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i lost my teenage years to being fat. lets hope this doesnt apply to my twenties

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i need to be suffocated with a pillow and then shot with a gun through the pillow

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^^

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“Maintaining is better than gaining!”

I say as I roll back and forth in my padded cell

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be better than good enough.

be skinnier than her.

be the skinniest in the room.

have the power.

being skinny is powerful.

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constantly feeling disgusting

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This was written by the women who designed Lana's wedding dress. 🌺

"In July, an angel came into our lives...Creating Lana's custom wedding gown was an experience we will treasure forever. Her "little bayou dress," as we lovingly called it, was crafted just for her, with every detail designed to reflect her heart and soul. Some of our sweetest moments were the late nights spent sitting on the showroom floor together, dreaming of bows, lace, and the softest silk tulle. It was more than designing a dress-it was creating a piece of her story, one stitch at a time. I want to take a moment to speak about the incredible woman she is. Lana, at her core, is one of the most kindhearted and loving souls. She cares deeply for those around her and radiates a quiet brilliance that is truly inspiring. From the very beginning, she welcomed Madelyn and me with open arms, as though we had known each other forever. She gave us the gift of creating something magical together for one of the most meaningful moments of her life, and for that, we are endlessly grateful.”

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real

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“i’m the sweetest girl in town so why are you so mean?”

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OHHHH NOBODY KNOWS IM SELFISH SING FOR ME SING FOR ME OHHHH NOBODY KNOWS IM RECKLESS LIVE FOR ME LIVE FOR ME😭😭😭

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so real nicole so real