leosxrealm

[leosxrealm]

ᴄʀᴇᴡɴᴇᴄᴋ

pairings: Lando Norris x male! reader

warning(s): angsty, slight internalized homophobia

a/n: inspired by a tik tok. i'll link it at the end. this was kinda rushed :(

!not proofread!

"Lando! Lando! Please look here!"

"Lando is that your new girlfriend?"

"Can you two look in the camera?"

Lando poses in front of the cameras, blocking out the the noises nearby. His new girlfriend by his side. He puts his hand on her back; both of them smiling at the camera. A perfect couple. For the rest of the world at least. 

You, on the other hand, hated her.

You don't realized but F1's new couple had walked off the carpet. You put on a smile and walk in front of the countless camera that were ready to capture every single detail about you. Nothing ever escapes them. They always find out.

The perfect media trained smile. An expensive suit. Expensive watch. Shoes that cost more than some people's yearly salary. 

Is this who you wanted to be?

Maybe to some, this would be the dream life. Money to buy whatever you wanted. Girls throwing themselves at you. Then, why weren't you satisfied?

You enter the building, glad to be finally done with the paparazzies. It was a charity event for the Jules Bianchi Association. Everyone's eyes were tailing Charles but your were focused on him.

You're alone on the balcony, a glass of whiskey in hand, looking at the view in front of you. The moonlight reflecting on the ocean water underneath, the wind blowing with that cool ocean breeze. It was a magnificent view indeed. 

You hear chatter around you; whispers and soft laughter. You turn around, making eye contact with the one who you have yearned for. 

The world around you freezes; so does his. His new girlfriend had wanted to go enjoy the view of the ocean, she probably didn't realize someone was already there. 

"Sorry for disturbing. I didn't realize someone would be here," she says with a beautiful smile. She was gorgeous. And you hated that.

She introduces herself. extending her arm towards you. 

She doesn't know. Lando never told her.

It was raining that day. The soft patter of rain hitting your window. You were cuddled up on the sofa, a blanket wrapped around you, your favorite series playing on the television in front of you and a cup of hot chocolate in your hand. 

The day had been perfect till then. 

There was a knock on your door. You opened it so see Lando standing in front of you, his clothes dripping; little droplets hanging from the ends of his beautiful curls that you loved. 

"Lando-"

"We need to talk." He pushes past you into your apartment.  

"We can talk later but first you need to change or else you're gonna catch a cold-"

"I can't do this anymore."

"What?" you freeze in your steps. "What are you talking about?"

"All this sneaking around, all this secrecy thing, this relationship or whatever this is." He moves his hand, as if to trying to get his point across better. "I can't do this anymore."

He takes a deep breath, "I've given my everything to build my career, I can't let a relationship get in the way of my dreams."

It hurt. It hurt to hear that from the man you've loved with your entire heart.  

"What are the people going to say? That I'm some man-lover? That I like dick? That would ruin everything I've worked for." He was shouting at this point. 

His tone accusatory, like everything was your fault.

You tried to fight. You really did. But he wouldn't have none of it.

He left.

You were in bed, your pillows stained with your tears. Today would've been your 6 month anniversary. 

He had to post his new relationship today, didn't he?

With blurry, tear filled eyes, you look at the screen in front of you. Instagram.

Lando had posted a picture of himself, and his new girl. 

They were smiling at each other. She was looking at him like he hung the moon, completely smitten by him. Just like you were.

You wondered if she knew.

Did she know about you?

Did she know that the sunflower field they were in was where you and Lando had your first date?

Did she know that sunflowers were your favorite flowers? 

Did she know that the crewneck Lando was wearing was yours?

Did she know that it once used to be your favorite?

Did she know that you used to be his favorite once too?

[a/n]: sorry not sorry. inspired by a tik tok: [see here]

[leosxrealm]

i wanna watch the rest of the race so bad but i had the longest freaking day ever and now my head hurts🥲

happy holi (to those who celebrates it). it was technically on the 13/14 but we celebrated it today (cause it’s finally the weekend) and i’m so exhausted after that. i wanna sleep till noon tmrw but i have to study for midterms😭 which is a 3 hour exam due in 23 hours 😭😭

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Reblog to let prev know their presence is wanted

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WE LISTEN AND WE DON’T JUDGE

sometimes i wanna post my one fandom’s fanfic to my other (like change the name and some traits to fit the character more) but it feels like cheating idk why. and i feel like people would hate me for it😭😭 should i do it tho?

