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[lexawritex]

omg girly i read ur fic u posted yesterday just now STOPPP that’s so sad 😭

and i shall take as motivation to post more angst 😌

[lexawritex]

not kpop related but here's something i wrote while i mope over my unrequited feelings to a STRAIGHT woman 😭

you remember it as clear as day.

you look around the class, familiarizing yourself with your new classmates, and then your eyes land on her.

effortlessly gorgeous—even in the way she sat, there was such poise that you couldn't help but be drawn to her. but you shrugged it off, thinking it was nothing, that you were just not used to the new faces.

but the feeling of being drawn in didn't stop.

it grew stronger, and the more you lingered, the more you got sucked in.

you never expected the two of you to get along so well. you thanked your bad eyesight for giving you the opportunity to be seated next to her.

were you ecstatic? yes. nervous? very. and you had every right to be. she was just so natural at everything she did. how? you wondered every time she caught you off guard.

poor you, an awkward gay child.

and then came the fluttering and panicking. the electric-like feeling whenever you touched. the weird sensation in your stomach whenever she hugged you. that warmth whenever she played with your hair or reached for something from you.

at first, you thought there was something special. silly you.

those things she did to you? she did them to everyone else. she was just being friendly.

did it hurt? yes, very much.

but you knew that was all there was to it—nothing more than just a friendly love language.

would you risk confessing to her? no, you wouldn’t dare.

you’d rather suffer in silent pain and bask in her divided attention than reveal your secret and ruin what you cherished so much.

time passed quickly, but the change between you two was even faster.

a new school year started, and—oh no—you were separated. it affected you deeply, but her? like the eye of a hurricane, she remained calm while everything else was swept away.

how was she so...

good at making you feel special when, in reality, that was just how she treated everyone?

good at making your mood instantly light up whenever she appeared?

good at breaking your heart in ways only you knew?

for you, she was everything.

but to her, you were just a friend.

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—price of heroism

★ yunjin saved countless lives, yet failed to save the one she cherished most—you.

superhero!yunjin x fem!reader very angst, death, im back 😝

yunjin believed in a just world. evil always had consequences, and she was the one to deliver them. in a city where good and evil coexisted, she was born to keep darkness in check and protect the light.

throughout her adulthood, yunjin lived a double life. by night, she was a masked vigilante, using her superhuman strength to stop crimes before they happened, leaving criminals at police stations like whispers of justice in the dark. but by day, she was just another face in the crowd—an ordinary café worker, hiding her true self behind the scent of coffee and quiet smiles.

unbeknownst to you, the very person you loved was the same masked hero you were obsessed with. as a rising journalist known for your raw and fearless reporting, you had one goal—to uncover the identity of the vigilante who kept the city’s criminals in check. little did you know, the truth was much closer than you ever imagined.

one fateful night, yunjin lay awake, restless. the city was quiet, but she couldn't ignore the ringing in her ears—a relentless signal she had come to know all too well. it wasn’t just a sound; it was a call. an ability she had developed over years of saving people, an unshakable instinct that told her when danger lurked. no matter how exhausted she was, she knew she couldn’t ignore it. someone needed her. and she would always answer.

but as much as she wanted to leap out of the window and take to the skies, she couldn’t—not with you sleeping peacefully beside her. the steady rhythm of your breathing was a stark contrast to the chaos ringing in her ears, calling her to action.

you, her girlfriend, a sharp and relentless journalist, had spent countless nights chasing the identity of the city’s masked hero. and yet, the very person you sought was lying right next to you.

yunjin had kept her secret for as long as you’d been together, not out of distrust, but out of love. she couldn’t risk you getting caught in the crossfire of the dangers she faced. keeping you in the dark meant keeping you safe. and for her, that sacrifice was worth everything.

but the ringing in her ear was relentless, growing louder, more urgent. she clenched her jaw, trying to fight it, but she knew she couldn’t ignore it any longer. someone needed her.

with a heavy heart, she turned to you, still peacefully asleep beside her. she never wanted to do this—never wanted to use her abilities on you. but tonight, she had no choice.

with practiced precision, she pressed a certain point on your neck, ensuring you would remain in a deep sleep. her chest ached with guilt as she watched you exhale softly, completely unaware of what she had just done.

she sighed, leaning down to press an apologetic kiss to your forehead. “i’m sorry,” she whispered, her voice barely above a breath. then, without another moment’s hesitation, she slipped out of bed, stepped onto the windowsill, and vanished into the night sky.

what yunjin thought would be a simple rescue mission turned out to be something far more sinister—a carefully disguised terrorist attack.

by the time she arrived, the scene was already a nightmare. a bus, packed with terrified civilians, was rigged with bombs, their digital timers mercilessly counting down. muffled sobs and panicked cries filled the air as fear gripped the passengers. there was no time to hesitate.

yunjin acted fast, ripping through the bus doors with her strength, ushering people out one by one. with precision and speed, she disarmed the explosives, her heart pounding with urgency. but just as relief settled in, another sharp ringing echoed in her ears.

another emergency. another call for help.

without pause, she shot into the night sky, following the distress. and again, after saving more lives, the ringing returned. again and again, it led her from one disaster to another—fires, accidents, violent attacks. it was as if the entire city was unraveling at once.

something wasn’t right. this wasn’t just a bad night. it was coordinated. and she was at the center of it.

by the time daylight broke, the city was in chaos—not just from the night of relentless attacks, but from the wildfire of news reports flooding every screen. yunjin was once again at the center of it all.

videos of her flew across the internet—grainy phone footage capturing her soaring through the sky, lifting debris like it weighed nothing, saving lives in ways no ordinary person could. she had always been a myth to some, a hero to others, but now? now, she was undeniable.

yet, it wasn’t over.

standing in the ruins of yet another attack, she faced a masked criminal holding a hostage at gunpoint, his other hand clutching a detonator. yunjin’s muscles tensed. she had to act fast.

with superhuman speed, she lunged, slamming the man against the wall, forcing his grip to loosen just enough to free the hostage and send his gun clattering to the ground.

but then, he grinned.

her stomach twisted as she saw his fingers tighten around the detonator.

the explosion came in an instant—a deafening roar as fire and debris shot in all directions. without thinking, yunjin grabbed the nearest truck, hurling it into place to shield the police and reporters nearby.

but deep down, she knew—no matter how fast she was, no matter how strong—she couldn’t save everyone. not this time.

as the dust settled, the chaos slowly gave way to grim reality. police and emergency responders worked tirelessly, securing the area, tending to the wounded, and counting the losses.

yunjin, despite the exhaustion weighing on her, helped where she could—lifting massive debris, clearing paths for medics, searching for any survivors.

but the damage was done. too many were injured. and a few, trapped inside the bank when the explosion hit, hadn’t made it out.

yunjin’s heart ached at the sight of covered bodies, at the sound of grieving families. no matter how hard she tried, she hadn’t been fast enough. hadn’t been strong enough.

guilt threatened to consume her. but then—amidst the devastation—came the voices of the people.

“thank you, hero.”

“you saved my family.”

“we wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you.”

despite the losses, despite the pain, they still looked at her with hope. with gratitude. she wasn’t a god. she wasn’t invincible.

but she was here. and as long as she could still stand, still fight—she wouldn’t stop.

clutching her injured side, yunjin made her way to the ambulance, exhaustion weighing down every step. the moment she reached it, a paramedic rushed to her, pressing firm hands against the deep wound on her side. she barely flinched, standing still as he worked, her gaze drifting past him.

she watched as the other survivors received medical attention, their faces a mix of pain and relief. then, her eyes moved to the ones who hadn’t been as lucky—the bodies being carefully carried away, covered in stark white sheets.

her ears caught a conversation nearby.

"i don’t know why reporters have to get so close to a crime scene. they should’ve stayed at a distance, but no, they just had to be right in the middle of it."

yunjin’s breath hitched. her gaze followed the sheeted body being placed gently on the ground. her stomach twisted at the thought—another life she couldn’t save. she swallowed hard and forced herself to look away.

but then—her heart stopped.

peeking out from beneath the sheet was a hand. and on its wrist, a bracelet.

a familiar bracelet.

one she had traced with her fingers a thousand times. one she had watched you fasten every morning. one that belonged to you.

patting the paramedic’s shoulder, yunjin took a shaky step forward, then another, ignoring the pain searing through her wound. the man hesitated, watching her with confusion, but she didn’t stop. she couldn’t.

her heart pounded as she limped toward the body, dread curling in her stomach. with every step, she prayed she was wrong, that her mind was playing cruel tricks on her.

but as she got closer, her worst fear solidified.

the bracelet wasn’t just familiar—it was yours. the delicate gold material gleamed under the morning light, the engraved initials undeniable.

her knees gave out, hitting the ground beside the body. tears blurred her vision as she reached out with trembling hands, hovering just above the white cloth.

she hesitated.

because the moment she pulled it back, she would have to face the truth. and she wasn’t sure if she could survive it.

the crowd stood frozen, watching as the city's invincible hero crumbled before them.

yunjin, who had always been a figure of strength, now trembled—her shoulders shaking, her breath uneven. tears streamed down her face, soaking the mask that had always hidden her identity. her hands, usually so steady, so sure, now quivered violently above the white cloth.

no one spoke. no one dared to break the heavy silence.

some looked away, unable to bear the sight of their hero in agony. others wiped their own tears, moved by the raw, unfiltered grief unfolding before them.

and then, the silence shattered.

a cry tore from yunjin’s throat—loud, broken, filled with unbearable pain.

as her trembling fingers pulled back the cloth, the last shred of hope she clung to was ripped away.

it was you.

your face, peaceful as if still asleep, yet devoid of life.

her world stopped. the ringing in her ears drowned out everything else. no superhuman strength could undo this. no speed, no power—nothing could bring you back.

for the first time, yunjin felt truly powerless.

yunjin’s cries echoed through the ruined streets, raw and unrestrained, drowning out everything else. there were no sirens, no voices—just the sound of her heartbreak.

she clutched your lifeless body against her, her fingers digging into your clothes as if holding you tighter could somehow bring you back.

some onlookers bowed their heads, unable to watch. others wiped their tears, mourning alongside the hero who had saved so many—but couldn’t save the one who mattered most.

yunjin, who had once believed the world was fair, now stood shattered, carrying the one life she cherished most—the one life she couldn’t save.

she had spent years protecting this city, saving countless people, standing between good and evil without hesitation. but now, as she held your lifeless body in her arms, the weight of it all crushed her.

what was the point of saving the world if she couldn’t save you?

you, the reason she kept going. the reason she fought through every wound, every sleepless night. the reason she held onto hope even in the darkest moments.

but now, hope was slipping through her fingers, cold and lifeless in her embrace.

and for the first time, yunjin questioned everything she had ever believed in.

people watched in silence as yunjin walked past them, each step heavy, each breath unsteady.

the unbreakable hero, the city’s guardian, now looked like a ghost of herself—wounded, grieving, carrying the one person she couldn’t save.

no one dared to stop her. no one had the words to comfort her. they simply stepped aside, watching as she held you close, as if refusing to let go could somehow undo the cruel reality of it all.

some whispered prayers, others wiped away silent tears. but no one could deny the truth—tonight, their hero had won the battle, but she had lost everything.

the news spread like wildfire. headlines covered both triumph and tragedy—the heroic rescue of countless civilians and the devastating loss that left their protector broken.

screens across the city played the footage over and over: yunjin, battered and grieving, walking through the wreckage with your lifeless body in her arms. the once unstoppable force of justice now looked so human. so defeated.

and as the people watched, a single question lingered in the air, heavy with uncertainty.

will she return?

the city owed its safety to her. but after tonight, after losing the one person who meant everything—could she ever bear to fight again?

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red hair giselle is doing things to me like

MISS MAAM?!?!? WHAT ABOUT MY HEALTH??? OH MY FAWKING GAWDD

[lexawritex]

—midnight recording

aeri x fem!reader

⚠️ smut, fingering, cursing, mdni

★ visiting your girlfriend in her studio late at night.

a/n: posting the things i have in my drafts before i get so busy again :/

a loud gunshot shattered the silence of your apartment, jolting you awake. your eyes flew open, a gasp escaping your lips as your heart pounded in your chest.

panic set in as you frantically scanned the room, searching for the source of the sound. only to find the tv as the source of the loud sound. you let out a relieved sigh, reaching for the remote to turn it off.

slipping your hand under the pillows you'd tossed on the couch, you searched for your phone.

you looked at the time and it was already 11pm.

looking around, the apartment was untouched, meaning aeri still hadn't come home from work. it was understandable—she and her group were preparing for a comeback, so lately, she would come home late or sometimes sleep at their building if they finished too late.

standing up from the couch, you stretched your limbs before slipping on aeri's hoodie—the one you had stolen from her closet. grabbing your car keys and wallet, you stepped out of the apartment.

you drove to the sm building, making a quick stop at a convenience store to pick up some midnight snacks. when you arrived, you entered the building, greeting the people inside. they greeted you back without hesitation, already familiar with you from your frequent visits.

as you walked, you happened to bump into jimin, who looked like she was about to head home. her eyes widened in surprise upon seeing you before a smile spread across her face, and she waved at you.

"hey, yn! nice seeing you here," jimin greeted.

you smiled at the leader.

"hey there, jimin. heading home?"

jimin nodded, pouting. "yes, finally... practice had me beat up," she groaned.

you chuckled. "good luck on your comeback."

she smiled, exhaustion evident in her expression. "thanks, yn. we’re all working hard for it."

"by the way, aeri's stuck in the recording room. said she’s having problems with her solo song," jimin informed you.

you nodded in understanding. "got it, thanks, jimin."

with that, you bid goodbye to the leader and continued on your way.

you made your way through the vast building, finally arriving at the studio where aeri was supposedly stuck.

knocking on the glass door, you waited a moment before stepping inside.

there she was—your girlfriend, hunched over the large desk cluttered with recording equipment, her fingers typing away on the keyboard. her eyes never left the screen, completely focused.

"i'll head home once i finish this," aeri said, her voice laced with exhaustion but unwavering in determination.

you smiled and spoke,

"but i got snacks."

the sound of your voice made aeri whip her head around so fast, her face blank as she processed your presence. then, as realization hit, a wide smile spread across her face.

"baby!"

aeri pushed herself out of her seat and rushed to you, wrapping you in a warm, tight hug. she nestled her head into your neck, sighing softly as she breathed in your scent.

"baby… i missed you so much. i was just thinking about finishing my song tomorrow so i could come home to you," she murmured, her voice filled with affection.

"oh, thank you so much for coming here."

before you could respond, she pulled away just enough to smother your face with a flurry of kisses, making you laugh at her sudden burst of affection.

"oh, i miss you too, love," you responded, smiling.

aeri groaned dramatically, cupping your face with both hands.

"can we make out? like right now?" she asked out of the blue, eyes hopeful.

you stared at her, wide-eyed, before bursting into laughter.

"aeri, what—?"

she pouted. "i'm serious! i need a recharge!"

you laughed, shaking your head in amusement before letting out a sigh.

"you're unbelievable," you muttered, smiling as you brushed a strand of hair from her face.

looking at aeri's pouting face, you couldn't help but melt at the sight. with a soft sigh, you gave in, pulling her close before crashing your lips against hers.

she let out a pleased hum, arms wrapping tightly around your neck as she eagerly kissed you back, as if she'd been waiting for this all day.

aeri pressed herself closer, deepening the kiss as her fingers tangled in your hair. her desperation was evident—the long hours of work, the exhaustion, and the longing for you all pouring into the way her lips moved against yours.

you smiled into the kiss, feeling the warmth of her love, and gently cupped her face, stroking her cheek with your thumb. aeri sighed against your lips, melting into your touch as if all the stress weighing her down had vanished in that moment.

when you pulled away for a gasp of air, aeri didn’t waste a second—immediately pushing herself onto you, reclaiming your lips with desperation.

surprised, you stumbled back slightly but quickly caught up, your hands gripping her waist to steady yourself. her tongue slipped past your lips, claiming every inch of your mouth as if she couldn’t get enough. you let her take control, surrendering to her eagerness as her fingers threaded into your hair, pulling you impossibly closer.

the studio was silent except for the soft sounds of your heated kisses, the tension thick between you. aeri groaned into your mouth, clearly frustrated from days of being apart, and you couldn’t help but smile against her lips.

feeling her lungs burn from the lack of oxygen, aeri finally pulled away, resting her forehead against yours.

she panted heavily, her warm breath fanning against your lips as she tried to catch her breath.

you, on the other hand, looked at her in pure amusement.

"jesus, aeri, let me breathe, woman," you teased, a playful grin tugging at your lips.

aeri chuckled breathlessly.

