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Until You Tell Me

Stuck in a movie

Repeating one scene

Caught in a frame

With the last dialogue in

Praying to my deities

Wishing to win

But until you tell me

I am the only one hoping

The same song is looping

A familiar melody

An ear worm just seized it

It won’t let it go

Words are forgotten

Adhering to the notes

But until you tell me

I am the only one hoping

This cycle of thought running after you

A moment of sadness, there’s nothing new

Always fancying these feelings gets through

An moment’s bliss, a desire for something true

Write down these feelings

On a notebook with a pen that is red

A prisoner of my own words

Was it something I said?

Dwelling in this fairytale

Trapped in my head

You will never tell me

So, I know, I am the only one hoping

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I should be posting more, shouldn’t I?

I will do my best to keep this blog alive. 😊

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It's my 4 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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While watching DotA 2. Hahaha!

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My mom’s happy. It took me a month but it’s done!

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Hello Tumbler!

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So, I made myself a dress. 🥰🥰🥰

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The year is 2184, average earth temperature has doubled, only a few million people remain on earth. A green-movement managed to travel back to 2022. What are they doing?

Nanda Devi. 2022.

From the portal, Alain first set foot in India. He had no idea where he emerged. He looked out from the side of the mountain and saw lush greeneries around.

He took a step further away from the portal. As he slowly walked, he realized that he was alone. The other Green Movement foot soldiers weren’t there. He pushed the talk button on his wrist communicator and all he was getting was a signal, a woman singing in a language unknown to him. He took his navigator to check where he was, the map was different. He was sure that he was at the Workd Centre but the map was showing something different.

He walked further along. There was no one around him. The sun was shining bright with the glare that was used to. The rivers on the side were flowing. In the stillness of the world that he was in, he savored the sounds that was unfamiliar to him — the tweeting birds, the rustling leaves, the hissing of the wind, and the cracking twigs as he took his steps.

He thought to himself, “Why forget this beauty? Why not protect this wonder?”

He kept on walking until a little town emerges at the foot of the mountain. He was unsure if these were dwellings. As he approaches town, the townsfolk gathered around and started asking him questions. He was unsure of what to do. They were differently dressed and their skin glistened under the sun.

He took his helmet off and he felt the sun for the first time. It wasn’t burning his skin. It was bright. The wind kissed his cheeks. He felt the coolness of the breeze for the very first time.

As the townsfolk gathered around him, he felt overwhelmed. He sat by the road and one boy handed him a glass with water. It was clear and it was cool. He took a deep breath. His lungs freely expanded. He took off his gloves and took his heat-jacket. His flaking skin started to show. An elderly townsfolk handed him a wet cloth. He rubbed it on his skin and his flaky skin soon showed signs of moisture.

The elderly townsfolk invited him to her house. There he rested and fell asleep.

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Season 3 Episode 12!