lexawritex

[lexawritex]

—lethal protector

lisa as venom

★ In a dire situation, you uncovered something otherworldly about your girlfriend.

venom!lisa x fem!reader

⚠️ violence, swearing

it was just another normal day for you and your girlfriend, lisa. the two of you were lazily lounging in the living room of your shared apartment, tangled in each other's arms while scrolling through your phones. suddenly, lisa raised her right hand abruptly, catching you off guard and making you jump slightly.

you looked at her with a surprised yet worried expression. she glanced back at you, offering a sheepish smile before slowly lowering her arm. a nervous chuckle escaped her lips, breaking the brief silence.

"you ok, love?" you asked, not taking your eyes off of her.

she nodded rather vigorously, her movements almost comical, before stuttering, "me? yeah, psh, of course, I'm... I'm fine."

you nodded at her, unconvinced, but decided not to press further as she offered you a reassuring smile. turning your attention back to your phone, you noticed lisa detaching herself from your embrace and standing up. your eyes instinctively followed her, your lips forming a small pout as your body immediately missed her warmth.

you turned your attention back to your phone, still pouting, when loud thuds echoed from the bathroom upstairs. your head snapped in the direction of the noise. tossing your phone aside, you quickly got up and trudged toward the bathroom to investigate the commotion.

upon opening the bathroom door, you were met with the sight of your tall girlfriend tangled in the shower curtains, sprawled awkwardly in the tub. a gasp escaped your lips as you quickly kneeled down to help the poor brunette, trying to untangle the mess she’d gotten herself into.

"oh god, lisa! what happened, baby?" you asked, concern lacing your voice as your hands worked quickly to loosen the plastic curtain tangled around her arm.

lisa offered you another sheepish, nervous smile as she began explaining her predicament.

"i kind of slipped and... well, got myself into this," she muttered, her eyes dropping in embarrassment as her cheeks flushed slightly.

you shook your head at her explanation, small smile tugging on your lips.

with a sigh, you spoke.

"i knew you were clumsy, but i didn't expect this level of clumsy. it's almost comical," you said with a laugh, unable to hold it in. lisa shot you a playful glare but quickly broke into a smile, her embarrassment melting into amusement.

"i'm glad i entertain you," she said with a sarcastic tone, making you laugh even more. you gave her a warm smile before pulling the curtain off her, finally freeing her from the tangled mess.

that night, lisa left you alone in the bed with the excuse of talking to the phone in the bathroom. you lay on the soft mattress, sighing as boredom slowly crept in. lisa had been talking for a while, and you found yourself longing to cuddle with her before facing another busy day at work.

"WE CAN'T EAT HEADS!"

you heard lisa yell from the bathroom, her voice echoing through the apartment. your head whipped toward the partially open door, and her voice soon dropped to a hushed tone. moments later, she emerged, looking visibly stressed. her eyes widened as she noticed you staring at her with a confused expression.

"is everything okay?" you asked, concern in your voice. lisa just nodded, offering a small smile before joining you in bed, spooning you from behind.

wanting to sleep early, you didn't press further, turning onto your side with your back facing hers. she wrapped an arm around your waist, the other serving as a pillow for your head as you both settled into the warmth of each other's embrace.

that's when you noticed lisa's phone on the bedside table, untouched, despite her having supposedly been on a call. curiosity briefly flickered in your mind, but you quickly pushed it aside, content in the comfort of her embrace as you drifted off to sleep.

the next day, you headed to work, your job at the daycare keeping you busy as you taught and cared for the kids. meanwhile, lisa went to manage her bar, handling everything behind the scenes with her usual confidence.

this day felt unusually tiring as most of the teachers were absent, leaving you to substitute in some of their classes, effectively doubling your workload. by the time you finished, you were drained, but you pushed through, knowing that the kids needed you.

after your shift, your co-workers invited you to join them for dinner. being the good person you are, you agreed and went along, hoping the meal would help you unwind after such a hectic day.

whilst having dinner, you couldn't help but notice the strange looks coming from the people at the nearby table. their stares made you feel uncomfortable, causing you to shift in your seat, hoping to hide yourself from their view without drawing more attention.

the dinner dragged on, and before you knew it, it was nearing midnight. ushering your co-workers, some of whom were already drunk, you all stood up to pay and started heading your separate ways. that's when you realized you were the only one walking in the opposite direction, leaving you to walk alone down the quiet, empty street.

you initially planned on waiting outside, but hearing the loud voices of the men from the nearby table, you quickly decided to leave. your feet moved faster, eager to put some distance between yourself and the uncomfortable situation.

you hoped they wouldn’t notice you, but luck didn’t seem to be on your side. a whistle echoed in the empty street, followed by a few taunts. your feet shuffled faster as your heart raced, pounding so loudly in your chest it seemed to echo in your head.

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lisa was left alone in the quiet bar, wiping glasses dry and making sure the wine bottles were neatly arranged. suddenly, a thick, black liquid began to stretch out from her back, its amorphous form shifting and twisting. it morphed into a grotesque head with large, pupil-less eyes, sharp teeth, and a long, slithering tongue that seemed to writhe in the dim light.

it looked at her before speaking.

"i don't feel so good, lisa," the voice rasped again, its deep, distorted tone echoing in the silence of the bar.

lisa looked at it, already familiar with the alien creature, but what it said made her nervous. it usually spoke in pedantic, prideful remarks, but hearing those words now, there was something unsettling about it.

"what's wrong, venom?" she asked, frown forming.

the pupil-less eyes stared back at her, and without a second thought, lisa stormed out of the bar. she rushed into the dark, empty streets, the cold air biting at her skin as her heart raced.

"y/n told me she'd be having dinner with her co-workers at a place nearby. she should still be there," lisa muttered to herself, her voice tinged with urgency as she sped towards the location. her mind raced, thoughts swirling as she pushed her pace, hoping to find you before anything else could happen.

"i don't feel her presence nearby," the dark, distorted voice of venom rang in lisa’s head, causing her to halt in her tracks. her breath hitched as she stopped dead in her steps, her body tense with unease. something was off—she could feel it.

lisa wasted no time and allowed the alien within her to take control. dark, viscous liquid spread over her skin, reshaping her body. her physique grew, limbs lengthening as her head morphed into the very one she had spoken to in the bar. the transformation was swift, and now, with the creature's presence fully overtaking her, she stood, more powerful and unsettling than ever before, her eyes scanning the empty street.

lisa—now venom—leaped effortlessly, her new form scaling the building with ease. perched atop the rooftop, her eyes scanned the city below, locking onto a secluded area in the distance.

"i see her," venom's deep, distorted voice echoed in lisa's mind, its cold certainty sending a shiver through her. without another word, it leaped into the air, heading toward its target with predatory precision.

the large, humanoid alien soared through the air, leaping over buildings with incredible speed and precision. each jump was calculated, closing the distance between venom and its target. the city below seemed to blur as venom’s dark form cut through the night, its movements both swift and purposeful.

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you struggled against the strong grip of the man holding you, panic rising as you fought to break free. tears welled in your eyes, blurring your vision as you helplessly watched the group of men at the table. their conversation seemed calm, almost casual, oblivious to your distress, which only made your heart race faster.

"wh-what are you gonna do to me?" you asked.

the man behind you chuckled.