"sorry, baby, couldn't help myself," she admitted, a mischievous glint in her eyes.

you shook your head, smiling fondly. pressing a quick peck on her lips, you pulled away from her touch (earning a low groan of protest from aeri) as you grabbed the snacks you bought earlier.

settling back down, you let aeri pull you onto her lap, something she insisted on. with a warm cup of noodles in hand, you occasionally fed her bites while she continued working, her arms loosely wrapped around your waist.

"this is nice."

she mumbled between bites, nuzzling her face against your shoulder for a moment before refocusing on her screen.

you chuckled, running your fingers through her hair.

"just don’t get noodle broth on the equipment, superstar."

aeri hummed, refocusing on her work.

after some typing and occasionally groaning at the screen. aeri pulled away from the computer, nuzzling her face into your neck.

"what's wrong, lovely?" you asked.

aeri mumbled something against your shoulder, but her words came out muffled and completely unintelligible.

you raised a brow, amused. "what was that?"

she pulled back slightly, pouting at you, but the playful glint from earlier was gone. instead, her eyes were hooded, darkened with something you were very familiar with—lust.

biting your lip in realization—an action that didn’t go unnoticed by aeri. her eyes instinctively flickered down to your lips before quickly snapping back up to meet your gaze, a subtle tension settling between you.

without a word, you placed your phone on the desk and shifted in her lap, adjusting your position until you were fully straddling her. aeri’s hands instinctively found their place on your waist, fingers tightening slightly as if anticipating what was coming next.

hooking your arms around her neck, you leaned in just a little, your breath mingling with hers. "you keep looking at me like that, aeri." you murmured, teasing.

aeri whined softly, her grip on your sides tightening as she gazed up at you with desperate eyes.

"baby, i miss you so much," she murmured, her voice almost trembling with need. she pressed a gentle kiss to your jaw before pulling back just enough to meet your gaze again.

"can i please have you?" she begged, her tone filled with longing, fingers tracing slow, deliberate circles against your hips.

you raised a brow, amusement lacing your tone.

"right here, right now?"

aeri bit her lip, nodding eagerly. "mm-hmm," she hummed, her hands sliding up your back, pulling you even closer. "no one's gonna come in… and i just—i need you, baby."

her eyes searched yours, dark and pleading, waiting for your answer.

wordlessly giving your answer, you slipped off aeri’s hoodie, letting it fall to the floor, leaving you in just a thin shirt.

aeri’s breath hitched, her eyes immediately roaming over you, fingers twitching against your waist. she swallowed hard, her grip tightening as she looked up at you, completely captivated.

“god, you’re gonna be the death of me,” she murmured, voice thick with want, before pulling you in, crashing her lips against yours once more.

her lips attacked yours before trailing down to your jaw and neck, leaving a path of wet, open-mouthed kisses. occasionally biting and sucking on your skin, definitely leaving some marks.

aeri's hands roamed your sides, gripping your hips as she pulled you impossibly closer. her breath was warm against your skin, and you shivered as she nipped lightly at your pulse, her lips lingering as if savoring the moment.

“missed this,” she murmured against your neck, her voice low and needy.

pulling away slightly, aeri’s gaze dropped to your chest, her fingers slipping beneath your shirt, tracing slow, teasing circles before gently cupping you in her hand.

a smirk played on your lips as you decided to give her what she wanted. gripping the hem of your shirt, you lifted it up, holding it between your teeth, putting yourself on display just for her.

aeri’s eyes sparkled with hunger, her breath hitching at the sight. with one hand, you reached back to unclasp your bra, letting it fall.

she wasted no time—her warm mouth latching onto one peak while her other hand toyed with the other, squeezing and flicking, making your breath catch.

"so beautiful," she murmured against your skin, her voice soft yet laced with desire.

while aeri busied herself with your sensitive skin, you sat there, moaning helplessly, your fingers threading through her hair as she worked her magic.

every flick of her tongue, every squeeze of her hand had you melting beneath her touch, your breaths coming out in shaky gasps.

fortunately, the studio was soundproof, meaning you didn’t have to hold back—you could be as loud as you wanted, and aeri was determined to pull every sound from you.

when aeri pulled away, a whine escaped your lips, your body instinctively leaning toward her, craving her touch. but the mischievous glint in her eyes told you she had something planned.

tilting her head slightly, she let out a playful sigh, as if speaking to no one in particular.

"forgive me, producer, but it seems i’m about to ruin your precious studio."

before you could react, her hand slipped into your pants, her fingers pressing firmly against your heated core, making you gasp at the sudden contact.

she teasingly traced slow, deliberate circles against your heated core, her touch light yet utterly consuming. soft whines and breathy moans escaped your lips, only fueling the growing hunger in her dark, needy gaze.

"so sensitive," aeri murmured, her voice laced with amusement and desire, her fingers never faltering as she watched you fall apart beneath her touch.

eager to draw more sounds from you, aeri wasted no time, slipping a finger inside—earning a sharp, shaky moan from your lips.

"fuck!" you gasped, your muscles tensing as she slowly worked her hand, dragging her finger in and out with deliberate precision.

a string of curses fell from your lips as she added another finger, stretching you just right. the way she moved—controlled, unrelenting—made it impossible to think, let alone form a coherent thought.

as her pace quickened, you became a moaning, writhing mess on her. with her other hand, she gripped your waist firmly, keeping you still on her lap.

"that's it, baby. let me hear you." aeri groaned, her voice thick with desire as she maintained the perfect pace, attuned to every sound you made.

occasionally, she curled her fingers just right, pulling a sharp gasp or a broken moan from you—each reaction only fueling her need to hear more.

your hands slipped from her shoulders, gripping the edge of the desk instead as you leaned back, giving aeri the perfect view of you.

her eyes darkened, taking in every detail, her breath hitching at the sight. "just perfect," she muttered, her touch never faltering.

the sight before her was intoxicating—your body glistening with sweat, hair a beautiful mess, drool slipping from your lips as you bit down on the hem of your shirt, exposing your marked, sensitive skin.

your stomach tensed with every whimper, every moan, completely lost in the moment.

aeri swore she could never get enough. this—you, undone beneath her—was something she wanted to witness every single day.

as your core tightened around her fingers, aeri knew you were close. without hesitation, she quickened her pace, her movements growing more intense, more precise.

your moans grew louder, your grip on the desk tightening, muscles shaking uncontrollably as your legs tensed, the overwhelming pressure building to your release.

"come on, baby," aeri coaxed, her grip firm as she held you in place, her voice dripping with hunger. "let me taste you."

aeri could break her fingers for all she cared—none of it mattered. all that mattered was you, trembling, teetering on the edge of bliss.

"that's it, baby," she murmured, eyes locked onto you, completely entranced. "let go for me."

and you did.

with a loud, breathless moan, your body shuddered, pleasure crashing over you in waves as you finally let go, releasing your juices that aeri wanted so much.

she held you steady, watching in awe as you came undone, completely lost in the sensation.

pulling her fingers out, aeri brought them to her lips, slowly sucking them clean, never once breaking eye contact with your half-lidded, dazed gaze.

"so sweet," she murmured, a smirk tugging at her lips as she watched your chest rise and fall, completely spent yet utterly mesmerizing.

you let out a weak chuckle before collapsing against her, your body still tingling from the aftermath.

aeri wrapped her arms around your waist, pulling you close as she pressed soft, lingering kisses to your shoulder, her touch now gentle, soothing—a stark contrast to moments ago.

"i'm bringing a strap next time," aeri said casually, a mischievous smirk playing on her lips.

your eyes widened as you pulled away, cheeks heating up before you gave her a playful slap on the arm.

"you're insatiable," you huffed, but the grin tugging at your lips betrayed your amusement.

aeri only chuckled, pulling you back into her embrace. "only for you, baby."

as you lay in her arms, basking in the warmth of her embrace, the two of you stayed like that for a while, letting your heartbeats slowly return to normal.

unbeknownst to you, her computer had been recording the entire time—every soft whimper, every breathy moan, every syllable of your voice perfectly captured in crisp audio.

aeri had been sneaky, pressing the button when you were too lost in her touch to notice.

her gaze flickered to the blinking red dot at the corner of the screen, a subtle smirk playing on her lips.

oh, she was so going to use this. a song—one heavily inspired by you—was already forming in her mind.

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—feelings

★you develop feelings for your bestfriend, turns out she was feeling the same.

;fluff, non-idol!julie x fem!reader

a/n: having my exams rn yet here i am

it all started on the first day of school—typical. you walked into a room full of unfamiliar faces, surrounded by an environment that felt foreign. determined to appear confident, you mustered every ounce of courage to start a conversation. but despite your efforts, each interaction fizzled into short, fleeting exchanges.

that is until, she came.

sporting a simple green top, paired with denim pants. her hair neatly brushed, cascading down her shoulders that were pushed back as she strode into the room with confidence. wearing a smile that got you mesmerized in the first place.

she sat several seats away, and that small distance left a pang of disappointment in your chest. nevertheless, as soon as the final bell rang, you wasted no time bolting out of the room—eager to head home and shake off the weight of the long first day.

but a voice called you out.

"hey, yn, right?"

you had never turned your head so fast in your life.

eyes widening, you nodded, suddenly forgetting how to speak. your heart pounded in your chest—she was talking to you.

"i'm julie han. i'm kind of new to this city, so i don't really know anyone here. and i heard from your little introduction earlier that you like exploring, so i figured you might know the place a lot?"

you were definitely listening, but god—her honey-like, slightly raspy voice made your ears melt.

"i mean, i could've asked the others, but they're kind of intimidating, and you give off a fun aura, so... yeah," she finished, snapping you out of your daze.

"oh, uhm, yeah! i do wander around a lot, and sure! i can give you a tour around the city, or we can explore the school if you have time. i was actually planning on checking out the campus, so you can tag along if you want."

you lied about that last part—you would’ve gone straight home if julie hadn’t approached you.

speaking of which, the woman's smile widened as she nodded. you swore your knees almost gave out at the sight of it.

first day of school—not so bad, you thought to yourself as you wandered the halls with julie by your side.

weeks passed, and your relationship naturally progressed. fate seemed to be on your side when you were assigned seats next to each other, making it even easier to grow close. julie, ever so comfortable around you, never hesitated to drape an arm over your shoulder, playfully nudge you, or intertwine your fingers with hers. physical touch—it was her love language, something you quickly learned as the days went by.

you also made plenty of friends, which was a relief—it meant you had people to confide in, especially about something julie must never find out.

the thing is, as you and julie grew closer, you started developing feelings. you didn't know when it began or why—it just happened. one day, you looked at her, and suddenly, butterflies erupted in your stomach, wild and uncontrollable.

but no matter how hard you tried—no matter how many fleeting flirts or meaningless conversations you entertained—nothing could bury the feelings you had for julie. she was always there, lingering in your mind, in the way your heart skipped a beat when she laughed, in the warmth of her touch that stayed long after she pulled away. and it terrified you.

every time you thought you had a grip on your feelings, julie would do something that sent your heart into a frenzy again. like that time she draped her jacket over you when you fell asleep at your desk or when she brought you snacks because, in her words,

"you always forget to eat when you're stressed."

it was torture—falling for someone who was unknowingly making you fall even harder.

you became each other’s safe space, sharing secrets, dreams, and late-night thoughts that no one else knew. julie would rant about her day, seek your advice, and sometimes even rest her head on your shoulder when she was too tired to keep up her perfect facade.

but no matter how deep your bond grew, you kept your feelings locked away. she mustn’t know. you couldn’t risk losing what you already had.

you found yourself a distraction when you joined the school's dance club. her name was natty— a wild force on stage, yet off it, she was the sweetest person you'd ever met.

she helped you improve and grow as a dancer, becoming your biggest motivation to attend club gatherings—just to see her. but if your heart had to choose, it would still scream julie's name.

you thought that things would stay as they are, you and julie being just friends, having unrequited feelings for her and a slight crush on natty. but destiny had other plans for you.

you sat in the cafeteria with your other friends, yunjin and belle. the three of you were talking about crushes and you were telling them about your little moments with natty, squealing ang giggling like a little girl.

"and she asked me to go get coffee at their place. she was like "hey, wanna get coffee at my place before practice starts? my house is just across the school gates." oh my god!" you squealed, wiggling in your seat.

"who asked who?"

the familiar voice of the one who held your heart made you snap your head around so fast it nearly gave you whiplash.

julie stood there, her expression calm—too calm. but you knew her well enough to see past the façade. she wasn’t in the mood. still, you mustered a small smile, hoping to ease whatever storm was brewing behind her eyes.

"yn said something about how her crush asked her out for coffee last week," yunjin casually revealed.

julie's lips parted slightly, as if she had something to say, but she quickly pressed them shut. with a small nod, she settled beside you, silent and unreadable.

meanwhile, you continued your little rant about your so-called crush, oblivious to the way julie’s fingers lightly clenched against her lap.

unbeknownst to you, julie would secretly roll her eyes every time natty’s name was mentioned, her jaw tightening ever so slightly. she'd bite her tongue, holding back words she wasn’t sure she had the right to say.

as the two of you walked home, you carried the conversation alone, filling the silence with your usual chatter. but julie—who would normally tease or chime in—remained unusually quiet. her eyes stayed fixed straight ahead, her hands shoved into her pockets, barely acknowledging your words.

"hey, you okay?" you asked, catching her attention.

she turned to you, forcing a tight-lipped smile before nodding.

"yeah, i'm fine."

but you weren’t convinced. the usual sparkle in her eyes was nowhere to be found, replaced by something distant—something unreadable.

"hmm, wanna crash at my place? my parents are gone until tomorrow," you offered casually.

julie glanced at you, a small smile tugging at her lips before nodding. "sure, let me stop by mine to grab some clothes."

you shook your head. "no need, just wear mine."

she paused mid-step, turning to look at you for a moment longer than necessary before clearing her throat.

"okay, sure," she muttered, shifting her gaze back ahead.

meanwhile, you couldn't hide your giddy smile at the thought of julie in your clothes.

the two of you arrived at your place, and you made a quick stop in the kitchen to grab some snacks before heading to your room.

julie dropped her bag on the floor and flopped onto your bed with a deep sigh. you chuckled at the sight.

"you seem... bothered. wanna talk about it?" you asked, settling beside her.

she stayed silent for a moment before finally sitting up. when she looked at you, her gaze felt different—intense, almost as if she was staring straight into your soul.

julie held your gaze for what felt like an eternity before finally speaking, her voice softer than usual.

"do you really like her?" she asked, her fingers absentmindedly playing with the hem of your blanket.

you were surprised, eyes slightly widened. you blinked, processing her words.

"wait, is this about natty?" you questioned.

she nodded, eyes searching yours for an answer she wasn’t sure she wanted to hear.

"i mean… yeah, i kinda do," you replied hesitantly. "she’s amazing, and she makes me motivated and stuff."

julie’s lips pressed into a thin line. she looked away for a moment, as if debating something internally, before letting out a short chuckle—one that didn’t quite reach her eyes.

"that’s nice," she said, voice unreadable. "i just… i guess i never really pictured you with her."

"what do you mean?" you tilted your head, watching her carefully.

she exhaled sharply, rubbing the back of her neck. "nothing, forget it." but the way she avoided your gaze told you it was definitely something.

you walked to the bed, sitting down beside her.

"julie, talk to me."

she finally met your eyes again, this time with an expression that made your breath hitch. something raw. vulnerable.

"what if i don’t want you to like her?" she murmured.

the room suddenly felt smaller, the air heavier. your heart pounded in your chest.

"julie…" you breathed out, unsure if this was really happening.

she swallowed hard, eyes flickering down to your lips before locking with yours again.

"what if i want you to like me instead?"

silence filled the air as you two shared an intense eye contact.

"is that wrong?" she added.

your heart pounded against your chest as you struggled to process her words. julie—your best friend, the girl you had secretly loved for so long—just told you that she wanted you. something that you've been wishing for.

but no words came out of your mouth. you felt your entire system crashing at her confession.

she looked at you with worry in her eyes, the same eyes that once sparkled now glimmering with unshed tears. her grip on your hand tightened, as if afraid you’d slip away.

"please," she whispered, voice laced with vulnerability. "just say something."

you swallowed the lump in your throat, your own emotions threatening to spill over. seeing her like this—so raw, so open—was something you never expected.

finally processing, you chuckled and heaved a sigh. julie wore a confused face as she stared at your reaction.

"no....no it's not wrong, julie...i...oh gosh.."

you looked at her eyes, hands reaching for hers.

"i've been wanting, wishing and begging to the universe for this day to come."

julie’s breath hitched, her eyes widening as your words settled in. her grip on your hands tightened, as if grounding herself in the moment.

