lifeasatargetedindividual

[lifeasatargetedindividual]

My enemies must be feeling a type of way lol Soon as I posted that last post, DEW attacks kicked up LMFAO! Hey, if I were them, I'd be intimidated of me too. They don't stop, I never stop 😘😆👀

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When it's MY time, I'm hitting the ground running and NEVER looking back. The glow up is gonna be phenomenal, practically unbelievable. Too many people in life never learned one of life's many deep lessons about how you treat others: typically, the one everyone steps on the most, talking down on and doing a bunch of evil, nasty sh@t to, is usually the very one God blesses and elevates the most in the end. Even if you don't believe in God; check it out: there are so many mistreated and abused underdogs who rose up from the ashes and made it big, causing all their haters and enemies' mouths to drop in complete shock and horror. And if you pay it even MORE attention, TH0SE people normally end up getting the short stick in life themselves at some point. They get put in the same low end positions and situations in life they got off having and seeing their victims in. Keep your head up, all of my underdog T.I.'s. Our time will come. Our enemies are doing nothing but setting their own selves up for destruction and failure and complete humiliation. My abusers are always telling me how I "deserve" to be at the bottom. Some even purposely misrepresent and misinterpret religion saying, "You're just Reaping what you've sown." We all know they're lying, but when it's OUR time for success after success after success and THEIR turn for bad break after bad break after bad break, then WE'LL be able to rub it in their faces saying, "NOW, you're finally reaping what YOU'VE sown. How's it feel?" For real. I don't even respond to my enemies' tactics most of the time now, all their shit talk, and all their frenzied attacks against my body. I soak it all in just like a sponge. I've got names and faces stored away in my mind, because when it's MY time and MY turn, they WILL pay. Tiffany Moser, Christopher Sebastian Bentley, Brian, Dana, Lynn Brinley, Felix. Trust me, Ive got the main names, all I need. I just let people do and say everything they wanna do and say against me, cuz I already gotta plan. Sometimes I tell em, "Have fun!" Cuz I'm gonna have a whole hell of a Lotta fun when it's my turn to stomp on them 😊

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Their overall lack of control is my self control. How wonderful it is to experience my enemies' loss of control as they lash back against me with aggression via their technology and tactics. The harder they push, in hopes of intimidating and provoking me, the more they contradict their original narrative against me: there was a time when they went out of their way to have me portrayed as unstable, aggressive and unpredictable, a "threat" to society. They are now showing these same characteristics within themselves. Oh how wonderful indeed it is.

It's like I said: All tables turn eventually. And while they persist in throwing their little temper tantrums against my mind and body......I'm relaxin' 😎

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Woow. They are focusing a very high amount of energy on me atm. My face is burning, my skin stinging, mild headache pains, sinus pressure. I keep wiping my face down with a cold, wet paper towel to try and alleviate the burning. Within a minute, the water left on my face has completely dried up as if I'm frying out in the sun. Reminds me of Crematoria from the Chronicles of Riddick. Just straight up heat. For a 5 minute period I was given a "break": so long as I ignored the V2K, the assaults ceased. I thought, with temporary relief, the amped up tactics were over and returning to a more tolerable level. Next thing I know it goes back to the way it was. Guess they decided to briefly take my former "advice" and switch it up to throw me off. I'll hand it to them--it worked. I thought the worst of the "punishment" was over. Apparently not. Yeah, you got me with that one Uncle Sam. Guess you're still flexing your balls to prove who's the biggest and baddest, like, I get it, I get it, I get it 🙄