"sell you off. you look like you cost a lot," the man said with a cold, calculating tone. his words sent a chill through your body, making your legs feel weak and your heart pound in your chest. fear gripped you, the weight of the situation sinking in as you realized the danger you were truly in.

your eyes widened in horror as the men stood up and slowly approached you. the leader, a tall figure with a menacing aura, stepped closer, his eyes scanning you up and down. each glance felt like a judgment, making you self-conscious and uncomfortable. your heart raced, the fear of what was coming next almost paralyzing you.

"it wouldn't hurt to play with her for a while, right boys?" he said, an evil grin in his face.

your eyes widened and tears streamed down your face as you shook your head desperately, your body trembling. you yelled, your voice cracking as you begged them to stop, the word "no" repeating over and over in a frantic, pleading tone. fear and helplessness consumed you, but you clung to any hope that they might listen.

the men only laughed, their cruel chuckles echoing in your ears. the leader nodded to the man behind you, who grabbed your arm and began dragging you toward an abandoned warehouse. panic surged through your veins as you struggled to break free, but the grip on your arm was unrelenting. just as your mind raced for a way out, you heard the sound of something crashing in the distance, followed by a scream.

"MONSTER--AAAH!"

the men flinched, their eyes darting toward the source of the noise. hands quickly reached for their weapons, their muscles tense as they prepared for whatever threat approached.

your eyes widened in horror as the body of one of the men crumpled to the ground, his head cleanly severed from his body. the sight of the blood spraying across the pavement made your stomach lurch, nausea rising in your throat.

fear coursed through your veins, freezing you in place as the brutal scene unfolded before you. you could barely process what was happening, your body trembling uncontrollably as you tried to look away, but the gruesome sight was burned into your mind.

the men steppes back and flinched at the sight of their headless comrade.

a figure emerged from the shadows, stepping over the lifeless body. the men yelled, asking who it was, before frantically drawing their weapons and firing at the approaching figure.

your eyes stayed glue to the figure until the light revealed who it was.

lisa.

your eyes widened as you immediately cried for her.

"lisa!" you screamed, struggling against the man's hold.

lisa's eyes locked onto you, and in an instant, she transformed, her body morphing into the towering, black alien form of venom. the sheer size and ferocity of the figure immediately caught the men off guard, their faces contorting in fear as they stumbled back. the sudden shift left them frozen, their weapons trembling in their hands as venom towered over them.

"how dare you touch my woman!" venom's distorted voice roared, vibrating with pure rage.

in an instant, it surged forward, its powerful limbs effortlessly taking down the men one by one. their screams echoed in the night as venom ripped through the group, tossing them aside like ragdolls. fear flooded their eyes as they realized they were no match for the alien's wrath. the sounds of destruction and chaos filled the air as venom continued to dismantle them with ruthless precision.

your heart raced as you watched lisa, now venom, effortlessly overpower the men. each move was fluid, precise, and powerful. the men were helpless against her, their weapons useless as venom moved with terrifying speed and strength.

you couldn't tear your eyes away, the shock and confusion making it hard to process what was happening. the person you loved—your girlfriend—was now something else entirely, something both alien and incredible. it was overwhelming, yet there was something strangely comforting in knowing that she was there to protect you.

the last man collided with the wall, slumping unconscious. venom stood tall, towering over the defeated men as its presence filled the area with a chilling energy. it looked down at the group, ensuring none of them would get up again. its sharp eyes met yours, and despite the intensity of the moment, there was a softness in them as it turned its attention to you.

its eyes shifted to the man behind you, holding you restrained. the guy flinched and foolishly made an attemtp to hold you hostage. he pointed the gun on you, its cold nozzle meeting your skin.

"move and i'll fucking blow her brains out!" he threatened.

you trembled against his hold, tears falling as you begged.

"shut up, bitch!" the man yelled, raising his hands in attempt to hit you with the gun but venom beat him to it.

a black tentacle shot out, swiftly coiling around the man's hand, halting his movement. the man looked at venom with shock before screaming in pain as the tentacle coiled tighter, crushing his bones.

the man collapsed to the ground, writhing in pain, giving you the perfect opportunity to break free and flee. venom’s form shifted, melting into black liquid that seeped back into lisa’s body, disappearing as quickly as it had appeared.

you rushed into lisa's arms, and she enveloped you in a tight embrace, whispering soothing words as you let the tears flow, feeling safe in her hold.

you pulled back slightly, your gaze fixed on lisa's, a flicker of doubt lingering in your eyes.

"you're still the lisa i know, right?" you asked, voice tinged with uncertainty.

lisa's expression softened as she gently took your hands, cupping them against her cheeks.

"yes, it's still me, love," she whispered, her eyes locking with yours.

"your lisa." she pressed a tender kiss to your hand, her touch reassuring and warm.

you nodded and leaned against her chest, sighing deeply as you finally felt safe. lisa wrapped her hands protectively around you, eyes observing the unconscious men whilst stroking you hair to comfort you.

you pulled away again, looking at her with confusion. she mirrored the same as she studied your expression.

"what was that earlier? the black alien thing you turn into?"

lisa let out a sigh before sitting on the ground, her posture weary. as she did, a black liquid began to stretch from her back, slowly forming into a head — the same one of the alien she had become.

"hi, baby," it greeted in its deep, distorted voice, sending a shiver down your spine.

you hesitated, your gaze shifting between the alien and lisa, before you reluctantly waved a hello. it only smiled at you while you look at it with a mix of fear and shock.

lisa chuckled and held your hand.

"venom's just as in love with you as i am." she said, kissing the back of your hand. venom looked at her and then at you, nodding at what lisa said.

"well, nice to meet you venom." you said, smiling at the alien who mirrored the same.

you and lisa stood up to leave when lisa suddenly fell back on the ground. she groaned upon landing making you rush to her.

"oh my gosh! baby, are you hurt?" lisa shook her head and sat up.

"venom has control over my body, so that explains the occasional sudden movements." she said making you nod and remember the times she'd randomly move.

"we should get goi-- WE CAN'T EAT HEADS, VENOM!"

lisa’s sudden yell made you flinch, your body instinctively tensing as your eyes widened in surprise and fear. she quickly noticed your reaction and shook her head, her expression softening.

"no, I won’t hurt you—venom wouldn’t," lisa reassured gently, her voice calmer now as she tried to ease your nerves.

your eyes met hers, the sincerity in them easing your worries. with a small nod, you stood up, glancing at the unconscious men scattered around, some groaning in pain. your gaze shifted back to lisa, who seemed to be murmuring under her breath—likely in a quiet argument with venom.

"baby?"

lisa called, pulling you out of your thoughts.

you noticed her restlessness, her hand twitching almost involuntarily. your gaze flickered to her hand before meeting her eyes again.

