicolor Things by scary_crow (M, 72K) This is truly one of the most beautiful pieces of writing I have ever read and it is an absolutely travesty that it’s not being talked about every day. This fic is gorgeous and poetic and romantic and heartbreaking and an explosion of metaphoric images and everything I never knew I needed but now that I have it I want to read it over and over and over. 
Fading by tothemoonmydear (M, 202K) Let me start by asking you to please tread carefully with this one. It’s a very well-written fic, but it deals very graphically with Louis’ character’s eating disorder. At the time it was written, some people felt it did not portray ED recovery accurately, so if the subject is at all triggering for you, please don’t read this one. If that’s not an issue for you, I loved this one, but make sure you have tissues ready because I ugly cried through almost all of it.
And last, the fic you read that inspired the ask:
Not Your Fault But Mine by sunsetmog (E, 127K) *Tomlinshaw
It’s the beginning of Louis’ second year at uni, and he’s sharing a house with his four best friends in the world. This is going to be the best fucking year ever, Louis can just tell. The best fucking year ever.
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i demand to see this every saturday from now on
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Louis greeting fans in New York today! (11 November 2022)
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One of these days I don't want to live anymore 😪 feeling awful. I hate November and December and Christmas time.
Everything is wrong in my life.
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Artist of the Month: Louis Tomlinson
We’re falling into November with Louis Tomlinson as our Artist of the Month. Check out some BTS and stay tuned for more all month long!
Listen to Louis’ new album Faith in the Future right here.
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