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[liltbh]

all the small things

i appreciate small things greatly.

such as the feeling of nicotine

on the back of my throat in the morning.

or sitting down at ten p.m. each night

and lighting a candle

just to write poems about you.

or when the sky is blue

after days of being grey.

i hope you do too.

i want to kiss you on the cheek.

i want to peel some of my orange for you

feed you a piece while sitting in the grass.

i want to roll you a joint

put some lavender in it to help you sleep.

i want to get high with you in my room

just lay there.

i want to make you bracelets.

draw you pictures.

write you poems.

listen to your favorite songs.

i appreciate small things greatly.

i hope you do too.

[liltbh]

who are you?

you ask me who i am. well,

there’s a little girl in here

who sees herself as a princess

and cries when she doesn’t get

her favorite candy at the grocery store.

there’s a perverted fifteen year old boy in here

who sits in his room watching porn

and jacking off all day

and is so insecure that he makes fun of anything and everything.

there’s a mean old lady in here

whose beliefs are stuck in the 1900’s

and wears diamonds and pearls casually.

today i am the teenage girl

who creates beautiful art during math class

who adores her friends and her cats

who never tries to purposefully upset anyone

who doesn’t remember what she likes to have for dinner.

she’ll just have a coffee and a small portion of french fries.

but maybe I’ll chose to be that little girl

or that fifteen year old boy

or that mean old lady tomorrow

and I am now wondering if you understood

any of that.

she likes to blabber.