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I don't know! I went into my office like normal, turned the lights on... But when I walked over to the locked cabinet that I keep everything in, it was broken into and everything was just gone. It looks like it was broken into or something.

[[because I can't reblog asks... rp with misteralexthegreat]]

…a hare?? Well, it’s not that… All of my files are gone! I locked up last night, and I came in today and everything’s gone!!

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...a hare?? Well, it's not that... All of my files are gone! I locked up last night, and I came in today and everything's gone!!

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[[Realistic Scenario]]

Me: Boy oh boy, I am going to write today!

Me: *opens Word document*

Me: *reads what I have so far*

Me: *closes Word document*

Me: *cries forever*

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She had finally gotten sick.

It was a matter of when, not if to be truthful.  Rapture wasn't a clean city at all, and disease wasn't an uncommon thing.  Lily had been lucky enough to avoid anything major since the time that she arrived, but illness had finally caught up to her.  How was she getting sick, though? Shouldn't the ADAM in her body be warding off diseases? Who knows- she certainly didn't. She didn't know much about science anyways.

She'd come down with a cold.  The terrible kind where you're freezing cold and your nose runs and you sound like you have a frog in your throat.  Talking hurt too much and she felt too tired to move.  Lily was now reduced to sitting in a chair, wrapped in a blanket with a cup of hot tea in-hand.

Although her memory was fading, she thought back to her childhood on the surface.  Whenever she got like this then, her mother would make her a cup of that strong herbal tea that tasted quite awful. But, loads of honey in it made the taste more bearable.  She could sit on the couch and snuggle with her mom, and that somehow made her feel better.  After her mom died, however, things were not the same.  Her father made a good effort, but there was never enough honey in the tea or he grabbed the wrong blanket.  Despite all of this, even at a young age, she couldn't complain.  Her father was trying his best to step in for the role that could no longer be filled.  Dad-hugs were different from mom-hugs.  Mom smelled of that sweet perfume and her hair tickled in your face, while Dad smelled like shaving cream and the bristles on his chin scratched at you when he kissed your forehead....

Lily's train of thought was broken by the sounds of a scuffle in the hall outside.  The cursing and yelling eventually faded away as it moved down the hall and eventually out of her hearing range.

And here she was.  Sat in a room by herself in a city under the ocean, slowly losing her mind.  And constantly blowing her nose.  If only her parents could see her now.  Would they still make her that cup of tea?  Would they still wrap her in that blanket and hold her in their arms, reassuring her that the sniffles would be over soon? That things would get better because bad things don't last forever?

She sure hoped that they would.

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HAHA

Erm.... I mean...

What an unfortunate condition this must be.

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Well, here I am...

For better or worse, Rapture is my home now. Sure, I do have people that I care about here, but I can't help but miss the surface sometimes... I get homesick too easily. I miss my father. And my mother, but she's been gone for quite a while now... No use in getting upset about it, though. I need to focus on finding ADAM now...

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The next time you're human, let me know and I'll give you some piano lessons! Not that you'd be able to play very often... The offer's still there.

*may or may not actually enjoy his singing, but oh well*

I really like music and i wish i could go back to fort frolic and listen to some more but unfortunately a certain man with a scary stare lives there so I cant. 

But no matter, I make my own~!

Much to the delight of my employees

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How Lily Came to Rapture

[[This is still in the works. I'd love to hear your criticism/insight on it! Suggestions are welcomed! <3 ]]

It’s important to know that, while on the surface, Lily had an abusive fiancé. He would often make her stay home to cook or clean, but he sometimes let her go out to shop or work as a substitute teacher at a local school. If she did something that was not to his liking, if she spoke against him, or if he just so happened to have a bad day at work, he took it out on her and she was beaten. (She does have a few scars from his tantrums, but she does a good job of hiding them.) He had told her that if she told anyone, he would kill her father and herself. Of course, she believed it and never told anyone about the quality of their relationship.

Gregory was taking Lily to Iceland to meet his grandparents and other relatives. The two were going to get married and these relatives would’ve been unable to go to the wedding. He decided to go by boat on a cruise, making a vacation out of their trip. However, it wasn’t much of a vacation for Lily. She wasn’t allowed to go off on the ship on her own and always had to be with him. Even though they were in public, that didn’t stop the abuse. Although painful, she had learned to cope with the physical abuse- which, on the trip, had boiled down to him squeezing her hand very tight when they held hands and other things behind closed doors (things that she’d rather not mention or even think about). The verbal abuse was what hurt her the most and was what she couldn’t tolerate. This was also the easiest thing for him to do, as it left no physical scars. The verbal abuse reached it’s apex while on this trip and she had had enough. He had made her hate herself, she thought that if she wasn’t even good enough for him, she would never be good for anybody.