"you… you have?" she whispered, her voice trembling slightly.

you let out a breathless laugh, nodding. "julie, i’ve been hopelessly in love with you for so long. i tried to ignore it, to push it away, but no matter what i did… it was always you."

a shaky smile tugged at her lips before she let out a quiet, almost disbelieving laugh. "so all this time… we were just dancing around each other, too scared to say it first?"

you chuckled, squeezing her hands. "seems like it."

julie paused, looking at you with furrowed brows.

"but i thought you liked natty?" you chuckled, letting go of her hand to scratch the back of your neck.

"i did, in a way," you admitted, letting out a small sigh. "i was trying to distract myself from my feelings for you. i guess i was in denial—convincing myself that we were just friends, that what i felt was one-sided."

julie chuckled, playfully swatting your arm with a teasing glint in her eyes.

"well, looks like it wasn’t so one-sided after all," she mused, a soft smile tugging at her lips.

the room fell into silence as both of you froze, eyes locked in an unspoken conversation.

slowly, she leaned in, her gaze flickering from your lips back to your eyes, searching for any sign of hesitation.

in a breathy whisper, she asked, "can I?"

instead of answering, you let your actions speak, closing the small space between you.

your lips met hers in a soft, delicate kiss—gentle yet electrifying. in that moment, it felt as if the world had faded away, leaving only the two of you wrapped in the warmth of each other.

pulling away, your eyes met, and there it was—that familiar sparkle. only this time, it shined even brighter. a soft giggle escaped her lips, her smile so radiant it made your heart race all over again.

she whined, "stop looking at me like that! i'm gonna melt!"

you chuckled, only to be caught off guard as she tackled you onto the soft mattress. her arms wrapped around you, face buried in the crook of your neck, her warmth seeping into your skin.

"julie—" you tried, but she only tightened her hold, her muffled voice coming out in a playful grumble.

"just let me hide for a second... you're too much."

as you lay there, wrapped up in each other, a comfortable silence filled the room.

julie's breath fanned against your neck, her arms still locked around you as if she never wanted to let go.

"so... does this mean you're mine now?" she teased, running her fingers through your hair.

you pulled back just enough to meet her gaze, a soft smile tugging at your lips. "i've always been yours," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.

julie felt her heart swelled at your words, and before you knew it, she was kissing you again—slow and tender, as if to savor the moment.

when she pulled away, you both let out a breathless laugh, foreheads resting against each other.

"we better sleep before i get tempted to kiss you all night." she said making you chuckle.

with that, she nestled into you, and for the first time in a long while, everything felt just right.

[lexawritex]

i was writing an 8k+ long oneshot, forgot to save it then suddenly my laptop shut down and now i lost it all 😔

[lexawritex]

—make you mine

pt. 2 of punishment ★ wonyoung couldn't stop thinking about you and how she is obsessed with seeing you cry because of her. 4.7k!words a/n: coming back with a long ass smut after disappearing for weeks ;] ⚠️smutsmutsmutsmut! strapon! dom!wonyoung, swearing!

wonyoung attended a fashion show for the clothing brand she currently endorses, seated gracefully in a custom-made dress that hugged her figure perfectly. though she wasn’t the center of attention, she effortlessly captured every gaze—she was jang wonyoung, after all. even in the most casual attire, she would still stand out.

models strutted down the runway, showcasing the designer's creative visions, yet wonyoung remained unimpressed. of course, she didn’t show it, masking her boredom with the charming smile she had perfected over the years. her thoughts drifted in an attempt to fight off drowsiness—the event felt dull and dragging, only amplifying her exhaustion. after all, this was her third and final schedule of the day.

the final model stepped onto the runway, and for the first time that night, wonyoung's interest was piqued. her gaze lingered on the turtleneck the model wore, a simple piece that triggered a memory—one of you and a moment far more heated than the fabric suggested.

wonyoung felt a sudden warmth spread through her body, her mind spiraling at the mere thought of you. you had been her manager for quite some time—always composed, unreadable, and detached. yet, there was that one moment, that single instance where your facade cracked. she had seen you vulnerable—flustered, teary-eyed, and utterly weak for her. the memory alone sent a thrill through her, a deep craving to witness that side of you again. to have you at her mercy, completely overpowered by her. the thought alone made her pulse quicken with excitement.

if she had wanted the event to end before, now all she could think about was leaving. but she knew disappearing early would cause an uproar—one that could jeopardize her contract with the brand. so, she forced herself to behave, to sit still despite the growing restlessness creeping up her spine. but patience had never been her strong suit. wonyoung was used to getting what she wanted, when she wanted it, and this—this unbearable waiting—was testing her limits.

- 

after bidding farewell with expertly crafted smiles and polite nods, wonyoung wasted no time slipping away from the venue. the moment she stepped outside, she spotted the familiar black van waiting for her and rushed toward it, her heels clicking sharply against the pavement. as soon as she slid into the seat, she urged the driver to take her home—fast. impatience buzzed beneath her skin, her fingers tapping rhythmically against her thigh as the city lights blurred past.

the instant the vehicle rolled to a stop in front of her home, wonyoung pushed the door open, stepping out with urgency. her sudden movements sent a ripple of concern through her staff, their voices laced with confusion as they scrambled after her, struggling to keep up. they followed closely, trailing behind her like a line of ducklings, their hurried footsteps echoing through the grand entrance as she made her way inside, her mind fixed on a singular thought—you.

however, there was no you.

wonyoung froze at the realization, her excitement instantly morphing into irritation. her eyes darted around the grand space, searching, expecting—but you were nowhere to be found. a sharp exhale left her lips as frustration bubbled inside her. how were you not in her mansion right now? after the endless hours she spent waiting, the burning anticipation that built up inside her—only to be met with an empty home?

her fingers curled into fists at her sides. she had half a mind to call you, to demand an explanation, but that wasn’t enough. she needed you here. now.

wonyoung snapped her head toward her head maid, her sharp gaze cutting through the air like a blade. the older woman flinched under the weight of her stare, quickly straightening her posture as if bracing for impact.

"where's yn?" wonyoung asked, her tone firm, demanding.

"she went to get coffee," the maid answered immediately, voice laced with caution.

wonyoung scoffed, her lips curling in disbelief. with a flick of her wrist, she tossed her purse onto the sofa before letting herself sink into its plush embrace.

"why would she go out for coffee when she could just ask the chef?" she muttered, more to herself than anyone else.

her brows knitted together as she rummaged through her purse, fingers fishing out her phone. texting wasn’t enough—no, she needed to hear your voice. better yet, she needed you back home. now. without hesitation, she pressed your number, fully prepared to call and demand an answer.

"yes, wonyoung, i'm on my way now. i just went out to get your usual—you might need it," you answered immediately, balancing your phone between your ear and shoulder as you carefully held onto two steaming cups of coffee.

the lack of cup holders from the café had made things unnecessarily difficult, and you were doing your best not to spill anything as you hurried toward your car. the last thing you needed was to show up at her place with coffee stains on your clothes.

on the other end of the line, there was silence. not the usual kind, but the kind that made you uneasy—the kind that told you she was either irritated or scheming.

"you left without telling me," wonyoung finally spoke, her tone smooth yet edged with something unreadable.

you sighed, adjusting your grip on the cups. "it was just for a few minutes. besides, I figured you’d be too tired to notice."

"oh, but I did," she replied, voice dropping slightly. "so you better hurry back before I get even more impatient."

you swallowed. she always had a way of making even the simplest words feel like a command you couldn’t ignore.

- 

when you finally arrived, the faint sound of your worn-out sneakers padding against the marble floor caught wonyoung’s attention. her sharp eyes flickered down at them, and she made a quick mental note—she’d have to buy you a new pair soon, whether you wanted them or not.

she turned her head, fully prepared to unleash a string of complaints and her usual sermon about you disappearing without notice. but the words never left her lips. instead, they got caught in her throat as she took you in.

the oversized polo shirt you wore was lazily tucked into your shorts, the fabric slightly wrinkled from your rush. the way the shirt hung loosely around your frame, the way your bare legs stretched beneath the hem of your shorts—wonyoung’s irritation faded into something else entirely.

she leaned back against the sofa, her fingers absentmindedly playing with the hem of her dress as she let her gaze linger.

"took you long enough," she finally said, though her voice lacked its usual sharpness. "you look…" she trailed off, her eyes flickering over you once more before she simply smirked. "never mind."

but the way her gaze darkened ever so slightly told you she was thinking something else entirely.

sensing the sudden shift in her demeanor and catching the brief flicker of something familiar in her dark eyes, you felt warmth creep up your neck. wonyoung wasn’t just looking at you—she was studying you, her gaze shamelessly dragging over every inch of your frame with an intensity that made your skin prickle.

quickly, you busied yourself, setting the cups down on the coffee table with slightly unsteady hands, deliberately avoiding eye contact. you could feel her smirk without even looking.

"what's wrong?" she teased, her voice laced with amusement. "why are you avoiding me?"

you cleared your throat, shaking your head. "i’m not."

"mm," she hummed, tilting her head, her sharp gaze never wavering. "so if i asked you to look at me right now, you would?"

you swallowed hard, keeping your focus on the coffee instead. wonyoung chuckled, clearly entertained.

"thought so," she mused, stretching lazily against the sofa, fully enjoying the effect she had on you.

"you should wear clothes like these more often."

you hesitated but eventually looked up—and instantly regretted it.

wonyoung was staring at you with an expression so dangerously unreadable yet utterly clear at the same time. her dark eyes held a promise, a silent challenge, and the unmistakable look of someone who was ready to devour.

your breath hitched. she didn’t need to say anything; her smirk, the lazy way she leaned back, her fingers absentmindedly toying with the hem of her dress—it all screamed one thing.

wonyoung watched in delight as your usual nonchalant facade crumbled in mere seconds, revealing the flustered mess hiding beneath. her sharp eyes didn’t miss the way your fingers twitched, how you shifted uncomfortably, your legs subtly pressing together in a weak attempt to cover your exposed skin.

sinful thoughts clouded wonyoung’s mind, darkening her gaze as she watched you squirm under her attention. all she wanted in this moment was to see those pretty eyes of yours glazed with tears—or better yet, to hear you cry for her. not out of distress, but from the overwhelming pleasure she’d so generously give you.

the mere thought of breaking you down, of making you submit entirely to her, sent a thrill up her spine. she could already picture it—your breathless whimpers, the way you'd cling to her, completely at her mercy.

her tongue darted out to wet her lips as she leaned forward just a little, her voice dropping into something softer, more dangerous.

standing up with an air of confidence, the tall woman began strutting toward you, her every step deliberate, her hips swaying with an elegance that was almost hypnotic.

your breath hitched as your eyes remained locked onto each other—neither of you daring to look away. wonyoung’s gaze was intense, dark with unspoken intent, her lips curled into the faintest smirk as she closed the distance between you.

the room felt smaller, the air heavier. every inch she moved closer sent a shiver down your spine, anticipation crackling between you like static.

she finally stopped in front of you, tilting her head slightly, her long fingers reaching out to gently brush against your chin—urging you to look up at her even more.

before you could even process what was happening, you were beneath wonyoung, her body hovering over yours as her lips crashed against yours in a heated kiss.

her movements were skillful, dominant—claiming you with every press and tilt of her mouth. to her surprise, you responded almost instantly, lips moving with eagerness, desperately trying to match her pace.

that made her smirk against the kiss. cute.

her large hands roamed your body, exploring, mapping out every curve as if committing your form to memory. her touch was both teasing and possessive, fingertips ghosting over your skin just enough to make you shiver.

she deepened the kiss, pressing you further into the plush surface beneath you, her body molding perfectly against yours. the way you responded—soft gasps, slight trembles—only fueled the fire already burning inside her.

taking advantage of the soft gasps slipping past your lips, wonyoung’s tongue effortlessly slipped into your mouth, claiming you in yet another way. she moved with dominance, her tongue expertly tangling with yours, teasing, exploring—leaving no room for you to resist.

the sensation was overwhelming, and before you could stop yourself, a moan escaped from deep within you.

that single sound sent a jolt of pleasure straight through wonyoung, a low groan vibrating in her throat. her grip on you tightened, her nails slightly digging into your skin as she pressed even closer.

"mm, that’s it," she murmured against your lips, her voice husky with desire. "let me hear more of you."

she wasn’t satisfied—no, she needed more. she wanted to hear you completely fall apart beneath her.

so she pulled away, savoring the way your lips parted in a soft, breathless whine. the sound sent a thrill through her, but what truly made her chest tighten was you—the sight of you beneath her.

your hair was a mess from her touch, your lips red and swollen, your skin flushed with heat. your chest rose and fell unevenly, breaths shallow, pupils blown wide with something dangerously close to need.

wonyoung swore she had never seen anything more beautiful.

her fingers trailed down your cheek, slow and teasing, as she tilted your chin up slightly. her eyes flickered with amusement, but there was no denying the dark hunger behind them.

"look at you," she murmured, her voice impossibly soft yet dripping with control. "breathless, dazed… all from just a kiss?"

she smirked, leaning in just enough for her lips to barely brush against yours—just enough to make you want.

"where’d that cold facade go?" wonyoung whispered, her voice dripping with amusement as her fingers trailed down your neck, featherlight but deliberate.

her touch sent shivers down your spine, leaving a trail of heat in its wake. she could feel the way your pulse quickened beneath her fingertips, how your breath hitched ever so slightly.

"let’s see how far you’ll last," she continued, her smirk deepening as she leaned in closer, lips barely grazing the shell of your ear. "before you finally break for me."

her words were a promise—a challenge. and you knew, in the depths of those dark, hungry eyes, that wonyoung always got what she wanted.

large hands gripped your shirt, and with one sharp pull, the buttons popped off, scattering onto the floor.

you shivered as the cold air kissed your exposed skin, but wonyoung? she simply smirked, eyes darkening as they drank in the sight of your purple lingerie.

"pretty," she murmured, fingers trailing along the delicate fabric. "just for me?"

her hands cupped your clothed mounds, resulting a soft moan slipping past your lips as she began to massage them, slow and deliberate. your eyes fluttered shut, body melting into her touch.

"so sensitive," wonyoung mused, smirking. "i've barely even started."

after deciding she's done with your twins, her eyes fell down to your denim shorts and had her hand unzip it. her eyes went up to yours to ask for permission to which you responded with a subtle nod. pulling the cloth down, she massaged your drenched underwear and immediately, your body trembled, a breathy moan slipping past your lips.

wonyoung’s smirk deepened, her eyes burning with desire. "mm, that’s it," she purred. "music to my ears."

sitting up, wonyoung took a moment to admire you—eyes raking over your flushed skin, your heaving chest, the way you looked so utterly wrecked beneath her. god, if she could, she’d take a picture and keep it forever.

her tongue darted out, wetting her lips as she reached down, effortlessly unclasping your bra and tossing it aside without a care. the second you were bare before her, she pounced—her lips wrapping around one of your hardened buds while her hand eagerly kneaded the other.

your reaction was immediate—a sharp gasp followed by a moan as your back arched into her touch. fingers instinctively tangled in her soft brown locks, gripping tightly as she worked you over.

"so sensitive," she murmured between kisses, her tongue flicking over the bud before sucking hard, drawing out another broken moan from you.

your voice trembled with pleas and praises, each one only fueling her more. wonyoung smirked against your skin, enjoying how easily you were falling apart under her.

wonyoung wasn’t done with you—not even close. she wanted to see you, hear you, feel you completely surrender to her.

her hand trailed lower, fingertips grazing down your stomach, teasingly slow. every inch she moved sent shivers through you, anticipation tightening in your chest. your breath hitched when she reached the waistband of your shorts, her fingers toying with the fabric.

she pulled back slightly, eyes locking onto yours—dark, hungry, and completely in control. "look at you," she mused, voice dripping with amusement. "so needy already."

her fingers slipped just beneath the waistband, not quite going further, just testing you, making you whimper under her touch.

"tell me, baby," she whispered, leaning in, her lips barely brushing against yours. "how badly do you want this?"

you locked eyes with her, your body already surrendering before the words even left your lips. there was no turning back now—not that you ever wanted to.

"yes, please… i need it so bad…" you whimpered, voice laced with desperation.

wonyoung’s breath hitched, a shiver running down her spine at the sound. god, she could never get enough of this. she’d pay millions just to hear that sweet, needy plea over and over again.

"that’s what i like to hear," she purred, her fingers finally slipping past the waistband of your shorts. "now, let’s see just how badly you need me."

upon reaching your bare, soaked heat, wonyoung let out a satisfied hum, her eyes never once leaving your face.

