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Reblog if you stand against order, civilization, and goodness itself

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daily affirmations:

i am kind

i am in control of my emotions

it does not bother me when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

everyone in the house has the right to be in the kitchen

i am kind and in control of my emotions even when someone is in the kitchen while i was planning to be in there alone

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#The nod of consent is so important to me 😭

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people have to stop thinking of being touch-starved as like. an allosexual thing. my ace ass is perfectly capable of experiencing the skin hunger thank you very much

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[gripping the sink] perfectionism does not help me avoid embarrassment or shame. perfectionism is in itself a form of shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame. when i struggle with perfectionism i struggle with shame

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"Scrooge learns the true meaning of Bisexual Awareness Week" Make Some Noise Season 3 Episode 11

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The fact that people don't think friendship is enough to justify characters doing insane acts of love for each other baffles me. Like have you never loved your friend so so much you want to live in their ribcage. Have you never been really weird about a friend. Have you never wanted to bite your friends parents or shove them down a staircase. Have you never wanted to be buried in the same grave as a friend. Have u never. How do u people live like this.

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[forgetting I am mentally ill] why do I feel so Bad

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Having a father figure for the first time in my life is so healing but also so overwhelming, like what do you mean I send him a picture of something I did and the response is "That's so cool! How long did it take? Did you have fun? You did great, I'm so proud of you!" instead of "👍"? What do you mean "Are you taking your meds properly? Do you have enough left? If you can't afford them right now, I will get them for you."? What do you mean I do not need to beg for kindness or being seen? How do I function if affection is given to me freely?

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my most extreme weirdest kink is being wanted. my tamest kink is knife play

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Shout-out to the "old" (45+) cishet men in my life because they try so hard (and succeed) to understand my gender and sexual identity while some of my queer friends just assume they understand it because I made the mistake of mentioning a lable once.

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I keep fish and sometimes breed them (free fish hack). At the moment I have some beautiful fellows that are getting up there in age, so it's time to create more.

I separate all of my fish by their gendies as soon as you can possibly tell them apart to keep the population of my tanks where I want it, and to prevent inbreeding (and all of the complications that stem from that). These lads have effectively never seen a girl.

When I added the female to continue their legacy, they didn't know what to do. So they did what any respectable man might do in that confusing situation: ignored her and continued having sex with each other.

So preoccupied with one another are they that I'm honestly not sure if they will ever include her in any way that matters. Their bloodline ends with gay sex, and tbh, I kinda love that for them.

The g in lgbtq stands for guppy. 🌈

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Honestly it is just pure joy watching Brennan watch Matt figure out that twist because like

Bonus Liam ALMOST breaking character lol

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Critical Role: 10 Years of Storytelling

Campaign 1, Episode 115, "The Chapter Closes." // Taliesin Jaffe, in "As D&D booms, 'Critical Role' makes its own kind of nerd celebrity" by Sarah Parvini // Campaign 3, Episode 31, "Breaking Point" // On Loving by Forugh Farrokhzad, tr. Sholeh Wolpé // The Legend of Vox Machina at NYCC 2022 // 8-bit Stories // Campaign 1 Wrap-Up // “Without You Without Them” by boygenius // Campaign 2, Episode 141, "Fond Farewells." // Campaign 3: Behind the Set // Letters to Milena by Franz Kafka // Campaign 1, Episode 115, "The Chapter Closes." // Explanation of the final Vex’ahlia playlist by Laura Bailey // Liam's Quest: Full Circle // Backwards by Warsan Shire // Exandria Unlimited: Kymal, Part 2 // Explanation of Fearne’s second playlist by Ashley Johnson // Lighthousekeeping by Jeanette Winterson // San Diego Comic-Con 2023, Critical Role: Fireside Chat & Cast Q&A // Exandria Unlimited Cooldown: Divergence Episode 4 // Campaign 3, Episode 23, "To the Skies." // Explanation of the final Percy playlist by Taliesin Jaffe // "For Good" by Stephen Schwartz // Campaign 3, Episode 91, "True Heroism." // Exandria Unlimited: Calamity, Episode 4, "Fire and Ruin." // Campaign 3, Episode 121, "A New Age Begins."

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it’s been a love letter to matt this whole time from the man who asked to play dnd on his birthday and started it all… matt’s the all-hammer he’s the man who created exandria (twice-over)… he’s the one who named the town vox machina met in… he helped found the place vox machina goes in their very first aired episode… he placed the divine gate in a little shitty criminal village in buttfuck nowhere… his friends fly him around his world and say look at everything you’ve made, isn’t if beautiful? i am unwell

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I have to say I LOVE that of all the gods to suffer an eternal injury during the Calamity, it was Ioun, the Knowing Mentor, Goddess of Learning and Knowledge. Because that was one of the biggest casualties of the Calamity, learning and knowledge. So much that was known and understood and created during the Age of Arcanum was lost during the centuries of fighting. Knowledge was lost and so knowledge was wounded.