lillaanemone

[lillaanemone]

Yea so i was right

as soon as as i can buy hard liquor it's over for you bitches (it's over for me i'm gonna get black out drunk every night i can't take this anymore)

[lillaanemone]

wrote a sewerslide note

[lillaanemone]

I love drinking (wanna kms)

[lillaanemone]

Bitches call me triple A the way I be anorexic, anxious, and autistic

[lillaanemone]

my BMI went up to 22.1 again. i want to cry.

[lillaanemone]

[lillaanemone]

i can't

i can't anymore, i don't think i've ever been this temped to end it, fully, for sure. i can't

[lillaanemone]

When everything in my life is chaos

I find so such a relief in my €,D

Not pro Ana - block don’t report

[lillaanemone]

looking for more 18+ edblr mutuals reblog if you’re active and 18+!!

i feel uncomfortable following minors and am looking for more moots :)

active: august 2023

[lillaanemone]

Now i see i'm not someone people can love.

Now i see year after year i'm in the same exact situation.

Now i can tell there's no way out.

Now i can let it all take me to the grave.

I can finally rest and let go.

[lillaanemone]

feeling like throwing up woowoo

[lillaanemone]

Morning cigarette

Breakfast cigarette

Lunch cigarette

Post lunch cigarette

Cig break cigarette

Dinner cigarette

Post dinner cigarette

Evening cigarette

Good nught cigarette

[lillaanemone]

I don't want to do this again, i know i'll be miserable, i know i will lose everything i have left. Yet i still feel like the only option is to do it.

[lillaanemone]

I feel the spiral going out of control again

i want to clean my space and workout to trick myself into feeling like i have it under control

and then probs drink myself to sleep lol

[lillaanemone]

lonely much

someone be my ed buddy, i'm feeling a relapse coming hard

[lillaanemone]

I love killing myself

I love cutting deeper than i ever have before

i love making myself disappear slowly

I love making sure i won't be here in a year

I love making sure i will disappear.

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