"so wet already," she mused, her fingers gliding effortlessly against your sensitive bundle of nerves. "all this just for me?"

your body jolted at the sensation, a desperate moan slipping past your lips. she loved it—every whimper, every shudder, every way you reacted to her touch.

"mm, such pretty sounds," she purred, increasing the pressure just slightly. "go on, baby, let me hear more."

your moans spilled freely, each one only fueling wonyoung’s desire. her fingers worked faster, pressing, circling—drawing out every little sound she craved to hear.

when your legs instinctively tried to close, she clicked her tongue in disapproval. "stay open for me," she ordered, using her free hand to firmly spread your thighs apart.

 without hesitation, she stripped away your shorts and soaked panties, tossing them aside like they were nothing. her gaze dropped, taking in the sight of your slick-coated heat, and a smirk curled on her lips.

"so pretty," she murmured, running a single teasing finger along your folds. "and all for me."

"ah~!"

"fuck." wonyoung cursed under her breath, the sound of your high-pitched moan sending a rush of heat through her.

at this point, she didn’t just want to make you moan—she wanted to make you scream. to have you chanting her name like a prayer, voice raw with pleasure. she wanted everyone in the house to hear, to know exactly who you belonged to.

"don’t hold back, baby," she purred, fingers pressing deeper. "let them all hear who’s making you feel this good."

and you did exactly as she commanded—your moans echoed through the spacious living room, shameless and uncontrollable.

the thought of others hearing, of the entire house knowing what was happening, barely registered in your overstimulated mind. all that mattered was her—the woman you worked for, the woman ruining you with her touch.

slipping two fingers inside you, wonyoung felt the way you clenched around her, drawing a sharp, loud moan from your lips.

she paused for a moment, letting you adjust, her dark eyes watching every little twitch, every shiver of your body.

"so tight," she murmured, her voice dripping with satisfaction. then, slowly, she began to move—her pace steady at first, but gradually increasing, curling her fingers just right, searching for that spot that would make you fall apart completely.

wonyoung groaned at how tightly you gripped her fingers, but she didn’t stop—she wouldn’t stop.

she started slow, teasing, letting you feel every inch of her fingers stretching you open. but as your moans grew needier, your body trembling beneath her, she picked up the pace—thrusting deeper, faster, each movement more deliberate than the last.

her free hand gripped your thigh, keeping you pinned beneath her as her fingers worked you over. "you can take it," she muttered, her breath warm against your skin. "so fucking good for me."

her pace turned ruthless, her fingers pounding into you, curling just right—determined to drag you to the edge and make you scream her name for everyone to hear.

breathless and a moaning mess—that was all you had become under wonyoung’s relentless touch.

your body jerked, overwhelmed by the blinding pleasure coursing through you, but she wouldn’t let you escape. her free hand pinned you down, keeping you from thrashing as she mercilessly toyed with your clit, rubbing tight, fast circles that had you crying out.

her fingers inside you moved at a brutal pace, unstoppable, stretching and filling you with every thrust. the wet, obscene sounds mixed with your desperate moans, echoing through the room.

"look at you," she taunted, voice thick with lust. "completely falling apart for me."

your vision blurred, tears welling in your eyes as overwhelming pleasure consumed you.

wonyoung saw it—the exact sight she had been craving. those teary, dazed eyes, your mouth hanging open in silent moans, completely ruined beneath her. it drove her insane.

with a low groan, she slammed her fingers into you rougher, deeper, faster—chasing your high with reckless abandon. she could break her fingers and she wouldn’t care. all that mattered was making you fall apart completely.

"that’s it, baby," she growled, her pace unrelenting. "cry for me. let me hear you."

"i'm coming...ah! wonyoung!" 

you cried out, fingers gripping the sheets so tightly your knuckles turned white. your body shook, overwhelmed, yet wonyoung showed no mercy.

she fastened her pace, her fingers plunging into you relentlessly, curling just right—hitting that spot that had you seeing stars.

"that’s it," she purred, watching you unravel beneath her. "take it all, just like that."

your body shook violently as your climax crashed over you, a loud, broken moan spilling from your lips. waves of pleasure wracked your frame as you released, coating wonyoung’s fingers in your slick.

she slowly pulled out, eyes dark with satisfaction, and without hesitation, she brought her fingers to her lips, sucking them clean with a low, pleased hum.

"so sweet," she mused, licking up every last drop. her gaze flickered back to you—breathless, trembling, utterly spent.

"mm," she smirked, leaning closer. "i think i want more."

wonyoung hovered over you, her breath hot against your skin as she pleaded in a voice dripping with both need and mischief.

"can you handle one more? hmm? please?" she begged, though you both knew it wasn’t really a question.

she wanted to see you shatter—to push you past your limits until you were completely ruined for her.

"i know you can," she cooed, her fingers trailing down your overstimulated heat, already plotting exactly how she’d break you.

pulling away, wonyoung wasted no time. she slipped an arm behind your back and lifted you effortlessly, carrying you as if you weighed nothing.

your body trembled against hers, still reeling from the pleasure, but she only smirked, pressing a kiss to your temple.

"you're not done yet, baby," she whispered, striding toward her bedroom with clear intent. "i'm not letting you go until you’re completely broken."

upon reaching her massive bedroom, wonyoung tossed you onto the plush mattress with ease. you barely had time to catch your breath before she turned away, striding toward her drawer with purpose.

she pulled it open, rummaging through its contents before retrieving something—something that made her smirk dangerously as she turned back to you.

"let's see if you can handle this, baby," she mused, stepping closer, eyes gleaming with pure hunger.

your eyes dropped to the object in her hands, and your heart skipped a beat.

oh god.

wonyoung’s smirk only deepened at your reaction. she climbed onto the bed, settling between your spread legs, her presence dominant, overwhelming.

with ease, she peeled off her expensive dress, tossing it aside like it was nothing. now bare, she secured the strap around her waist, adjusting it just right before letting her eyes roam over your trembling, spent body.

"don’t look so scared, baby," she cooed, running a hand down your thigh. "you can take it… i know you can."

wonyoung didn’t give you much time to react as she pushed in, drawing a sharp cry from your lips. the stretch was intense, your body instinctively tensing, but she merely smirked, holding you down with a firm grip on your hips.

"breathe," she ordered, her voice both soft and commanding. "you can take it."

she gave you a moment to adjust, her fingers tracing soothing circles on your skin—before she snapped her hips forward, pulling a gasp from you.

slow at first, letting you feel every inch, before her pace picked up, her thrusts turning deeper, rougher, making the bed creak beneath you.

"there you go," she murmured, watching you come undone beneath her. "so good for me." the slick from your previous climax making it easy for her to pump in and out of you.

wonyoung watched in satisfaction as you lost yourself to her movements, your body writhing beneath her with every deep thrust. the way you clutched the sheets, back arching, voice spilling out the sweetest sounds—it was music to her ears.

"that's it," she purred, her grip on your waist tightening, making sure you felt everything. "let me hear you."

her pace only grew rougher, each motion deliberate, dragging out every reaction she wanted from you. increasing her pace in an almost animalistic pace, you were screaming, eyes pooling with tears, letting it cascade down your cheeks, smudging your makeup. wonyoung loved the sight, you looked so broken, tears rolling down mixing with your sweat and drool coming out of you. your cries mixed with your moans, each sound only fueling wonyoung’s determination to push you further. she held you firmly, her movements steady yet intense, ensuring you felt every bit of what she was giving you.

"that's it," she murmured, her voice both soothing and commanding, her fingers tracing over your skin as if to ground you. "let go for me."

the warmth between you grew, every touch, every motion sending you deeper into pure bliss, completely lost in her.

your moans grew louder, your breaths coming in short, desperate gasps—a clear sign that you were close. wonyoung noticed immediately, and it only pushed her to go harder, rougher, her movements becoming more intense, driving you closer to the edge.

"come on," she urged, her grip on you tightening. "let me feel it."

the intensity built with each movement, your body reacting to every touch, every motion, until finally—you let go, completely unraveling beneath her.

you came and let your juice coat the strap on and her. wonyoung slowly pulled away, earning a soft whine from you at the overwhelming sensitivity. a smirk tugged at her lips as she took in the sight of you—breathless, trembling, completely spent.

she gently ran her fingers over your flushed skin, soothing you as she whispered, "you did so well for me."

you let yourself fall on the soft mattress, catching your breathe and let your body relax. wonyoung smile and removed the strap from her before laying beside you.

"you're mine now, yn," wonyoung murmured, her voice soft yet possessive as she nuzzled into your shoulder, her warm breath tickling your skin.

you felt her hold you tighter, her presence grounding you, and despite the exhaustion, a small smile tugged at your lips.

with the steady rhythm of her breathing and the comforting warmth between you, sleep quickly took over, pulling you both into a peaceful dreamland—wrapped up in each other.

- 

the next morning, you stirred awake, immediately feeling the dull ache coursing through your body—especially down there. a soft groan left your lips as you shifted slightly, only to be met with the feeling of wonyoung’s arms still wrapped around you.

you turned your head, taking in her peaceful, sleeping face, her long lashes resting gently against her cheeks. it was still surreal—the most popular celebrity you worked for had just claimed you.

a small smile crept onto your lips at the thought, your heart swelling with warmth. as if sensing your gaze, wonyoung stirred, her hold on you tightening as she mumbled sleepily, "morning, mine."

and boy, did that make your stomach do backflips, a warm shiver running down your spine at the possessiveness in her voice. before you could even process it, wonyoung’s lips curled into a smirk, her fingers tracing slow, lazy circles on your waist.

"you’re sore, aren’t you?" she murmured, her tone teasing yet affectionate. "let’s take a shower. i’ll take care of you."

you should’ve known better. because the moment you stepped under the warm water, pressed up against the cool tiles, you found yourself bent over once again, completely at wonyoung’s mercy as she insisted on making you hers—again.

[lexawritex]

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[lexawritex]

—let me take care of you

★ taking care of your girlfriend after an exhausting practice

bada x fem!reader

a/n: wrote this instead of studying for my exams

you lounged on the spacious couch, aimlessly scrolling through your phone, occasionally chuckling at random memes. the clock had just struck 11 p.m., and for some reason, sleep refused to come. maybe it was the afternoon nap that stretched too long or the lingering buzz of the coffee you drank earlier.

but really, you just wanted to be awake when your girlfriend arrived. with her practices intensifying as the competition drew closer, time together had become a rare luxury. you missed her—her presence, her warmth, even the simple act of sitting beside her in comfortable silence.

tonight, you were determined to steal at least a moment with her. even if it meant fighting off sleep, waiting until the door clicked open and she finally walked in.

time seemed to drag on but nevertheless, she's arrived.

the door clicked, followed by the sound of soft shuffles. the moment you heard it, you sprang up from the couch and jogged toward the entrance. hearing your hurried footsteps, bada looked up, and the exhaustion on her face melted into a soft smile the second she saw you.

kicking off her shoes, she wasted no time stepping into your open arms, letting out a deep sigh as she buried her face in your neck. her grip on you was firm, as if anchoring herself after a long, draining day. the warmth of your embrace was exactly what she needed.

"hmm, baby, i missed you so bad," bada whined, her grip on you tightening.

you chuckled at her adorable demeanor, your fingers gently threading through her slightly damp hair. she smelled like sweat and a hint of her perfume, but you didn’t mind. if anything, it only reminded you how hard she had been working.

content with the hug, bada pulled back and cradled your face in her hands, a subtle pout forming on her lips.

you chuckled, pressing a soft kiss to her nose.

"what now, love?" you asked, giggling at her expression.

"i miss you so much. you know we only get to see each other when one of us is asleep because of our packed schedules these days," she pouted, making you coo.

you giggled before peppering her face with soft kisses, earning a satisfied hum from her.

"you big baby, that's why i stayed up—so we can have our time together. now go and bathe yourself, you smell like sweat and hard work," you teased, playfully shooing her away.

bada pouted but eventually sighed in defeat. "fine, fine. but don't fall asleep on me, okay?"

you chuckled, shaking your head as you made your way back to the living room. "no promises!" you called out, hearing her groan dramatically before disappearing into the bathroom.

unable to hold yourself back, you quietly stepped into your shared room, only to find bada dozing off at the vanity desk, her head bobbing slightly as she fought against sleep.

a soft chuckle escaped your lips as you walked over, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder. "who's the one sleeping now?" you murmured, shaking her lightly.

"oh, i'm sorry..." she rasped, her voice heavy with exhaustion.

"just sit still," you said softly. she obeyed, her tired eyes following your movements as you walked to the sink, washing your hands before returning to her.

grabbing a headband, you gently slid it onto her head, keeping her damp hair from sticking to her face. bada adjusted in her seat, allowing you to stand comfortably in front of her.

reaching for her skincare products, you took a small amount in your hands before carefully applying it to her skin, your fingers gliding over her tired features with soft, deliberate motions.

bada hummed at your soothing touch, her

hands finding their way to your hips, gently

pulling you closer. before you knew it, you

were perched on her lap, continuing her

skincare routine as she gazed at you with

tired but adoring eyes.

after finishing her skincare, you gently tapped bada’s shoulder. her tired eyes fluttered open, and she mumbled a soft, “thank you,” before letting you stand from her lap.

grabbing the blow dryer, you turned it on and carefully ran your fingers through her damp hair, working through the strands with ease. bada watched you with a sleepy smile, her gaze filled with quiet admiration.

“you’re so wifey,” she murmured, tilting her head up to look at you. ���can i marry you right this instant?”

you chuckled softly, shaking your head at her playful remark. bada only grinned before falling silent, her eyes growing heavier as she melted under the soothing sensation of your fingers running through her hair.

with bada's hair now dry, you gently combed through her long locks before tapping her awake. her eyes fluttered open, and without hesitation, she pulled you close, pressing a soft kiss to your lips.

pulling back slightly, her voice came out in a tender whisper.

"thank you, baby."

you smiled, fingers instinctively threading through her hair.

"anytime, love."

her smile widened at your words, a warmth spreading through her chest. no matter how many times you used sweet endearments, they never failed to make her feel like a lovestruck teenager experiencing her first romance.

"seriously, you're making my heart do acrobatics," bada groaned, placing a hand over her chest dramatically.

you laughed at her analogy, shaking your head. "come on, let's go to bed. you still have practice tomorrow."

her face scrunched up in protest, letting out a small whine. "ugh, don't remind me."

despite her complaints, she still followed you to bed, wrapping her arms around you the moment you laid down. your back pressing against her front.

"you'll be there when we perform, right?" bada asked, her voice laced with a hint of vulnerability.

you shifted to face her, meeting her gaze with a reassuring smile. "of course. i’ve already cleared my calendar for that special day."

bada's lips curled into a wide smile before she leaned in, pressing a lingering kiss against yours. when she pulled back, the happiness in her expression was undeniable.

"then every exhausting practice will be worth it," she murmured.

you nodded, snuggling closer into her warmth. "i can't wait to see you shine."

"i love you."

"i love you most."

[lexawritex]

YO! love your writting! i want to request, if you can't write it, it's okay! no pressure. I request mean wonyoung x manager reader, where the reader must do and get everything she want. Unfortunately for the reader, she make some mistake and wonyoung make sure to teach her a lesson. (Smut or not is up to you) thank you...

omg thank you so muchhh! and im so so so sorry if this took too long! i got so busy with life that i forgot tumblr existed but here i am now.

—punishment

★ after a mistake, wonyoung punishes you in her own ways

⚠️ slight smut, degradation

being jang wonyoung’s manager was no easy task. every detail had to be impeccable—perfectly organized, flawlessly executed, and absolutely mistake-free. even the tiniest slip wouldn’t go unnoticed by wonyoung.

jang wonyoung was the embodiment of perfection, and that meant everything around her had to be just as flawless. she was a perfectionist—picky, meticulous, and utterly unpredictable.

that’s why you trained yourself to anticipate her needs, executing every task flawlessly. so perfectly, in fact, that wonyoung trusted you—something she rarely did.

however, perfection isn’t always attainable. when you accompanied wonyoung to get her measurements, exhaustion clung to you. with only an hour of sleep and the onset of a cold creeping in, your body begged for rest.

your eyes kept fluttering shut as you stood in the corner, struggling to stay focused while the designer took wonyoung’s measurements. drowsiness clouded your mind, and without realizing it, you mistakenly jotted down the wrong numbers.

that's why you stood at the very back of the venue, hands cold and clammy, heart pounding with anxiety. you didn't miss the way wonyoung subtly covered her chest, her fingers fidgeting ever so slightly. after working with her for so long, you knew that the smile she wore was merely a facade—masking the discomfort she couldn't voice.

oh you were dead.

the loud slam of the door made you jump, your head instinctively ducking down. wonyoung was furious—her sharp eyes scanning the line of staff in the dressing room. the tension was suffocating, her presence alone demanding perfection. you swallowed hard, dreading the moment her gaze would land on you.