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So it's very obvious now, Uncle Sam has officially declared war on my mind and body. I suppose they feel they have a point to prove to me on who has the "biggest balls;" who can do the most damage. For an entire month now I've been dealing with the amped up DEW's and remote physical assaults against my body. Last night they induced severe insomnia in me, not allowing me to drift off to sleep until around or after 7 in the morning. The entire time I dealt with nothing but back to back attacks against my mind, but mostly my body. Never have they done it to that extent. Never. Although the V2K reported they took it that far for my posts and video on social media yesterday, I suspect as well this is their way of an extreme lash back for my stepping up with my advocation not just against Organized Harassment, but against the government in general. I keep being told, "You need to give up. Just. Give. Up!" and "You deserve it!" as I'm expected to submit to their demands for complete silence/submission. Even in the rare moments I'm completely quiet as they claim they want, they continue blasting me out. They ran a number on me last night up to this morning, but it still isn't enough for them apparently, as even right now I'm still being assaulted back to back to back to back. They're really getting off on it, and I know without it even being said, so is the background "audience" of everyone with access to watching my every move. The Program seems to purposely be trying to drive me crazy in a short period of time, with amped up tactics, all because of my social media advocation. I must have a lot of people's attention, even other T.I.'s, for my enemies to be fighting me so viciously. Constantly pulling at my clothes, constantly running what feels to be water droplets down my head and the back of my neck and down my cleavage, constantly touching me all over my body, constantly pulling and playing with my hair, constantly attacking my eyes and face, constantly playing with my legs, constantly bombarding me with intense heat waves and from time to time skin burning. Constantly, constantly, constantly. Nonstop. Never have they amped it up this much for such a long period of time. I'm not sure if I'm expected as well to drop down and suck the government's dick, along with Mister Brinley since the V2K pleasantly enjoys bringing his name up while bragging of making me suffer. The male voice I once referred to as "Michael" has even told me on several occasions, HE is Brinley. I know it's a lie because 1) that is not his voice and 2) the V2K is just a machine, capable of taking on anyone's voice. Either way it goes, I guess they want me to break down and cry my eyes out to use me yet again as a prime example of what they can do with their technology. I always keep it real: part of me wants to, just to get it out of my system. But I'm not much one for crying when I'm aware of over half the world watching me. They may get special invites to my suffering and struggles.

But my tears are my own.

I'm not all that great with shielding techniques because most of the ones I've tried have not worked for me. But considering the amped up tactics, I'm gonna give the research another try, see if I can find at least something that'll work in the meantime. At this point, I'm beginning to suspect, this may not only be the government lashing back, but an attempt to go in for the kill. They're too desperate in trying to get me to submit to them. Something's definitely up.

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The Program isn't a behavior modification operation. Really, it's a punishment, at least for most of us. Everyone's targeting experience is different, and the intended end goal for the target may differ as well. But for mine personally, I can tell it's not to change a behavior they don't like, or my entire personality either. On the few occasions I've given in and tried to obey what seemed desired of me, I still wasn't cut any breaks, offered any relief. It just seemed to make others smirk even more in general because they saw it as me "finally giving up" and one of the things I've learned as a fact about people in general, they really do enjoy watching someone else suffer and be down and miserable. It makes them feel better about themselves and their own situations. The world never gets tired of bringing others down and rejoicing over it. My point is, whether I submit to the demands given me or not, there is no real incentive: I still get bombarded heavily with DEW's, remote physical assaults against my body and mind, the physical stalking and harassment portion of Organized Harassment. Basically, still the whole nine yards. This is why I don't believe behavior modification is the goal for all T.I.'s. It's really not. It depends on who had you signed up and what THEIR personal interests are. The government goes along with it because we get to be their unwilling guinea pigs for them to "test" all their wicked experimentation on.

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My enemies (smirking): "You can pray all you want."

Me (confident): "I will."

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Slowly beginning to realize yet again how they are trying to isolate me from my intermediate family, the only ones I personally know who are not involved in any way, shape or form in my targeting experience. Any time I spend time with them, the DEW attacks and remote physical abuse are amped up to the max. As soon as I self isolate they turn it back down to a more "tolerable" level.

Once again, the jealousy of my enemies are showing. They can't stand they couldn't manipulate and brainwash EVERYONE into hating me and treating me like shit upon contact, and especially those closest to me. So as part of my "punishment" for advocating and making plans against the "big dogs" running this entire thing, they've also resorted to making my time with true family as a much of a living hell as they can. Hell, they're so desperate they're playing with my heart beat again too.

Not complaining, just documenting the evil and cruelty of these bastards who genuinely believe it's OK to play as "god" in someone else's life while completely unable to control their own behavior. The "ultimatum" remains the same, as constantly spoken by the A.I. V2K bullshit: "Submit or SUFFER." I also figure shit's been amped up on me because--I'm gonna keep it ALL the way real--Im being watched more intently by the feds. Lol. I know I am without anyone having to tell me. Hey, it's a joke to me. I know what they're thinking/assuming I will do. I just laugh. Idiots will be idiots. And while all these "high profile" authority figures keep tabs on me, the REAL threats of society are still out there committing all kinds of crimes that could've been absolutely prevented if our American government would only change priorities in who they watch and go after. But whatever. It will always be that way until this entire Program is exposed for good and shut the hell down. Maybe then they'll actually start hunting and dealing with actual terrorists and criminals. Until then, I know those running MY targeting are just in show-off mode; whooping my ass and boasting on how they do these things to "keep me in line." They've wreaked so much havoc on my eyes lately my vision is beginning to become blurred. They love assaulting my face more than any part of my body. Oh yeah, they've really been hamming it up with the abuse. Complete show offs, the whole: "Don't worry; we'll back her down. We'll teach her a lesson. Watch how we do!"

Welp.....gotta let em do their thing.

As I continue doing mine. They've gotten me to the point, I don't even fear death anymore, or more particularly, how I will die. I used to be on edge about such considerations. Now I don't even care. I consider myself ready should they ever silently murder me before my time. At least then I will be completely free from this torture. In the meantime, I carry on as the soldier I've been forced to become.

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In other news......while the governmental criminals continue to try wiping me out and wearing me down, at this moment I've got my music on blast, groovin' and boogeying on down without a single care about who's watching, why and how they think of me. While they sit back, fingers steepled watching my every move while mystified on how I can possibly be enjoying myself in the midst of their aggressive attacks to my body, I refuse to let them get me down. They only do the same things every single day. So I already know what to expect. They've made it too easy. They haven't got the brains to switch it up to try and throw me off, so I'm always one step ahead. Can't break this party up, sorry criminal terrorists! 🤣😂😎👋

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Just because you haven't seen the existence/use of something doesn't mean it doesn't exist. How many T.I.'s have personally seen the use of Remote Neural Monitoring in relation to their own targeting experience? We've never seen it with our own two eyes yet we know it exists and that those involved against us can monitor our thoughts and emotions, even perps. And they can use their very phones to do so. I used to tell people, "If you want to know if someone around you is mind probing you, just conjure up the ugliest, vicious thoughts about them that you can. Mentally insult everything about them and I guarantee if they are monitoring your thoughts, you will spot an instant change in their demeanor." It's been implied to me in the past, perps have an app on their phone linked to RNM. I've tested this "theory" many many many times and always got results. Not good ones, but perps almost always make it sooo obvious, falling for the mental bait, too slow to realize its only a test. I've never seen the app, the devices, but I know it exists. I've never personally seen DEW's either, but I know without a doubt they exist and are being used on me. You don't have to see it to know it exists. People who aren't involved in organized harassment in any way, shape or form can't see that we are being targeted, yet we KNOW this cointelpro and mk ultra program exists and we are the guinea pigs of it. That's my point.

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That's what people don't get about me; you wanna watch my shit, then make references about it on your own pages on other social media platforms? Go ahead then, do your thing. Obsess over me like all the rest--my every word, thought, action, posts on social media, etc. You're only adding to the "Everybody let's obsess over the fat, black chic from Florida" cringe-factor Mister Lynn Patrick Brinley began 5 years ago 🤣😂😅 It amazes me how one man's obsession of me literally took over what feels like half the world, infecting so many people out there, even other T.I.'s. Jesus. I'm starting to feel like I'm the last one left in the world who actually has a life that does not revolve around obsessing over someone else. People in general, on either side of this war, are just weird as hell. Like creepy ass stalkerish weird. Even when they KNOW you're being hacked, broadcasted and exploited. It's really disturbing. Especially since no one ever sees nothing wrong with it 😷😷😷 Anyhow, moving right along 🚶‍♀️

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It's obvious again, everything I post on any social media platform (and even some of what I don't post but have on my phone itself) is being hacked, broadcasted and exploited under my name by my enemies to other people and even other T.I.'s. This is why when people are all like, "You shouldn't be so much of an open book with your beliefs and opinions and personal life, respect your own privacy," I literally laugh out loud. There is no such thing as "privacy" when you're a T.I. Everything, even your very thoughts get broadcasted and exploited to everyone involved. It just becomes a matter of, who's gonna put it out there first? You or the ones spreading it all over the place?

I watched a YT video from another T.I. explaining how the Program is able to hijack your social media profiles and videos and spread it around everywhere under your name while maintaining the misperception that it is yourself doing it when it's not. It makes sense; the videos I make I publish only on YT. Yet I've seen references to the material I speak on in my videos, even relating to my personal life, on different social media platforms by people who identify as T.I.'s. So they're seeing it too, despite my only putting the vids on YT, under a different name on a different social media platform, mind you.

It's basically impersonation and a major privacy breach of course. For some strange reason, those in charge of my targeting believe they're actually "helping" me by spreading my advocation around. What they don't understand or simply refuse to acknowledge, they're STILL hijacking the control I should have over my own material, specifically the things I do NOT publish on social media. Unfortunately, no one can tell the difference.

But guess what? I still don't care. I still won't let it stop me. Forging straight ahead, full speed, regardless of who's 👀 You do what ya gotta do.

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Ultimately, I would love if all of us T.I.'s could put aside all petty differences and work as a fully united team with the same exact goals in mind regardless of each one's personal beliefs. I would love if we could establish our own physical communities where we are fully supportive of each other and defend one another against our enemies. But there is just too much distrust and skepticism in our online communities alone. If we could ever stop fighting each other and at least try to protect one another, we'd no doubt be a force the govt couldn't quite handle. Right now we're so pitted against each other, they don't have to do much to keep us divided and this is what they bank on: Keeping the minority divided and disorganized while the majority continue to reign. I have a feeling it won't be until we are set free and the truth is exposed to all, only then will we seriously begin to unite on all fronts. Going against one another is a part of the Great Distraction, guaranteeing we will constantly fight the wrong battle. Think of how powerful we could be if we all fought united against the government, having our very own network of people as they do. Think of how if we all made the same moves against them how much of an impact we'd be making. They'd have an even bigger war on their hands they never expected. United We Stand, Divided We Fall.

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Something else I continue to notice in regard to T.I.'s fighting the wrong battles, are the constant need some feel to try and justify why they should not be a T.I. There is only ONE justification, ONE defense, but so many T.I.'s will damn near give a laundry list of why their name should not be on the list. For some T.I.'s, other T.I.'s will add insult to injury by making comments like, "Most REAL T.I.'s have never even gotten in trouble with the law," or "Most REAL T.I.'s have never been diagnosed with any kind of mental illness." I'm gonna keep it all the way real with this question: so for those T.I.'s who have, are you implying this makes them less of a Targeted Individual? Let's all remember: this is a TERRORIST WATCHLIST our names are on. A WATCHLIST meant for TERRORISTS. So, if you are not a proven terrorist or someone proven to have ties to terrorism, you're name should NOT be on the list regardless of your background or mental status diagnoses! This is what makes it illegal. This is what the entire Lawsuit for us is standing on. We have not committed any crimes related to TERRORISM, we have no ties to TERRORISM. So when other T.I.'s speak in ignorance trying to justify themselves all across the board, not only is it unnecessary but it makes you look ignorant. Our ONLY defense is the fact we are not terrorists in any way, shape or form. Nothing else matters. If they could convict us of any crimes, we would not be on a list, we'd be in prison. A rare few of T.I.'s I've come across have bravely admitted to having been either diagnosed with mental illness or to having a criminal record from the past, minor offenses. And there are probably more out there just like this but would rather not say anything out of fear of being judged unfairly. I can only imagine how they'd feel coming across T.I.'s who try to justify their own lack of a mental diagnosis or criminal record as a reason why they either shouldn't be targeted or should be seen as absolutely "credible." These kind of T.I.'s I've found to be judgemental as hell, just like the gangstalkers who consider themselves better than us for simply not being in our shoes, as their thought processes are similar: that only people who've done something wrong in life should be targeted. Seriously, this is the impression they give, and to see other T.I.'s walk in that same mindset is disgusting. Yet we T.I.'s have the nerve to wonder why we are such a divided group. Smh.