"you might want to cover your eyes and ears," she warned, her voice laced with a mix of uncertainty and authority.

you hesitated for a moment, but then quickly obeyed, covering your eyes and ears, not knowing what to expect next.

as you turned away, covering your eyes and ears like she instructed, lisa shifted into venom. her towering figure loomed over the unconscious men. with swift, terrifying ease, venom grabbed one of the men, and without hesitation, bit off his head. the same fate followed for the others.

amid the carnage, venom's eyes caught movement-a man still conscious, crawling away in a desperate attempt to escape. venom tilted its head, a low, guttural growl rumbling from deep within.

venom sauntered over to the man, each heavy step sending tremors through the ground. towering above him, venom placed its massive foot on the man's back, pinning him in place. the man screamed, his pleas for mercy echoing in the empty street. but venom was venom—merciless, unyielding, and driven by its own primal instincts.

the man's cries reached your ears, making you turn around to peek in curiosity but you wished you didn't.

you watched in stunned horror as the towering, black alien effortlessly lifted the man with one hand. before you could fuly process the sight, venom's massive jaws opened wide, clamping down and biting the man's head off in one swift, gruesome motion.

venom's piercing gaze shifted to you, and you instinctively flinched. slowly, the black alien began to dissipate, its towering figure melting into a dark liquid that receded into your girlfriend. in its place stood lisa, her familiar features softening as she met your eyes with quiet concern.

in a daze, you barely registered lisa closing the distance between you. her hand gently cupped your face, her touch warm and grounding.

"look at me. don’t look at that," she said softly, as she positioned herself to block your view of the gore scene behind her.

"let's get away from here."

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the cold wind blew against your face as you sat on a park bench, clutching a cup of coffee that offered a bit of warmth. it was past midnight, and only you and lisa remained in the park. she sat by the fountains, her gaze fixed grimly on the waters.

lisa gave you space to process the events that had unfolded. you couldn't wrap your head around it—your girlfriend had an alien inside her, one that devoured human heads. you wished this was just a dream but it isn't.

despite that fact, you still loved lisa. the alien inside her didn’t change that. love meant accepting all parts of her, even the unexpected ones. you’d face whatever came, because lisa was still lisa—and that was enough.

your eyes found lisa by the fountains. rising from your seat, you walked toward her, the sound of your footsteps reaching her ears, causing her to turn, her gaze locking onto you.

"let's go home," you said, and lisa's eyes widened in surprise.

lisa stood up, "you're not scared or worried about venom?"

you shook your head no, a small smile reaching your lips.

"i think it's cool that my girlfriend can turn into a strong alien with the ability to protect me," you said, earning a relieved smile from lisa.

her arms enveloped you in a warm hug, the tightness making you feel safe and secure as you reciprocated. you felt her release a deep sigh, and you chuckled softly before gently pulling away to meet her gaze.

"let's go home and sleep, then we can meet venom again in the morning, hm?" you suggested. lisa nodded and gave you a quick, gentle kiss.

as you both walked to your apartment hand in hand, you couldn't help but chuckle softly at something that popped into your brain.

lisa glanced at you in curiosity, a smile playing on her lips. "what's so funny?" she asked.

"you're my lethal protector." you said, a soft laugh following after.

lisa glanced at you, her face a mix of surprise and amusement, before she couldn’t help but laugh as well.

"well, venom thinks it's hilarious and decided it's our new nickname," lisa said, shaking her head with a smile.

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[lexawritex]

damn i really took 2 weeks to write one rushed headcanon

[lexawritex]

aeri uchinaga headcanon

meangirl!aeri x dancer!fem!reader

⚠️ smut, light bullying, lots of swearing

★ aeri sees you differently after seeing you dance.

a/n: rushed, im so bad at writing smut, did not proofread

- you lived a normal life—good family, good friends, good grades, and a decent reputation on campus. but among all the good things in your life, one flaw stood out: your bad eyesight. you blamed it on the countless hours spent staring at screens, whether working on projects or losing yourself in games.

- that's why when you forgot to put on your glasses and rummaged to find it in your bag, you bumped into a person causing them to fall on the ground.

- you heard a yelp as the person hit the cold floor, followed by gasps echoing around you. scrambling to find your glasses, you slipped them on, only for your heart to sink and your breath to catch in your chest at the sight of the person sprawled on the ground.

- the long, bright pink hair made it impossible not to recognize her. aeri uchinaga. she was on the ground, glaring up at you while her crew of three girls stood behind her, their faces frozen in shock.

- your voice caught in your throat, the apologies you wanted to spill refused to come out. instead, you bent down to her level, extending a hand to help her up, only for her to swat it away.

- aeri looked at you with such a sharp look that if looks could kill, you were stabbed mercilessly everywhere.

- "are you blind-- given your glasses, i think you are! watch where you're going next time and wear your glasses if you're so blind, gosh!"

- the pink-haired woman exclaimed sharply before standing up and brushing past you, intentionally bumping your shoulder. all you could do was watch as she and her crew walked away, vanishing into the sea of students crowding the hallway.

- ever since that encounter, aeri never left you alone. it seemed that incident triggered something in her, making you her next victim. unfortunately, most of your classes were with her, turning school into a daily struggle. her endless teasing made life miserable—hiding your belongings during class, shoving you against your locker as she passed, or sticking out her foot to trip you during lunch.

- however, the teasing came to a halt when you stopped attending regular classes and started frequenting the gym. you had the privilege of being excused from classes to prepare for an upcoming dance competition, representing your school.

- you'd have your peaceful lunch outside the campus, away from the four disasters in your precious school life.

- but that peace didn’t last long. now, you found yourself making eye contact with the devil herself—aeri—sitting on the bleachers with her crew. she stared at you with her usual evil smirk before breaking eye contact, her gaze trailing down to scan you. the intensity of her stare left you feeling self-conscious throughout your entire practice.

- forcing yourself to ignore her presence—which surprisingly worked—you managed to finish the last day of practice successfully. after freshening up and ridding yourself of the sweaty state from earlier, you bid goodbye to your group and headed out.

- what you thought was a peaceful walk home turned out to be wrong.

- "hey there, y/nnie." your heart stopped at the sound of that familiar, mocking voice as its owner stepped out from the corridor.

- aeri, all alone, wore that smirk that seemed permanently etched on her face whenever you saw her. she strode confidently toward your almost retreating figure. how ironic—it was you who was taller, yet every time you crossed paths, she made you feel as though she towered over you.

- "didn't know you could move like that. why didn't you tell me you could be sexy, hm?" she said, her tone raspy and laced with something you couldn’t quite place.

- before you could even respond, she stepped closer, her hand resting lightly on your shoulder as she leaned in. her warm breath brushed against your ear, sending shivers down your spine.

- "take care out there, sexy," she murmured, her voice low and teasing, before turning on her heel and walking away.

- ever since that weirdly hot and confusing night, aeri became unusually touchy whenever she was near. she would brush her hands against your body as she passed by, her touches lingering just enough to leave you flustered. it didn’t help that, despite her past mistreatments, you couldn’t deny how attractive you found her.

- on the day of your competition, you stood on stage, preparing to perform. as your eyes scanned the loud, cheering crowd, they landed on a familiar head of pink hair. your eyes widened in surprise—you hadn’t expected her to be here.

- you managed to survive the entire routine, pushing aside the way her presence made you feel self-conscious. instead, you focused on the music and the rhythm, allowing yourself to enjoy the time you had on stage.

- upon reaching backstage, you were greeted by the cheers of your teammates, all of them struggling to catch their breaths, which you mirrored. despite the exhaustion, you all huddled together, sharing a group hug—celebrating your successful performance.

- now, you were at a club with your team, celebrating your victory. it was clear that your team had won, and to mark the occasion, your leader had dragged everyone out to the club with the promise of covering the drinks.