"everyone but yn, get out."

your heart stopped, body frozen, mouth dry.

one by one, the staff filed out, leaving only the two of you in the dressing room. the silence was deafening. you didn’t dare to lift your gaze, but you could feel wonyoung’s eyes boring into you—heavy, expectant, and unreadable.

"look at me, yn." and you did, immediately.

her gaze was devoid of emotion—dull, unreadable. somehow, that unnerved you more than if she had been outright angry.

"you've always been such a good manager," she began, her voice smooth yet laced with something you couldn’t quite place.

"tending to my needs, organizing my schedules, ensuring everything is perfect..."

wonyoung took a slow step forward, then another, her unwavering eyes locked onto yours, suffocating you in their intensity.

"what went wrong, hm?" she murmured, her voice dipping into a near whisper, low and deliberate.

your lips parted, but no words came—just silence and the dry ache in your throat.

she tilted her head, amusement flickering faintly beneath her unreadable gaze. "nothing to say?" her tone was almost mocking, her expression void of warmth.

"well then, let me guess..." she mused, tapping a delicate finger against her chin, feigning deep thought, as if your mistake was nothing more than a trivial puzzle to be solved.

her lips parted slightly, as if a realization had dawned on her, before curling into an amused, mocking smile.

"you're slacking off! am i right?" she accused, her voice lilting with feigned excitement.

panic surged through you as you quickly shook your head, stammering out frantic denials.

she arched a brow, unconvinced. "if not that... then what?"

her gaze flickered with something unreadable before her expression shifted once again—eyes widening for a brief moment before relaxing, half-lidded and enigmatic.

this woman was truly unpredictable.

she closed the distance between you with slow, deliberate steps, her presence overwhelming as she trapped you against the wall.

your breath hitched as her scent filled your senses—sweet yet intoxicating. her warm breath ghosted over your skin, sending a shiver down your spine.

if you were nervous before because of your mistake, now it was for an entirely different reason. instead of fearing for your job, you found yourself flustered, heat pooling in your cheeks at the undeniable tension crackling between you.

her gaze flickered from your eyes to the faint blush dusting your cheeks. a slow, knowing smirk tugged at her lips, amusement dancing in her dark eyes.

"you're blushing..." she trailed off, a teasing smile playing at her lips.

suddenly, she stepped back, a laugh escaping her as realization dawned on her face.

"oh, yn! you naughty thing!" she mused, leaving you puzzled and speechless.

"you messed up my measurements just to get a better view of my cleavage, didn't you?" she teased, her tone playful yet mischievous.

your eyes widened in panic, your face turning bright red as you stammered, trying to shake off the accusation.

"n-no! i didn’t! i was just so exhausted, i must’ve written the wrong measurements by mistake!" you blurted, desperation lacing your voice. but the woman merely chuckled, an amused glint in her eyes as she watched your frantic reaction.

"exhausted? am i tiring to work with? are you tired of me?" the woman accused, her voice sharp with suspicion.

"n-no! that's not what i meant!" you denied desperately, shaking your head.

"if so, then you should find another job. should i help you with that?" she pressed, her words cutting deep.

your throat tightened, tears welling up in your eyes as you frantically shook your head, feeling utterly helpless.

wonyoung’s subtle smirk faded, replaced by something unreadable. the bright gleam in her eyes dulled, now hooded and clouded with something unfamiliar.

she watched you in silence, studying you—memorizing every trembling breath, every tear welling in your eyes as you desperately denied her accusations. and in that moment, something inside her stirred.

put simply, she wanted more. more of your fragile side—your voice trembling, eyes teary and red, pleading for her. she liked that.

"i don't want to fire you either..." she whispered, her hand rising to gently caress your hair, fingers threading through the strands with an unsettling tenderness.

"but mistakes shouldn't go unpunished," she finished, her voice soft yet firm.

your eyes met hers, and there it was—lust, deep and consuming, mingling with something darker, something that sent a shiver down your spine as it clouded her perfect gaze.

she pulled away slightly, an evil smirk curling on her lips as an idea flickered to life in her mind.

"ever heard of 'an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth'?" she mused, her voice dripping with amusement.

you mindlessly nodded, completely ensnared by her bewitching gaze, your thoughts hazy under the weight of her presence.

"you gave me a hard time covering my exposed cleavage earlier," she murmured, tilting her head with a playful glint in her eyes.

"so it’s only fair that i give you something to cover too, hm?"

her smirk deepened as she watched confusion flicker across your face. a low chuckle escaped her lips, the sound rich and taunting, sending shivers down your spine.

you were about to voice out your confusion when wonyoung pounced on you, her mouth latching onto your neck as she pushed you hard against the wall, pinning you.

a gasp escaped your lips and your knees became weak at the realisation that wonyoung is kissing your neck. the woman you work for, the woman that every man dreamed to have and the woman that every woman dreamed to become.

she was here, pinning you against the wall as her mouth abused your skin. sucking and biting it harshly, as if she intended on leaving marks.

wonyoung bit your skin, eliciting a moan from your lips causing her to pull away with an audible pop. her hooded eyes fixated on you, enjoying the sight of you breathless, red and so weak for her.

wanting to hear you again, wonyoung pushed her knee against your aching core and you can't help but moan at the pressure.

"fuck." the tall woman cursed, the word felt so unfamiliar coming from her and it only aroused you even more.

as if she was a vampire, wonyoung sensed your growing arousal.

"look at you, so fragile and weak for me," she sneered, her voice laced with ridicule, each word dripping with cruel amusement.

"you wanted this, don't you? you little slut." she spat and it made you even more aroused.

wonyoung has always been so beautiful but seeing her like this, looking at you with lust and ridicule as she degrades you, it made you wet.

her hand travelled to your waist, snaking under the fabric of your shirt. her touch hot and electrifying against your skin but you liked it. you let out a breathy moan as she rubs your clothed tit.

wonyoung watched as you closed your eyes and enjoyed her touch. wanting to see you beg, she retracted her hand, making you whine at the loss of contact.

"don't forget that i'm punishing you." she whispered,

"but i really want to see you beg." she said firmly before reaching out to your shirt, ripping it open making the buttons fly out.

the cold air against your exposed skin made you shiver but it was soon overcome with warmth as wonyoung latched her mouth onto your skin, the warmth and slightly wet lips making you hum in pleasure.

your knees felt weak against her touch, making you almost fall if not for wonyoung’s quick reaction. her hands gripped your waist to steady you.

the taller pulled away and rested her eyes on your exposed chest. she grinned whilst looking at the dark red marks she left. wonyoung then looked at you and what she saw awakened something in her.

hair dishevelled, eyes watery and you breathing heavily—it was wonyoung’s new obsession. seeing her usually nonchalant manager be in such a fragile and submissive state.

with no hesitation, wonyoung lunged forward and attacked your lips now. her lips soft like pillows as they moved hungrily against yours. a warm hand cupped your aching core and you moaned at the contact. wonyoung took this chance to invade your mouth with her tongue, exploring every corner.

wonyoung moved her fingers against your clothed core and it was making you crazy. she was teasing you by how slow her movements are and at this point, you forgot about being professional and just want her to fuck you senseless.

feeling your lungs burn from the lack of oxygen, you pulled away, panting and whimpering. the trail of saliva connecting your lips increasing you arousal. wonyoung watched how you closed your eyes, bite your lips while she worked wonders on your core. she could feel the cloth dampening, most probably from how wet you are right now.

she wanted to fuck you right this moment with your reactions but she reminded herself that she was punishing you.

suddenly, wonyoung pulled away, making you whine at the loss of movement on your core. you watched her pull away from you, smirk plastered on her face.

"you didn't forget that you're still working, right?" she asked, her voice teasing.

you blinked and had to take a moment to recollect yourself.

wonyoung let out a low chuckle, the sound dripping with amusement as she casually wiped the smudged lipstick from her lips. she straightened her outfit with practiced ease, looking as composed as ever—completely unaffected by what had just transpired.

meanwhile, your face burned with heat as you hurriedly tried to fix yourself, only to realize your shirt's buttons were completely gone. panic flickered across your expression as you glanced down at the disheveled fabric, then back at wonyoung, who remained utterly unfazed.

her sharp eyes drifted to your ruined shirt before flicking back up to meet yours. with a small, knowing smirk, she tilted her head toward the couch.

"there should be a shirt over there," she said smoothly. "you can wear it."

you swallowed hard, still reeling from everything, as wonyoung simply watched—entirely in control, as always.

wonyoung leaned back against the vanity, arms crossed as she watched you slip off your ruined shirt and reach for the one on the sofa. her gaze was sharp, unwavering, drinking in every movement with silent amusement.

but as soon as you put it on, your stomach dropped. the fabric was loose—too loose. it hung off your shoulders, exposing your collarbones… and the deep, scandalous marks wonyoung had left behind.

your eyes widened in horror as realization hit, hands scrambling to adjust the collar, but it was no use. wonyoung smirked, tilting her head as she admired her handiwork.

"ah… seems like you’ve got a little problem," she mused, her voice dripping with satisfaction.

she stood up and walked to the door, a wicked smirk playing on her lips as always.

"i still have a photoshoot to attend. don't make me wait in the car," she said coolly before slamming the door shut, leaving you alone.

you slumped down on the couch. is this your punishment for giving her the wrong measures? leaving you sexually frustrated, a wet and aching core, hickeys on your neck and chest that would probably last for weeks and a question on your head.

"what the fuck?"

let's just say you spent the next month sweating under hoodies and turtlenecks, enduring the blazing heat to hide the marks of a scandalous act.

[lexawritex]

—lethal protector

lisa as venom

★ In a dire situation, you uncovered something otherworldly about your girlfriend.

venom!lisa x fem!reader

⚠️ violence, swearing

it was just another normal day for you and your girlfriend, lisa. the two of you were lazily lounging in the living room of your shared apartment, tangled in each other's arms while scrolling through your phones. suddenly, lisa raised her right hand abruptly, catching you off guard and making you jump slightly.

you looked at her with a surprised yet worried expression. she glanced back at you, offering a sheepish smile before slowly lowering her arm. a nervous chuckle escaped her lips, breaking the brief silence.

"you ok, love?" you asked, not taking your eyes off of her.

she nodded rather vigorously, her movements almost comical, before stuttering, "me? yeah, psh, of course, I'm... I'm fine."

you nodded at her, unconvinced, but decided not to press further as she offered you a reassuring smile. turning your attention back to your phone, you noticed lisa detaching herself from your embrace and standing up. your eyes instinctively followed her, your lips forming a small pout as your body immediately missed her warmth.

you turned your attention back to your phone, still pouting, when loud thuds echoed from the bathroom upstairs. your head snapped in the direction of the noise. tossing your phone aside, you quickly got up and trudged toward the bathroom to investigate the commotion.

upon opening the bathroom door, you were met with the sight of your tall girlfriend tangled in the shower curtains, sprawled awkwardly in the tub. a gasp escaped your lips as you quickly kneeled down to help the poor brunette, trying to untangle the mess she’d gotten herself into.

"oh god, lisa! what happened, baby?" you asked, concern lacing your voice as your hands worked quickly to loosen the plastic curtain tangled around her arm.

lisa offered you another sheepish, nervous smile as she began explaining her predicament.

"i kind of slipped and... well, got myself into this," she muttered, her eyes dropping in embarrassment as her cheeks flushed slightly.

you shook your head at her explanation, small smile tugging on your lips.

with a sigh, you spoke.

"i knew you were clumsy, but i didn't expect this level of clumsy. it's almost comical," you said with a laugh, unable to hold it in. lisa shot you a playful glare but quickly broke into a smile, her embarrassment melting into amusement.

"i'm glad i entertain you," she said with a sarcastic tone, making you laugh even more. you gave her a warm smile before pulling the curtain off her, finally freeing her from the tangled mess.

that night, lisa left you alone in the bed with the excuse of talking to the phone in the bathroom. you lay on the soft mattress, sighing as boredom slowly crept in. lisa had been talking for a while, and you found yourself longing to cuddle with her before facing another busy day at work.

"WE CAN'T EAT HEADS!"

you heard lisa yell from the bathroom, her voice echoing through the apartment. your head whipped toward the partially open door, and her voice soon dropped to a hushed tone. moments later, she emerged, looking visibly stressed. her eyes widened as she noticed you staring at her with a confused expression.

"is everything okay?" you asked, concern in your voice. lisa just nodded, offering a small smile before joining you in bed, spooning you from behind.

wanting to sleep early, you didn't press further, turning onto your side with your back facing hers. she wrapped an arm around your waist, the other serving as a pillow for your head as you both settled into the warmth of each other's embrace.

that's when you noticed lisa's phone on the bedside table, untouched, despite her having supposedly been on a call. curiosity briefly flickered in your mind, but you quickly pushed it aside, content in the comfort of her embrace as you drifted off to sleep.

the next day, you headed to work, your job at the daycare keeping you busy as you taught and cared for the kids. meanwhile, lisa went to manage her bar, handling everything behind the scenes with her usual confidence.

this day felt unusually tiring as most of the teachers were absent, leaving you to substitute in some of their classes, effectively doubling your workload. by the time you finished, you were drained, but you pushed through, knowing that the kids needed you.

after your shift, your co-workers invited you to join them for dinner. being the good person you are, you agreed and went along, hoping the meal would help you unwind after such a hectic day.

whilst having dinner, you couldn't help but notice the strange looks coming from the people at the nearby table. their stares made you feel uncomfortable, causing you to shift in your seat, hoping to hide yourself from their view without drawing more attention.

the dinner dragged on, and before you knew it, it was nearing midnight. ushering your co-workers, some of whom were already drunk, you all stood up to pay and started heading your separate ways. that's when you realized you were the only one walking in the opposite direction, leaving you to walk alone down the quiet, empty street.

you initially planned on waiting outside, but hearing the loud voices of the men from the nearby table, you quickly decided to leave. your feet moved faster, eager to put some distance between yourself and the uncomfortable situation.

you hoped they wouldn’t notice you, but luck didn’t seem to be on your side. a whistle echoed in the empty street, followed by a few taunts. your feet shuffled faster as your heart raced, pounding so loudly in your chest it seemed to echo in your head.

☆

lisa was left alone in the quiet bar, wiping glasses dry and making sure the wine bottles were neatly arranged. suddenly, a thick, black liquid began to stretch out from her back, its amorphous form shifting and twisting. it morphed into a grotesque head with large, pupil-less eyes, sharp teeth, and a long, slithering tongue that seemed to writhe in the dim light.

it looked at her before speaking.

"i don't feel so good, lisa," the voice rasped again, its deep, distorted tone echoing in the silence of the bar.

lisa looked at it, already familiar with the alien creature, but what it said made her nervous. it usually spoke in pedantic, prideful remarks, but hearing those words now, there was something unsettling about it.

"what's wrong, venom?" she asked, frown forming.

the pupil-less eyes stared back at her, and without a second thought, lisa stormed out of the bar. she rushed into the dark, empty streets, the cold air biting at her skin as her heart raced.

"y/n told me she'd be having dinner with her co-workers at a place nearby. she should still be there," lisa muttered to herself, her voice tinged with urgency as she sped towards the location. her mind raced, thoughts swirling as she pushed her pace, hoping to find you before anything else could happen.

"i don't feel her presence nearby," the dark, distorted voice of venom rang in lisa’s head, causing her to halt in her tracks. her breath hitched as she stopped dead in her steps, her body tense with unease. something was off—she could feel it.

lisa wasted no time and allowed the alien within her to take control. dark, viscous liquid spread over her skin, reshaping her body. her physique grew, limbs lengthening as her head morphed into the very one she had spoken to in the bar. the transformation was swift, and now, with the creature's presence fully overtaking her, she stood, more powerful and unsettling than ever before, her eyes scanning the empty street.

lisa—now venom—leaped effortlessly, her new form scaling the building with ease. perched atop the rooftop, her eyes scanned the city below, locking onto a secluded area in the distance.

"i see her," venom's deep, distorted voice echoed in lisa's mind, its cold certainty sending a shiver through her. without another word, it leaped into the air, heading toward its target with predatory precision.

the large, humanoid alien soared through the air, leaping over buildings with incredible speed and precision. each jump was calculated, closing the distance between venom and its target. the city below seemed to blur as venom’s dark form cut through the night, its movements both swift and purposeful.

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you struggled against the strong grip of the man holding you, panic rising as you fought to break free. tears welled in your eyes, blurring your vision as you helplessly watched the group of men at the table. their conversation seemed calm, almost casual, oblivious to your distress, which only made your heart race faster.