She thought about jumping off the ship when things got bad, but she wasn’t able to because she didn’t want to abandon her father. But one night she had had enough. The ship was just off the southern tip of Greenland and would be arriving in Iceland in a few days. It was about one in the morning and the weather was terribly stormy. Lily was awake because she was worried about the whole situation with Gregory and his abuse. That day had been the worst so far, and she had decided that she was just done. She put on a coat, some slippers, and a hat to make it look like she was just going out. Silently, she left their room and walked out to the balcony area. The wind was whipping the cold rain and snow in her face. She was crying and shaking as she slipped off one of her slippers and put it on the balcony and did the same with her hat, hoping to make it look like she had fallen. After that, she sat herself on the balcony railing and let herself fall into the ocean, the freezing water stinging her skin. Everything went black after that, and she was certain that these would be her final moments, moments filled with the thoughts of her mother and father and the wonderful times they had had together.

After being unconscious for presumably quite a while, she awoke and found herself in a room which appeared to be some sort of office. She was wrapped in a blanket and a cup of what looked like coffee was sat next to her. To say that she was confused and in shock was an understatement- she thought that she had died, that she was gone from the world. Apparently not. She tried to stand but was too shaky to do so. She called out, but nobody answered. After about an hour of sitting there in shock, she heard a whirring sound and some singing, something about heavy rain and Hercules and some Fontaine thing. Not long after, a flying robot burst through the door and Lily screamed and backed away from it, a single eye staring at her.

“AHA! You’re awake! Splendid! I though you were dead for sure, miss! But it looks like you’re here to stay! What a pleasure!” a rather cheery British voice nearly yelled at her. She asked him who he was, where she was, what had happened, and why she wasn’t dead- all in a jumble of words and confusion and surprise. “Ahahah!” he laughed at her, finding some enjoyment in her state of confusion. “That will all come in time, miss! But for now, I welcome you to Rapture!”

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[[So somebody reported me on facebook for something even though ive done nothing wrong, and the level to which ive been blocked means i basically cant communicate with anybody at all for 30 days, which means for a month my support network has been ripped away from me so heres an idea whoever did this go fucking die cos chances are thats what i’ll end up doing cos a month is a fucking long time with depression and lack of anyone to pull me out of it]]

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WHAT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER WHEN YOU ARE IN A BAD MOOD?

Playing the piano usually helps. Or talking with certain people, as long as they're not in a bad mood themselves... 

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qs for tmi tuesday

1. Are looks important in a relationship?

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

3. Are you a virgin?

4. Are you in a relationship?

5. Are you in love?

6. Are you single this year?

7. Can you commit to one person?

8. Describe your crush

9. Describe your perfect mate

10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

11. Do you ever want to get married?

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

13. Do you get jealous easily?

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

15. Do you have any piercings?

16. Do you have any tattoos?

17. Do you like kissing in public?

20. Do you shower every day?

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?

27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?

34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

41. Have you had sex so far this year?

42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

43. How long was your longest relationship?

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?

46. How many times did you have sex last year?

47. How old are you?

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?

50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

54. Is there someone you will never forget?

55. Share a relationship story.

56. State 8 facts about your body

57. Things you want to say to an ex

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)

60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?

64. What is your definition of cheating?

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?

66. What is your favourite roleplay?

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?

68. What is your sexual orientation?

69. What turns you off?

70. What turns you on?

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?

81. Who are five people you find attractive?

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

83. Who was your first kiss with?

84. Why did your last relationship fail?

85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?

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OOC:

Hey there! So, before I start fleshing out this blog, I wanted to make a few notes.

Unless they're actually gifs/pictures of me, all pictures posted on here are not my own. I'll do my best to give credit when I can.

Lily Raxton lives in Rapture. However, I'm willing to RP with characters outside of the Bioshock fandom.

I'm always looking for tips and suggestions! Feel free to message me or whatever if you think there's something I can improve upon. I do not tolerate hate, though. There are ways to find who anonymous people are....

If there's anyone you think I should follow, let me know!! I do follow back :)

I like lists. Expect a list every once in a while!

That's it! Thank you :) Here's a cute puppy: