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i weighed myself and im still stuck with 58, I'm kinda okay with that though bc i thought I gained

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hiii I'm back i still restricted and stuff but not as hard~ think I'll be more active again

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i also dont want to do fasts anymore bc it doesnt make sense to me, i will eat one 600 kcal meal a day though, bc it worked for me

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im a comfort eater, but even before/while i was eating i realised that not eating felt hmm more comforting. and then obviously after eating i felt guilty... eating rly doesnt do it for me anymore?

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im under supervision by my parents bc of self harming, and i cant do it anymore or else i have to go to a clinic >-< im trying to find comfort in my ed, im not even fixated on losing weight anymore, its more of a distraction really...

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really wanna live in a peaceful seaside ghibli town with ambiguous european architecture and bakeries and maybe a field right outside of town where i can have picnics with the love of my life tbh

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i binged the whole weekend uwu but it made me realise how much i like the feeling of starving. anyway new week new me ig

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i cant wait to weight and measure myself tomorrow phew -w-

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I go from wanting to never eat again to wanting to eat normally to wanting to eat everything in the kitchen and then back to not wanting to eat again multiple times a day and I’m just very tired of it okay

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Do you people know any good tv shows I can watch on youtube? About food, dieting etc. :3

So far I watched

🌼 supersize vs superskinny

🌼 secret eaters

🌼 fat families

🌼 my 600 lb life

I'm looking for similiar stuff cuz it really helps me with longer fasts so comment if u know any pls?

💀❤🌼

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can we make a post where we drop workout routines/ workout vids from yt that have actually worked for ppl bc whenever i’m working out i feel like i’m doing something wrong rip

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sometimes making tea is less about drinking it and more ab it keeping you company

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136 lbs vs 116 lbs. I hate my thighs, they’re so fucking huge, but my stomach looks better.

Keep on going 💪🏻💕

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me: has a Literal eating disorder

anyone: i didn’t have time to eat breakfast today :(

me: oh m…oh my god……my son………my sweet starved son please,….have some stew…u need ur strength…..

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today will be fruit & veg day ^__^