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high school is fucking wild bc by senior year you've got insane beef with all your friends and a psychosexual thing going on with some guy you hate and you're doing shit like cosplaying as a supreme court justice on purpose

and then you go to college and it's like oh okay so none of that was well adjusted. huh.

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So me

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i hate how much resentment i still hold towards my father. i hate how i still allow that hatred and rage to sit in my soul like a gaping, open wound that won’t close or scab over. i hate that he still holds so much weight in my life. i hate that there are parts of him that i see in myself. i hate that i have to forgive him for the things he won’t apologize for.

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the main reason why my life is a fucking misery oh god you think you're all that but you literally have nothing aside from pride and rage you can't scare the shit out of me anymore because the more that i grow up the more that i realize that you are truly nothing but a massive piece of shit i hate you with all of me and i just can't wait to be successful to live far away from you and forget the fact that i have a father

me to my father

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god im such a romantic but love is really amazing

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beautiful people

sweethearts in photo booths (1920s-1960s)

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dearest

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the amount of acts of service in this manga is making me all fuzzy and warm

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sibling relationships are so strange... like i love you. you will never understand me in a way that matters. we are the same person in drastically different ways. we are sewn together. we don't talk. we are attached at the hip. you wish i was never born. can i call you. let's eat together. i forgive you. etc

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Ottessa Moshfegh, Eileen

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in a parasocial relationship with the sea

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WAR IS ABOUT TO BE OVER

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as of may 16, 2023 ayoko na tlga i hope everything becomes better

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i love u my medicine

ang ironic lang kasi muntik na ako mamatay dahil sa od attempt at may resistance na ang body ko sa kahit anong gamot hahahah pero get it pa rin siguro i guess?

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if we replace “lust” with the word “love”, we would come nearer the truth

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Ursula K. Le Guin, from The Left Hand of Darkness