- aeri happened to be at the same club, and upon spotting your tall figure vibing freely on the dance floor, a smirk crept onto her lips. she watched you from a distance, her gaze never leaving you.

- she watched as you transformed from sober to wild on the dance floor, clearly drunk from the drinks you'd had. your movements became freer, and she couldn't help but smirk at the sight of you letting loose.

- "she knows how to party, huh?" karina, one of aeri's friends, remarked as she observed your drunken movements. aeri nodded, her gaze lingering for a moment before she shifted her attention back to the group she was with, who had now started playing cards.

- however, as soon as she took her eyes off you, a girl approached and began dancing dangerously close. your bodies were almost touching as the slow music played, the rhythm urging her on. she eyed you with hooded, intoxicated eyes, matching the haze of your own drunkenness.

- one of aeri's friends, winter, noticed the scene and slapped a hand on the pink-haired woman's arm. "holy cow, ain't no way that loser bagged a hot chick before me!" she exclaimed, standing up quickly and jogging toward the dance floor.

- aeri whipped her head around, her eyes landing on your figure as you danced dangerously close with someone. a flash of irritation crossed her face—she didn’t like that one bit.

- she downed her drink in one go, slamming the glass onto the table before strutting toward your drunken figure with a determined stride.

- upon reaching you, she discreetly pushed the woman aside and grabbed you by the shoulders, pulling you close as she moved in sync with the slow music. her eyes mockingly glanced at the woman, who only rolled her eyes before turning and walking away, clearly unimpressed.

- slightly sobering up from the proximity, you stopped dancing and looked at aeri with confusion, unsure of what was happening. "aeri? what are you doing?"

- the woman rolled her eyes, pulling her hands from your shoulders and gripping your wrist to yank you toward the bathroom. confused and drunk, you stumbled after her, feeling powerless in the situation, and let yourself be pushed into a cubicle.

- "w-what are you doing, aeri?" you nervously asked, your voice shaky as the woman stood close, her hooded eyes fixed on you with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine.

- "i don't know either but one thing for sure is, you made me so fucking hot and bothered and you need to fix it right now." pushing you back onto the covered toilet seat, she straddled you without hesitation and placed her hands firmly on your shoulders. her touch was electrifying, and her gaze held you captive.

- your frustration gave way to a rush of desire as you leaned in and claimed her lips, the taste of her mouth sending a rush of satisfaction through you. a soft hum of satisfaction escaped her chest as your lips moved in a hungry dance, eagerly exploring every contour of each other.

- you boldy bit her lower lip, causing the woman to release a moan. using this opportunity to slip your tongue and claim dominance as your tongues danced against each other. when your lungs burned from the lack of oxygen, you pulled away, creating string of saliva.

- aeri chuckled and whispered, "that's so fucking hot." you smirked and claimed her lips once more, this time much more aggressive. your hands made its way to her hips, gripping it, pulling her closer. her arms snaked around your neck as she slowly grinded against you. the action made you pull back to release a groan. aeri chuckled at this reaction and continued grinding against you, loving the sounds you made.

- your hooded eyes mirrored her lust-fille ones as she moved, never breaking your eye contact. deciding to break the eye contact, your head moved to her neck as you left wet kisses on the her soft skin.

- aeri moaned and tilted her neck, giving you more access. your wet kisses turned to soft bites and gradually, harsh ones—sucking and kissing. it would leave very obvious marks but aeri was too sexually drunk to care.

- pulling away, you looked at the marks you made and smirked in pride. aeri paused, her gaze lingering on your proud smirk before she rolled her eyes and gently slapped your cheek, pulling your attention toward her.

- she took a good look at your face and chuckled. "fuck, you're actually so damn hot. i think i was the blind one for not seein that." she said, causing you to laugh.

- "really? you're only saying that after we made out?" you shook your head. aeri looked at you before smirking.

- "wouldn't it be so fucking hot if you fuck me with your glasses on?" she whispered, licking your earlobe which sent you shivers down your spine.

- you chuckled at her idea, "i wouldn't be able to see you then 'cause the fog would block my vision." aeri rolled her eyes and groaned, pushing her head back.

- "i almost forgot that you can be such a nerd—a hot nerd." she said, causing you to laugh. despite the situation, you were still in the same position, oddly finding it more comfortable than you'd expected. maybe because you got used to her touch.

- after that hot scene in the bathroom, you and aeri were never the same as before. instead of pushing you against your locker, she'd push you into the janitor's closet and make out with you. in some cases, she'd go to the gym, waiting for you to finish your training before pouncing at you once you both were left alone.

- as much as you liked the attention aeri was giving you, it made you confused. what were you two called? not friends, but also not lovers. maybe fuck buddies but you were starting to fall for the woman and it wasn't helping at all.

- on a cold saturday night, you trapped yourself in your dorm. you were all alone, left with your raging thoughts and the slight pain whenever you thought of the pink haired woman. she probably just considers you as a good fuck and you're here catching feelings.

- a notification popped up on your phone, and your eyes caught sight of aeri's picture on the screen. it was a message from her, inviting you to a party at her house that night. your hand instinctively moved to decline, but then an idea sparked in your mind, and you paused, contemplating the opportunity.

- why not use the party as an opportunity to confront aeri and clarify your relationship? it could be the chance to finally get something out of her and calm the storm of confusion that’s been swirling in your mind.

- you pulled up into her house wearing the sluttiest clothes a woman like you could wear, a leather jacket barely covering the sports bra underneath and a baggy pants that were slightly sagging down to show off your calvin kleins. you also decided to wear your glasses, feeling lazy to put on contacts.

- it seemed your outfit caught the attention of the women, who immediately crowded you and began making advances. noticing the commotion, aeri watched from a distance, her brows furrowed in reaction. she strutted in, "what the he—" she was cut off upon seeing you in what she believes is the most hottest thing you ever wore.

- she bit her lip as she approached, her presence immediately causing the women to back down in defeat. your eyes met hers who wore the familiar dark, eyes clouding in lust.

- "did you dress up for me, sexy?" aeri whispered as she led you to her kitchen, grabbing a drink for you. graciously accepting it, you took a gulp, noticing her gaze lingering on your neck, a quiet intensity in her eyes.

- you decided to ignore her advances, hoping to frustrate her and get a reaction. as aeri led you to her group, introducing you to her friends, you acted oblivious to her touches. her brows furrowed in subtle frustration as you continued engaging with her friends, seemingly unaware of her hints.

- aeri had never felt so hot and bothered in her life. she desperately wanted to dump her cold drink on you, but quickly dismissed the idea—it would just make you smell like beer, and she didn’t want that. she watched you, grinning like a fool at one of her friends, her gaze narrowing into a glare, frustration building within her.

- winter noticed it and chuckled, shaking her head "just date her or something, stop glaring at her like a bitch." the woman whispered. "can't blame the women though, they said dancers are a good fuck." winter added to which aeri rolled her eyes but the former was right. the amount of strength, agility and breathing control you must have, aeri felt a pool between her legs as she imagined you and her again.

- aeri eventually stormed off to her room, trying to cool her hot head and the heat in between her legs. she was already horny the moment she saw you in that clothing and ignoring her only worsened her situation.

- she sat on her bed, contemplating whether or not she'd call you but you were busy having fun out there. she'd look like a dog in heat begging to be fucked by you.

