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hey guys one day january will be over it's not today but it will be one day

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Bpd is not being able to love yourself unless someone else loves you, but never fully believing that they could actually love someone like you.

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Carrie Fisher, from The Princess Diarist.

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It feels like I never found out what a true home is

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

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As a child I felt myself to be alone, and I am still, because I know things and must hint at things which others apparently know nothing of, and for the most part do not want to know.

Carl Gustav Jung, Memories, Dreams, Reflections

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haha yeah

sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

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I don’t want to do anything ever again.

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Nobody talks about how exhausting it is to be numb to everything

To drag yourself through every day knowing that you’re not going to get any pleasure or enjoyment from anything you do

To feel blank towards everyone and everything

It’s a never-ending cycle of looking to everyone else like you’re alive but feeling completely rotted down inside

I just want to feel like a person again

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Anyone that has bpd I automatically have your back. I know what it’s like.

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This year will be my year idc idc idc

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It sucks knowing you’re not good enough for anyone.

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Genuinely at my lowest point ever.

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So true

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My bpd symptoms aren't that bad if I don't care about anything, or let anyone get close to me, or leave my house or