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sorry to be negative on the dash but..... y'all need to be nicer to fanfic writers. we all know interactions are decreasing, and even during the nine months i've been on here, i've noticed a decrease.

tell writers you like their works. comment on their works, reblog their works.

some of you act so entitled, and idk if you've noticed but you're literally making writers miserable. it makes me so sad to see my mutuals deactivate because the joy of writing has been taken away from them by ungrateful readers who are constantly demanding more, more, more, to the point where people are experiencing burnout and anxiety because they can't keep up with the constant unrealistic demands.

reminder that even though it takes you five minutes to read 1k words it might've taken the writer hours to get the words down, proofread, edit, and make the perfect fic layout.

some of you complain that there are no "good" fics anymore, yet you do nothing for the fandom, do nothing to support writers and just hide behind anon and blank blogs, complaining about every little thing till you've driven all writers off this site.

it's so tiring. please be kinder. we're all trying our best here.

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Happy Thanksgiving 🦃🍁 it’s been a tough year but i’m thankful for the people i’ve met and this community. i’m not as active as i used to be but i still check in here from time to time and people of tumblr are still just as awesome 🫶🏼

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GUYS!!!

i’m stuck in a writers block 😖 maybe requests some fics or ideas or suggestions 😖🙏🏼

i can't guarantee that i'll write them but i was hoping to find something that would pull me out of this writer's block

[leosxrealm]

guys 😭

i was researching lewis’s childhood/ background for a fic

i feel so bad for him omg 🙁 he didn’t deserve any of that 🙁

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zhou ATE so hard with the: "see you fucking later colapinto" lmao I didn't think he had that dawg in him tbh, respect

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!NOT MINE!

i was cleaning up my gallery and found this photo from like 2 years ago. probably found it on pinterest but idk.

ANYWAYS just wanted people to see this cause it’s just 🤌🏼🤌🏼🤌🏼✨🔥

gonna drop from the face of earth again. ciao 👋🏼

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RANDOM THEORY TIME !!!!

guessing peoples major based on their vibes!!

(this is just me guessing/making stuff up idk how much of this is true and idk if they are enrolled in university. these are just some fun theories)

@wolf-knights is a law or engineering (either chemical or mechanical) student OR WAIT businessss fs

same w @zyonsay either an engineer or psych student (i kinda wanna say something like marine biology)

@wannabecatboysblog either a communications major or something to do with medicine mmm… vet or radiologist

@crustyboypix mechanic or automotive engineer OR wait something to do w literature?? idk they have that vibe OR DRUMMER OMG

@maxvkisser pharmaaaa (nvm the fact i js saw the emt thing) OR AVIATION definitely definitely

@miloformula123fan ‘s i already know so🥲 BUTTTT BASED ON THE VIBES ALONE- psychology or maybe something to do with arts or automotive engineering too

I’ll add more later if i come up with something weird (if u want me to do urs for funsies just text me or something 😄)

Reblog this post to ask mutuals to tell you their weirdest theory about u

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Reblog this post to ask mutuals to tell you their weirdest theory about u

[leosxrealm]

HEY GUYS !! NEED HELP !!

so i have a stats project (cause guess who’s still stuck in high school 😻) anyways if y’all could answer a few questions it would be helpful🙏🏼🙏🏼

1. do you drink coffee? (yes/ no)

2. how many hours of sleep do you get on average?

ANY response would be helpful!! comment, reblog, dm, query box!! anything works!!

TYSM <3

edit: a big thanks to everyone who responded. it was so helpful and i got all the data i needed for the project! tysm guys <3

[leosxrealm]

Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $60,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

praying for the people💌

[leosxrealm]

004 - ʏᴇᴀʀɴɪɴɢ

★— pairing(s): Max Verstappen x Male! Leclerc! Reader

★— warning(s): possible grammar mistakes, a little angst? not proofread!