- with a groan, aeri opened her legs as her hand crawled in her soaking panties. a moan escaped her lips and eventually, your name as she pictures you pounding her pussy whilst wearing your glasses. gripping the sheets, she was close to her climax as her fingers moved in and out at a fast pace.

- in search of aeri, you found yourself outside her room listening to her moans and your name being called. your immediately felt heat in your core as you listened to her reach her climax. the moans stopped and the door opened, revealing a blushing aeri.

- her eyes widened at the sight of you and you mirrored the same expression, having been caught listening to her mastubate. however, you were too turned on to care about being caught so you pushed her back in and locked the door behind you. a hungry gaze locked onto hers as she stepped back, never breaking eye contact.

- "tell me you want it, i'll give it to you." you whispered, approaching her figure who stood just at the edge of her bed.

- aeri lifted a hand to caress your cheeks. your hand held hers, leading it to your lips as you gave it a soft kiss whilst sharing an intense gaze.

- "i want you, y/n."

- that's what all it takes to push her on the bed, your figure hovering on top of her. lips colliding to share a passionate kiss which soon turned into one of hunger, eager to fill the hole in each other.

- your jacket was now discarded, leaving you in your sports bra and your pants whilst aeri laid almost bare underneath you. her matching lace underwear made her more desiring as if she already isn't with her sounds that were music to your ears.

- aeri watched as you unbuckled your belt, lip biting as her eyes trailed down your lean build. taking the pants off, her eyes widened at the noticeable bulge on your crotch. her eyes met yours and you chuckled at her reaction.

- "i'm wearing a strap, cutie." you casually said.

- soon you found yourself thrusting into aeri with an almost animalistic pace which sent the woman into a moaning mess, her nails digging into your skin. the bed creaking, aeri's loud moans and your name being called like a chant, it was music.

- you paused just as aeri was about to reach her climax which she yelled a loud, "fuck!" you only chuckled and gripped her hips, turning her on her stomach.

- the woman, almost automatically, lifted her butt, her face planted on the pillow. you entered her, eliciting a loud moan from her as you thrusted into her already wet pussy.

- aeri felt like she was in heaven with how you good you fucked her and you were wearing your glasses, you looked so hot pounding into her with your fogged up glasses.

- the rest of the party was spent in aeri's room, the both of you doing every position you knew in every corner of her room.

- however, the thick fog hanging over your relationship remained, and aeri was determined to clear it. she couldn’t stand seeing other girls throw themselves at you as you gradually gained popularity on campus.

- aeri walked toward you with determination, her hands gripping tightly onto your arm as she pulled you away from the girl you were talking to.

- "aeri? what are you doing?" you asked, but she didn’t respond, her gaze fixed on the girl you had been talking to. the girl, sensing the tension, met aeri’s glare with equal intensity.

- "i'm still talking to her, can't you see?" the girl said, her tone sharp, but aeri only smiled mockingly, her eyes never leaving the girl.

- "and I'm talking to her now, so." aeri said, making a dismissive gesture with her hand, her smirk never wavering.

- "just because you're popular and all, doesn't mean you can do whatever you want," the girl shot back, but aeri just rolled her eyes, clearly unfazed by the comment.

- "blah, blah, blah. I'm pregnant and she's the father, so don't intervene between couples," aeri said nonchalantly, leaving the girl stunned and confused. without waiting for a response, aeri dragged you toward the empty gym.

- you, equally as confused, looked at aeri before asking, "you're pregnant? with who?" aeri slapped you gently, her eyes narrowing as she made you look at her, only leaving you even more confused.

- "you're the only one who fucked me, that's impossible. anyways, i am pregnant yes, but." she held a hand up, stopping you from speaking.

- she continued, "that was love we made that night and now i bore love and obsession towards you and you have to take responsibility for it." she said with a grin, observing as your expression shifted from confusion to sudden realization.

- "oh...oh!" aeri nodded.

- your eyes met hers and it was looking at you with softness you've never seen before. it made you feel warm and fuzzy that it made you giddy. smiling like a fool as you looked down, your cheeks reddening. aeri marvelled at the sight and laughed heartily at your reaction. her laugh echoed in your ear, it was genuine and infectious and you love to hear it more.

- "can i court you then, miss aeri uchinaga?" you asked, looking up to meet hers.

- aeri nodded, and you both shared a long hug, the insecurities between you dissipating as the thick fog in your relationship finally cleared.

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the lack of haechi wang (wolflo) content in tumblr is killing mee. also here's to make up for not updating for almost a week. <3

[lexawritex]

need you now

idol!huhyunjin x producer!reader

synopsis: you're a producer whose songs dominate the charts. to keep the hits coming, you turn to a couple cans of beer for inspiration. but the alcohol takes control, pushing you into calling your ex.

genre: light angst; heated make out session at the end :/

warnings: alcohol; swearing; top yunjin cus why not

i'm all alone and i need you now

being a producer was a choice your parents didn't agree on but with you being the most sought after producer now—their doubts were erased and now they're showering you with praises and support. you found it hilarious how they ridiculed you for pursuing a non-engineering job like your siblings did and now they're treating you like a prodigy. thinking about it made you feel bitter, to make it worse, the alcohol started to kick in.

you were in your apartment, wide awake at one in the morning due to a sudden urge to write a song. around you were cans of beer scattered on the floor, with the hope that it can help you think of creative ideas but honestly, it's all what you have in your fridge.

finishing a can, you tossed it on a pile of empty beer cans as you shifted your attention to your laptop screen. deleting one line after another—unsatisfied with the words. beside it was also your notebook where you usually write songs but you were still stuck. the urge was strong yet no matter you do, the output didn't feel good enough.

frustrated, you grabbed a pillow from the couch and hurled it across the living room, knocking a box out of place. with a groan, you stood up, set the box right, and started picking up its contents. but when you saw what it was, you froze.

it was pictures of the past. a good memory now leaving bitter feelings whenever you remember it. you shouldn't but you did. you looked at the pictures that consisted of either places or a certain woman. the woman that were once the inspiration of your songs and the one that fueled your passion for music.

"huh yunjin..."

you mumbled as you stared at a photo of her, holding an umbrella and looking back at you. you remembered how you'd always carry a camera whenever you two went on dates, wanting to capture every moment to look back on. now, you traced the dusty photograph with your fingers, the smile on her face a painful reminder of a beautiful past.

you went on a couple of pictures and stopped on the last picture that was at the very bottom of the box. the photograph taken just a week before the beautiful story ended. her smile was so wide that it shocked your whole world when she came to you and ended your relationship. you asked yourself, 'what went wrong?' yet the answer was clear.

you both lived in the same world, yet her life was much harder than yours. you didn’t have thousands of people watching your every move, criticizing each mistake. you didn’t feel the pressure to be perfect, to look like a doll every day. you didn’t have a management controlling every aspect of your life. those were the things you didn’t have—things yunjin did. but despite it all, your relationship blossomed and sailed… until it didn’t.

reminiscing about it caused tears to well up in your eyes. a chuckle escapes your mouth followed with a sigh as you sniff.

"well that was a good two years of sunshines and rainbows..." you said, staring at the pictures scattered on the floor.

you stood up, almost loosing you balance and wobbled your way to the fridge—the alcohol taking over your whole system. grabbing another beer, you slumped on your sofa and took a chug of the drink. you looked at the fogged up window, rain hitting it creating soft thuds. you've always like the comfort of the rain but now you hate it. because it reminded you that no one will give you warmth in the cold weather like she used to. you shook your head as your thoughts drifted drifted her again.