"wh-what are you gonna do to me?" you asked.

the man behind you chuckled.

"sell you off. you look like you cost a lot," the man said with a cold, calculating tone. his words sent a chill through your body, making your legs feel weak and your heart pound in your chest. fear gripped you, the weight of the situation sinking in as you realized the danger you were truly in.

your eyes widened in horror as the men stood up and slowly approached you. the leader, a tall figure with a menacing aura, stepped closer, his eyes scanning you up and down. each glance felt like a judgment, making you self-conscious and uncomfortable. your heart raced, the fear of what was coming next almost paralyzing you.

"it wouldn't hurt to play with her for a while, right boys?" he said, an evil grin in his face.

your eyes widened and tears streamed down your face as you shook your head desperately, your body trembling. you yelled, your voice cracking as you begged them to stop, the word "no" repeating over and over in a frantic, pleading tone. fear and helplessness consumed you, but you clung to any hope that they might listen.

the men only laughed, their cruel chuckles echoing in your ears. the leader nodded to the man behind you, who grabbed your arm and began dragging you toward an abandoned warehouse. panic surged through your veins as you struggled to break free, but the grip on your arm was unrelenting. just as your mind raced for a way out, you heard the sound of something crashing in the distance, followed by a scream.

"MONSTER--AAAH!"

the men flinched, their eyes darting toward the source of the noise. hands quickly reached for their weapons, their muscles tense as they prepared for whatever threat approached.

your eyes widened in horror as the body of one of the men crumpled to the ground, his head cleanly severed from his body. the sight of the blood spraying across the pavement made your stomach lurch, nausea rising in your throat.

fear coursed through your veins, freezing you in place as the brutal scene unfolded before you. you could barely process what was happening, your body trembling uncontrollably as you tried to look away, but the gruesome sight was burned into your mind.

the men steppes back and flinched at the sight of their headless comrade.

a figure emerged from the shadows, stepping over the lifeless body. the men yelled, asking who it was, before frantically drawing their weapons and firing at the approaching figure.

your eyes stayed glue to the figure until the light revealed who it was.

lisa.

your eyes widened as you immediately cried for her.

"lisa!" you screamed, struggling against the man's hold.

lisa's eyes locked onto you, and in an instant, she transformed, her body morphing into the towering, black alien form of venom. the sheer size and ferocity of the figure immediately caught the men off guard, their faces contorting in fear as they stumbled back. the sudden shift left them frozen, their weapons trembling in their hands as venom towered over them.

"how dare you touch my woman!" venom's distorted voice roared, vibrating with pure rage.

in an instant, it surged forward, its powerful limbs effortlessly taking down the men one by one. their screams echoed in the night as venom ripped through the group, tossing them aside like ragdolls. fear flooded their eyes as they realized they were no match for the alien's wrath. the sounds of destruction and chaos filled the air as venom continued to dismantle them with ruthless precision.

your heart raced as you watched lisa, now venom, effortlessly overpower the men. each move was fluid, precise, and powerful. the men were helpless against her, their weapons useless as venom moved with terrifying speed and strength.

you couldn't tear your eyes away, the shock and confusion making it hard to process what was happening. the person you loved—your girlfriend—was now something else entirely, something both alien and incredible. it was overwhelming, yet there was something strangely comforting in knowing that she was there to protect you.

the last man collided with the wall, slumping unconscious. venom stood tall, towering over the defeated men as its presence filled the area with a chilling energy. it looked down at the group, ensuring none of them would get up again. its sharp eyes met yours, and despite the intensity of the moment, there was a softness in them as it turned its attention to you.

its eyes shifted to the man behind you, holding you restrained. the guy flinched and foolishly made an attemtp to hold you hostage. he pointed the gun on you, its cold nozzle meeting your skin.

"move and i'll fucking blow her brains out!" he threatened.

you trembled against his hold, tears falling as you begged.

"shut up, bitch!" the man yelled, raising his hands in attempt to hit you with the gun but venom beat him to it.

a black tentacle shot out, swiftly coiling around the man's hand, halting his movement. the man looked at venom with shock before screaming in pain as the tentacle coiled tighter, crushing his bones.

the man collapsed to the ground, writhing in pain, giving you the perfect opportunity to break free and flee. venom’s form shifted, melting into black liquid that seeped back into lisa’s body, disappearing as quickly as it had appeared.

you rushed into lisa's arms, and she enveloped you in a tight embrace, whispering soothing words as you let the tears flow, feeling safe in her hold.

you pulled back slightly, your gaze fixed on lisa's, a flicker of doubt lingering in your eyes.

"you're still the lisa i know, right?" you asked, voice tinged with uncertainty.

lisa's expression softened as she gently took your hands, cupping them against her cheeks.

"yes, it's still me, love," she whispered, her eyes locking with yours.

"your lisa." she pressed a tender kiss to your hand, her touch reassuring and warm.

you nodded and leaned against her chest, sighing deeply as you finally felt safe. lisa wrapped her hands protectively around you, eyes observing the unconscious men whilst stroking you hair to comfort you.

you pulled away again, looking at her with confusion. she mirrored the same as she studied your expression.

"what was that earlier? the black alien thing you turn into?"

lisa let out a sigh before sitting on the ground, her posture weary. as she did, a black liquid began to stretch from her back, slowly forming into a head — the same one of the alien she had become.

"hi, baby," it greeted in its deep, distorted voice, sending a shiver down your spine.

you hesitated, your gaze shifting between the alien and lisa, before you reluctantly waved a hello. it only smiled at you while you look at it with a mix of fear and shock.

lisa chuckled and held your hand.

"venom's just as in love with you as i am." she said, kissing the back of your hand. venom looked at her and then at you, nodding at what lisa said.

"well, nice to meet you venom." you said, smiling at the alien who mirrored the same.

you and lisa stood up to leave when lisa suddenly fell back on the ground. she groaned upon landing making you rush to her.

"oh my gosh! baby, are you hurt?" lisa shook her head and sat up.

"venom has control over my body, so that explains the occasional sudden movements." she said making you nod and remember the times she'd randomly move.

"we should get goi-- WE CAN'T EAT HEADS, VENOM!"

lisa’s sudden yell made you flinch, your body instinctively tensing as your eyes widened in surprise and fear. she quickly noticed your reaction and shook her head, her expression softening.

"no, I won’t hurt you—venom wouldn’t," lisa reassured gently, her voice calmer now as she tried to ease your nerves.

your eyes met hers, the sincerity in them easing your worries. with a small nod, you stood up, glancing at the unconscious men scattered around, some groaning in pain. your gaze shifted back to lisa, who seemed to be murmuring under her breath—likely in a quiet argument with venom.

"baby?"

lisa called, pulling you out of your thoughts.

you noticed her restlessness, her hand twitching almost involuntarily. your gaze flickered to her hand before meeting her eyes again.

"you might want to cover your eyes and ears," she warned, her voice laced with a mix of uncertainty and authority.

you hesitated for a moment, but then quickly obeyed, covering your eyes and ears, not knowing what to expect next.

as you turned away, covering your eyes and ears like she instructed, lisa shifted into venom. her towering figure loomed over the unconscious men. with swift, terrifying ease, venom grabbed one of the men, and without hesitation, bit off his head. the same fate followed for the others.

amid the carnage, venom's eyes caught movement-a man still conscious, crawling away in a desperate attempt to escape. venom tilted its head, a low, guttural growl rumbling from deep within.

venom sauntered over to the man, each heavy step sending tremors through the ground. towering above him, venom placed its massive foot on the man's back, pinning him in place. the man screamed, his pleas for mercy echoing in the empty street. but venom was venom—merciless, unyielding, and driven by its own primal instincts.

the man's cries reached your ears, making you turn around to peek in curiosity but you wished you didn't.

you watched in stunned horror as the towering, black alien effortlessly lifted the man with one hand. before you could fuly process the sight, venom's massive jaws opened wide, clamping down and biting the man's head off in one swift, gruesome motion.

venom's piercing gaze shifted to you, and you instinctively flinched. slowly, the black alien began to dissipate, its towering figure melting into a dark liquid that receded into your girlfriend. in its place stood lisa, her familiar features softening as she met your eyes with quiet concern.

in a daze, you barely registered lisa closing the distance between you. her hand gently cupped your face, her touch warm and grounding.

"look at me. don’t look at that," she said softly, as she positioned herself to block your view of the gore scene behind her.

"let's get away from here."

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the cold wind blew against your face as you sat on a park bench, clutching a cup of coffee that offered a bit of warmth. it was past midnight, and only you and lisa remained in the park. she sat by the fountains, her gaze fixed grimly on the waters.

lisa gave you space to process the events that had unfolded. you couldn't wrap your head around it—your girlfriend had an alien inside her, one that devoured human heads. you wished this was just a dream but it isn't.

despite that fact, you still loved lisa. the alien inside her didn’t change that. love meant accepting all parts of her, even the unexpected ones. you’d face whatever came, because lisa was still lisa—and that was enough.

your eyes found lisa by the fountains. rising from your seat, you walked toward her, the sound of your footsteps reaching her ears, causing her to turn, her gaze locking onto you.

"let's go home," you said, and lisa's eyes widened in surprise.

lisa stood up, "you're not scared or worried about venom?"

you shook your head no, a small smile reaching your lips.

"i think it's cool that my girlfriend can turn into a strong alien with the ability to protect me," you said, earning a relieved smile from lisa.

her arms enveloped you in a warm hug, the tightness making you feel safe and secure as you reciprocated. you felt her release a deep sigh, and you chuckled softly before gently pulling away to meet her gaze.

"let's go home and sleep, then we can meet venom again in the morning, hm?" you suggested. lisa nodded and gave you a quick, gentle kiss.

as you both walked to your apartment hand in hand, you couldn't help but chuckle softly at something that popped into your brain.

lisa glanced at you in curiosity, a smile playing on her lips. "what's so funny?" she asked.

"you're my lethal protector." you said, a soft laugh following after.

lisa glanced at you, her face a mix of surprise and amusement, before she couldn’t help but laugh as well.

"well, venom thinks it's hilarious and decided it's our new nickname," lisa said, shaking her head with a smile.

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damn i really took 2 weeks to write one rushed headcanon

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aeri uchinaga headcanon

meangirl!aeri x dancer!fem!reader

⚠️ smut, light bullying, lots of swearing

★ aeri sees you differently after seeing you dance.

a/n: rushed, im so bad at writing smut, did not proofread

- you lived a normal life—good family, good friends, good grades, and a decent reputation on campus. but among all the good things in your life, one flaw stood out: your bad eyesight. you blamed it on the countless hours spent staring at screens, whether working on projects or losing yourself in games.

- that's why when you forgot to put on your glasses and rummaged to find it in your bag, you bumped into a person causing them to fall on the ground.

- you heard a yelp as the person hit the cold floor, followed by gasps echoing around you. scrambling to find your glasses, you slipped them on, only for your heart to sink and your breath to catch in your chest at the sight of the person sprawled on the ground.

- the long, bright pink hair made it impossible not to recognize her. aeri uchinaga. she was on the ground, glaring up at you while her crew of three girls stood behind her, their faces frozen in shock.

- your voice caught in your throat, the apologies you wanted to spill refused to come out. instead, you bent down to her level, extending a hand to help her up, only for her to swat it away.

- aeri looked at you with such a sharp look that if looks could kill, you were stabbed mercilessly everywhere.

- "are you blind-- given your glasses, i think you are! watch where you're going next time and wear your glasses if you're so blind, gosh!"

- the pink-haired woman exclaimed sharply before standing up and brushing past you, intentionally bumping your shoulder. all you could do was watch as she and her crew walked away, vanishing into the sea of students crowding the hallway.

- ever since that encounter, aeri never left you alone. it seemed that incident triggered something in her, making you her next victim. unfortunately, most of your classes were with her, turning school into a daily struggle. her endless teasing made life miserable—hiding your belongings during class, shoving you against your locker as she passed, or sticking out her foot to trip you during lunch.

- however, the teasing came to a halt when you stopped attending regular classes and started frequenting the gym. you had the privilege of being excused from classes to prepare for an upcoming dance competition, representing your school.

- you'd have your peaceful lunch outside the campus, away from the four disasters in your precious school life.

- but that peace didn’t last long. now, you found yourself making eye contact with the devil herself—aeri—sitting on the bleachers with her crew. she stared at you with her usual evil smirk before breaking eye contact, her gaze trailing down to scan you. the intensity of her stare left you feeling self-conscious throughout your entire practice.

- forcing yourself to ignore her presence—which surprisingly worked—you managed to finish the last day of practice successfully. after freshening up and ridding yourself of the sweaty state from earlier, you bid goodbye to your group and headed out.

- what you thought was a peaceful walk home turned out to be wrong.

- "hey there, y/nnie." your heart stopped at the sound of that familiar, mocking voice as its owner stepped out from the corridor.

- aeri, all alone, wore that smirk that seemed permanently etched on her face whenever you saw her. she strode confidently toward your almost retreating figure. how ironic—it was you who was taller, yet every time you crossed paths, she made you feel as though she towered over you.

- "didn't know you could move like that. why didn't you tell me you could be sexy, hm?" she said, her tone raspy and laced with something you couldn’t quite place.

- before you could even respond, she stepped closer, her hand resting lightly on your shoulder as she leaned in. her warm breath brushed against your ear, sending shivers down your spine.

- "take care out there, sexy," she murmured, her voice low and teasing, before turning on her heel and walking away.

- ever since that weirdly hot and confusing night, aeri became unusually touchy whenever she was near. she would brush her hands against your body as she passed by, her touches lingering just enough to leave you flustered. it didn’t help that, despite her past mistreatments, you couldn’t deny how attractive you found her.

- on the day of your competition, you stood on stage, preparing to perform. as your eyes scanned the loud, cheering crowd, they landed on a familiar head of pink hair. your eyes widened in surprise—you hadn’t expected her to be here.

- you managed to survive the entire routine, pushing aside the way her presence made you feel self-conscious. instead, you focused on the music and the rhythm, allowing yourself to enjoy the time you had on stage.

- upon reaching backstage, you were greeted by the cheers of your teammates, all of them struggling to catch their breaths, which you mirrored. despite the exhaustion, you all huddled together, sharing a group hug—celebrating your successful performance.

- now, you were at a club with your team, celebrating your victory. it was clear that your team had won, and to mark the occasion, your leader had dragged everyone out to the club with the promise of covering the drinks.

- aeri happened to be at the same club, and upon spotting your tall figure vibing freely on the dance floor, a smirk crept onto her lips. she watched you from a distance, her gaze never leaving you.

- she watched as you transformed from sober to wild on the dance floor, clearly drunk from the drinks you'd had. your movements became freer, and she couldn't help but smirk at the sight of you letting loose.

- "she knows how to party, huh?" karina, one of aeri's friends, remarked as she observed your drunken movements. aeri nodded, her gaze lingering for a moment before she shifted her attention back to the group she was with, who had now started playing cards.

- however, as soon as she took her eyes off you, a girl approached and began dancing dangerously close. your bodies were almost touching as the slow music played, the rhythm urging her on. she eyed you with hooded, intoxicated eyes, matching the haze of your own drunkenness.

- one of aeri's friends, winter, noticed the scene and slapped a hand on the pink-haired woman's arm. "holy cow, ain't no way that loser bagged a hot chick before me!" she exclaimed, standing up quickly and jogging toward the dance floor.

- aeri whipped her head around, her eyes landing on your figure as you danced dangerously close with someone. a flash of irritation crossed her face—she didn’t like that one bit.

- she downed her drink in one go, slamming the glass onto the table before strutting toward your drunken figure with a determined stride.

- upon reaching you, she discreetly pushed the woman aside and grabbed you by the shoulders, pulling you close as she moved in sync with the slow music. her eyes mockingly glanced at the woman, who only rolled her eyes before turning and walking away, clearly unimpressed.

- slightly sobering up from the proximity, you stopped dancing and looked at aeri with confusion, unsure of what was happening. "aeri? what are you doing?"

- the woman rolled her eyes, pulling her hands from your shoulders and gripping your wrist to yank you toward the bathroom. confused and drunk, you stumbled after her, feeling powerless in the situation, and let yourself be pushed into a cubicle.

- "w-what are you doing, aeri?" you nervously asked, your voice shaky as the woman stood close, her hooded eyes fixed on you with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine.

- "i don't know either but one thing for sure is, you made me so fucking hot and bothered and you need to fix it right now." pushing you back onto the covered toilet seat, she straddled you without hesitation and placed her hands firmly on your shoulders. her touch was electrifying, and her gaze held you captive.