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Honestly? One of the reasons I can't wait for the illegal terrorist watchlist to be exposed, specifically the name of every Non-Investigative Subject (TI) to be made public, is so some T.I.'s will finally shut the hell up about trying to prove their credibility while also going out of their way to disprove other T.I.'s credibility 😅😏🙄 I mean, come on already 😑

I've been spending more time advocating on certain social media platforms, and have come across more than one T.I. going out of their way to try and prove they're legit, OR trying to prove someone else is fake. Some of them have full out wars going on with each other and I happen to stumble across it in my newsfeed and it's like, "Are you serious right now? THIS is what you're choosing to devote your time and energy towards in this war?" And then you have those who criticize others with the same mindset as I have towards the issue, with the whole, "You're stupid enough to believe everyone who calls their self a T.I.," argument. Honestly, I peep stuff like that and understand greatly why organized harassment and perps in general are so successful while we as a T.I. community are not. It all depends on what you choose to focus your energy on; harassers focus their energy on trying to make us miserable. Too many T.I.'s spend their energy on proving themselves and disproving others. Maybe I'm just mature minded, but I'm not gonna devote my time and energy into trying to prove I'm what I say I am, nor am I gonna waste time trying to figure out who's a phony and who isn't. What everyone seems to forget: the bulk of the T.I. community is based online, so how are you going to know without a doubt who's who in the first place? I could see if it was in person, or if someone claiming to be a T.I. is trying to get close to you online, then fine. Stuff like that is when you should start considering credibility so you don't get burned/played. However, too many T.I.'s make it their personal mission to go after other T.I.'s they deem as fake often out of sheer bias. For example, I've seen it where if you have a difference of opinion/beliefs with another T.I., that T.I. will then block you and then go on a crusade on their pg bashing you out to all their followers. So basically, not being a kiss ass not only gets you on the bad side of other T.I.'s., but it also opens up yet another smear campaign about you, this time from the very ones who should be standing united WITH you, not against you. Pure ridiculousness. Some like to boast that we are a very united community when in actuality, there is far too much division among us. Now that I've narrowed down who my enemies are (the govt), my fight is geared almost entirely against them. Not other T.I.'s. And if we ALL had that same mindset instead of pussy-footing around, we'd no doubt become a force the govt would think more than thrice about going against. I'm not saying there are no fake T.I.'s out there, there are. But why waste so much time on them? If you believe you are absolutely right about a person being an imposter, keep your distance from them and KEEP MOVING! I mean, what do you do if another T.I. is to claim YOU'RE a fake? Obsess over them for the rest of your time in this war? Smh. I've had people imply the same about me. So what? I know I'm legit, if someone else feels they cannot accept that, it's THEIR personal problem, not mine. Im not about to make damn near my every post on social media about them. Next!

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In other news, got my nails done today. Already figured I'd get targeted during the process. More than a couple customers would pass by me and play the usual "I'll talk shit at you under my breath as I walk by because I'm too much of a chicken-shit to even dare say anything direct to you." This game has been played since 2019. I'm so used to it, I barely even mentally responded to it today. It's just old. Same ole people, same ole bullshit things. Besides, it's always a bit of a refresher to realize, these people are taking times out of their "busy" (ha!) lives to encounter me in public, just to make some remark about how they feel about me, a girl who doesn't even bother them and wouldn't even know of their existence until they give themselves away. One blond lady passed behind me as I was getting my nails done and said loud enough for me to hear, "You're so embarassing." I get told this alot, primarily via V2K. Meh, mute point. Apparently, I'm not "embarassing" enough for them to live their own lives and stop obsessing over me. They have to fight to get and keep my attention. I get theirs naturally, so that in itself says a lot.