"i'm so fucking lonely..." you said followed by a deep sigh.

you reached for your phone, hoping to have a friend that's still awake at this hour to accompany you in the lonely night. you scrolled through your seemingly endless list of contacts but stopped abruptly when your eyes caught a number you haven't contacted for a while.

your fingers hovered above the number as you hesitated on calling it or not. it must've been the alcohol because now you're looking at a ringing screen, her photo smiling at you while your phone rings—waiting for the other end to pick up.

your eyes widened and you panicked—causing your phone to slip from your grip.

"shit!" you cursed and hurriedly picked up your phone to cancel the call but it was already answered.

you gasped and slapped a hand to your mouth.

"y/n?"

oh how much you missed that voice calling your name. if not for the shock, you would've teared up hearing her voice. you hurriedly pressed the end button and tossed your phone on the coffee table.

"good god..." you said and downed a whole can of beer.

well it was a bad idea because now you're really drunk and lonely and the rain wasn't making it any better. you accidentally called your ex, heard her voice and now you miss her.

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yunjin looked at her phone with confusion as she sat in her bed. she had just gotten out of a warm shower after practicing for their upcoming comeback. setting the phone down, she stared at the wall as she let her thoughts run. from their upcoming comeback and how it would do, her thoughts drifted to you. a sad sigh escaping her mouth as her eyes landed on a jacket she hung. the one she wore when she broke things off.

she regretted it, yes, but she had no choice. your relationship was starting to fail when she got busy for their last comeback. fights were becoming frequent when she'd snap at the smallest things due to lack of rest and the pressure of their comeback. that time their group was also under heavy criticism due to a simple mistake that added fuel to the fire. her management urged her to end her relationship to protect their group incase someone leaks your relationship. yunjin didn't want to hurt you and ruin your career so she did the regrettable.

hanging her head down, she let her tears fall and let the feelings pour out as the rain drowned out the sound. sometimes, she'd wish she was stronger and fought for your relationship, for you.

her cries were cut off when her phone rang, flinching in surprise, she looked at who was calling her at this time. seeing that it was your number again, she immediately grabbed her phone. her finger hesitating to press the answer button yet did it anyway and she immediately heard your soft sniffles and your shaky breath.

"can you come over? i need you right now." you softly whispered through the phone.

your soft voice that used to whisper sweet nothings to her, your soft voice that would sing to her heart whenever you'd serenade her and the voice that she misses so much. it was enough to put her on her feet and storm out of her room.

looking at her phone, you had ended the call. she sighed and speed-walked to the front door when her leader called her.

"yunjin? where are you headed to this late?" chaewon asked, crossing her arms.

yunjin pursed her lip, deciding to lie or not before answering.

"y/n...she called and said she needed me.." the leader uncrossed her arm, brow raised in confusion.

"and you'd risk getting caught by dispatch over a call?" chaewon stared at her red-haired member who held a pleading expression. she sighed and waved yunjin off, walking towards her room.

"just don't get caught and use the manager's car. i'll talk to him for you." a smile broke in yunjin's lips as she eagerly nodded and jogged to grab the car key from the drawer.

"will do!" yunjin whisper yelled and put on a disguise. a good old hat and mask, tying her hair neatly under her hat—hiding her recognisable red hair.

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you were lying on the cold floor, eyes staring at the ceiling—which had remnants of the past. a masking tape you placed to hold the balloons when you surprised yunjin on her birthday. you forgot to take that off and now seeing it made all the memories flood your mind.

your eyes shifted to your phone that was held loosely by your left hand. you grimaced at how you let yourself go and drunk called your ex. a groan escapes your mouth as you writhe on the ground in embarrassment.

a ring on your doorbell knocked you off your actions— making you confused and scared. it's already two in the morning and you weren't expecting any visitors—unless you were thinking of how you called your ex to come over but it's impossible. there's no way she'd come over.

a ring resounded again and it made you stand up, wobbling to it. getting a grip on the doorknob, you twisted it and opened the brown door. all sense of security leaving your alcohol-drowned brain.

a masked person stood before you, eyes locking with yours. you swear you've seen those dark brown eyes before but you just can't remember where and when. the person took off their mask and you let out the most audible gasp. it seemed to make you slightly sober because you immediately pulled the person in and closed the door.

"yunjin? what are you doing here? you might get seen!" you said and immediately let go of your grip on her wrist. you didn't really expect her to come over.

finding the situation quite awkward, you stepped a good steps back. yunjin looked at you and chuckled softly.

"were you drinking?" she asked.

"no." her eyes shifted to the mess behind you then back to yours before raising a brow.

"yes." you sighed and she shook her head.

walking past you, she went to the kitchen and grabbed a plastic bag. her familiarity with your place making you remember the days where she'd spend the night over and cook you delicious meals that you miss.

your eyes followed her as she went to the living room and picked up the empty beer cans on the ground. feeling guilty over her cleaning your mess, you walked into the living room and took the plastic from her—making her look at you.

"i'll clean it myself." you said but she took it from you.

"no, i'll take care of this. you go take a shower and then sleep." you looked at her as she continued cleaning your mess while you stood there watching her.

there she goes again, making you feel things with her actions. a trait of hers that you fell so hard for. but now, it only made your heart wrench in pain.

hearing your silence, yunjin stopped and looked up at you. eyes widening at the tears streaming down your face. dropping the plastic, yunjin got up and went to you, holding your face as she wiped the tears from your eyes with her thumb.

you chuckled bitterly.

"why are you doing this? we're not together anymore. exes don't wipe their ex's tears." you bitterly said, making yunjin stop and let go of you.

"right..." she nodded and stepped back.

"exes also don't call their ex saying to come over because you need them." yunjin retorted making you lock eyes with her.

"can you blame me? you came into my life, rocked my world and left me with these memories i wanted to forget so bad." yunjin's eyes widened at your words as you stood there breathing heavily.

"i wanted to beg to you to come back... i felt so alone that no matter what i do—i just can't fill the hole you left in my heart." tears welled in yunjin's eyes.

"i..oh god..i'm sorry..." yunjin cried as she closed the gap between you and held your face, wiping tears with her thumb.

"please...just for tonight...let me love you again..." you plead, eyes looking back at hers for a response.

the red haired girl nodded and without wasting time, you closed the distance between you—lips crashing against each other. you tasted the tears that you've both shed as you shared a passionate kiss filled with longing for each other.

your arms snaked around her neck as hers circled smoothly to your waist, pulling you even closer. as your lungs burned at the lack of oxygen, yunjin pulled away—foreheads against each other as you both pant heavily.

"i might get drunk with all the beer you've drunk." yunjin commented making you chuckle.

"oh yeah?" you said and leaned for a kiss, smiling against her lips that you missed so much.

lost in the heat of the kiss, you failed to realize that you were now against the wall, her hand trapping you in her tall build whilst the other held your waist. a once passionate kiss turned into something more when yunjin pulled away to breathe and you saw the hungry look in her eyes.

