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AAAAAAA alicent’s half smile when she sees that under the septa clothing there is rhaenyra. the enemy, head of the opposite side of the civil war, that came all the way from dragonstone to speak with her without forewarning. i bet she thought she would never see her “childhood companion” again, since she thought she could have easily died before that.

she can’t believe it’s all true.

HALF SMILE OF SURPRISE

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being twenty means being in between “the age of innocence” by edith warthon and “the age of reason” by jean-paul sartre.

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green dresses, bold choices & slytherin-ess

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“come with me” was gay but rhaenyra turning her head when daemon was about to kiss her was gayer

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time to drown yourself and spread your auburn locks into water to stop the grief and madness because your missing father, otto/polonius is murdered by your lover, hamlet/rhaenyra.

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he is now to be king, just like his mother always desired. he is not suited to wear the crown, they both know it. he thinks the change of plan is absurd; his father never wanted this, he didn’t even like him. as for his mother, he has always failed her, not for lack of trying, but he wasn’t able to meet her expectations. of course she doesn’t like him, she despises him, her biggest mistake, trouble, regret. he despises himself all the same, he is impossible to like. as he thinks all of this, his head is throbbing, too many cups of wine slipped in his throat, but he can distinguish a doubt rising inside of him.

do you love me?

i am your child, after all. you made me. i was in your belly. i come from you. love me, at least. maybe it is easier than liking me.

you imbecile.

a smile. it's so obvious, this is all for you. everything that i’ve done, everything that i've sacrificed. all the awful things i've done in order to facilitate your ascension is because i love the bones of you.

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quote from wuthering heights by emily brontë

fanart by coldprism

painting ?

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i’m obviously watching the pjo disney series and let me remind you that chiron trusted annabeth with the geat prophecy about the big three when she was TEN. and when percy, a son of poseidon, came along, she loved him regardless of his fate as a weapon of olympus. without thalia, he could have been the first child of the big three to reach sixteen. so for the next years, annabeth loved someone who was likely to destroy the whole world, or save it with by simply making a dangerous choice, perhaps dying in the attempt. in the end, it was percy precisely, but there was no coming back: she had already fallen in love. LIKE CAN YOU BELIEVE SHE HAD THIS KNOCK ON HER CONSCIENCE THE WHOLE TIME

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call me by your name (andré aciman) x giovanni’s room (james baldwin)

thinking about the summertime sadness, gay relationships, 50s and 80s, paris and northen italy, american + italian trope, devastating ending these two titles share…………….

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POV you’re hugging tina goldstein 😭

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…daddy?

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i’ll win this battle

whatever it takes

i’ll wait a thousand years

credits: @eveneechan

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my heart is so full right now

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it’s funny how i see them talking about the FiRsT dumbledore’s army, the phoenix and red flames coming out of wands, a veeeery mysterious past, albus dumbledore as a controversial, intriguing, wonderfully written character whose secrets will be finally revealed after more than 20 years we met him….because i can already see them failing at whatever they think fantastic beasts is supposed to be about. they have one job: solving the aurelius thing in a simple and logical way. but no, of course they like adding retcons no one asked for, plots, subplots, sideplots and twisted storytellings! they have the whole wizarding world to play with and they could manage not only to make the fantastic beasts franchise repetitive because they are not revealing us more of what rowling created, but also to come up with a shitty movie i’m not sure i can handle after crimes of grindelwald.