★— (a/n): guess who's alive and breathing (unfortunately) how are you guys?

★— character information | series masterlist

18-21

You raised your hand, ready to press the doorbell, before lowering it back again. Taking a deep breath, you ring the doorbell. You cleared your throat while waiting for the door to open. Hearing the door open, you look up.

Max sucks in a deep breath, not expecting to come face-to-face with you. Is that a suit you're wearing? Are those flowers in your hands? "Wha-what are you doing here?" He questions you, suddenly remembering how to speak.

"Oh... Um... I'm here for-" you begin to say before stopping abruptly. You look up suddenly, and Max thinks it's to look at him, but instead, you look behind him. The corners of your lips lift up into a soft smile.

"Richie!" The sudden exclaim of your name makes Max look to the source of it. He looks behind him, watching as the young woman makes her way over to the door. He watches from the sidelines as you hand her the flower in your hands.

Lilies, he notes, White Lilies. Victoria's favorite. He frowns, not understanding what you were even doing here.

"You ready to go?" Your voice, laced with that thick French accent of yours that he had gotten used to, breaks him from his thoughts. It takes him a while to realize that the question was directed at his younger sister, not him. A confused "huh" leaves him, directing both your attention to you.

"Remember that art exhibition I was telling you about?" the young woman questions him. "Well after you said you were too busy to go with me, I asked Richie! And he said yes! So, that's where we're going right now," she finishes her explanation with a bright smile.

It almost made Max want to smile back. Almost. He couldn't help it. He knows he should be happy for his sister. She looks like she has found someone who makes her feel giddy and happy, and all those feelings they describe in those silly rom-coms Victoria makes him watch. He watches as she smiles brightly, looking at you. This was the first time she had shown such an interest in a guy.

He couldn't watch it anymore. He leaves you two at the door. Walking back inside the house, the last thing he hears is Victoria's reply to the question you had asked previously. "Let me get my purse really quick and then we can go!" He hears his sister's footsteps run up the stairs, probably to her room. to get her purse.

He's in the kitchen, pacing around endlessly, trying to distract his mind, when he hears his younger sister's voice again. He knows he's going to regret listening in on your conversation, but he does it anyway. 

"How do I look?" Victoria questions you, doing a little twirl for you. You give her a fond smile, she gives you a bright one in return "You look gorgeous, Vic"

He inhales deeply. His body suddenly feels numb. His brain felt fuzzy. His throat felt dry. He looked around; his eyes couldn't focus. He looks back at the door where you had been standing. The ghost of you still looming over there.

He feels like the last of his senses has been taken from him. He couldn't breathe. Your features soften, as if you uderstood what he was feeling. 

Did you really? 

Could you even? Could really understand the pain he was in?

Did your heart stop at the thought of him just as his did? 

Did you think about him as often as he thought of you? 

Why did your eyes say you were going through the same thing if you didn't yearn for him as much as he did for you?

Why were you here for his sister? He is right there. Your hand twitches, as if to reach out to him. You clench your fist, slowly exhaling through your nose; stilling yourself.

His eyes follow your every movement. Why did you stop yourself? It was the question plastered all over his face. You look back, towards the car that was parked in his driveway. Victoria was already in there, waiting for you.

You look back at Max again. You could feel your heart breaking. You wanted to reach out to him, hold him in your arms. He wanted you to. To say something To do something. Anything.

You didn't.

(a/n): guess who has midterms in an hour but was writing a fic

ᴛᴀɢʟɪꜱᴛ (ᴏᴘᴇɴ): @miloformula123fan @its-ares @fangirl-dot-com @wolf-knights @zyonsay @1obsessedwithfictionalmen7 @fevndue @erinpiastri @v3lnys @woozarts @sebastianstansblog @badblondebisexualboy @lovecarsgoingvroom @kurating @saintraikkonen @evans-dejong @maxcuntstappen @eugene-emt-roe @thedecalcomania-blog

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ding dong 😵

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might start watching indycar now‼️🕺🏻