"fuck this." you said and pulled her to the sofa, pushing her against the soft cushion—straddling her immediately.

as if automatic, her hands landed on your hips and pulled you closer to her. looking up at you with an intense, hungry gaze like a predator ready to pounce on her prey—you. pushing your face to hers, your lips danced together emitting sloppy sounds with your soft sighs and moans.

yunjin bit your lip, eliciting a moan from you—music to her ears. taking this chance to invade your mouth with her tongue who danced with yours leaving you breathless. her lips parted from your mouth and trailed kisses from your jaw to your neck.

she softly bit your neck, earning a moan from you. her lips went to your sensitive spot which she knows by heart and began abusing your skin, biting it softly then kissing it. controlled by her lust and hunger, she failed to realize that she'd been sucking on it. once she's done, she released your skin with a pop as she pulled away—looking at the red marks on your neck that are starting to darken a bit.

proud at her 'art', her attention went to your hungry gaze and now swollen lips that are begging for her care. she decided to tease you for a bit, ghosting her lips just a mere centimeter away from yours—watching as you squirm and push your head against hers. you hungrily kissed her, your tongue invading hers but was quickly dominated by her.

the heat becoming too much, you pulled away as you quickly removed your shirt—yunjin helped you so. lips crashing immediately as you threw it somewhere in your room. her lips parted from yours again and ventured beneath your neck, lightly nipping on your skin. her mouth just above your mounds making you whimper when she teasingly licked on the skin.

your eyes met hers, and you just knew where this kiss would lead—a path of no return, one you’d likely regret in the morning. but the thought barely lingered, drowned out by the intoxicating pull of her lips. drunk in her kisses, you leaned in again, letting her warmth consume you.

the world outside blurred as the glass windows fogged up, a hazy testament to the clash of warmth and cold. under the drizzling rain, her lips met yours in a heated frenzy—a desperate attempt to fill the fractures in your hearts. it was a kiss that erased everything but the two of you, a kiss that begged to mend what was broken, if only for a fleeting moment... or maybe, just maybe, forever.

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halo im back after being gone for almost a week. i made this about three days ago but lost the inspiration to finish it until now so here ya go.

[lexawritex]

light

student!karina x studentfem!reader

warning: angst, death, blood, accident, car crash

the bell rang loudly, indicating the end of classes. the students rushed out of their classrooms, teachers left standing with their unfinished discussions.

y/n walked to a certain classroom before stopping by and peeked at the window. her eyes landing on the raven-haired girl who was sitting alone in her desk, earphones on and eyes glued on her thick book. y/n chuckled and entered the room, unnoticed by the raven girl.

with a gentle tap on the shoulder, the girl finally looked up and saw y/n. her eyes widened and met the soft gaze of y/n. a wide smile plastered on both faces.

"were you planning on spending your time studying instead of taking your girlfriend out on a date?" y/n teasingly asks as she helps the girl pack her stuff.

the two walked out of the school, hands intertwined, giving warmth to each other in the cold autumn air. y/n looks at her girlfriend who then looked at her noticing the former's eyes on her.

"where do you plan on taking me ms. yu?" karina giggled at the formal name.

"well, i was planning on taking you to that cat cafe ms. l/n" y/n's eyes went wide as an excited squeal came out of her mouth, causing karina to smile widely at her reaction.

as the two arrived at the said cafe, y/n couldn't stop smiling and cooing at the fluffy cats that calmly roamed around the place. karina's heart warmed at the sight and took many photos of y/n who was too busy mingling with the cats to notice her girlfriend taking photos of her.

after what seemed like an hour of interacting with cats, y/n finally sat down in a table with karina. the two enjoyed a hot chocolate drink whilst talking about their day. a normal date, nothing too lavish, just them enjoying each other's company.

when the time came to leave the cafe, y/n almost cried and begged karina another hour in the cafe but failed anyways. karina had to drag a sad y/n away from the cafe.

"you'll see the darn cats again soon! we can't be there for too long!" karina said as she drags her pouting girlfriend.

the two landed on an arcade and decided to spend a good amount of their allowance over a rigged claw machine.

y/n held her eyes on a cat plushie with determination and focus as her hands skillfully operated the claw to the hole but whenever it neared it, the claw seemed to loosen, causing the plushie to fall again. this evoked a groan from y/n who shoved her hand in her pocket to fish some coins only to find it empty. she groaned once more and leaned her forehead against the glass in defeat. eyes locked in on the cat plushie.

karina had just returned from being a victim of the claw machine and saw her girlfriend looking like a lost puppy. she approached her and the two looked at each other with the same defeated look.

"let's not come back here again." y/n said receiving a nod of approval from karina.

the two exited the arcade and karina automatically held y/n's hand that perfectly fit to hers. as if they were made for each other.

the two wandered for awhile before karina stopped walking causing y/n to stop too and look at her girlfriend with a confused look. karina shot her a smile causing the latter to smile too.

"what's on your mind, pretty girl?" y/n asked.

"how does ice cream and a walk in the park sound like?" y/n's face beamed at the idea and her heart fluttered like how it did on their first date as a couple.

"wonderful."

with ice cream on one hand and the other holding each others, the couple strolled in the park, enjoying the autumn air, basking in the sound of people enjoying their time. y/n looked at her girlfriend and her heart swelled with love that she felt like it would explode any second.

"thank you, karina."

karina looked at y/n, a warm smile forming on her lips. the very smile that made y/n fall for the woman.

"no, thank you, y/n." karina paused and held y/n's hand.

"because of you...i learned that there is more than just studying and for giving me a warmth that i could only find in you. you complete me." karina said, whispering the last sentence.

y/n teared up. her heart filled with so much love that she couldn't help the tears welling in her eyes. karina mirrored her expression and pulled the woman closer to engulf her in a tight and the most secure hug ever.

as they pulled away, y/n lightly slapped karina's arm- causing the latter to laugh softly.

"yah! what's with you making me cry today huh?" y/n asked, voice cracking from sobbing earlier.

"i just love you so much." karina simply said.

the two sat on a bench, watching as the sun set and the moon emerging from its hiding. y/n tugged at the woman beside her, gaining her attention.

"it's getting late, we should return. you have to study, remember?" y/n reminded.

karina nodded and they made their way out of the park. as they both walk in a comfortable silence. karina stopped in her tracks, making y/n stop too.

"why? what's wrong?" she asks.

karina looks at her, her eyes soft yet held something else. something sad.

"there's one more place that we have to go." y/n looks at her in confusion and opened her mouth to protest but with the look on karina's face, she nodded.

she followed as the raven beauty lead her to an unknown alley she hadn't passed through. as scary as the place was, she has full trust on the woman before her.

karina stopped at a light shop, igniting a confused look in y/n before chuckling.

"did your light bulbs in your house die or something?" y/n asked at the woman who had her back at her.

karina sighed heavily and turned around to face y/n who's smile slowly faded upon seeing karina's solemn expression. the latter forced a smile before beckoning y/n to enter the shop.

they did and y/n winced as she was greeted by the bright lights. her eyes slowly adjusted to the brightness and was slightly amazed at the various types of light bulbs displayed in the shop.

"may i help you two?" the sound of a man's voice caught the attention of the two. y/n looked at the man in the cashier desk and bowed in greeting.