- your frustration gave way to a rush of desire as you leaned in and claimed her lips, the taste of her mouth sending a rush of satisfaction through you. a soft hum of satisfaction escaped her chest as your lips moved in a hungry dance, eagerly exploring every contour of each other.

- you boldy bit her lower lip, causing the woman to release a moan. using this opportunity to slip your tongue and claim dominance as your tongues danced against each other. when your lungs burned from the lack of oxygen, you pulled away, creating string of saliva.

- aeri chuckled and whispered, "that's so fucking hot." you smirked and claimed her lips once more, this time much more aggressive. your hands made its way to her hips, gripping it, pulling her closer. her arms snaked around your neck as she slowly grinded against you. the action made you pull back to release a groan. aeri chuckled at this reaction and continued grinding against you, loving the sounds you made.

- your hooded eyes mirrored her lust-fille ones as she moved, never breaking your eye contact. deciding to break the eye contact, your head moved to her neck as you left wet kisses on the her soft skin.

- aeri moaned and tilted her neck, giving you more access. your wet kisses turned to soft bites and gradually, harsh ones—sucking and kissing. it would leave very obvious marks but aeri was too sexually drunk to care.

- pulling away, you looked at the marks you made and smirked in pride. aeri paused, her gaze lingering on your proud smirk before she rolled her eyes and gently slapped your cheek, pulling your attention toward her.

- she took a good look at your face and chuckled. "fuck, you're actually so damn hot. i think i was the blind one for not seein that." she said, causing you to laugh.

- "really? you're only saying that after we made out?" you shook your head. aeri looked at you before smirking.

- "wouldn't it be so fucking hot if you fuck me with your glasses on?" she whispered, licking your earlobe which sent you shivers down your spine.

- you chuckled at her idea, "i wouldn't be able to see you then 'cause the fog would block my vision." aeri rolled her eyes and groaned, pushing her head back.

- "i almost forgot that you can be such a nerd—a hot nerd." she said, causing you to laugh. despite the situation, you were still in the same position, oddly finding it more comfortable than you'd expected. maybe because you got used to her touch.

- after that hot scene in the bathroom, you and aeri were never the same as before. instead of pushing you against your locker, she'd push you into the janitor's closet and make out with you. in some cases, she'd go to the gym, waiting for you to finish your training before pouncing at you once you both were left alone.

- as much as you liked the attention aeri was giving you, it made you confused. what were you two called? not friends, but also not lovers. maybe fuck buddies but you were starting to fall for the woman and it wasn't helping at all.

- on a cold saturday night, you trapped yourself in your dorm. you were all alone, left with your raging thoughts and the slight pain whenever you thought of the pink haired woman. she probably just considers you as a good fuck and you're here catching feelings.

- a notification popped up on your phone, and your eyes caught sight of aeri's picture on the screen. it was a message from her, inviting you to a party at her house that night. your hand instinctively moved to decline, but then an idea sparked in your mind, and you paused, contemplating the opportunity.

- why not use the party as an opportunity to confront aeri and clarify your relationship? it could be the chance to finally get something out of her and calm the storm of confusion that’s been swirling in your mind.

- you pulled up into her house wearing the sluttiest clothes a woman like you could wear, a leather jacket barely covering the sports bra underneath and a baggy pants that were slightly sagging down to show off your calvin kleins. you also decided to wear your glasses, feeling lazy to put on contacts.

- it seemed your outfit caught the attention of the women, who immediately crowded you and began making advances. noticing the commotion, aeri watched from a distance, her brows furrowed in reaction. she strutted in, "what the he—" she was cut off upon seeing you in what she believes is the most hottest thing you ever wore.

- she bit her lip as she approached, her presence immediately causing the women to back down in defeat. your eyes met hers who wore the familiar dark, eyes clouding in lust.

- "did you dress up for me, sexy?" aeri whispered as she led you to her kitchen, grabbing a drink for you. graciously accepting it, you took a gulp, noticing her gaze lingering on your neck, a quiet intensity in her eyes.

- you decided to ignore her advances, hoping to frustrate her and get a reaction. as aeri led you to her group, introducing you to her friends, you acted oblivious to her touches. her brows furrowed in subtle frustration as you continued engaging with her friends, seemingly unaware of her hints.

- aeri had never felt so hot and bothered in her life. she desperately wanted to dump her cold drink on you, but quickly dismissed the idea—it would just make you smell like beer, and she didn’t want that. she watched you, grinning like a fool at one of her friends, her gaze narrowing into a glare, frustration building within her.

- winter noticed it and chuckled, shaking her head "just date her or something, stop glaring at her like a bitch." the woman whispered. "can't blame the women though, they said dancers are a good fuck." winter added to which aeri rolled her eyes but the former was right. the amount of strength, agility and breathing control you must have, aeri felt a pool between her legs as she imagined you and her again.

- aeri eventually stormed off to her room, trying to cool her hot head and the heat in between her legs. she was already horny the moment she saw you in that clothing and ignoring her only worsened her situation.

- she sat on her bed, contemplating whether or not she'd call you but you were busy having fun out there. she'd look like a dog in heat begging to be fucked by you.

- with a groan, aeri opened her legs as her hand crawled in her soaking panties. a moan escaped her lips and eventually, your name as she pictures you pounding her pussy whilst wearing your glasses. gripping the sheets, she was close to her climax as her fingers moved in and out at a fast pace.

- in search of aeri, you found yourself outside her room listening to her moans and your name being called. your immediately felt heat in your core as you listened to her reach her climax. the moans stopped and the door opened, revealing a blushing aeri.

- her eyes widened at the sight of you and you mirrored the same expression, having been caught listening to her mastubate. however, you were too turned on to care about being caught so you pushed her back in and locked the door behind you. a hungry gaze locked onto hers as she stepped back, never breaking eye contact.

- "tell me you want it, i'll give it to you." you whispered, approaching her figure who stood just at the edge of her bed.

- aeri lifted a hand to caress your cheeks. your hand held hers, leading it to your lips as you gave it a soft kiss whilst sharing an intense gaze.

- "i want you, y/n."

- that's what all it takes to push her on the bed, your figure hovering on top of her. lips colliding to share a passionate kiss which soon turned into one of hunger, eager to fill the hole in each other.

- your jacket was now discarded, leaving you in your sports bra and your pants whilst aeri laid almost bare underneath you. her matching lace underwear made her more desiring as if she already isn't with her sounds that were music to your ears.

- aeri watched as you unbuckled your belt, lip biting as her eyes trailed down your lean build. taking the pants off, her eyes widened at the noticeable bulge on your crotch. her eyes met yours and you chuckled at her reaction.

- "i'm wearing a strap, cutie." you casually said.

- soon you found yourself thrusting into aeri with an almost animalistic pace which sent the woman into a moaning mess, her nails digging into your skin. the bed creaking, aeri's loud moans and your name being called like a chant, it was music.

- you paused just as aeri was about to reach her climax which she yelled a loud, "fuck!" you only chuckled and gripped her hips, turning her on her stomach.

- the woman, almost automatically, lifted her butt, her face planted on the pillow. you entered her, eliciting a loud moan from her as you thrusted into her already wet pussy.

- aeri felt like she was in heaven with how you good you fucked her and you were wearing your glasses, you looked so hot pounding into her with your fogged up glasses.

- the rest of the party was spent in aeri's room, the both of you doing every position you knew in every corner of her room.

- however, the thick fog hanging over your relationship remained, and aeri was determined to clear it. she couldn’t stand seeing other girls throw themselves at you as you gradually gained popularity on campus.

- aeri walked toward you with determination, her hands gripping tightly onto your arm as she pulled you away from the girl you were talking to.

- "aeri? what are you doing?" you asked, but she didn’t respond, her gaze fixed on the girl you had been talking to. the girl, sensing the tension, met aeri’s glare with equal intensity.

- "i'm still talking to her, can't you see?" the girl said, her tone sharp, but aeri only smiled mockingly, her eyes never leaving the girl.

- "and I'm talking to her now, so." aeri said, making a dismissive gesture with her hand, her smirk never wavering.

- "just because you're popular and all, doesn't mean you can do whatever you want," the girl shot back, but aeri just rolled her eyes, clearly unfazed by the comment.

- "blah, blah, blah. I'm pregnant and she's the father, so don't intervene between couples," aeri said nonchalantly, leaving the girl stunned and confused. without waiting for a response, aeri dragged you toward the empty gym.

- you, equally as confused, looked at aeri before asking, "you're pregnant? with who?" aeri slapped you gently, her eyes narrowing as she made you look at her, only leaving you even more confused.

- "you're the only one who fucked me, that's impossible. anyways, i am pregnant yes, but." she held a hand up, stopping you from speaking.

- she continued, "that was love we made that night and now i bore love and obsession towards you and you have to take responsibility for it." she said with a grin, observing as your expression shifted from confusion to sudden realization.

- "oh...oh!" aeri nodded.

- your eyes met hers and it was looking at you with softness you've never seen before. it made you feel warm and fuzzy that it made you giddy. smiling like a fool as you looked down, your cheeks reddening. aeri marvelled at the sight and laughed heartily at your reaction. her laugh echoed in your ear, it was genuine and infectious and you love to hear it more.

- "can i court you then, miss aeri uchinaga?" you asked, looking up to meet hers.

- aeri nodded, and you both shared a long hug, the insecurities between you dissipating as the thick fog in your relationship finally cleared.

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the lack of haechi wang (wolflo) content in tumblr is killing mee. also here's to make up for not updating for almost a week. <3

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need you now

idol!huhyunjin x producer!reader

synopsis: you're a producer whose songs dominate the charts. to keep the hits coming, you turn to a couple cans of beer for inspiration. but the alcohol takes control, pushing you into calling your ex.

genre: light angst; heated make out session at the end :/

warnings: alcohol; swearing; top yunjin cus why not

i'm all alone and i need you now

being a producer was a choice your parents didn't agree on but with you being the most sought after producer now—their doubts were erased and now they're showering you with praises and support. you found it hilarious how they ridiculed you for pursuing a non-engineering job like your siblings did and now they're treating you like a prodigy. thinking about it made you feel bitter, to make it worse, the alcohol started to kick in.

you were in your apartment, wide awake at one in the morning due to a sudden urge to write a song. around you were cans of beer scattered on the floor, with the hope that it can help you think of creative ideas but honestly, it's all what you have in your fridge.

finishing a can, you tossed it on a pile of empty beer cans as you shifted your attention to your laptop screen. deleting one line after another—unsatisfied with the words. beside it was also your notebook where you usually write songs but you were still stuck. the urge was strong yet no matter you do, the output didn't feel good enough.

frustrated, you grabbed a pillow from the couch and hurled it across the living room, knocking a box out of place. with a groan, you stood up, set the box right, and started picking up its contents. but when you saw what it was, you froze.

it was pictures of the past. a good memory now leaving bitter feelings whenever you remember it. you shouldn't but you did. you looked at the pictures that consisted of either places or a certain woman. the woman that were once the inspiration of your songs and the one that fueled your passion for music.

"huh yunjin..."

you mumbled as you stared at a photo of her, holding an umbrella and looking back at you. you remembered how you'd always carry a camera whenever you two went on dates, wanting to capture every moment to look back on. now, you traced the dusty photograph with your fingers, the smile on her face a painful reminder of a beautiful past.

you went on a couple of pictures and stopped on the last picture that was at the very bottom of the box. the photograph taken just a week before the beautiful story ended. her smile was so wide that it shocked your whole world when she came to you and ended your relationship. you asked yourself, 'what went wrong?' yet the answer was clear.

you both lived in the same world, yet her life was much harder than yours. you didn’t have thousands of people watching your every move, criticizing each mistake. you didn’t feel the pressure to be perfect, to look like a doll every day. you didn’t have a management controlling every aspect of your life. those were the things you didn’t have—things yunjin did. but despite it all, your relationship blossomed and sailed… until it didn’t.

reminiscing about it caused tears to well up in your eyes. a chuckle escapes your mouth followed with a sigh as you sniff.

"well that was a good two years of sunshines and rainbows..." you said, staring at the pictures scattered on the floor.

you stood up, almost loosing you balance and wobbled your way to the fridge—the alcohol taking over your whole system. grabbing another beer, you slumped on your sofa and took a chug of the drink. you looked at the fogged up window, rain hitting it creating soft thuds. you've always like the comfort of the rain but now you hate it. because it reminded you that no one will give you warmth in the cold weather like she used to. you shook your head as your thoughts drifted drifted her again.

"i'm so fucking lonely..." you said followed by a deep sigh.

you reached for your phone, hoping to have a friend that's still awake at this hour to accompany you in the lonely night. you scrolled through your seemingly endless list of contacts but stopped abruptly when your eyes caught a number you haven't contacted for a while.

your fingers hovered above the number as you hesitated on calling it or not. it must've been the alcohol because now you're looking at a ringing screen, her photo smiling at you while your phone rings—waiting for the other end to pick up.

your eyes widened and you panicked—causing your phone to slip from your grip.

"shit!" you cursed and hurriedly picked up your phone to cancel the call but it was already answered.

you gasped and slapped a hand to your mouth.

"y/n?"

oh how much you missed that voice calling your name. if not for the shock, you would've teared up hearing her voice. you hurriedly pressed the end button and tossed your phone on the coffee table.

"good god..." you said and downed a whole can of beer.

well it was a bad idea because now you're really drunk and lonely and the rain wasn't making it any better. you accidentally called your ex, heard her voice and now you miss her.

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yunjin looked at her phone with confusion as she sat in her bed. she had just gotten out of a warm shower after practicing for their upcoming comeback. setting the phone down, she stared at the wall as she let her thoughts run. from their upcoming comeback and how it would do, her thoughts drifted to you. a sad sigh escaping her mouth as her eyes landed on a jacket she hung. the one she wore when she broke things off.

she regretted it, yes, but she had no choice. your relationship was starting to fail when she got busy for their last comeback. fights were becoming frequent when she'd snap at the smallest things due to lack of rest and the pressure of their comeback. that time their group was also under heavy criticism due to a simple mistake that added fuel to the fire. her management urged her to end her relationship to protect their group incase someone leaks your relationship. yunjin didn't want to hurt you and ruin your career so she did the regrettable.

hanging her head down, she let her tears fall and let the feelings pour out as the rain drowned out the sound. sometimes, she'd wish she was stronger and fought for your relationship, for you.

her cries were cut off when her phone rang, flinching in surprise, she looked at who was calling her at this time. seeing that it was your number again, she immediately grabbed her phone. her finger hesitating to press the answer button yet did it anyway and she immediately heard your soft sniffles and your shaky breath.

"can you come over? i need you right now." you softly whispered through the phone.

your soft voice that used to whisper sweet nothings to her, your soft voice that would sing to her heart whenever you'd serenade her and the voice that she misses so much. it was enough to put her on her feet and storm out of her room.

looking at her phone, you had ended the call. she sighed and speed-walked to the front door when her leader called her.

"yunjin? where are you headed to this late?" chaewon asked, crossing her arms.

yunjin pursed her lip, deciding to lie or not before answering.

"y/n...she called and said she needed me.." the leader uncrossed her arm, brow raised in confusion.

"and you'd risk getting caught by dispatch over a call?" chaewon stared at her red-haired member who held a pleading expression. she sighed and waved yunjin off, walking towards her room.

"just don't get caught and use the manager's car. i'll talk to him for you." a smile broke in yunjin's lips as she eagerly nodded and jogged to grab the car key from the drawer.

"will do!" yunjin whisper yelled and put on a disguise. a good old hat and mask, tying her hair neatly under her hat—hiding her recognisable red hair.

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you were lying on the cold floor, eyes staring at the ceiling—which had remnants of the past. a masking tape you placed to hold the balloons when you surprised yunjin on her birthday. you forgot to take that off and now seeing it made all the memories flood your mind.

your eyes shifted to your phone that was held loosely by your left hand. you grimaced at how you let yourself go and drunk called your ex. a groan escapes your mouth as you writhe on the ground in embarrassment.

a ring on your doorbell knocked you off your actions— making you confused and scared. it's already two in the morning and you weren't expecting any visitors—unless you were thinking of how you called your ex to come over but it's impossible. there's no way she'd come over.

a ring resounded again and it made you stand up, wobbling to it. getting a grip on the doorknob, you twisted it and opened the brown door. all sense of security leaving your alcohol-drowned brain.

a masked person stood before you, eyes locking with yours. you swear you've seen those dark brown eyes before but you just can't remember where and when. the person took off their mask and you let out the most audible gasp. it seemed to make you slightly sober because you immediately pulled the person in and closed the door.

"yunjin? what are you doing here? you might get seen!" you said and immediately let go of your grip on her wrist. you didn't really expect her to come over.

finding the situation quite awkward, you stepped a good steps back. yunjin looked at you and chuckled softly.