Other people mumbled stuff I didn't quite catch and had no desire to. Another lady muttered, "We're all friends," as she walked by. Again, another mute point. I already know they're all peas in a pod with each other as they fight to keep me excluded. They made that obvious in the very beginning of this entire experience. Don't care. Neeeeexxxxt.

Another woman kept repeating loudly, while staring down at her phone, "You're stupid. It's because you're being so stupid!" She was not on the phone with anyone, but it was too clear, as I've been down this road before, she was indirectly referring to me. She'd been sitting near the door, waiting to get called over to get her nails done. Ever since I've begun putting more effort into advocating for the freedom and justice movement of us T.I.'s, I've been getting the whole, "You're being STUPID!" Bs a lot more. I couldn't care less. If they genuinely weren't threatened by my attempts to help get the word out, they wouldn't even say anything about what I'm doing in the background. So I'm good. Nobody got to me today, my feelings remained just fine and all of my harassers were left disappointed as I got these beautiful nail designs. It's past time for me to revert to wearing a camera on myself like I used too. Soon, I will be back to it, and Im sure that'll cut down on some of the harassment as they hate getting busted on camera.

Anyhow, it's always nice doing something fun and relaxing for myself when I can and I would definitely encourage all T.I.'s to do the same when possible.

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One of the very things that stick out about organized harassment is the fact the people running it as well as those who engage in it, want you to be just like them. They want you to think like them, act like them, talk like them, and hell, if they could they'd have you dressing like them too. The government in general just wants you to conform; "just follow directions!" As I'm constantly told. What makes a "good recruit" are those who blindly follow what they are told without questions. This is how they keep their perceived idea of freedom. What they hate about us T.I.'s is the fact we dare to be different from them in every way. We question what we are told, we refuse to follow any commands that would threaten the wellbeing of someone else, a person we don't even know, mind you, like these people do. We refuse to live our lives in hatred, doing the most evil things we can to others just because we can. And we refuse to cover or condone wrongdoing, especially wrongdoing that harms another human being. We think with our hearts and minds, not just our minds. And we actually care about the fate of humanity. Those who gangstalk will never understand why we choose to be different and not merely sell our lives, our very souls away, just to obtain what they see as the "greatest perks" of being a part of a secret program where everyone's connected and doing and saying what they wanna do and say towards selected individuals, all while the governments backs and covers them. Stalking and harassing, virtually obsessing over a person who does nothing for them or to them, they feel is living the "high life." Watching our every move behind the scenes and going out of their way to encounter us just so they can say or do something to get us to react negatively, is the best thing in the world to them. When you think about it, they treat our own lives as more important than their own, all of the time and effort they invest into us. They spend more time on us than they do their own children, and when they can, they even involve their children. If we T.I.'s are so "crazy" and oh so "dangerous," then how does it make them look to use their children in their sick, twisted games? Using their own logic against them, they should be charged with child endangerment don't you think, since we are the "bad guys"? Food for thought.

The very things they call us and label us as fits them to a T. They know it, they just fight not to let that truth take root in their hearts.

Truth is, even if I was offered all the money in the world, along with their idea of "freedom," I'd still turn it all down. Going out of my way to try and hurt someone else just because the authorities say "it's OK, they deserve it!" Is just not worth it. Because I already know what it's like to be in that position. Whether they like it or not, these people will one day be forced to take their blinders off and see themselves as anyone who isn't involved would see them: Predators, Bullies, Abusers and Cowards. You're not the good guy or the "hero" when your entire intention is to cause harm to someone else whether physically, verbally, emotionally, etc. When their brainwashing wears off (and the government can no longer back them), it's gonna be the rudest awakening they've ever had.