"oh, hello. we're here--"

"y/n, find the light that glows when you go near it."

karina cuts her off and looked at the lights in the shop. y/n nervously laughs at the sudden serious demeanor of her girlfriend. flashing an apologetic smile at the man, y/n wandered around the shop, looking for the light that karina requested. what does she mean by a lightbulb that glows when she's near? she wondered.

karina looks at the man, wearing a sunglasses, understandably from how bright the shop is with all the lightbulbs. the man seemingly understood karinas intentions and sat back on his chair, proceeding with his work.

she looks around and spots two desk lamps. one turned on and the other, off.

"y/n, i think i found it." footsteps softly neared karina's and y/n looks at the two desk lamps that karina was eyeing.

"you want to replace your desk lamp?" y/n asked yet karina said no response.

having enough of karina's sudden seriousness, y/n faced her girlfriend.

"baby, what's wrong? did i say something that hurt you? why are you suddenly acting like this? it's scaring me." y/n said, holding back the tears that are starting to well in her eyes.

karina looked at her in the eyes before tears welled up in hers as well. she held y/n's face, tears falling and sobs escaping her mouth. y/n immediately hugged her and rubbed karina's back in attempts to comfort her.

"why- why are you crying suddenly?" y/n asked, voice breaking as she's starting to cry too.

when karina pulled away, y/n gasped and stepped back when she saw blood dripping from her head. y/n stuttered in forming words until it all came to her.

the accident. the bus crash. the nonstop rain.

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"karina! wait for me! you'll get wet!"

y/n screamed as she chased the raven woman in the rain, laughter emitting from their smiles. the two shared an umbrella in the hard rain after being dismissed from their night study in the school. under the protection of the waiting shed, the girls waited patiently for the last bus as they teased each other to pass the time.

the bus finally arrived and the two got on. however, karina couldn't shake the feeling of dread that she got as soon as they rode the bus. she tried telling y/n about it but the latter shrugged it off and told her that it was just the anxiety of the upcoming exams taking over her tired system.

throughout the ride, karina held tightly on y/n's hand- yelping whenever the bus would bounce a little from passing a hump. y/n did her best to comfort the woman beside her by giving her reassurance with her tight grip on her hand.

when the bus reached the bridge, karina couldn't sit still. her knee was bouncing up and known and y/n noticed this. she whispered assuring words to her girlfriend when a loud pop caused them and the other passengers to jump in surprise. after this, the bus began to shake as the driver stepped hard on the break pedal yet it only worsened the situation when another loud pop boomed in the ears of the passengers. followed by the uncontrollable swerving of the bus.

y/n held karina tightly against her, her chin resting gently atop karina’s head as she spooned her, offering a fragile sense of comfort. without warning, the bus lurched violently, slamming into the guardrail. for a heartbeat, time seemed to freeze, and then, with a deafening roar, the bus broke through the barrier, tumbling into the abyss. the cold, dark waters below swallowed everything in an instant, drowning the screams and leaving nothing but the haunting silence of the crash.

y/n gasped, jolting out of the tragic memory of the crash, her eyes locking onto the bloodied karina before her. karina was crying uncontrollably, her grip on y/n growing cold, slipping away with each passing second.

"y/n, please wake up. you have to!" she sobbed, her voice cracking with desperation.

y/n shook her head, tears streaming down her face as she sobbed harder, her heart aching as the reality of their situation hit her like a wave. she couldn’t bear it. she couldn’t lose her. she pulled karina into a tight embrace, clinging to her as if her life depended on it.

"no, no, no, i won’t leave you! we’ll wake up together! we promised to grow old and have cats! you promised, karina!" her voice trembled, filled with raw emotion, as she held onto the last shred of hope.

karina pulled away, her hands trembling as she guided y/n closer to the desk lamp. but y/n protested, shaking her head fiercely, her body wracked with sobs that she could no longer control. each cry felt like it tore her apart, but no words came—only desperate, guttural sounds of helplessness.

karina’s voice cracked, the tears streaming down her face as she pleaded, her grip on y/n tightening. "please, y/n! do it for me, please! you have to wake up!"

y/n’s eyes were wide with fear and sorrow, her heart heavy with an unbearable weight. she shook her head again, her breath hitching as the cries continued, her body shaking, but the words that once could have comforted them both seemed impossible to find.

karina held y/n's face in her bloodied hands and brought their faces close. their tear-filled eyes looking at each other with pain, love, and fear.

"please....y/n...live for me" karina whispered desperately. her forehead leaning against y/n's as she lets out a shaky breath.

"we promised..." y/n managed to whisper, her voice barely audible as the weight of their unspoken words hung heavy in the air. karina nodded, her eyes brimming with tears, her teeth sinking into her lip to keep from crying out. but it was impossible, and a guttural, heart-wrenching sob tore from her throat.

"i'm sorry... i'm sorry... i'm sorr—" karina's words were drowned by y/n, who suddenly crashed their lips together in a desperate, all-consuming kiss. it was long and agonizing, filled with pain and love, the kind of kiss that carried all the things they could no longer say. when they finally pulled apart, breathless and shaken, the silence between them spoke louder than any words could.

y/n pulled away from karina, her heart heavy as she gave her one last look. the sight of karina—their early days together—flashed through y/n’s mind, moments filled with laughter, tenderness, and unspoken promises as her tears blurred her vision.

with a final, shaky breath, y/n turned towards the man in sunglasses, his face unreadable, his gaze fixed on her with an unsettling calmness like he already knew the path she was about to take.

"let us not meet each other again." the man said.

y/n looked at the desk lamp and touched the bulb. a blinding light flashed suddenly, making karina wince and turn away, her hands instinctively covering her eyes as the intensity of the light stung her vision.

when the light faded out, karina looked at where y/n formerly stood and let her tears fall uncontrollably. she closed her eyes, letting the tears fall before sighing heavily. she looked at the man and bowed slightly.

"be careful on your journey." the man said.

karina nodded and exited the shop, walking through the dark path and disappearing into the fog as she ventures further.

the nurses rushed to a patient's bed as the machine beeped, the doctor checking her vitals. one nurse noticed the movement of the patient's eyes and the slight twitch of her fingers. she called the attention of the doctor who felt relieved at the news. soon, tears came out of the patient's eyes and rolled down.

"that's good news." the doctor said.

soon, the patient's eyes opened.

"ring y/n l/n's family and tell them that she's conscious." the doctor said and one nurse nodded and rushed to the phone.

the doctor stepped aside as the nurses assisted the patient, a sad look in his eyes. one nurse, a senior, stood beside him and sighed.

"poor kid, she's gonna be in so much pain when she's fully awake." said the nurse. the doctor looked at her and sighed.

"no one talks about yu karina until she's well enough to handle stress. right now, that name is forbidden." the nurse nodded.

"how ironic, she's the one being protected yet didn't make it." the man sighed and looked at the conscious figure of y/n.

"that's how unfair life is."

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i just finished watching the light shop and i loved it even though it was kind of confusing at the start and made me shed buckets of tears at the end. i really recommend watching it if you like dramas that make you cry. it inspired me to write this angst au which is my very first angst that i've written so pls bear with me :>

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what i write:

— kpop ggs

le sserafim

(g)-idle

ive

kiss of life

aespa

dreamcatcher

blackpink

twice

red velvet

itzy

nmixx

and more...

— swf2

bebe

wolflo

— kdrama

pyramid game

squid game

and more...

— anything that's wlw

i only write wlw

MEN DNI

i accept requests <3

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( i take a while to post so pls bear with me :> )