"were you drinking?" she asked.

"no." her eyes shifted to the mess behind you then back to yours before raising a brow.

"yes." you sighed and she shook her head.

walking past you, she went to the kitchen and grabbed a plastic bag. her familiarity with your place making you remember the days where she'd spend the night over and cook you delicious meals that you miss.

your eyes followed her as she went to the living room and picked up the empty beer cans on the ground. feeling guilty over her cleaning your mess, you walked into the living room and took the plastic from her—making her look at you.

"i'll clean it myself." you said but she took it from you.

"no, i'll take care of this. you go take a shower and then sleep." you looked at her as she continued cleaning your mess while you stood there watching her.

there she goes again, making you feel things with her actions. a trait of hers that you fell so hard for. but now, it only made your heart wrench in pain.

hearing your silence, yunjin stopped and looked up at you. eyes widening at the tears streaming down your face. dropping the plastic, yunjin got up and went to you, holding your face as she wiped the tears from your eyes with her thumb.

you chuckled bitterly.

"why are you doing this? we're not together anymore. exes don't wipe their ex's tears." you bitterly said, making yunjin stop and let go of you.

"right..." she nodded and stepped back.

"exes also don't call their ex saying to come over because you need them." yunjin retorted making you lock eyes with her.

"can you blame me? you came into my life, rocked my world and left me with these memories i wanted to forget so bad." yunjin's eyes widened at your words as you stood there breathing heavily.

"i wanted to beg to you to come back... i felt so alone that no matter what i do—i just can't fill the hole you left in my heart." tears welled in yunjin's eyes.

"i..oh god..i'm sorry..." yunjin cried as she closed the gap between you and held your face, wiping tears with her thumb.

"please...just for tonight...let me love you again..." you plead, eyes looking back at hers for a response.

the red haired girl nodded and without wasting time, you closed the distance between you—lips crashing against each other. you tasted the tears that you've both shed as you shared a passionate kiss filled with longing for each other.

your arms snaked around her neck as hers circled smoothly to your waist, pulling you even closer. as your lungs burned at the lack of oxygen, yunjin pulled away—foreheads against each other as you both pant heavily.

"i might get drunk with all the beer you've drunk." yunjin commented making you chuckle.

"oh yeah?" you said and leaned for a kiss, smiling against her lips that you missed so much.

lost in the heat of the kiss, you failed to realize that you were now against the wall, her hand trapping you in her tall build whilst the other held your waist. a once passionate kiss turned into something more when yunjin pulled away to breathe and you saw the hungry look in her eyes.

"fuck this." you said and pulled her to the sofa, pushing her against the soft cushion—straddling her immediately.

as if automatic, her hands landed on your hips and pulled you closer to her. looking up at you with an intense, hungry gaze like a predator ready to pounce on her prey—you. pushing your face to hers, your lips danced together emitting sloppy sounds with your soft sighs and moans.

yunjin bit your lip, eliciting a moan from you—music to her ears. taking this chance to invade your mouth with her tongue who danced with yours leaving you breathless. her lips parted from your mouth and trailed kisses from your jaw to your neck.

she softly bit your neck, earning a moan from you. her lips went to your sensitive spot which she knows by heart and began abusing your skin, biting it softly then kissing it. controlled by her lust and hunger, she failed to realize that she'd been sucking on it. once she's done, she released your skin with a pop as she pulled away—looking at the red marks on your neck that are starting to darken a bit.

proud at her 'art', her attention went to your hungry gaze and now swollen lips that are begging for her care. she decided to tease you for a bit, ghosting her lips just a mere centimeter away from yours—watching as you squirm and push your head against hers. you hungrily kissed her, your tongue invading hers but was quickly dominated by her.

the heat becoming too much, you pulled away as you quickly removed your shirt—yunjin helped you so. lips crashing immediately as you threw it somewhere in your room. her lips parted from yours again and ventured beneath your neck, lightly nipping on your skin. her mouth just above your mounds making you whimper when she teasingly licked on the skin.

your eyes met hers, and you just knew where this kiss would lead—a path of no return, one you’d likely regret in the morning. but the thought barely lingered, drowned out by the intoxicating pull of her lips. drunk in her kisses, you leaned in again, letting her warmth consume you.

the world outside blurred as the glass windows fogged up, a hazy testament to the clash of warmth and cold. under the drizzling rain, her lips met yours in a heated frenzy—a desperate attempt to fill the fractures in your hearts. it was a kiss that erased everything but the two of you, a kiss that begged to mend what was broken, if only for a fleeting moment... or maybe, just maybe, forever.

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halo im back after being gone for almost a week. i made this about three days ago but lost the inspiration to finish it until now so here ya go.

[lexawritex]

light

student!karina x studentfem!reader

warning: angst, death, blood, accident, car crash

the bell rang loudly, indicating the end of classes. the students rushed out of their classrooms, teachers left standing with their unfinished discussions.

y/n walked to a certain classroom before stopping by and peeked at the window. her eyes landing on the raven-haired girl who was sitting alone in her desk, earphones on and eyes glued on her thick book. y/n chuckled and entered the room, unnoticed by the raven girl.

with a gentle tap on the shoulder, the girl finally looked up and saw y/n. her eyes widened and met the soft gaze of y/n. a wide smile plastered on both faces.

"were you planning on spending your time studying instead of taking your girlfriend out on a date?" y/n teasingly asks as she helps the girl pack her stuff.

the two walked out of the school, hands intertwined, giving warmth to each other in the cold autumn air. y/n looks at her girlfriend who then looked at her noticing the former's eyes on her.

"where do you plan on taking me ms. yu?" karina giggled at the formal name.

"well, i was planning on taking you to that cat cafe ms. l/n" y/n's eyes went wide as an excited squeal came out of her mouth, causing karina to smile widely at her reaction.

as the two arrived at the said cafe, y/n couldn't stop smiling and cooing at the fluffy cats that calmly roamed around the place. karina's heart warmed at the sight and took many photos of y/n who was too busy mingling with the cats to notice her girlfriend taking photos of her.

after what seemed like an hour of interacting with cats, y/n finally sat down in a table with karina. the two enjoyed a hot chocolate drink whilst talking about their day. a normal date, nothing too lavish, just them enjoying each other's company.

when the time came to leave the cafe, y/n almost cried and begged karina another hour in the cafe but failed anyways. karina had to drag a sad y/n away from the cafe.

"you'll see the darn cats again soon! we can't be there for too long!" karina said as she drags her pouting girlfriend.

the two landed on an arcade and decided to spend a good amount of their allowance over a rigged claw machine.

y/n held her eyes on a cat plushie with determination and focus as her hands skillfully operated the claw to the hole but whenever it neared it, the claw seemed to loosen, causing the plushie to fall again. this evoked a groan from y/n who shoved her hand in her pocket to fish some coins only to find it empty. she groaned once more and leaned her forehead against the glass in defeat. eyes locked in on the cat plushie.

karina had just returned from being a victim of the claw machine and saw her girlfriend looking like a lost puppy. she approached her and the two looked at each other with the same defeated look.

"let's not come back here again." y/n said receiving a nod of approval from karina.

the two exited the arcade and karina automatically held y/n's hand that perfectly fit to hers. as if they were made for each other.

the two wandered for awhile before karina stopped walking causing y/n to stop too and look at her girlfriend with a confused look. karina shot her a smile causing the latter to smile too.

"what's on your mind, pretty girl?" y/n asked.

"how does ice cream and a walk in the park sound like?" y/n's face beamed at the idea and her heart fluttered like how it did on their first date as a couple.

"wonderful."

with ice cream on one hand and the other holding each others, the couple strolled in the park, enjoying the autumn air, basking in the sound of people enjoying their time. y/n looked at her girlfriend and her heart swelled with love that she felt like it would explode any second.

"thank you, karina."

karina looked at y/n, a warm smile forming on her lips. the very smile that made y/n fall for the woman.

"no, thank you, y/n." karina paused and held y/n's hand.

"because of you...i learned that there is more than just studying and for giving me a warmth that i could only find in you. you complete me." karina said, whispering the last sentence.

y/n teared up. her heart filled with so much love that she couldn't help the tears welling in her eyes. karina mirrored her expression and pulled the woman closer to engulf her in a tight and the most secure hug ever.

as they pulled away, y/n lightly slapped karina's arm- causing the latter to laugh softly.

"yah! what's with you making me cry today huh?" y/n asked, voice cracking from sobbing earlier.

"i just love you so much." karina simply said.

the two sat on a bench, watching as the sun set and the moon emerging from its hiding. y/n tugged at the woman beside her, gaining her attention.

"it's getting late, we should return. you have to study, remember?" y/n reminded.

karina nodded and they made their way out of the park. as they both walk in a comfortable silence. karina stopped in her tracks, making y/n stop too.

"why? what's wrong?" she asks.

karina looks at her, her eyes soft yet held something else. something sad.

"there's one more place that we have to go." y/n looks at her in confusion and opened her mouth to protest but with the look on karina's face, she nodded.

she followed as the raven beauty lead her to an unknown alley she hadn't passed through. as scary as the place was, she has full trust on the woman before her.

karina stopped at a light shop, igniting a confused look in y/n before chuckling.

"did your light bulbs in your house die or something?" y/n asked at the woman who had her back at her.

karina sighed heavily and turned around to face y/n who's smile slowly faded upon seeing karina's solemn expression. the latter forced a smile before beckoning y/n to enter the shop.

they did and y/n winced as she was greeted by the bright lights. her eyes slowly adjusted to the brightness and was slightly amazed at the various types of light bulbs displayed in the shop.

"may i help you two?" the sound of a man's voice caught the attention of the two. y/n looked at the man in the cashier desk and bowed in greeting.

"oh, hello. we're here--"

"y/n, find the light that glows when you go near it."

karina cuts her off and looked at the lights in the shop. y/n nervously laughs at the sudden serious demeanor of her girlfriend. flashing an apologetic smile at the man, y/n wandered around the shop, looking for the light that karina requested. what does she mean by a lightbulb that glows when she's near? she wondered.

karina looks at the man, wearing a sunglasses, understandably from how bright the shop is with all the lightbulbs. the man seemingly understood karinas intentions and sat back on his chair, proceeding with his work.

she looks around and spots two desk lamps. one turned on and the other, off.

"y/n, i think i found it." footsteps softly neared karina's and y/n looks at the two desk lamps that karina was eyeing.

"you want to replace your desk lamp?" y/n asked yet karina said no response.

having enough of karina's sudden seriousness, y/n faced her girlfriend.

"baby, what's wrong? did i say something that hurt you? why are you suddenly acting like this? it's scaring me." y/n said, holding back the tears that are starting to well in her eyes.

karina looked at her in the eyes before tears welled up in hers as well. she held y/n's face, tears falling and sobs escaping her mouth. y/n immediately hugged her and rubbed karina's back in attempts to comfort her.

"why- why are you crying suddenly?" y/n asked, voice breaking as she's starting to cry too.

when karina pulled away, y/n gasped and stepped back when she saw blood dripping from her head. y/n stuttered in forming words until it all came to her.

the accident. the bus crash. the nonstop rain.

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"karina! wait for me! you'll get wet!"

y/n screamed as she chased the raven woman in the rain, laughter emitting from their smiles. the two shared an umbrella in the hard rain after being dismissed from their night study in the school. under the protection of the waiting shed, the girls waited patiently for the last bus as they teased each other to pass the time.

the bus finally arrived and the two got on. however, karina couldn't shake the feeling of dread that she got as soon as they rode the bus. she tried telling y/n about it but the latter shrugged it off and told her that it was just the anxiety of the upcoming exams taking over her tired system.

throughout the ride, karina held tightly on y/n's hand- yelping whenever the bus would bounce a little from passing a hump. y/n did her best to comfort the woman beside her by giving her reassurance with her tight grip on her hand.

when the bus reached the bridge, karina couldn't sit still. her knee was bouncing up and known and y/n noticed this. she whispered assuring words to her girlfriend when a loud pop caused them and the other passengers to jump in surprise. after this, the bus began to shake as the driver stepped hard on the break pedal yet it only worsened the situation when another loud pop boomed in the ears of the passengers. followed by the uncontrollable swerving of the bus.

y/n held karina tightly against her, her chin resting gently atop karina’s head as she spooned her, offering a fragile sense of comfort. without warning, the bus lurched violently, slamming into the guardrail. for a heartbeat, time seemed to freeze, and then, with a deafening roar, the bus broke through the barrier, tumbling into the abyss. the cold, dark waters below swallowed everything in an instant, drowning the screams and leaving nothing but the haunting silence of the crash.

y/n gasped, jolting out of the tragic memory of the crash, her eyes locking onto the bloodied karina before her. karina was crying uncontrollably, her grip on y/n growing cold, slipping away with each passing second.

"y/n, please wake up. you have to!" she sobbed, her voice cracking with desperation.

y/n shook her head, tears streaming down her face as she sobbed harder, her heart aching as the reality of their situation hit her like a wave. she couldn’t bear it. she couldn’t lose her. she pulled karina into a tight embrace, clinging to her as if her life depended on it.

"no, no, no, i won’t leave you! we’ll wake up together! we promised to grow old and have cats! you promised, karina!" her voice trembled, filled with raw emotion, as she held onto the last shred of hope.

karina pulled away, her hands trembling as she guided y/n closer to the desk lamp. but y/n protested, shaking her head fiercely, her body wracked with sobs that she could no longer control. each cry felt like it tore her apart, but no words came—only desperate, guttural sounds of helplessness.

karina’s voice cracked, the tears streaming down her face as she pleaded, her grip on y/n tightening. "please, y/n! do it for me, please! you have to wake up!"

y/n’s eyes were wide with fear and sorrow, her heart heavy with an unbearable weight. she shook her head again, her breath hitching as the cries continued, her body shaking, but the words that once could have comforted them both seemed impossible to find.

karina held y/n's face in her bloodied hands and brought their faces close. their tear-filled eyes looking at each other with pain, love, and fear.

"please....y/n...live for me" karina whispered desperately. her forehead leaning against y/n's as she lets out a shaky breath.

"we promised..." y/n managed to whisper, her voice barely audible as the weight of their unspoken words hung heavy in the air. karina nodded, her eyes brimming with tears, her teeth sinking into her lip to keep from crying out. but it was impossible, and a guttural, heart-wrenching sob tore from her throat.

"i'm sorry... i'm sorry... i'm sorr—" karina's words were drowned by y/n, who suddenly crashed their lips together in a desperate, all-consuming kiss. it was long and agonizing, filled with pain and love, the kind of kiss that carried all the things they could no longer say. when they finally pulled apart, breathless and shaken, the silence between them spoke louder than any words could.

y/n pulled away from karina, her heart heavy as she gave her one last look. the sight of karina—their early days together—flashed through y/n’s mind, moments filled with laughter, tenderness, and unspoken promises as her tears blurred her vision.

with a final, shaky breath, y/n turned towards the man in sunglasses, his face unreadable, his gaze fixed on her with an unsettling calmness like he already knew the path she was about to take.

"let us not meet each other again." the man said.

y/n looked at the desk lamp and touched the bulb. a blinding light flashed suddenly, making karina wince and turn away, her hands instinctively covering her eyes as the intensity of the light stung her vision.

when the light faded out, karina looked at where y/n formerly stood and let her tears fall uncontrollably. she closed her eyes, letting the tears fall before sighing heavily. she looked at the man and bowed slightly.

"be careful on your journey." the man said.

karina nodded and exited the shop, walking through the dark path and disappearing into the fog as she ventures further.

the nurses rushed to a patient's bed as the machine beeped, the doctor checking her vitals. one nurse noticed the movement of the patient's eyes and the slight twitch of her fingers. she called the attention of the doctor who felt relieved at the news. soon, tears came out of the patient's eyes and rolled down.

"that's good news." the doctor said.

soon, the patient's eyes opened.

"ring y/n l/n's family and tell them that she's conscious." the doctor said and one nurse nodded and rushed to the phone.

the doctor stepped aside as the nurses assisted the patient, a sad look in his eyes. one nurse, a senior, stood beside him and sighed.

"poor kid, she's gonna be in so much pain when she's fully awake." said the nurse. the doctor looked at her and sighed.

"no one talks about yu karina until she's well enough to handle stress. right now, that name is forbidden." the nurse nodded.

"how ironic, she's the one being protected yet didn't make it." the man sighed and looked at the conscious figure of y/n.

"that's how unfair life is."

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i just finished watching the light shop and i loved it even though it was kind of confusing at the start and made me shed buckets of tears at the end. i really recommend watching it if you like dramas that make you cry. it inspired me to write this angst au which is my very first angst that i've written so pls bear with me :>